Refraction - Chapter 11
Chen attack on the left chest in the end whether there is a peach shaped birthmark – Zheng Yi is really can not help but care.
In fact, since the last time I accidentally saw that film, Zheng Yi and Chen attack can no longer hate it.
In fact, there is no “hate” – it’s not living in the world of martial arts. If you don’t kill your father or take your wife, you can’t have any hatred or injustice. If you hold on to death, you can only be regarded as “disagreeable”.
After that, Zheng Yi could not help but overlap him with the fainting man in the video every time he saw Chen attack.
Zheng Yi can’t bear to continue to embarrass him. He surmises that Chen Gang’s personality has become “indifferent and alienated from others” as he is today. After that incident, the protection mechanism has been opened
The reason why there will be endless bickering, although Zheng Yi can not clearly analyze his motivation – but also vaguely feel: it seems that this is the way of communication between the two of them already familiar – in a way, it is a kind of “tacit understanding”?
Anyone who has a more relaxed attitude seems to be yielding to perfection.
But Zheng Yi didn’t want to give in.
Zheng Yi thought: if Chen Cheng could be like a lamb one day – in a drunken night, at the most vulnerable moment of emotional guard, he would lower his arrogant head and tell himself about the suffering he had suffered Zheng Yi was sure that he could not help but shed tears of “hot blooded man’s anger”, then patted his back and said to him, “we will be brothers in the future! When I am in your life, I will not allow these sufferings to approach you again! ”
But Chen Gang is an iron knot in one’s heart, and he will not give in. “You deserve not to enjoy Laozi’s righteousness!” Zheng murmured indignantly.
By contrast, it’s better to be a lamb – a lamb can be coquettish.
So Zheng Yi passed the message: my brother dreamed of you yesterday.
Lamb: what did you dream of doing with me?
Zheng Yi: I can’t say that. I’m afraid of being caught.
Lamb: [shy].
Zheng Yi: I’ll go back tomorrow. Do you want to play in the evening?
Lamb: what do you play?
“The little lamb is still very bad!” ——Every sentence lures Zheng Yi to talk about his fantasy and desire.
Zheng Yi’s head was hot, he pursed his mouth and restrained □, and many images flashed in his mind – the tearful lamb frowned and was held by his big gray wolf. Besides, there were heavy breathing, licking and muttering
Zheng Yi rolled down the window glass, let his hot forehead be blown by the wind to cool down.
Zheng Yi imagines these images countless times – sometimes he laughs at whether his puberty ends too late and the tide of spring has not yet crossed the border.
The panting image of the lamb has not disappeared from his mind, but it is a little blurred. After a moment, all the emotions and movements of the lamb suddenly subsided, like fainting. Zheng must have recognized it carefully and found that the man’s face had become Chen Feng.
He closed his eyes, ignorant of all violations; his expression was simple and calm, like the most solemn God.
He is a devil who is blaspheming him.
Zheng a suddenly returned to God, and the wind continued to blow for a while.
It took five minutes to get the nausea out of the body.
Zheng a rubbed a face, opened the mobile phone to reply to the lamb: we’ll talk about it then.
It’s about an hour from the scenic spot to the hotel. After Zheng got out of the car, he remembered that the room card was in Chen Gang.
Zheng Yi was sleepy, but he didn’t get enough sleep last night – without the room card, the hotel room couldn’t get in. Zheng Yi felt a little suffocated. He lit a cigarette and searched through the records of all-in-one contact. He found [father-in-law Chen]. Just about to dial him, Qiu Mang’s phone came again.
“I’ve received some resumes here – some of them are from your vision department. Would you like to have a look at them?”
“Don’t show it to me. You can give it to Chen Gang directly.” Zheng Yi held the last point: “don’t always let him feel that the whole visual department is my people. Let’s run him together – you let him decide.”
Hang up the qiumang phone, to [father-in-law Chen] dial out to Fangzheng busy line, Zheng thought that may be autumn mang first to Chen attack the phone.
A few minutes later Wait until the cigarette is finished.
When the cigarette and the lighter were stuffed into the inside pocket of the suit, the lighter fell on the hem of the interlayer and hit a hard object. Zheng Yi touched the hem of his shirt – there was a lighter volume and a card in the interlayer.
He reached into the inner pocket and found a hole.
Only a few times through the V family big card – “really is a little old card ingenuity all lost!” Zheng Yi murmured, with a strange gesture to put the pendulum up, hand stretched through the hole to take out the lighter and hard card.
The card turned out to be a “lost” ID card.
So there is no need to call Chen Gong to urge him back.
After processing the account cancellation procedures, Chen Gang received a call from qiumang – “there are several resumes of your department, do you want to review it?”
“You can give it to Zheng Yi directly. I’m afraid that he will find fault with me.”
Qiu mang explained: “it was Zheng Yi who asked me to give it to you directly – he said that you have a better vision!”
“I Good eye for people? ” Chen Gang sneered: “this is his boast…”
In a word, Zheng Mang’s ability to make an interview has nothing to do with her
Chen Gang said, “OK, you can send me email first. I’ll go back to the hotel and check it later.”Hang up the phone, Chen Gang saw that there was a bucket of failed calls during the call, the note name is [Xiao Zheng].
Chen Gang turned back: “what’s the matter?”
Zheng Yi’s voice revealed exhaustion: “Oh, nothing Are you still busy? ”
“Finished, just got a taxi and ready to go back – what’s the matter?”
“Oh, nothing Hot pot
Chen Ganggang was wearing his seat belt and drinking mineral water. He almost didn’t choke out. Of course, Chen was surprised, but after thinking about it, he said, “OK.”
“Mainly Hot pot can’t be eaten alone! Take a companion and celebrate the end of the exploration – it’s my treat. ”
Chen Gang said, “OK, go back right away.”
“Come back, then. I’ll wait for you at the door.” Then I hung up.
Chen Feng didn’t understand what Zheng Yi meant by “I’ll wait for you at the door.” he was just surprised at the fact that “Zheng Yi invited me to eat hot pot” – he was just hungry? He thinks I’m a good man. Would you like to shake hands with me? Is he trying to beat me up with something
The driver master sees Chen to hang up the phone, then warm-hearted answer: “mother-in-law calls you to go home?”
Chen attack did not have a brain to return a sentence: “right…”
After returning, Chen Feng felt that there was no need to explain again. He said in his heart: how come the drivers who haven’t come back in Chengdu for several years have become more and more gossipy.
When I hung up the phone and stuffed my cell phone back into my pocket, I touched a card and took it out to see it was the hotel room card.
Chen Jiecai seems to understand something – Zheng Yi lives in his own room, but there is only one room card. He is still here at the moment, so he can’t enter the hotel room. So he said, “wait for you at the door”; last night, Zheng Yi slept for a little time, and now he may be sleepy, but after all, he can’t urge himself to go back, so he uses “please have a fire” “Pot” to express “thanks” – and timidly say “come back then”
When he had to bow to others, he managed his mind so carefully, which was not like Mr. Zheng’s usual style.
But Chen Gang felt that he was also very poor.
At the beginning of the interview with Zheng Yi, qiumang, a primary school girl, came to the vision department to ask her, “how about a senior student, how about my brother?”
“Is Zheng Yi your brother?” Chen Gang was surprised: “he is very good! At all levels… ”
Qiu mang looked proud: “yes, my brother! Is the sweet mouth handsome, everyone loves it? ”
Chen Gang nodded with a smile.
He had a good first impression of Zheng Yi – not so bad now.
Although Zheng Yi’s personality is reckless, it can’t be said to be a bad thing. He looks energetic and looks like a young cartoon hero who is full of enthusiasm and enthusiasm. It is not the same as his own unearthed bronze wares.
Beauty is also the leading actor of a girl’s caricature: she is fashionable and elegant, and the girls in the company laugh at him as soon as they see him; they are not the same as their own temperament that makes people tremble when they speak.
Chen Gang looked at his iron face in the rearview mirror and rolled up the window a little bored.
It’s not so much Zheng Yi that Chen Gang hates, it’s more unfair that Chen Gang hates.
Some people are always climbing up as hard as they can, but there are always people with wings who can easily fly over their heads.
From time to time you drop feathers to fascinate your eyes when you look up at them.
Chen attack does not hate the rich, for “born phoenix”, in addition to envy, there is no other mood.
However, Zheng Yi was different. Before Zheng Yi appeared, the director’s seat was clearly given to him by general manager Wang. However, as soon as he appeared, he had no practical experience at all. He only relied on his gold inlaid education and his father’s “once he could help Zheng Yi, he asked Mr. Wang to take back this position from Chen Gang’s hand and offer it to Zheng Yi.
What a coincidence.
While other people’s fathers were settling down their children’s careers – across the screen phone, their mother was lying in the hospital bed crying with himself: “it’s no use Not doing my duty I haven’t fed you since childhood In the end, it will cost you money… ”
Chen Gang clenched the back teeth and said, “it’s ok I will be promoted to the director next month, and my salary will be increased. ”
Her mother nodded, sunken cheeks and layers of furrowed skin made her look like a mummy, not like a 47 year old woman — Chen Gang had a fashion design professor in University. She set up a modeling agency outside, so she had frequent business cooperation with halostudio. She was only one year younger than her mother, but she looked like a new female star.
Her mother didn’t say that, but Chen Gong heard her and her patients in the Ward said: nurses are not willing to come – when bullying new people, they ask junior interns to give injections; the young interns are also nervous. When it comes to their mother’s injection, they prick three needles but still can’t find the blood vessel, and the fourth needle goes to his tiger’s mouth – “the little girl threw the needle tube and ran out on the spot!”
Chen Feng can’t express his expression when he hears about the jokes among their patients. They are blood diseases, so it’s natural for others to be afraid of them.
On the fifth day of her death, Chen Gang took her annual leave and came back to take care of her affairs. There was such a new man in the position of director. He said hello to Chen Gong with a kind of innocent and heartless smile – “brother Chen! I’m Zheng Yi. Do you remember me? I’m in the vision department now – director! Hey, hey, heyAt that time, Chen Gang felt as if he had lied to his mother.
The more cheerful Zheng Yi laughs, the deeper his dark and ugly original sin is.
When he was rational, Chen Feng could also understand that Zheng Yi had nothing to hate, but he hit himself in the muzzle of his gun in an impartial way.
But people’s emotions are extremely complex – many times we can restrain and endure, but love and hate are born for no reason, and they exist; they are hard to reverse and cannot be eliminated.