Reborn In The ’80s to Raise Cubs - Chapter 112
Cui Dingchen was as handsome and serious as usual, but the moment he met Xu Zhao’s eyes, his eyes were gentle and watery, then he strode towards Xu Zhao, walked to Xu Zhao, and asked in a warm voice, “Have you eaten yet?”
It is clear that Xu Zhao has always liked such a gentle Cui Dingchen, but at this time he wanted to avoid it, and lowered his eyes to answer: “No, my parents are doing it.”
Cui Dingchen then asked, “Well, what about Xu Fan? Is he cured?”
Xu Zhao replied, “Okay.”
“Where is he?”
“Play with Da Zhuang over there.”
Xu Zhao stretched out his hand and pointed behind him.
Cui Dingchen looked in the direction Xu Zhao pointed, and saw Xu Fan, Xu Fan seemed to be asking Dazhuang for something to eat, Xiaozui kept talking, and Dazhuang was not willing to give Xu Fan something to eat.
Cui Dingchen walked up to Xu Fan with a smile, squatted beside Xu Fan, and checked Xu Fan specially, and found that Xu Fan was really thin this time, and the child really couldn’t bear being sick. Now Xu Fan’s face is still a little yellow. It’s just that the sickness hasn’t completely gone away.
However, seeing that Xu Fan was in good spirits, as always, Cui Dingchen knew that Xu Fan would definitely regain weight in a few days, and reached out to touch Xu Fan’s little fleshy face, then turned to look at Xu Zhao, and found that Xu Zhao was distracted by the side. , shouted in doubt: “Xu Zhao.”
Xu Zhao quickly returned to his senses.
Cui Dingchen stepped forward and asked, “What are you thinking?”
Xu Zhao was startled and looked at Cui Dingchen.
Cui Dingchen noticed something in a few days and noticed that something was wrong with Xu Zhao. He always thought it was because of Xu Fan. Now there seems to be another problem. Ask: “Need to talk to me?”
Cui Dingchen is always so understanding of people’s hearts. Xu Zhao also admitted that he had wanted to talk to Cui Dingchen for a long time, but he had no chance recently. Since Cui Dingchen spoke first, he also wanted to take this opportunity to understand things, so he nodded: “Okay.”
Cui Dingchen asked, “Where are you going?”
Xu Zhao replied: “Let’s go to the No. 1 vegetable greenhouse.” It is too far to go to other greenhouses, and it is easy to be seen and disturbed by others in the village.
Cui Dingchen nodded: “Let’s go.”
“I’ll talk to my mother first.” Xu Zhao turned around and walked to the kitchen, and said to Xu’s father and Xu’s mother, go to the No. 1 vegetable greenhouse by himself, let the second old man take a look at Xu Fan, and don’t let Xu Fan eat sour plum powder and Tang monk meat And so on, lest the sick just get sick again.
Then Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen came to the No. 1 vegetable greenhouse from the back door of the yard. The vegetables in the No. 1 vegetable greenhouse have been sold out, but the vegetable seedlings are still there, and the colors of green, green, yellow and yellow are crisscrossed, which is not bad.
Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen walked towards the inside of the vegetable greenhouse, walked to an open space, glanced at the situation of the greenhouse, and then turned to look at each other.
After a while, Cui Dingchen asked softly, “What happened these two days?”
Xu Zhao didn’t try to say it was okay, but lowered his eyes and brewed.
Cui Dingchen asked directly, “It shouldn’t just be because of Xu Fan.”
Xu Zhao bowed his head and said, “Yeah.”
Cui Dingchen thought for a moment and asked, “And my reason?”
Xu Zhao looked at Cui Dingchen: “Yes.”
“What am I doing wrong?” Cui Dingchen stared at Xu Zhao with open eyes, which made Xu Zhao feel a little guilty and felt that he was making a big fuss. How could he believe Zhou Xiangqian’s one-sided words? There will be a lump in his heart, because he doesn’t want to be a substitute for anyone, especially Shen Jiayang.
So, after a while, Xu Zhao focused on Cui Dingchen and asked, “Uncle, you like me, don’t you?”
Cui Dingchen replied, “Of course.”
Xu Zhao asked again, “Where do you like me?”
“I like it everywhere.” Cui Dingchen told the truth.
“What attracted you in the first place?”
Cui Dingchen was lost in thought.
Xu Zhao asked, “Is it because of me being gentle?”
Cui Dingchen looked at Xu Zhao and replied, “Well, there is this factor.”
“Because I’m gentle?”
“A little.”
“Because I’m pretty?”
“A little bit.”
Xu Zhao paused and said, “But, uncle, other people have these characteristics, right? It’s easy to be replaced by others, or replace others, right?”
Cui Dingchen frowned slightly and said, “No, but you are you.”
“Am I really me?” Xu Zhao asked.
Cui Dingchen frowned and asked, “What do you mean?”
With the front buffer, Xu Zhao finally said what he wanted to say: “Uncle, don’t you think that Shen Jiayang and I are similar in many ways?”
Shen Jiayang!
Cui Dingchen’s eyes froze.
Xu Zhao’s heart skipped a beat. Sure enough, Cui Dingchen had Shen Jiayang in his heart. Suddenly, Xu Zhao felt a little sore and he said in a low voice, “Uncle, did you have a past with Shen Jiayang?”
After a while, Cui Dingchen replied, “Yes.”
Xu Zhao couldn’t explain what he was feeling in his heart. He always felt that it was hard to even breathe. He asked, “Do you like Shen Jiayang very much?”
“I don’t like it.” Cui Dingchen replied.
Xu Zhao was startled by such a direct answer and looked straight at Cui Dingchen.
Cui Dingchen said: “I don’t like him. I tried to like him, but I didn’t like him.”
What does this mean? Xu Zhao was puzzled.
Cui Dingchen said, “It’s my fault.”
Xu Zhao asked back, “Why are you bad?”
Cui Dingchen looked down at the soft soil under his feet and said, “I didn’t tell you about me and Shen Jiayang. In fact, it was an unbearable past.”
Bad past?
Xu Zhao was surprised, what else did Cui Dingchen have in the past? How bad is it?
Cui Dingchen looked sideways at Xu Zhao and asked, “Do you want to listen?”
Xu Zhao had not forgotten his courtesy at this time, and asked, “Do you want to say it?”
Cui Dingchen smiled.
Xu Zhao watched quietly.
After a while, Cui Dingchen said, “I slept with Shen Jiayang.”
Xu Zhao was surprised.
Cui Dingchen added: “Five years ago, when I opened a factory, it went very smoothly, and I was a little overwhelmed. I felt that I had unique skills, and no one looked down on me. Five years ago, I brought a brother to lead With a suitcase of money, going to a hotel to discuss business, negotiating business at a wine table, it is inevitable to drink.”
Xu Zhao couldn’t help but ask, “Have **** after drinking?”
Cui Dingchen glanced at Xu Zhao: “Well.”
“What’s wrong?” Xu Zhao asked.
Cui Dingchen paused: “It’s my brother, I was afraid that I would wake up soon after drinking, and he deliberately helped me into a boy’s room… Then he ran away with the money, but later I found him and gave him the dues he deserved. The punishment, I learned the boy’s information from him, and found Shen Jiayang after many twists and turns.”
Xu Zhao did not speak.
Cui Dingchen continued: “Shen Jiayang was still a student at the time, and I was… I always wanted to make up for him, so I often picked him up from school, brought him to dinner, and tried to cultivate feelings, but there was no progress at all. I doubt that I may live in my life. I won’t like anyone anymore.”
Cui Dingchen turned his eyes to Xu Zhao’s eyes and said, “Until I met you, after meeting you, it was the first time I knew the feeling of my heart, the first time I wanted to be 100% good to a person… I don’t mind if you had anything else. Man, don’t mind if you have a kid or even like that kid because of you, it’s out of my control.
“After confirming that I can talk about Xu Fan’s future with you, I will explain my relationship with Shen Jiayang again, make up for him in another way, and then explain my feelings to you. This is all about me and Shen Jiayang, except for That time five years ago, nothing happened again.
“If you have to say that you like it, there is no one else but you.”
Xu Zhao was a little surprised and a little guilty after hearing this.
But in Cui Dingchen’s eyes, it was like “not accepting it”. Cui Dingchen felt a tingling pain in his heart, and after a while, he asked, “Do you mind what I did to Shen Jiayang?”
Xu Zhao looked at Cui Dingchen blankly.
Cui Dingchen also looked at Xu Zhao: “Do you mind?”
What right does he have to mind? Compared with Cui Dingchen’s promiscuity after drinking, isn’t he more extreme? He even gave birth to a child, and Xu Zhao didn’t speak.
Cui Dingchen lowered his head slightly sadly.
Xu Zhao slowly reached out and grabbed Cui Dingchen’s two fingers.
Cui Dingchen was stunned for a moment, then slowly raised his eyes to look at Xu Zhao.
Xu Zhao said softly, “Uncle, I’m sorry.”
Cui Dingchen’s heart trembled and asked, “I’m sorry for what?”
Xu Zhao said guiltily, “Trust other people’s words so easily, instead of choosing to trust you right away.”
Cui Dingchen looked at Xu Zhao and asked, “So, are you feeling down because of me these days?”
Xu Zhao nodded: “Yes.”
Cui Dingchen asked again: “So, you like me very much?”
Xu Zhao nodded again.
At this time, Cui Dingchen smiled.
Xu Zhao asked suspiciously, “What are you laughing at?”
Cui Dingchen didn’t speak, smiled and stretched out his hand to embrace Xu Zhao, and whispered in Xu Zhao’s ear: “I laugh because I am happy, and I am happy that you finally have mood swings because of me, even if it’s because of ‘don’t believe’, I I’m also very happy, at least, I have a place in your heart.”
Hearing this, Xu Zhao’s heart was warm, but his eyes were sour. He felt that his disbelief in Cui Dingchen was hurtful, so he said, “Uncle, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t—”
Cui Dingchen snapped: “Well, I accept it. If you believe me a little more next time, you should do it this time first, and tell me directly, don’t hide it.”
Xu Zhao rested his head against Cui Dingchen’s chest, listened to Cui Dingchen’s low voice, smelled the faint fragrance of Cui Dingchen’s body, and after several days of ups and downs, he finally settled down and said softly, “Well, never again. already.”
“So nice.”
Cui Dingchen stretched out his hand and gently stroked the back of Xu Zhao’s head, his fingers touched Xu Zhao’s neck, he felt the temperature on Xu Zhao’s body and the smoothness of his skin, and suddenly felt a dry mouth. Suddenly, a small voice sounded from the door.
“Dad! It’s time to eat!”
The voices were so close that Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen, who were near, were stunned for a moment at the same time, and then slowly turned their heads to look at the door of the vegetable greenhouse. What they saw were Xu Fan with wide-eyed eyes and Mother Xu who was dumbfounded.
what’s the situation?
Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen didn’t have time to bounce when they heard Xu Fan shouting loudly, “Er Master Cui! What are you holding my dad for?”