Reborn In The ’80s to Raise Cubs - Chapter 119

roll?

Just one word, like a basin of ice water, poured on Shen Jiayang head-on, causing him to freeze, staring at Cui Dingchen blankly.

Cui Dingchen stepped up and left.

Shen Jiayang stayed where he was until the sound of the car starting, and he woke up suddenly. He quickly ran out of the room, out of the yard, and onto the concrete road. When he saw Cui Dingchen’s car disappearing relentlessly, the whole person looked like his soul had been taken away. Slumped on the ground.

Shen’s mother, who had just come back from the visit, was startled when she saw this scene, and hurried forward to pull Shen Jiayang, but she couldn’t pull it, and hurriedly asked: “Jiayang, Jiayang, what’s wrong, what’s wrong?”

Shen Jiayang’s eyes were blank and he whispered, “It’s over, it’s over…”

“What’s the end?”

“It’s all over, it’s all over.”

“What’s the matter? Don’t scare me.”

Mother Shen was in a hurry.

Shen Jiayang couldn’t say a word, and looked straight at the direction Cui Dingchen was leaving. However, at this time, Cui Dingchen had already changed his driving direction and drove directly towards Nanwan Village, arriving at the head of Nanwan Village at lightning speed.

Originally, he was supposed to drive directly into Nanwan Village, but Cui Dingchen slammed on the brakes suddenly, his body suddenly leaned forward, his hands resting on the steering wheel, his eyes were blank, and his mind was all about Xu Zhao and Xu Fan.

Xu Zhao——

Xu Fan——

His Xu Zhao——

His Xu Fan——

However, what has he done in the past five years? He mistakenly recognized Shen Jiayang as that person. He couldn’t give love, so he kept giving money and material things.

But what about Xu Zhao and Xu Fan?

He remembered the first time he saw Xu Zhao and Xu Fan. It was the summer of two years ago. Xu Zhao was wearing gray and old clothes, with patches on his top and trousers, and his face was yellow and thin.

And Xu Fan…Xu Fan, his, his son, is thin and small. He should not have enough to eat every day, so when he sees everything, he is greedy. He is only two years old and sells popsicles with Xu Zhao every day. Selling moon cakes… No matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, it’s so hard.

Thinking of this, his heart throbbed with pain, the pain almost convulsed, five years, what has he been doing in these five years?

what are you doing? !

Has his brain and his heart been eaten by dogs? !

He really didn’t dare to face Xu Zhao and Xu Fan without face. He hurt Xu Zhao and made Xu Fan suffer. He really didn’t know how to talk to Xu Zhao and sat quietly in the car.

A minute has passed,

Two minutes passed,

…

Ten minutes passed,

…

An hour has passed.

The sun was slowly approaching the horizon, the sky was gradually darkening, and a sense of loneliness emerged spontaneously. Cui Dingchen was still looking at the village of Nanwan Village. At this moment, a group of children trotting suddenly appeared in his sight. Find Xu Fan.

In almost a second, he saw Xu Fan among a group of children. Xu Fan was wearing a small down jacket he bought and happily followed the older children to the village to play eagles and chickens, because he was short and short. , so he was at the back of the line, and ran the most. He happily shouted “Come on, come on, catch me.”

Cui Dingchen couldn’t help lying on the car window, staring straight at Xu Fan. His eyes were so complicated that they were clear and bright, and then they were filled with tenderness and guilt. At this moment, Xu Fan was suddenly caught by something. fell to the ground with a thud.

Cui Dingchen pushed the door of the car in an instant, and only took one foot. Xu Fan got up by himself, rubbed his clothes with his hands, and continued to run happily, but the parents had already called the children to go home for dinner.

Therefore, the big and small children all ran towards their house noisily, only Xu Fan said “play, play for a while, play for a while”, but no one paid him any attention, so he had no choice but to run towards the house.

Looking at Xu Fan who was about to leave, Cui Dingchen couldn’t help shouting, “Xu Fan!”

Xu Fan turned his head when he heard the words, and looked at Cui Dingchen with watery eyes.

Cui Dingchen’s heart skipped a beat, and an inexplicable feeling passed through his heart.

“Second Master Cui!” Xu Fan shouted.

Cui Dingchen responded, “Hey!”

“Why are you here again?”

“me–“

Cui Dingchen finished his words for the first time, looked at Xu Fan, and a voice in his heart shouted, “This is my son, my son, my own son, and I will have a son in my life.” He kept his eyes on Xu Fan.

In the past, he believed that he would not have offspring and did not like children, so when he saw Xu Fan, he avoided it if he could. Later, when he approached Xu Fan because of Xu Zhao, it was also a new perspective to know Xu Fan, but now, he knew Xu Fan. As his son, the kind of frozen blood sense suddenly resurrected, looking at Xu Fan has a different kind of kindness.

Moreover, there is excitement, fear, and fear, who can’t even speak well.

But Xu Fan didn’t know anything. Seeing the car not far behind Cui Dingchen, he immediately opened his watery eyes and asked, “Second Master Cui, are you driving a big car?”

Cui Dingchen said quickly, “Yes, yes.”

“The big car, the big car is so fast, so fast! You can go to the county seat with a ‘huh’, and when you arrive at the county seat, you can sell vegetables, sell vegetables to make money, and buy meat to eat!”

Cui Dingchen replied in a gentle tone: “Yes, do you want to come over and take a big bus?”

Xu Fan directly refused: “No.”

“Why?” Cui Dingchen asked in confusion.

Xu Fan answered seriously: “Because it’s going to get dark, grandma said that there will be monsters when it’s dark, there are big monsters and little monsters, big monsters and little monsters will catch little babies, and if they catch me, run away. , my dad, my dad can’t find me, I, I will cry, I want to go home for dinner.”

Hearing that Xu Fan was leaving, Cui Dingchen was immediately reluctant and asked, “Are you going home for dinner?”

“Yeah.” Xu Fan nodded heavily.

“Will you take me?” Cui Dingchen asked flatteringly.

Regarding the matter of eating… Xu Fan hesitated for a while, what should I do, and it took a while to sit down and make a choice: “Well, then you eat less, or else I won’t have enough to eat.”

Cui Dingchen nodded: “I’ll eat less, okay?”

“good.”

“You’re awesome!” Cui Dingchen imitated Xu Zhao, squatted down to communicate with Xu Fan, and suddenly remembered Xu Fan’s fall, he heard the sound of “crack”, it must be very painful, he endured He kept asking, “You fell down just now, didn’t you?”

Xu Fan was playing so happily that he seemed to have forgotten about it. He raised his little fleshy hand to take a look, and found that the palm of his hand was a little red, and said in a milky voice, “I fell.”

“Does it hurt?” Cui Dingchen asked.

“It hurts.” Xu Fan said unconsciously.

After hearing this, Cui Dingchen was sad. Looking at Xu Fan’s little fleshy hand, the entire little palm didn’t even have a finger of his, so small, so cute, so fragile, the little life body, just got up quickly after a fall. He didn’t know what was wrong with him. His distressed eyes were sore and his vision was a little blurry. He lowered his head and quickly reached out to wipe his eyes when he heard someone calling Xu Fan.

“Xu Fan!”

Only when Cui Dingchen looked up, he saw Xu Fan running quickly towards the village and towards Xu Zhao.

It is Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao smiled and said, “Little guy.”

Xu Fan giggled and hugged Xu Zhao’s thigh, raised his face and said, “Dad, hug me, hug me.”

Xu Zhao bent down and picked Xu Fan up, and asked, “It’s so late, Qiangqiang and the others have already gone home, why haven’t they gone home yet?”

Xu Fan immediately said, “I’m talking to Second Master Cui!”

Hearing that Cui Dingchen wiped away another tear, then he looked at Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao came over curiously and asked, “Uncle, why are you here?”

Cui Dingchen coughed lightly: “I, I have nothing to do this afternoon, I just came over to see if you are busy.”

Xu Zhao immediately smiled and said, “It’s okay, have you had dinner yet?”

Cui Dingchen replied, “Not yet.”

“Then eat with us.”

Cui Dingchen did not refuse.

Xu Zhao walked with Xu Fan and Cui Dingchen in his arms. Because the sky was getting darker, Xu Zhao didn’t see Cui Dingchen’s red eyes, nor did he see Cui Dingchen’s guilt and distressed expression. He just felt that Cui Dingchen had been staring at him. Thinking that Cui Dingchen disliked Xu Fan’s noise, he coaxed Xu Fan to say a few words less.

Xu Fan snuggled into Xu Zhao’s arms obediently, his mouth stopped, but his short legs swayed happily and accidentally kicked Cui Dingchen.

“Uncle, I’m sorry.” Xu Zhao said quickly.

Cui Dingchen said quickly, “It’s okay, it’s okay.”

“Xu Fan didn’t do it on purpose.”

“It’s all right.”

“Let me wipe it for you.”

“It’s ok.”

Xu Zhao explained repeatedly for Xu Fan that his love for Xu Fan made Cui Dingchen feel guilty. Cui Dingchen couldn’t hold back all kinds of emotions such as guilt, distress, helplessness, warmth, and happiness, and quickly found an excuse to go to the toilet. Leaning on the back wall of Xu Zhao’s house, looking down at the dark floor, my heart was wet.

wrong,

missed,

He can’t make the same mistake again. No matter what the current situation is, he has been absent for five years, so he will use the rest of his life to fill the vacancy for these five years. Determined, he strode towards Xu Zhao’s house. As soon as he entered the courtyard of Xu Zhao’s house, he saw Xu Fan playing with a toy train under the headlights of the courtyard gate.

“Woooooo… shopping, shopping, eating… woo woo woo…”

The little **** are particularly nice!

Cui Dingchen stepped forward and squatted beside Xu Fan. He immediately walked to the kitchen door and called Xu Zhao, asking, “Do you have any extra toothbrushes at home?”

“Yes, what’s wrong?” Xu Zhao asked.

“Xu Fan said I stink.” Cui Dingchen said embarrassedly, he just smoked two cigarettes quickly just now.

Xu Zhao also smelled the smoke on Cui Dingchen’s body and asked, “Have you smoked?”

“Yeah.” Cui Dingchen nodded, and then quickly added: “I promise, I will never smoke again.”

Xu Zhao didn’t say anything, and went to the west wing to get a new toothbrush for Cui Dingchen.

After Cui Dingchen brushed his teeth, he saw that Xu Zhao and Xu’s mother were busy, so he didn’t go to clean, but went to find Xu Fan who was playing, and then squatted in front of Xu Fan. Xu Fan suddenly picked up the small train and ran towards the kitchen. .

Cui Dingchen asked suspiciously, “Xu Fan, where are you going?”

Xu Fan said in a milky voice as he ran, “You stink, I, I, I won’t play with you.”