Reincarnated As Vampire Queen - Chapter 44 For a reason

I was standing in a dark place,no light but only darkness with no begin and no end. S ball of light emerged and said-“Nice to see you again”. I remained in silence. He said-“May I know what causing you trouble?” I break the silence and said-“I don’t think you have chosen the right person for the mission”. He said-“May I know what caused it to think like that?” I said-“I belong to my world not this… I am sick of it…” He said-” I have chosen you for a reason”. I said-“No, I am not the right person. It’s happening because of me”. He said-“Now, I Know why you are so upset?”I said-“What do you mean?” He said-“I know you very well than you know yourself”. I said-“I still don’t understand”. He said-“To understand it you must listen to me with patience and without a word”. I said-“Okay fine…I will listen to you and winy utter a word”. He said-“Good, now I chose you to be Alex for a reason because you both exactly same but have few difference. Would you like to hear it?” I nodded and he continued-“Alex lost her parents as kind and your parents always left you to your grandma not much difference. She don’t have parents and your parents left you so that’s equal to no parents”. I said-“Sorry to interrupt I ainu no supernatural and she little bit arrogant and rude”. He said-“That’s true but reason for that is she is the future queen and she had responsibility to follow,same way you were following by taking care of your grandma and doing part time work that’s a responsibility”. I nodded and he said-“And not to mention reason for your death is same”. I nodded and he continued-“You both panic and gets frustrated when someone dear or close to you blame you”. I gave confused and he said-“You didn’t get it did you?When Arthur and Yu ,your friends blamed you that what you thought for the demon attack you got panicked and frustrated”. I denied and said-“No, I didn’t”. He said-” Yes you did and that’s why you told everyone the truth”. I thought for a while about what he said and remain silent. I said-“Maybe you are right”. He said-“Don’t worry what done is done. complete your mission and listen carefully you must manage what about to happen. Never doubt yourself I am there for you”. It disappeared and I woke up. I was lying in the bed. I was in my room. I look towards the time, it was 8 o’clock. I went near curtain and moved it. I saw Stars and moon. I thought that I have to handle what about to happen and I know how.