Refraction - Chapter 17

Seeing that Chen Feng’s reaction to his “first kiss is still there” is so intense, Zheng Yi feels funny: “ah? I said Chen Gang – do you think I’m particularly dandy and dissolute? Do you think my private life is particularly messy? Play with abuse, play with the game of three, four, five, how do you play

Chen Gang did not deny it.

“Carve! Board! Seal! Elephant Director Zheng reprimanded: “I just run the train in my mouth at ordinary times. In fact, I haven’t even talked about a serious relationship for more than three months!”

Chen Gang frowned: “you are not with Yang Yi Playing with friends

“I didn’t even kiss him!”

Chen Gang asked: “you two didn’t go to the night of September 30 Did you have a date

“How do you know?”

Chen Feng didn’t answer for a moment. Fortunately, Zheng Yi didn’t seem to want to ask, but he explained dejectedly: “he didn’t come that day – he was entangled by customers…”

Chen Feng is confused.

No relationship with Yang Yi, but Zheng Yi came to Chengdu the next day The secret shooting incident No, it didn’t happen?

Chen Feng’s mind was a little confused. He smoothed his thoughts and asked, “then you What’s the problem? ”

No problem Zheng Yixin thought: we just made an appointment to play adult games tonight.

A moment later, there was a “bang” in his head: fuck! The conversation was so smooth that I almost forgot that I made a white face with Chen Gang yesterday afternoon After a puff of smoke, Zheng Yicai frowned and began to make up his words: “in fact Ah, I can’t say, it’s just… ”

“Doesn’t it feel right?”

“Yes Chen Gang’s question gave Zheng Yi inspiration: “it’s just that I don’t feel right! ——Ah, I felt so lonely after returning home. My mother was not here. I just wanted to find a partner Yang Yi also happened to take the initiative to jump in front of me at that time, but it was just – I didn’t feel right! ”

Zheng glanced at Chen Cheng, expecting that Chen might also understand this loneliness.

“Do you love him or not This kind of thing, I may also be too late blunt, always can’t think clearly Do you want to have something with him? Is the motive love It’s still the desire that has been accumulated for too long, and I can’t think clearly about it… ”

Originally, he wanted to make up for some reasons to make up for the gap of lies. However, Zheng Yi felt that what he said was true: “once qiumang asked me: what is the life I expect to live without loneliness? I said to her, “it’s just to find a companion and live together; he depends on me, I protect him and live like this. If possible, I’ll have a big dog – that should be the case…”

Chen Feng drives the car carefully, his eyes fully focused on the road conditions. Zheng Yi can take this opportunity to look at him calmly: “I don’t feel right: it seems that this person doesn’t have to be Yang Yi Maybe it’s someone else, maybe someone else is better – but if you want to get rid of loneliness, you make a decision in a hurry. Qiu mang said that my name is “make do with” I feel like what she said is similar I just want to make a game, but when I calm down, I don’t have any impulse, rashness, and passion for Yang Yi. I don’t know if Qiu mang is right, but I think there is some truth. ”

Chen Gang took over the stubble and said faintly, “autumn is right.”

Zheng Yi asked Chen Gang, “what about you Afraid? ”

Chen Gang did not speak for a long time, and then he nodded suddenly.

This reaction makes Zheng Yi’s nose sour. If Chen Gang wasn’t driving, he really had an impulse to hold his hedgehog head in his arms to pacify him.

However, Chen Gang is as big as himself. He really wants to hold Is Chen’s head lower than his chest?

In this way, Yang Yi, who is small and exquisite, is more suitable for her.

The atmosphere in the car has become a little strange after talking about the topic that has gone astray.

Zheng Yi lit a cigarette for himself: “after all, we are not enemies It’s also good to develop in the direction of friends, to relieve each other’s boredom As for the confession – you don’t have to take it too seriously, there’s no pressure Don’t really because of this disgusting me. If the hatred is added to the hatred, the halo vision department will be completely turned upside down. ”

“Don’t worry, I won’t – I don’t have your taste anyway.”

However, Zheng Yi had a bunch of inexplicable displeasure: “talk about it? ——How good is your favorite type? ”

Chen Gang said, “no, it’s just that you’re more gentle.”

Zheng Yi frowned and scoffed at Chen Gong and said, “that’s because you can’t get into Laozi’s eyes – if you are my object, I’d like to spoil as much as possible.” But after saying that, Zheng Yi felt that he had misplaced his emphasis and quickly added: “she scolded you for being so kind, and she still cares about people’s gentleness?”? You don’t ask too much. ”

Chen attack also bar up: “the demand is not high – Zheng Da childe also can’t reach the line.”

Zheng Yi chuckled: “are you in love with an old lover?”

Chen Gang replied: “don’t you also have a love affair with lamb?”

Stumbling over a few childish words, they both fell into silence.

When the car drove out of the Third Ring Road, Zheng Yi was already asleep with headphones listening to music,.

Chen Gang takes a look at Zheng Yi’s sleeping face in the rearview mirror, and he is still thinking about “Zheng Yi and Yang Yi didn’t meet on the night of September 30”: if so, then the guilt he has been carrying for the past few days is not based on his own wishful thinking?

Chen Gang felt that he was really an idiot – one side brain to make up a big drama, but also anxious like an ant on a hot pot.But forget it, it’s a good thing that the “sneak shot” didn’t happen.

Thinking, the mobile phone rings, Chen Gang put on the earphone to connect [Lao Wang] to call: “hello?”

“Xiao Chen, come in a new case. Do you think you want to take it?”

The client is a new resort. It’s a little impractical: I only plan to spend 200000 yuan on advertising photography of the whole resort hotel. Hotel positioning is light luxury and cost-effective, in a small scenic spot in the suburbs of Beijing, want to focus on students and white-collar market.

Chen Gang did not understand: “200000 is enough to do?”

Lao Wang also couldn’t laugh or cry: “yes, this is a case recommended by a friend, and there is a little pressure of human relationship I also think that the photographic materials will be used up after the 200000 basic shooting. How can I afford to play media channels It’s OK to deal with errands, but it doesn’t work. Isn’t it smashing signs? ”

Chen Gang said: “yes, this kind of small case is too much energy and not flattering; 200000 full hair models are the limit…”

Lao Wang sighed: “OK, I’ll push it. I’ll worry about how to refuse If you refuse, you’ll have to pay for a table

Chen Gong laughed and comforted the old king: “it’s OK. I’ll hold it for you.”

“OK, you can rely on it at the critical time – have a good rest, and you have to make a job during the holiday. It’s hard!”

“You’re welcome.”

With that, Lao Wang asked again, “where’s Zheng Yi?”

Chen Gang said, “I’m sleeping next to me.”

“You two…”? Sleep together? ” Lao Wang’s voice is a little too loud.

“What a mess – he’s asleep on my co driver!”

“Oh, I’m scared I also want to say that you two stinky boys are old enemies who have changed into pillow side people — the good color heads of our halo! ”

Chen Gang “tut” A: “OK, what nonsense I’m driving. I’ll hang up first. ”

Hang up the phone, Chen Gang heard the side issued “HISHI” smile. Turning his head, Zheng Yi is already awake. In order to facilitate “eavesdropping” Chen Gang’s phone, he takes off a headset and looks at this side in the passenger’s seat with a very bad posture and expression.

Chen Chong blushed a little.

Although the phone was answered with headphones, Zheng Yi couldn’t hear Lao Wang’s words about Tiger and wolf on the other end of the phone, but his reply always revealed some information.

Embarrassed, he said, “wake up?”

Zheng Yi sat up straight: “wake up – Lao Wang thought we were in bed?”

Chen Feng didn’t answer.

Zheng Yi was also aware of the current situation to let go of this boring topic: “Lao Wang told you the case again? ——You see, although you are a Deputy Supervisor, Lao Wang always asks you to make up his mind about anything Do you think for yourself, or are you on top of me

Chen Gang said, “yes, of course. I’ve been in halo for six years. How can you climb on me when you’re new here? ”

“So don’t worry about it – I know that my director is a virtual director, and I don’t have much real power than you do – if you ever thought about it in my position once, you wouldn’t care about me for so long…”

Chen attack did not understand Zheng Yi’s meaning: “what do I want?”

“No matter whether I am worthy of the post of director or not, just say it’s you: as a director, the boss passes over you every time and communicates directly with the Deputy Supervisor. Do you think it’s hard for you to feel uncomfortable?”

After listening to Zheng Yi’s words, Chen Chengxian was stunned for a moment, and then coldly threw out a sentence: “you are not worthy of it.”

Zheng one after another nodded, along with Chen attack’s meaning, a bad smile to sigh: “yes, I don’t deserve – I still match the deputy director.”

Chen Gang felt that Zheng Yi’s words were awkward to listen to. After thinking for a long time, he corresponded Zheng Yi’s so-called “deputy director” with himself: “do you dare to tease me?”

Zheng Yi laughs joyfully: “joking, joking, don’t beat me!”

Although he was intimidated, Chen Gang also felt that the pun that this guy said was still very funny, so he also laughed with him.

Zheng looked at Chen Gang’s smiling side face: the sunlight from the elevated building was directly coming into the window. On Chen’s forehead, nose, lips, and then to his chin, a whole line feeling strong outline was plated with a layer of hairy gold edge.

It’s very nice.

Zheng looked too distracted, so that Chen Gang felt this side of the vision, turned his head.

Zheng Yi then hurriedly took back his mind, moved his body, pretended nothing happened to sort himself out a few times, and sat his body a little more straight.

Chen Gang asked: “after I took you to the company, I just wanted to go up and get something. What about you – anything else? Is it straight home? ”

Zheng Yi felt the vibration of the mobile phone. He took the mobile phone out of his pocket and asked Chen Gang in a teasing tone: “what? Do you want to ask me for dinner or something

Chen attack is Zheng Yi’s frankness to make a little embarrassed, throw out a sneer to cover up his panic.

Zheng Yi looks at the message from the mobile phone – [lamb].

Continue to tease Chen Gang: “I am free.” Zheng Yi opens a voice message from [lamb]:

– “brother Zheng, I have a reservation. What time will you come

Zheng took a look at the time – 14:43. I thought about it: if I went to the company to have dinner with Chen Gang nearby, and then went to make an appointment with Xiaoyang, I could arrive at about 5:30 at the latest.

So reply [lamb] way: 5:30 at the latest.But just half of the word, Zheng Yicai felt that the voice just now was very strange: it didn’t come from the earphone, but it was like a public release.

Hold the phone up a little, only to find that the headphone jack has been released.

It’s public release. That’s right – so Chen Gang heard about it.

Zheng Yi nervously turns head to see Chen attack, Chen attack looks ahead, have no reaction.

Trying to suppress the tension, Zheng Yi embarrassed smile: “the child…”

Chen Gang said indifferently, “it’s not interesting.”

Zheng Yi didn’t understand Chen’s meaning: “what…”

Chen Gang turned around and said, “take pleasure in me – it’s not interesting.”

In a very close distance, Chen Gang’s eyes at himself are complicated. The expression of looking at a difficult child gives Zheng Yi a strong sense of oppression.

Thousands of thoughts in his head directly “boom” hit the car, Zheng Yi’s brain was down again.

In the following time, Chen Gang did not speak any more, and Zheng Yi couldn’t say anything.

From the next exit car out of the viaduct, Chen Gang stopped the car on the auxiliary road, untied the safety belt, got off the car, and then took Zheng Yi’s trunk out of the trunk.

Understand Chen attack’s “drive out” action, Zheng Yi just hurriedly got out of the car: “no – brother, I really didn’t make fun of you!”

Chen Gang didn’t say a word and went back to the driver’s seat.

Zheng Yi was a little anxious and grabbed Chen’s arm: “I’m not in a bad mood! Chen Gang, I’m serious. I really want to be with you. It doesn’t matter if you are a couple. Brothers, friends, colleagues Don’t change back! ”

Chen attack coldly looked at Zheng one eye, that one eye lets Zheng one feel afraid.

Although afraid, but still did not let go of Chen attack’s arm.

As soon as Zheng has seen many TV dramas, the protagonist is stuck in the wrong moment of misunderstanding. He will only say one line: “listen to me and explain to you!” And then they just don’t explain – every time they see such a scene, Zheng Yi wants to smash through the TV and go inside to explain for them.

But at the moment, Zheng Yishi couldn’t explain it.

How to explain it?

Tell Chen Gang that it’s all because “I know you’ve been knocked out by people, and then you’ve been pried into the back door”? Tell Chen Gang, “I’ve seen how miserable you’ve been played”? Tell Chen Gang “confessing is cheating you”?

It only takes a moment to tell all the truth, but what about it? If it’s bad, Chen Gang cleans up his work station and walks away from halo with his belongings and broken dignity; if he stays, he no longer dares to fight against himself and evades everywhere, because he has to keep “the position he spent six years fighting for” and is totally reduced to a timid counsellor like walking on thin ice?

Zheng thought of Qiu Mang’s words in his head: “you are more than a play!” Zheng Yijue got her right.

If it wasn’t for the “compassion” that I couldn’t control after I saw the video at the beginning; if I had lied repeatedly and I didn’t have enough intelligence, I would have told the lie; if I hadn’t been impulsive and rash to meet the challenge; if I didn’t choose halo at the beginning

Chen Gang, a stupid big bison, has already healed his wounds and lived a life he is looking forward to and striving for.

Zheng Yi, Zheng Yi, why do you have to pester him?

Zheng Yi looked at the man with proud personality and couldn’t say a word of excuse.

Finally let go, Zheng Yi by Chen attack on the car to go, the car drive away.

Standing in place for a long time, waiting for Chen’s car to catch in sight, Zheng Yi lights a cigarette for himself and dials the phone to Wang Yao.

Although I have made a decision, I still need courage to say: “Mr. Wang, I won’t come to the company after the festival…”

Wang Yao’s tone was anxious: “what’s the matter?”

Ten yuan of cheap cigarette smoke is really choking, Zheng Yi in situ cough for a long time, before breathing. He tried to smile and try to make the tone easier, but when he said it, Zheng Yi couldn’t help crying: “Uncle Wang, how can I be such a jerk…”