Reign of the Phoenix - Chapter 681
Murong Zhining stroked Yan Yuexuan’s cheek: “no wonder that when our palace fell into coma that day, I heard your voice all the time in my dream. In a trance, I also saw you crying like a pear with rain It turns out that your tears are really on the face of this palace. ”
Yan Yuexuan’s tears kept dripping on Murong Zhining’s face: “you stubborn little woman, I tried my best. Even if you were pretending to be a concubine, you still refused to give up our love. On the day that you drove your carriage down the river beach, I also fell into despair. I wanted to die for love with you and end this pain. But when you woke up, I saw the strength in your eyes, which strengthened my determination to change my life against heaven… ”
Yan Yuexuan’s body trembled slightly: “I still remember the moonlit night outside the city of Heyu. The howling of wild wolves was heard everywhere in the reed marsh. I used the most cruel means to ruthlessly destroy your dignity Since then, the reed marsh has not only become a taboo in your heart, but also a nightmare for me. I can’t get out of the shadow when I think of your desperate cry… ”
Murong Zhining looked up at Yan Yuexuan: “you are a big liar. Your poor acting skills have deceived everyone. Why don’t you choose to face all this with this palace? Why do you have to bear the enormous pressure alone? ”
Yan Yuexuan gently rubbed Murong Zhining’s forehead with his chin: “rebellion is a road of no return. Once you fail, you will be doomed. I can’t let you take risks. I made up my mind to let you suffer the pain of miscarriage again. You finally made up your mind and left Heyu with Yuanzhi. I thought you would follow him back to SHANGXIA, but you stubbornly stayed in Liyang, the nearest town to me. My heart then began to waver, I really want to give up the plan, and you get back together, even if I die with you, I don’t want to endure the pain of separation from you. The night I took you away from Liyang and returned to Yongning city was the most struggling night in my life If I give up the plan, all our pain will be in vain… ”
Murong Zhining gently pacify Yan Yuexuan: “don’t say, this palace understands your pain, you just detoxified, the body is still very weak.”
Yan Yuexuan stubbornly gasped: “you let me finish, I pour you bitter water, any pain will be cured without medicine. It’s just so coincidentally that he LAN MINGYE’s bodyguard sneaked into the military camp, took Luo siyao as you and carried him to the Gish Khan camp. I suddenly felt that it might be the best choice to hand you over to Helan MINGYE. He LAN MINGYE loves you very much, but he has never used any devious means. He is a real gentleman. I even feel that if I die in the war, it will be acceptable for him to take care of you… ”
Murong Zhining grabbed Yan Yuexuan’s arm and took a bite: “you conceited guy, you think you are selfless and great. Do you want to feel about this palace? Aren’t you afraid of seeing someone in this house? ”
Yan Yuexuan frowned and retracted his arm: “hiss You lawless little wildcat. I may have been too selfish, as long as you can live well, I can go to hell alone without hesitation. I even stubbornly believe that even if you marry Helan MINGYE, you will be saved your life Of course, I am afraid that you will die, but I believe he LAN MINGYE will spare no effort to save your life. I have no way out. As long as I don’t die, I will go to jisihan to snatch you back Ning’er, I send you to Helan MINGYE. My heart is so painful that I can’t control my impulse when I hear the sound and cry. I want to return to take you back. But as soon as I walk out of your sight, I fall off my horse and lose consciousness. I am carried back to Heyu camp by the soldiers accompanying me This Maybe it’s providence
Murong Zhining painfully rolled up Yan Yuexuan’s sleeves and gently blew air on his arm’s tooth print. He saw that Yan Yuexuan’s arm was full of long and short knife marks. It was obvious that those neat knife wounds were left by his self mutilation.
Murong Zhining cried: “Yan Yue Xuan, you bastard! Don’t you say that parents who suffer from their body and skin should not be damaged at will? Is the morality in your mouth used to restrain others
Yan Yuexuan chuckled bitterly: “Ning’er, every time I hurt you, my heart is so painful that I can’t speak. Only by hurting my body can I relieve the pain in my heart When Yuanzhi took you back to SHANGXIA, I went to Chongde county to have a last look at you. Because I don’t know if I can see you again When I saw your amnesia, my heart was torn. I hid outside the study in Chongde courtyard and watched you burn down the letters I wrote to you. My heart turned to ashes with those letters After you leave, I will collect the burned letters, put them into brocade bags, and keep them close to me. Even if I die, these vows turned into dust will accompany my body and sleep in the ground forever. Today, I will give it to you. Although the oath has turned into smoke and turned into a pile of black powder, my promise to you will never change in my life
Yan Yuexuan took out a delicate purse from his pocket and handed it to Murong Zhining. The purse was embroidered by Murong Zhining and sent to him. The spices in it were hollowed out and filled with the letter paper ashes that Murong Zhining had burned.
Murong Zhining beat yanyuexuan and sent out a suppressed cry: “Yan Yuexuan, I hate you. In fact, the palace has been aware of your unspeakable suffering. We have been waiting for you to tell the truth, but you would rather watch the palace struggling day and night in pain than tell the truth. You selfish fellow, you deserve your pain, but you caused the pain in this palace. Why didn’t you let this palace get rid of the pain earlier? “Yan Yuexuan deliberately uttered an exaggerated groan: “Oh, I have only half my life now. If I fight again, I will be broken Ning’er, listen to my explanation. There is a saying that Rome wasn’t built in a day. Doctor Qiao also said that the resentment accumulated in your heart can only be dispelled slowly so as not to hurt your body. Otherwise, you will not be able to bear the sudden great sorrow and joy. I humbly bear your humiliation and revenge, is to let your mind slowly get a balance, do you think I want to see your pain? I wish I could get rid of the misunderstanding between us and love you sweetly as before. But if you don’t trust me, it will backfire. I have been looking forward to picking mulberry to wake up and tell the truth from her mouth so as to dispel all your doubts. Let her tell you the rest when she recovers. ”
Zheng Changxing heard the news and knocked on the door of the bedroom: “empress, you are crying and crying, aren’t you tired? Even if you’re not tired, you should be hungry, right? Emperor, talking about love can really make people happy, but it can’t be eaten as a meal? You and your mother have been tossing about for so long. It’s time to eat! ”
Yan Yuexuan frowned bitterly at Murong Zhining and said, “I’m very ill. I don’t have any strength in my whole body. I want to eat, but I don’t even have the strength to carry the bowl…”
Murong Zhining turned over and said: “this palace let people send the imperial food to the bedroom hall. This palace should personally feed it into your mouth.”
Yan Yue Xuan’s face was full of smile: “so good!”
In Chuiyang hall, Murong Zhining sits in front of the mulberry picking bed. After a few days of care, her face has gradually faded wax yellow, began to have a trace of vitality.
Picking mulberry and holding Murong Zhining’s hand: “Princess No, it’s time I called you mother. Niang, I’m very happy to see you and the emperor. You know what? In the Guihuang palace for nearly a year, I feel like a kind of curse, my consciousness is confined in the body, how can not get out. Although I am physically unable to move, but my consciousness, but particularly sober. Every day I watch you live in hatred and misunderstanding, my heart is extremely anxious, but feel helpless. When I heard that you wanted to kill the emperor, I finally broke through my limit and woke up from two years’ sleep
Murong Zhining helped Caisang to sit on the head of the bed, holding a bowl, and gently fed the mulberry picking warm water with a spoon: “I’ve been living in hatred. I don’t want to believe Yan Yuexuan easily. My mind is just like your body. It’s imprisoned by a magic spell, and I don’t want to walk out of the shadow easily. Yan Yuexuan is so resourceful that he cheated everyone with his acting skills that I would not believe him before you woke up. By the way, what happened after I went back to SHANGXIA? ”
Caisang fell into meditation, her eyes full of fear: “at the beginning, you were chiyun general Sorry, I’m used to calling him that. After you were taken away from Liyang Town by general chiyun, Mr. Tuoba asked me to go back to Heyu camp to inquire about information. Chiyun Siyuan brought me into the camp. When I learned that general chiyun gave you to general Helan, I was full of hatred for him. I wanted to wait for an opportunity to kill him and give you a breath. At night, I secretly wanted to sneak into general chiyun’s camp to avenge you. In the dark, I mistakenly touched Luo siyao’s tent. ”
Caisang tells the story of that year. She seems to have gone back to that night two years ago.
Picking mulberry hidden in chiyun Yuexuan’s camp, her heart is full of love for Murong Zhining, but also full of hatred for chiyun Yuexuan. When she learned that chiyun Yuexuan was ill, she wanted to take advantage of chiyun Yuexuan’s lethargy and put a knife in his chest to ask Murong Zhining for justice.
With a dagger in his hand, he cut through the cow felt of the camp and looked into the camp close to his eyes.
The camp is not chiyun Yuexuan, but Luo siyao. Caisang scolded in his heart: “shameless bitch, wait for me to kill chiyun Yuexuan, and wait for you to fall asleep, and then clean up you.”
At this time, someone opened the curtain and walked into Luo siyao’s camp. Picking mulberry and covering her mouth, she did not scream. It turned out that the person who entered Luo siyao’s tent was her brother Jin Xuheng.
Looking at Jin Xuheng, Luo siyao was indifferent and alienated: “what are you doing here? Are you not afraid to be found by the guards? ”
Jin Heng lowered his head humbly: “after general chiyun sent Murong Zhining to jisihan, he fell ill. Now he has no mind to care about our affairs. Siyao, I have done so many treacherous things for you because I like you in my heart. How can I let you go now that you are pregnant with my child? Siyao, let’s elope before general chiyun wakes up and all his sins are uncovered, OK? I used to live in seclusion in the mountains with my parents for many years. I am good at hunting. I will take good care of you and your children. “