Refraction - Chapter 13

Zheng Yi sees Chen attack is bluffing by oneself appearance, the bottom of the heart is relieved.

Chen Kong did not speak and lit his cigarette in silence. When Zheng Yi saw it in his eyes, he made it clear that Chen Feng was so embarrassed that he pretended to be calm: “Chen attack –” Zheng Yi suddenly called his name in a disgusting way, trying to force him to look at himself: “do you think it’s disgusting? It’s not enough to be missed by men, but by me, the person you dislike most. Are you particularly uncomfortable? ”

Chen attack smoke did not speak, eyes only with Zheng a pair of a second and moved away.

“But you are so handsome and talented that you look like Enough strength Zheng Yi took a breath: “so I like you – I’ve revealed my mind today. I’m stupid and I can’t perform well You don’t have to bear the burden, you don’t have to answer me, so it doesn’t happen; for me, it’s just that I’m lovelorn, and I won’t harass you any more – just since I’ve said it, I beg you to stop arguing with me Are you not tired when I’m tired

Chen Gang continued to smoke without speaking.

Zheng Yi does not intend to take any responsibility for the temporary excuse.

If you say “I like you”, you will not lose a piece of meat. If Chen Feng scolds him “disgusting”, he will not be entangled in the question of “why did you cheat me to live in my room”.

As soon as Zheng Yi walks past Chen Feng, he goes to the hanger to take off his suit and collects his suitcase.

Chen Gang is leaning against the table over there smoking – Zheng Yi doesn’t know what he’s thinking.

In fact, there was no need to know what he was thinking; anyway, it would take him a while to digest the thunder.

After finishing packing, Zheng Yi carried the suitcase and went out of 1205. When he turned around, he was smashed by Chen.

Zheng Yi turns back, it is that bag left a few cheap cigarettes.

When he picked it up, Chen Gang coldly said, “let’s do it.” Zheng nodded and put the tattered cigarette box in his hand and went back to the next room.

After returning to the room, Zheng Yicai felt frightened and felt like he was escaping from the beast’s mouth.

– it’s clear that the room card and ID card are all stuffed into the hole in the inner pocket. How can they fall out of the suit?

Zheng Yi dropped the suitcase and turned over the suit to check: this time, it was the lower hem of the clothes that had taken off the line.

Zheng Yijue is really ridiculous – a hundred year old brand has now been reduced to such a damn quality? Just feel the forehead son is hot, Zheng Yi falls the coat heavily on the ground, stepped on a few feet again.

After stepping on it, he didn’t let out his anger. He picked it up and fell again.

The suit coat laid lazily on the ground with a posture of “what do you want me to do?” and a thread swayed leisurely in the air for a long time before it slowly landed on the ground.

Zheng Yi was so angry with a suit that he couldn’t breathe freely. He shook his fist in the air and hit the wall heavily.

Nothing happened except for a sore hand.

Zheng Yi went to bed, sobbing, taking off his socks and trousers, and reflecting on himself, he gradually felt that Qiu mang was right. He was too much of a drama, and he would not have a sense of boundary with others. He would have meaningless curiosity and meaningless pity on others.

Zheng Yi felt that in the end, he was a fool.

In fact, Qiu mang is not only right about this point – Zheng Yi thought about it for a long time, but also felt that he really wanted to brush his sense of existence in front of Chen Feng; he was praised by many stars for a long time, but he was unconvinced when he ran into a person who had no interest in himself. He was really the hero of “junk literature”.

When he “confessed” to Chen Gang just now, Zheng Yi listed three points of his recognition of Chen attack: first, he was handsome; second, he was talented; third, he was “strong enough”; this is also true.

“Shuai”: Chen Gang is not a standard handsome man to tell the truth. He looks at everyone as if he is “hostile” with single eyelids and dead fish eyes. His mouth is curled up every day, and his face is tired of worldly dregs. But he can’t hold the straight nose bridge with sexy hump to support the whole face. In addition, he has clean and strong temporal line, zygomatic bone and mandibular angle In my eyes, that face is simply a work of art created for lighting.

Talking about “talent”: before entering into halo, Zheng Yi inquired about his interviewer Chen Gang, and found his personal homepage on the social networking website. There are not many male speakers, but his photography level and aesthetic taste are very personal.

As for “kejiner” — the word is a northern dialect — Zheng Yi is too lazy to understand Chen Cheng. It is about It’s like “head up.”. Chen attack can always let his head, every word, every move, are his eyes at any time. A butterfly in the Amazon basin can turn into a tornado in Texas with a single wing; Chen Feng can make Zheng Yi angry and make a scene in the visual department if he asks people to work overtime.

Zheng Yi is fond of Chen Feng, but not that kind of feeling. Zheng Yi’s dishes are delicate white lambs on the green grassland, not rude old bison on the Qinghai Tibet Plateau.

Zheng Yi couldn’t figure out why Chen attack didn’t put himself in the eye. But now Zheng Yi is also quite relieved – his own stage, acting only a play, the result of frequent accidents – Chen Gang should not look at himself.

Zheng couldn’t help laughing when he thought of it. He thought he was boring. He just hated a person, but he was full of him. A rough statistics of their own thoughts on this person, was misunderstood by qiumang, “do you like my schoolmaster?” It is also reasonable.Mobile phone “Ding –” rang, Zheng Yi touched: [air travel vertical and horizontal] prompt tomorrow’s flight back to Beijing can check in online.

Choosing a seat near the corridor casually, Zheng buttoned his cell phone and fell asleep.

6: At 05, Zheng was awakened by a knock at the door.

He went down to the ground and opened a crack in the door. The result was Chen Feng.

Zheng Yi was shocked.

Chen Gang stood at the door, took a look at Zheng and said faintly, “are you still eating hot pot? ——It’s six o’clock. ”

In fact, Zheng Yi was a little flattered – I thought there was no suspense about Rehmannia glutinosa in this hot pot.

To be exact – I thought the relationship between Chen Gang and myself was not in suspense. I even thought that I should communicate with Lao Wang and change my department.

Chen Gang gave himself a step It seems that Chen Gang has reached a tacit consensus with himself that he will not quarrel in the future.

Zheng a Leng two seconds before quickly nodded and said: “eat – then you wait for me to wear a pants.”

After walking to the elevator one after another, I don’t know what to say. When I wait for the elevator, they stand there dry; after entering the elevator, there is no one else, so they play with their respective mobile phones; after getting out of the elevator, Chen Gang walks in front, and Zheng Yi follows behind, glancing at Chen Feng’s back. Zheng Yi feels that it is not a matter to be embarrassed, and follows up a few steps: “where are you going Eat

Chen Cheng asked, “are you afraid that the fly house is dirty?”

Zheng Yi said, “I’m not afraid.”

Chen Gang said: “there is a family I used to go to. It’s very cheap – I don’t know if it can’t be opened. Go and have a look?”

Zheng nodded: “OK.”

They were speechless again, bypassing the brightly lit streets and alleys one after the other.

When Zheng Yi was a little bit offended, he finally got to his destination – the hot pot shop was opened in a converted private garage, which could only hold three or four tables.

The landlady knew Chen Gang and said to him, “are you back?”

“Well, come back on business.”

“What kind of pot bottom, the same as before?”

Chen Gang said with a smile: “mandarin duck pot – my friend can’t eat spicy.”

“Friend” these two words let Zheng Yi again startle, inexplicably a little shy, like to be taken advantage of in general.

The proprietress took a look at Zheng Yi and said, “to bang.”.

They sat down on the table, but they still didn’t say anything.

The air is full of “embarrassment”.

Zheng Yi felt that he had no place to put his hands, so he felt his pocket and planned to take out the small half of the box of cigarettes Chen Gong had given him. He took out half of them and stuffed them back. He got up and said to Chen Gang, “there’s a convenience store next door. I’ll buy cigarettes. Can I bring them for you?”

Chen Gang raised his eyes: “take a bag of 10 Ziyun bar.”

Proprietress brought on the pot: “11 – you are also promising, why don’t Ziyun also raise the price?”

Chen Gang laughed at the owner’s wife again and said, “the sharp teeth have not changed.”

The owner’s wife added hot water to the pot. Looking at Zheng Yi, she asked Chen Gang, “is this your little brother? Young and handsome. ”

Chen attack on the face of the smile light to a few minutes, did not wait for him to speak, Zheng a nod to take over the boss Niang’s stubble: “yes, he below son.”

The proprietress laughs simple, returns Zheng Yi with the poor Mandarin: “do well, mix with Xiao Chen, have a future!”

Zheng repeatedly nodded, imitating Sichuan dialect back to her “want to bang, want to bang”, which made the boss’s wife laugh.

The boss’s wife is laughing, but Chen Gang looks at the mobile phone with a indifferent face.

Back from the convenience store, Zheng Yi holds two boxes of Ziyun in his hand and pushes a box to this side of the table.

Chen Gang took a look, sucked his beer and glanced at Zheng Yi: “do you smoke Ziyun, too? Isn’t it hard not to smoke a big cigar? ”

Zheng a sneer: “don’t tease me – I can do anything, just strong enough.”

I didn’t answer Chen. Maybe it’s from the beer. It’s a little red.

It’s not the same as the hot pot in Beijing. Chengdu’s Yuanyang pot is surrounded by spicy soup, with a fist sized hole in the center. There are two green onions floating in it, and a little water is poured in it.

The ingredients are also a mess of intestines and stomachs. Zheng Yichun, a northerner, does not dare to eat or say when he looks at such a large amount of food that Chen Gang points out.

Zheng Yi felt as if he had been run, but his stomach purred at the right time.

I’m hungry. Zheng pressed the cigarette butt in his hand and squeezed a little out of the pot and put it in the bowl. Looking around again, he called out to the landlady, “Auntie, do you have any sesame paste?”

“Mahjong?” Aunt stopped busy living work in her hands, thought about it and pointed to a direction: “go there, there is a tea house, can play mahjong.”

In the mist of Zheng Yi’s hearing, Chen Gang chuckled.

Zheng Yi looks back at Chen Gang. His eyes pass behind him and explains to the landlady, “he wants sesame paste It’s not mahjong. ”

The landlady laughed.

Zheng Yi also just listen to understand, hindsight ground discovers to make a joke.

Chen Gang’s sitting posture is not quite correct, which is different from what he used to see in the office in the past. The table is a little short. He bends over with open legs and eats with sweat. Eat, the corner of the mouth still hang the smile that did not retreat – Zheng one looks at to feel strange.

I feel very sad after a moment of novelty.

Who would like to live with a straight face every day, but be dragged by suffering.Learning from Chen attack’s appearance, Zheng Yi added scallion and garlic to the bowl and poured sesame oil.

Put it into your mouth after you dip it in the oil – it chokes off the fishy smell. It’s fun to bite in your mouth.

Chen Feng suddenly opened his mouth and said, “where’s your lamb Yang Yi? ”

Although Zheng Yi and Yang Yi’s ambiguity is not high-profile, it has never been hidden. Therefore, people in halo basically know about the two of them. Here, they have just “confessed” to Chen Gang. When they mention lamb, they can’t say “we are still flirting in the afternoon” Zheng Yi chewed the things in his mouth. He avoided Chen’s eyes and said vaguely: “something happened…”

Chen Gong seemed stunned and said, “it’s OK.”.

Zheng thought of it as a matter of course. He stretched his chopsticks into the pot and dug again. By the way, he whispered, “are you not angry with me?”

Chen Feng didn’t look at Zheng Yi and replied, “can you understand I also like other people – when I was young, I didn’t know what to do. I also blocked people from sticking to them and scared them out. ”

Zheng Yi listens to Chen to attack unexpectedly also had the age of feeling move, came strength son: “specific talk about?”

“There’s nothing to talk about…” Chen Gang chuckled Later, after seven years of intermittence, it was still divided. ”

“Why?” The guy who just “showed off white” didn’t mean to be jealous. He looked at Chen Gang curiously.

Chen Feng looked down at the bowl and said, “I’m a phoenix man. I don’t like me anymore…”

Zheng shook his head and said, “that’s her eyesight. What’s Phoenix man?”

“I don’t know – it’s said that it’s a phoenix flying on a branch, but it’s still a little wild duck in essence,” Chen said

“How can you – if you are brother duck, I’ll take care of your achievements alone!” As soon as he relaxed and spoke, he returned to his usual flow. As a result, Chen attacked him, and Zheng Yi again counselled him. He quickly pulled back to the main topic: “that’s because she doesn’t have the eyesight to see how good she can be?”

“They are very good,” Chen said

I don’t think it’s over yet Zheng nodded his head and laughed and said, “OK, crazy man – speak for her!”

Chen took a sip of his beer and didn’t answer.

“Is it beautiful?” Zheng Yi asked

“It’s beautiful…”

“With you?”

Chen Gang thought about it for a while – the model circle and the photography circle were half of the same profession: “well.”

Zheng Yi curled his lips: “OK, don’t worry about her! You’re all fascinated by the handsome and rich young master – you’ll boast about it to her in the future

Chen attack looked at Zheng one eye: “I take this son to go out bragging – how do you reputation do?”

Zheng Yi picked up his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders: “what is Zheng Gongzi always romantic, but he is afraid of others to say?”

You don’t care, you don’t care about anything – it’s because of this that you’re a fool. Chen Gang glanced at Zheng Yi, who was fighting against the greasy duck blood, like a fool.

Looking at the fool, Chen Feng thought of Yang Yi’s words again. He took out a cigarette and put it on it: “take care of yourself. Don’t be so credulous in the future. If you say that you rub my toilet, you won’t be afraid that I’ll install a camera in the bathroom to shoot you secretly, and then take it out to blackmail you, how rich a childe?”

After saying this, Chen Gang observes that Zheng Yi’s expression has changed slightly.

Zheng Yi couldn’t resist a puff of flesh on his face, and his heart suddenly set off a storm: Chen Gang said that this is what he had suffered – if he had not personally experienced the incident of being violated and secretly photographed, how could ordinary people know how to guard against such strange things

Zheng heart a sour, pepper choked to the throat, coughed for a long time, casually touched Chen Gang’s beer, poured a few big mouthfuls, then passed through.

Unable to reveal the information that “I already know you have been secretly photographed”, Zheng Yi had to put the case on his body: “if I really encounter this kind of thing, what do you say I should do?”

— Zheng Yi wants to know whether Chen Feng is relieved and has left a psychological shadow over his once violated experience.

After asking this sentence, Zheng Yi observed that Chen’s expression changed subtly.

Chen Feng frowned and bit his teeth, and his heart suddenly surged: Zheng Yi was seduced to the hotel by Yang Yi and he couldn’t stop him Now Zheng Yi vaguely tells himself that “something happened” with Yang Yi, which means that Yang Yi may have started blackmailing Zheng Yi.

Chen Gong felt guilty again in an instant. His nose was sore and he didn’t dare to look at the fool’s eyes. He lowered his head and smoked. After a long time, he said, “I don’t think you did anything wrong. It’s the person who took the photo – don’t be afraid.”

After Chen Feng finished, Zheng Yi said, “um.”.

Zheng Yi feels that he has been redeemed – although Chen Gang is indeed the victim in that video, but Now that he would say this, he was at least coming out of that shadow. Zheng Yi is a little relieved, but in a flash, another worry arises: he is so difficult and has encountered so many frustrations that he still has a way to make himself survive What a strong man.

Chen Gang also “um”.

Chen Gang hopes that this can comfort him to some extent. Although he seems careless, he is also suffering from some dark and ugly torture behind his back Compared with sympathy, what is more is guilt. I can stop all this clearly. Although I tried to do it later, in a sense, I was still a villain who stood by But Chen Gang felt helpless, and he didn’t want to stop him. Even though he had given Zheng Yi the preventive injection, could he believe that under the irreconcilable relationship between them?The atmosphere returned to a state of having nothing to say.

But this time, both sides did not feel embarrassed. They were busy thinking in their hearts: so far – after this conversation, they would not mention about him wound.