Refraction - Chapter 35

Cheng Shen uses the pronunciation input method to automatically associate the noun “Chen qingyo” and search for the model’s relevance.

One eyelid. I am.

Big tall. I am.

– a body of muscles has been professionally trained and carved beautifully. I also almost.

He’s so handsome! ——Cheng Shen turned off the web page and ran to do a few sets of belly rolls.

Cheng Shen is a little annoyed that he cares so much about Yao Jiaren and that he indulges in the game of “no substituting emotion”.

Chen attack said that since promised, we must abide by the rules, do not cross the border, or it will be out.

Cheng Shen doesn’t want to be out yet.

Cheng Shen is not a person who doesn’t obey the rules. He knows the rules well.

At the beginning, he was a shortcut to the position of halo, so he automatically became his confidant. Even if the director Zheng Yizheng, who made trouble for Chen Gang every day, came later, Cheng Shen kept a respectful distance from him and followed Chen Gang faithfully.

Later, Chen attack fell in love with Zheng Yi, and Cheng Shen automatically set aside a place for Zheng Yi on the guard seat.

Cheng Shen thought it was not difficult to understand the rules of human relationship.

But Yao Jia is really hard to understand.

On the day of Yao Jiaren’s entry into the job, Chen Gang asked Cheng shenlai to attend the appointment, saying that he wanted him to “take the new man.”.

That day, Yao Jia people drank some wine, and Chen Gang asked Cheng Shen to take him home. In the taxi, Yaojia vomited.

When he got off the bus, Cheng Shen paid the driver 100. He helped Yao Jiaren up and prepared to send him upstairs. However, Yao Jia refused with a smile: “it’s OK. I didn’t drink too much – I used to blow a bottle of foreign wine with customers and I would not get drunk.”

Cheng Shen thinks that you are not drunk when you vomit like this? So he didn’t let go of his hand.

Yao Jia was not strong enough to break free: “I’m really not drunk.”

Cheng shencoax a child: “it’s OK. I’m not drunk. Brother Chen asked me to take care of you – I’ll take you upstairs. ”

Yao Jiaren looked at Cheng Shen’s upright appearance of “carrying out the boss’s orders to the end” and couldn’t help laughing bitterly: “you’re really hard to handle.”

Then he vomited again – facing Cheng Shen.

During the dinner, Yao Jia people did not eat a few mouthfuls of food, and their stomach was full of wine; they vomited on Cheng Shen’s trousers, and it was cold.

Under this Yao Jia person no longer resists Cheng Shen “send you home”, Shan Shan leads Cheng Shen into the door. Yao Jiaren went to the bathroom first and continued to vomit. When she finished brushing her teeth, she was no longer in a mess.

As Cheng Shen waited, he wiped the surface of his trousers with Yao Jiaren’s paper towel. But the vomit seeps into the trousers and touches the skin. It is still very uncomfortable. With Yao Jiaren’s permission, Cheng Shen takes a shower in the bathroom.

Yao Jia’s toilet door is not locked. When Cheng Shen is taking a shower, Yao Jia comes in once and takes Cheng Shen’s pants out for cleaning.

When Cheng Shen comes out of the bath, the pants have been washed by Yao Jia and are drying.

It took less than 20 minutes to dry and then dry, and the two men sat in front of the washing machine and waited. Because the trousers are dirty, Cheng Shen only covers a bath towel given by Yao Jiaren, but he doesn’t feel embarrassed.

Yao Jiaren handed Cheng Shen a cigarette case and a lighter, “I almost washed the cigarette in your pants…”

Cheng Shen took it and took one out of it: “can I smoke it? ——At your house. ”

“Yes.” With the permission of Yao Jiaren, when Cheng Shen lit his cigarette, Yao Jiaren reached out and picked up the cigarette with his mouth in his mouth: “you can order another one. Give me this one – can you teach me to smoke?”

Yao Jiaren doesn’t seem to think that this action is ambiguous; Cheng Shen is startled by him, “what are you doing with this?”

“I hear it can relieve stress – why did you learn it?”

“Me…” Cheng Shen is upright: “young and want to pretend to be an adult, in order to pretend to be forced to learn.”

This made Yao Jia laugh.

After trying to take a sip, Yao Jiaren didn’t experience the fun, so she put out the smoke: “listen to me, you won’t be disgusted by me – finally, I vomited you all over.”

“Nothing disgusting When I drink too much, that’s how I throw up. ” Cheng Shen said this as he puffed out his cigarette.

Yao Jiaren shook her head and laughed: “I didn’t drink too much Vomiting is a side effect of my medication. ”

Yao Jiaren’s smile only has a layer of charming scenery outside, which seems to hide a deep and thick secret – Cheng Shen frowns: “what medicine?”

“Lithium carbonate, a psychoactive drug – Oh, my emotional management was a bit out of balance at one time.”

“What’s the matter?”

“Feeling frustrated…” Yao Jiaren said that he made a laugh at himself.

Cheng Shen repeatedly asked, “what’s the matter?”

“Are you curious?”

“Well.”

“It’s really a child…” Yao Jia was one year old, and Cheng Shen was one year old.

Cheng Shen was dissatisfied with Yao Jiaren’s words: “it doesn’t mean I’m childish – you say it.”

Yao Jiaren was quiet for a while, raised her head and asked Cheng Shen, “do I look good?”

Cheng Shen’s trousers are drying in the washing machine, which keeps ringing – but the air between them is quieter.

“Good looking.” Cheng Shen answered Yao Jiaren’s question, and blushed a little because he felt puzzled: “like a girl – no other meaning, ‘girl’ means good-looking…”

Yao Jiaren didn’t look like a girl before – in temperament, at least not in appearance.

He flipped through his mobile phone album and found old photos for Cheng Shen. In the picture, the boy was lying lazily on the table smiling at the camera. The lamp turned the soft hair on the edge into gold, like a gentle little animal.At that time, the image of Yao Jia people was quite different from that of today. There was no decoration, no aura, just a genial teenager.

So I was once liked by girls.

At the end of the first year after graduation, a girl who was very similar to Huang Jiaojiao came to the company: “it is The intern I met on the first day of my visit to halo. Do you remember? ”

That girl likes Yao Jia.

“Of course I didn’t see I’m too big hearted. It’s my fault… ”

Every time Yao Jiaren meets the kindness released by that girl, she just thinks that she is very kind. That girl has no other friends in the company, so she always agrees to invite Yao Jiaren out to play with her.

One day, the girl said that she was in a bad mood and asked Yao Jiaren if she could accompany her to sing K: “just us…”

Yao Jiaren said, “don’t be sad. I’ll drink some wine with you.”

That girl drank a little more that day, singing songs to vent her emotions. At the most happy moment, she took off her coat and only wore bra. She was stuck with Yao Jia people crying and laughing and asked her to hold her.

Yao Jiaren all said OK – “because she said she was suffering, and wanted me to comfort her…”

“But I told her early in the morning that I came to work in this company because I had a crush on the boss of our company – so I never thought: she has feelings for me…”

When the girl was holding Yao Jiaren, she took out her mobile phone and chose a cat ear effect to take a group photo. Yao Jiaren agreed.

Play to more than 10 o’clock in the evening, both of them sang until their voices were hoarse. After coming out of the KTV, the girl suddenly proposed to open a room.

Yao Jiaren didn’t agree: “Oh, you really drink too much I’ll take you home

The girl confessed to Yao Jiaren and frightened her.

After taking a taxi to see her home, Yao Jiaren went back to her home.

At night, the girl sent a message: “I drink too much You forget everything. ”

Yao Jiaren joked, “what’s the matter? Why don’t I remember something? Do you mean singing out of tune

The girl returned to Yao Jia with a [smiling] Emoji. Yao Jiaren thought that this was the tacit understanding they had reached – “don’t talk about it.”

But when she went to work on Monday, she noticed that everything was different from before.

“Did she talk to anyone else?”

Yao Jiaren nodded and looked at Cheng Shen, who was fascinated by the story and worried about herself with a frown. For a moment, Yao felt that this young man was very cute: “it’s you who are hard to handle. Otherwise, I don’t want to tell anyone about these things…”

“I’ll keep it secret for you.” Cheng Shen taps himself on the chest.

She distributed the photos to everyone, and everyone, subconsciously, felt that she was the victim

Once Yao Jiaren asked the girl, “why do you make a rumor?”

That girl sneered: “because disgusting, because see flies want to shoot to death.”

In that pile of spitting stars, Yao Jia people lived through another three months.

Yao Jiaren’s hair has grown since then – trying to get closer to the feminine appearance seems to avoid vicious speculation.

One day, Yao Jia people cut fruit for themselves at home. When the fruit knife fell on the ground, Yao Jia people suddenly got angry. At that moment, Yao Jia people had an uncontrollable impulse to cut off their organs – “ridiculous? I didn’t know who to revenge, so I thought of revenge myself… ”

At that time, Yao Jia was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

Cheng Shen was obviously angry. His left hand was holding a cigarette and his right hand was holding the temporal bone anxiously: “what a damn How can you bear it! ”

Yao Jiaren reaches out and pats Cheng Shen’s knee to comfort his irritability: “don’t forget, because I have someone I like there…”

Those rumors got bigger and bigger. Later one day, Yao Jia was called to the office by her boss: “she said you harassed her.”

Yao Jiaren was scared: “I don’t have…”

The boss turned out the group photo to show Yao Jiaren: “iron evidence.”

Cheng Shen interrupts: “is this the boss you love secretly?”

Yao Jiaren nodded and looked at Cheng Shen’s second cigarette and laughed: “yes – his name is Xie Yuan. It’s a man. ”

Try again, and calmly

In order to prove her innocence that day, Yao Jiaren was forced to confess to the man she secretly loved: “maybe you don’t believe it – but I never had any bad thoughts when I faced her. Because I’m not straight, I like you.”

The boss was scared.

Yao Jiaren also felt that she had explained enough, so she went out of the boss’s office and went back to her work station.

But this explanation itself is wrapped in another “gossip”, so the rumors in the company gradually become “Yao Jiaren eat all men and women, and now want to hook up with the boss”

“Why don’t you quit?”

“I’m not as straightforward as you are – I like Xie Yuan, and I even immerse myself in a ridiculous” self moving “: because I love you, I can withstand so many people’s spitting.”

Cheng Shen felt worthless for Yao Jiaren: “but does he love you? What did he do for you that you should stay in that company? ”

“Since I confessed to Xie Yuan, he would send me a” good night “every day before going to bed

“That’s it?”

“That’s it.”But that’s enough.

From childhood to adulthood, Yao Jiaren secretly liked a lot of people. He enjoyed the feeling of secretly liking, never fighting for it or expressing his love. When the other side left the court, Yao Jia people stood up and patted the soil and changed to another one to love.

Yao Jia people have no courage, but they don’t want to be loved.

One day, xie Yuan left Yao Jiaren to work overtime, but did not arrange work for Yao Jiaren.

When everyone left, xie Yuan asked Yao Jiaren to play, and said he would take Yao Jiaren to have a rest.

Driving Yao Jia people to the suburbs, stopping on the auxiliary road to see the open farmland, xie Yuan asked: do you like me?

Yes, I like it.

Xie Yuan said he didn’t fall in love with a boy. Maybe he could try it for you – “because you look good.”

Cheng Shen looked at Yao Jia’s face and listened attentively – it was beautiful, like a star.

Yao Jiaren adjusted the drying scale: “I’m not on guard I’m too big hearted. It’s my fault… ”

This sentence was just said by Yao Jiaren. Cheng Shen’s back exuded a thin sweat: “he What’s the matter with you? ”

Yao Jiaren was too scared at that time, so when someone came to help her, she wanted to catch it.

Knowing Xie Yuan’s implication, Yao Jiaren untied his seat belt and went closer to kiss him.

But Xie Yuan avoided Yao Jiaren’s mouth. He said that he couldn’t accept this for the time being. Would you try other places?

Yao Jiaren knows what Xie Yuan wants.

“I kiss down all the way Just trying to please him

Cheng Shen was terrified to hear that he had lived so long and never seen this scene.

Blood is running around in the body, which makes Cheng Shen’s temperature rise a little. At this juncture, Cheng Shen suddenly remembered Yao Jiaren’s embarrassed appearance when she vomited just now. I wonder if he would feel like vomiting when he did that?

At that time, Yao Jiaren was busy trying to please Xie Yuan, but he didn’t know that he also took photos

“Glamour can conquer the same sex – it’s a show off capital for him. So another picture of me spread among men in the company In this way, I made myself a dirty thing… ”

Cheng Shen is hard to hear, and he has a pile of cigarettes on his side.

“It took me two times to get out of there – in fact, I feel sick to tell you more about it.”

“It’s not you who are disgusting…” Cheng Shen doesn’t want Yao Jia people to fall into the dark past.

Yao Jiaren’s eyes were red. After a long silence, she raised her head and said, “please apologize to me.”

“Me What’s the matter… ” Cheng Shen has no idea.

Yao Jiaren also felt that her request was ridiculous. She looked at it carefully for a long time, then lowered her head and said, “I saw you through the beer cup when you came in just now, far away, I thought it was him…”

It’s so similar. Let me hear his apology by borrowing your leather bag.

“Oh…” Cheng Shen is a little embarrassed and avoids the sight of Yao Jiaren. The dryer is counting down, the pants will be ready to wear Would Yao Jia cry when he left alone?

So Cheng Shen raised his head, looked at Yao Jiaren closely and said, “I’m sorry.”

Unexpected cooperation.

Yao Jiaren looks at Cheng Shen for a long time. When Cheng Shen finishes smoking, Yao Jiaren suddenly kisses Cheng Shen’s mouth.

A smoke did not reach the lung, only around the nose, in a sudden kiss between the dispersion and go.

Cheng Shen’s brain interrupted a line – also did not resist, let him ask for salvation in the corner of his mouth.