Report to the president: someone is chasing your wife - Chapter 1634
Ding Ding also knows that her emotions are not covered up very well. If Rong Yijing doesn’t ask, she won’t say, but when he asks, she will still have the joy of being paid attention to. After a moment of silence, she says, “I had a fight with him.”
Rongyijing coax the tone of children, fundus with a bit of curiosity, “quarrel lost?”
Ding Ding said, “he’s gone. I don’t know if it’s a win.”
Rong Yijing said: “it depends on whether you really want him to go.”
Ding Ding lowered his eyes: “I don’t know… Originally I thought I hated Chen Xu taking advantage of you secretly, but now I’m even more annoyed that I don’t know what I want and I can’t control myself.”
Rong Yijing said: “who dares to say that everything is under control? Can’t predict that life is normal. When you took the college entrance examination, are you confident that you will be admitted to Shenzhen University? Now you are taking the exam, and every time you have a plan, can you get the first place Then, Rong Yijing added: “when we meet for the first time, do you think we can fall in love in the future?”
Ding Ding shook his head.
Rong Yijing said: “it’s said that you should think twice before you do something. To put it bluntly, you want to predict an expected result, but many things happen in an instant. There are too many uncertain factors, so sometimes you don’t have to look at the result. You just need to be responsible for the reason. It’s right for you to find Chen Xu. It doesn’t matter whether he goes or stays, It’s his choice. He should pay for it himself. ”
Ding Ding said: “before, I always regarded him as my father’s son. I always thought that he was my father’s son, so I had to do something. I never regarded him as himself. He was Chen Xu. He had his own ideas and emotions, and he also had a lot of dissatisfaction. I never tried to look at problems from his perspective.”
Rong Yijing said: “it’s good to be able to think in a different position, but people are destined to be separated by a layer of belly. No matter how good friends are, they will have positions and conflicts of interest. What’s more, some identities are born opposites. You don’t know them, and they don’t try to think from your point of view. To put it bluntly, there is no contradiction between you, It’s the decision made by your mother and his father that makes you two passively accept a new identity at the same time. You don’t blame the two elders. If he wants to blame, he should go to his father. It’s none of your business. ”
Ding Ding always hung his head, very sad to say: “I really want to become teacher min, no matter what the problem is in her that is not a problem, she can use the shortest time to distinguish very complex things, not so tangled, not so much can’t think through, more won’t hesitate, finish and don’t know what you do right.”
Rong Yijing said, “how old is she, how old are you.”
Ding Ding is no longer a child, and obviously doesn’t like this: “Miss min, at my age, is definitely not like what I am now. Even if I live to her age, I can’t be one tenth of her.”
Rong Yijing said: “you are you. Why do you want to be her? Do you like Qin Zhan? ”
Ding Ding knows that Daorong Yijing teases her on purpose, but she still can’t help being upset: “I really hate myself. I want to be like Miss min!”
Rong Yijing said lightly: “but I don’t like min Jiangxi. I like you.”
Ding Ding didn’t know whether he was angry or anxious. His tears rolled around his eyes and his tongue was sour. After a few seconds, he said, “what do you like about me? You say I’m not afraid of hardship. In fact, there are so many people around me. Many people are working hard, but I’m not so lucky. The best tutor of all subjects tutored me for one year and sent me directly to Shenzhen University. Some of the learning methods and principles I know now are piled up by you with money, and anyone can do it. ”
“You say I’m kind, I’m just a counsellor. I’m afraid to fight with others, and I’m afraid that others won’t be happy. Most of the time, I don’t have my own ideas. When I’m together with a group of people, I’m eager that others don’t ask me anything. It’s good for everyone to be happy. I’m not kind, I don’t fight, I don’t dare.”
“You say I’m sensible. What’s sensible? I envy those who are not sensible and don’t know how to be sensible every time. They are not afraid to make mistakes, they are not afraid to apologize, and they are not afraid to be disliked. I dream of living like them. I don’t have to think so much and be cautious every day, but I can’t do it.”
Hot tears flow down, Ding Ding knows what he is talking about, but he doesn’t know why he wants to say it. What does it have to do with her quarrel with Chen Xu? Why did she spread this negative energy with Rong Yijing?
When Ding Ding Ding found herself “out of control” again and again, her disgust for herself reached the peak. The more she wanted to be better, the more she exposed her incompetence in front of Rong Yijing.
Covering his eyes with both hands, Ding Ding could do nothing for himself.
Rong Yijing pulled the chair in front of Ding Ding, reached for her and said softly, “it’s not your problem. I didn’t deal with it properly. I should think more about your feelings and discuss with you first. Can I give Chen Xu a chance…”
Touching Ding Ding’s head, Rong Yijing apologized: “my fault, don’t cry, so I feel very sad.”
Ding Ding shook his head. “It’s not your problem…”
Rong Yijing said: “if your girlfriend is not happy, it’s the problem of your boyfriend. I usually say that you work hard, not to make you first in the exam, and not to give you pressure, but I see with my own eyes how much time you have sacrificed to change the three minutes standing on the podium; You are kind-hearted. Every time you come to Luo Jiajia’s death day, you will go to the cemetery to see her. You will never care about some people who have sinned against you; I really shouldn’t say that you are sensible. It’s not good if you are too sensible. In the future, you don’t have to worry about so many things. Just say what you want to say and do what you want to do. In that sentence, you only need to be responsible for the reasons, not the results. ”
Ding Ding hugs Rong Yijing. She really hugs the only piece of driftwood in the desolation of life. She has family and friends. Everyone treats her very well, but she still feels lonely. It seems that she is not the only one to one with anyone. Rong Yijing is the only one. Her boyfriend can only be a person. So Ding struggles to have it, and then tries to extend the deadline, She is too afraid to lose. If Rong Yijing is not with her, how can she face the lost life?
Burying his head in Rong Yijing’s shoulder and neck, Ding Ding shrinks like a cat, and stealthily and greedily sucks the warmth of Rong Yijing. Rong Yijing lowers her head and kisses her forehead. Ding Ding raises her chin and sticks it on his lips.