Refraction - Chapter 31

Chen Gang’s style of work is always vigorous and vigorous. After making an appointment for the next day’s work, he went to his friend’s studio with Cheng Shen.

“I like him a lot, but I’m not going to fall in love with him.” ——Chen Gang said so.

Cheng Shen thought simply: “but Zheng Jian is not straight! Brother Chen, you have good conditions. If you want to chase him, there must be drama – or do you say he has already got a target? ”

“He did not.”

Program solution: “if you don’t have it, go after it! ——If you don’t chase him, why do you have the same tattoo as him? ”

Chen attack was Cheng Shen such a sentence asked Leng, can not think of the answer, so also did not answer this honest young.

Lying there, listening to the tattoo machine whirring and feeling the tiny pain on his abdomen, Chen Gong thought he was ridiculous.

There is a film, forget what it is called, Chen Gang only remember a small supporting role – a small hoodlum with a bad head. His love road is rough, but he has been enthusiastic all the way. Every time he fell in love with a girl, he would tattoo their names on his back, so that every time the tattooist tried to design new patterns for him, so that the latter would cover the former.

The design of the smile point is that the rogue’s love road is not smooth. After seven or eight lovers, the name on his back has become huge.

The close-up caused a lot of laughter, and Chen Gang also laughed – Chen Gang was laughing.

When I was a teenager, I was passionate and clumsy. I always felt that romance was “imprinting you in my soul”. But it is because of clumsiness, so the price of lovelorn is like snowballing, which is getting bigger and bigger.

He was sad, and Chen Gang felt that he deserved to be the same as himself.

At several critical points, Chen Gang was also unable to resist the buzzing sound in his brain (probably the cry of the readers of refraction through the dimension) Have an impulse, want to go and Zheng Yi say: together!

But this impulse often sprouts abruptly and ends quickly.

The little girl in the Department secretly labels Chen Gang, who knows what it means and laughs it off.

In the dark concrete forest shuttle survival, who has not been lonely chase to the narrow corner? Who hasn’t bred a trace of desire and expectation because of fear?

The so-called “abstinence” is not born, but is the failure of life, life sharpened into indifferent eyes of accident people.

Later, Sean often knocked on the door of the Chen attacker, Chen Chong opened his shirt to hide his emotions and accepted him because he was “used to it”.

It’s really hard to understand the feeling that you’ve been with him for a long time without going through one Even if the final separation only left hate, but there is no one in the world who knows you better than him.

Occasionally, when the light comes into the dark room through the window frame, you have a little mood, and you tell yourself to go out and find a new person. When you open the door, you will think about the long running in of the previous period, which will cause pain You don’t know to go out and meet another person, and then let yourself sharpen yourself Whether it’s worth it, you only remember the fear left to you in the last paragraph, only remember that you used to file to your edges and corners in order to fit with him, only remember that every inch of strength It’s still clear today.

A failed love can destroy most of your self-esteem.

You don’t know if the next scene will destroy you.

At the end of the movie, the tattoo artist refused to serve, and he said to the hooligan, “it’s time to love yourself.”

The hooligan was stunned for a long time, and finally agreed to the tattoo master’s proposal of “tattoo your own name”.

The last tattoo, the biggest, the most painful, so the little rogue lying there crying.

Since then, the rogue is no longer young; he still wanders in love, but never sees his enthusiasm again.

Yao Jiaren once said to Chen Gang, “to get along with any kind of person, you should incarnate to be the same as him – just like a mirror, to reflect all the light back.”

Chen Feng is also familiar with this truth – if Zheng Yi is not serious, he can’t be serious.

Wearing the mask of “just playing”, Chen Gang can not only give back to Zheng Yi, but also get something from him. You are a dandy, then I am a scum man; if you have a “danger warning”, then I also have a “hunting forbidden zone” – you and I are equal in power and resources.

Even if one day your mobile phone rings a voice message that “the hotel has been opened”, I can nod and easily say to you, “play, it’s none of my business.”

In this way, he found a theoretical basis for his unknown tattoo behavior, and Chen was much more comfortable.

After applying the medicine and sticking a layer of fresh-keeping film, listen to the tattoo master’s instructions and finish the job.

Tattoos are wounds that scab first and then fall off slowly. During this period, you can’t use hand clasp, there is a risk of infection, but also affect the final coloring and molding.

Unfortunately, Chen’s abdomen is derived from the navel There is a line of hair that is not thick but not light. Chen Gang was shaved off to get a tattoo, but the first two days were OK. On the third day, when the hair grew back to some fine stubbles, he scratched Chen Chong to death

Know that this is the decision of his immediate superior, and others Zheng Yi has nothing to do with it. But emotional cost or can’t help but let Zheng Yicheng bear it – in recent days, he has always been a fierce face.

Zheng Yi is not against Chen Gang now. He also sells a smiling face and drinks tea to coax Chen Feng.

There was a smart girl in the Department who couldn’t help gossiping: “it’s a change of the world – Zheng Jian, are you atonement? I’ve seen you bullying deputy warden Chen before. What’s the matter now? ”

“Where can it be?” Zheng Yile replied: “this is called” compassionate subordinates “- I let him, so that he can work hard for me – you children do not understand, this is called the skill of controlling people.”

Children laugh into a group, holding Zheng Yi’s words, get together to expand the meaning of “work hard”.

Zheng Yi saw that Chen Gang was discussed with a red face, and then turned to coax them: “don’t read some rubbish literature!”Waiting for scab to fall off these days Chen attack cautious, not how to connive at Zheng Yi’s shameless “game request” Once in a while, he was blocked in his car by Zheng Yi, and Chen Gang also pointed to it. Maybe he crossed the line.

One day, Zheng wanted to play more, Chen Gang “defends himself like a jade”, tightly pressed the corner of his clothes and did not give him a chance.

“I don’t do what you don’t want to do, but I don’t give it a kiss? You Even if you just want to be a “Playmate”, you are not qualified

Chen Gang is not unwilling to give it, but he is also worried about it later It looks like a kind of more profound confession than words.

Don’t know how to reply Zheng Yi, Chen attack to smoke out to plan to ease pressure. At this juncture, the fire machine couldn’t be started. He reached out and asked Zheng Yi, “lend me a fire.”

Zheng Yi is still awkward: “do not give – can’t smoke, deserve to suffocate you!”

Chen Gang was also depressed and hit himself a few times. He couldn’t hit it several times. Once or twice, he burst out a tiny flame, which was extinguished on the end of his cigarette.

After thinking about it, I decided to get off and buy one, just to avoid the embarrassing atmosphere. Just want to untie the safety belt, Zheng Yi pulls again.

Chen Gang looked at Zheng Yi. He frowned and puffed away the cigarette in his mouth and sipped it in his mouth: “you can take out another one by yourself – give me the lighter, and I’ll teach you how to order it.”

Chen attack hand Zheng Yi can’t use the lighter, do not know what Zheng Yi is doing: “one can’t be lit, two more useless.”

Zheng Yi looked at the dim light of the parking lot for a long time, squeezed it in his hand and shook it violently: “there is no oil – you come.” He took Chen Feng’s head, put his cigarette butts together, and put his forehead against his forehead: “I’ve lived for so many years, and I never believe there’s no play. If I can’t hit it, I’ll fight all the time. If I can’t catch it, I’ll keep chasing him all the time

At a very close distance, Chen Gang looked at Zheng Yi’s eyes – he was paying attention to the fire engine in his hand, so his eyelids drooped slightly; in his clean eyes, he collected the weak dark light in the parking lot, and moved with his slightly shaking body cavity when he spoke. Eyelashes are fine and long I don’t know if he leans on his chest, he will brush his heart itching when he opens his eyes.

Chen Feng blushed when he thought about it. Zheng Yi raised his eyelids and looked at Chen Gang. He laughed: “this is a ceremony – I heard it when I was studying in Germany…”

Chen Gang dropped his eyes and avoided Zheng Yi’s line of sight

“The ceremony should have used matches – similar to bets. The probability of a match striking is greater than that of a match, but this lighter is less likely to strike than not…” Zheng Yi instructs Chen to “avoid blowing out the fire by talking. You tap the seat with your fingers, three times, and I’ll press the fire machine…”

He instinctively resisted the silly games, but Zheng Yi’s eyes caught people’s soul; so Chen Gang, in accordance with his instructions, tapped the seat with his index finger: three, two, one.

The mouth of the fire machine lit a small flame about the size of a bean. It was shaky and was covered by Zheng Yi’s hand, and was placed on a cigarette holder.

So they lit their cigarettes.

Zheng Yi sat back and put the lighter in his trouser pocket.

“What kind of ceremony is this?” Chen asked

“It’s called the kiss of the guardian…” Zheng Yixiao: “it’s the knight’s oath of loyalty to the nobility It evolved into a man’s pledge of loyalty to a man. ”

Chen Gang hums and laughs What’s the point? ”

“The flame is the will of heaven: if it is extinguished, then the agreement between them will not succeed; if not, it will be a unilateral oath.”

“What oath.”

“ICHH ü Tete sietreue – meaning ‘loyal watch’…” Zheng Yibang explained to Chen Feng: “if the person who ignites the fire betrays, he will encounter great evil retribution.”

Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, “what are you doing with these evil things?”

Zheng Yi did not speak. So the car was quiet for a long time.

Chen Gang asked again: “what is the evil retribution?”

Zheng Yi affectionate second personality offline, and restored the hippie smile: “you wonder how I will die in the future?”

Chen Feng’s face was full of flesh. He obviously twitched for a moment, but he didn’t sneer at him I’m curious! ”

“Haha Then you have to give me this chance to prove it! ”

Or as always, he took advantage of Chen attack in his mouth, but he was stunned this time.

Zheng Yijiao’s forehead was so hot that Chen Feng put out the smoke and turned back: “if you told me that day, I promised you right now – what are you going to do?”

As soon as Zheng recalled that period of oolong, he really didn’t think about it But at this juncture and can not be honest, think about Zheng Yi found a not lying answer: “will start to learn to love you – after all, I say no two!”

“Well…” Chen Gang really asked a point of concern: “what about Yang Yi at that time?”

“You think I’m confused about that I don’t want to take two sides. The breakthrough point of this matter lies in you. I don’t know how to explain it, but You think I don’t understand! ” Zheng Yi also put out the smoke: “I haven’t loved or been loved for a long time Will be confused, will blindly expect love. At that time, he said he loved me, so I believed it. Chen Gang, in fact, I have been thinking about you for a long time Longer than you think; but at that time I didn’t want to understand why I cared so much about you When you are indifferent to me, I am very angry If you pester others, you will feel that I can’t do this good thing Bullying, I want to protect you – you are handsome, I see the color of the intention – you don’t think I’m shallow, love is so shallow; everything is like the TV show, there are so many moving reasons Hey, hey. “Chen Gang gave out a less cold sneer, “you can’t turn on this good thing ‘– you’ll be scolded for your three outlooks

“Curse.” Zheng Yi also laughs at Chen attack, and then suddenly laughs awkwardly. He turns his head to the window.

Chen Gang knew that he seemed to be crying.

“I suddenly confessed to you that day It’s not all because of the fact that you’ve got your room card – I’m smarter than I’ve ever made up for it! ” Zheng Yi sniffed and wiped the hot blooded man’s tears: “that day, I saw you secretly sorting out your mother’s household registration cancellation procedures – I knew she was your only relative – I was particularly afraid of your loneliness and wanted to comfort you; but we were too far away, I couldn’t reach you I want you to know that there are still people who love you – even your enemies. ”

Zheng Yigang just may be under the Gu – in that cluster of beans big flame. As a result, Chen Gang felt that the smoke in his lungs was diffusing all over his body at the moment, and his mind was also confused.

After releasing the seat belt, Chen Feng approaches Zheng Yi’s side a little bit, and grabs Zheng Yi’s chin, forcing him to turn his head.

Zheng Yi tears did not wipe clean, while looking at Chen attack, one side is still sniffing.

Chen Feng kisses Zheng Yi’s eyes. It’s so good-looking. It’s so beautiful to press his eyebrows and tear.

Chen attack first initiative to give this kiss let Zheng Yi Leng for a long time.

He pursed his lips and Zheng Yi’s salty tears. Chen Cheng couldn’t help wrinkling his brows and pressing the scab with his fingers across his clothes. Zheng Yi’s sight was sensitive enough to catch the action: “what’s the matter? Are you not feeling well

Chen Feng did not speak, biting his lips and shaking his head. After restraining the itching in the past, Chen Feng transferred the emotional cost to Zheng, a fierce kiss, which made Zheng Yi unable to resist.

Indulged in Zheng Yi’s rapid breath, Chen Gang thought: otherwise don’t pursue this matter, love him.

Even if you will be destroyed by him, love him.

When the scab falls off, love him.