Return back into the Novel as the Antagonistic Playboy - Chapter 323

Song Shicheng looked carefully, as if he wanted to remember every bit of Shen Xiaoyan at the moment in his heart.

It is ridiculous to say that after getting married, he shared the same bed so many times, but he never found this picture of her captured.

This picture blooms with an indescribable and refreshing beauty.

Suddenly, Song Shicheng noticed the books she had placed on the bedside table.

Most of them are in psychology, but mixed with a classic romance novel: “Love in the Time of Cholera”.

He pulled it out gently, flipped through it hastily, and found that the pages of each volume of the book were written with a few lines of neat and tidy text. At first he thought it was a note, but when he saw the content, his pupils suddenly tightened!

Turn back to the first volume page: 10, rainy days, married for a week, lost work, lost faith, lost love, loved ones are indifferent, staying alone in a strange and depressing house every day, no one talks, nothing People caring, very lonely, helpless, and at a loss, like a bird alone, imprisoned in an iron cage, never have the opportunity to fly freely, sleep on the dark and cold living room sofa at night, close your eyes , I sometimes hear the ticking of clocks and clocks, reminding me that the gloomy years are still going on, as if never ending… The only thing I can talk about is that the bad guy kept the promise before marriage, not being too cruel to me, and promised me It was a blessing in misfortune to move to a hotel for a while to avoid the malice of my mother-in-law, and I finally had time to read this book that I bought for a long time.

Suddenly, Song Shicheng’s mouth began to overflow with a bitter taste. He suddenly remembered the time he and Shen Hyoyan had just married. It was like a couple of happy friends who looked at each other not pleasing to the eye, but when they bumped into each other, they exuded warmth Cozy.

But it also aggravated his guilt and regret.

At that time, he was still in the shadow of a failed life in his previous life. He was always vigilant about love, marriage and even the hearts of people. He probably lost the ability to love someone. He was like a hedgehog, extreme and paranoid, and busy. To reverse the disadvantaged situation of the villain, so that she neglected Shen Xiaoyan’s feelings.

After taking a breath, he continued to read the second volume:

15. On a sunny day, I reluctantly adapted to this absurd newlywed life. Although I still have to be angry with many people, I found that there are many interesting friends in the backyard. What is more interesting is that the servant said that those dogs are bad The guy was raised to fight hard with people. He usually grinned or ignored people, but he was quite close to me, especially the Caucasian dog Ada and the Golden Retriever Aer. A dumb guy followed me behind. Roaming around me full of energy, much cuter than their bad master. But it’s worth mentioning that the bad guy seems to be in contrast to his previous impressions. Although his heart is still very bad and selfish, he doesn’t seem to be that bad to the people around him, and he doesn’t seem to be stupid, and he is beginning to be serious. As my mother said, getting married can really change a person’s face, then did I perform my duties as a doctor again and save a conscience cancer patient, although the price paid was too heavy… When I was writing this text in the yard, following the direction of the breeze, I saw him come back, looking at me with a very calm and slightly complicated eyes from a distance, and I began to feel a little bit unsightly. Understand him.

He turned to the page of the third volume:

23. On a cloudy day, illness came like a mountain, and illness went like a thread. As a doctor, I experienced the most serious pathology in my life. It stands to reason that a cold shouldn’t have tortured me like this, but perhaps my spirit has been devastated these days. It’s too much. I completely lost my immunity. Even when I was fainted, I felt that just going to sleep like this forever was a relief. I really felt that this life was too tired and too bitter, but it didn’t. I had the pain of leaving my mother alone, so I had to grit my teeth…Unexpectedly, that (‘bad’ word was smeared out) guy would take the initiative to take care of me, and he gave me strange pills that I don’t know where it came from. After eating, it really relieved a lot. At first, I thought he was going to murder his wife, embarrassing… But I also found that this guy and the previous one are really different, except for the flesh and the habit, There is no longer a slight coincidence, what is wrong with this?

Volume 4: 3. I haven’t read a book for a long time, and there are too many things to be busy. Life seems to be back on the fast lane. Although it’s full again, sometimes it’s unavoidable to get confused. Not only is it caught in the game of two homes, but also found I don’t understand that guy more and more. He seems to be darker and colder than before. Just like my father, he will do whatever he can to gain benefits. I am a little scared. He had a warm side and cooked noodles for him. At first, he was still stubborn and didn’t want to eat it. In the end, it was all eaten. Such a big person is naive enough… However, I suddenly felt that he was somewhat similar to me, and I felt very much in my heart. He is insecure, but the difference is that he has built an airtight wall in his heart. He dares and does not want to expose his mind to others. He always resists the approach of others to protect himself firmly. Fa felt that this guy really wasn’t the Song Shicheng I knew before, and I felt it necessary to study psychology.

Volume 5: 30, so close, I never had a chance to pick up this book again, I really did not expect that a friend who was once kind and kind would be shrouded in hatred so badly, and at the same time I also understand that Things, in this world, maybe there is really no absolute good and evil, and some only have positions and bottom lines. Once people are desperate, they will often show the most true appearance. I think I need to reflect on it carefully… But I have to That guy confessed his mistake, and in the end he still had to keep up with it. Okay, who made me violate the promise a little bit, orz~ But his request was too much, either let him touch it or not divorce, No matter how I choose, I suffer a lot. What should I do?

Volume VI: 16. This night, I should remember everything in my life. I finally gave him everything I had. Although it was very unpredictable and the process was not beautiful, I should watch him sleep peacefully. When I was next to me, I unexpectedly felt a sense of steadiness, peace of mind, and relief that I hadn’t seen in a long time. In fact, when he supported me to bully Shen Yizhu that day, I gradually became dependent on this guy. I can feel that he will treat me sincerely, take care of me, protect me, and cherish me. This is the general situation in this life. Right. However, what does he mean when he dreams of saying, “It’s good to write you”? He has too many secrets, I can be completely sure that this guy is not Song Shicheng, but it is not important in the short term. The important thing is that he can always do this, then I have no regrets, and I am willing to try. Get to know him slowly, even if it will cost a lifetime.

Volume 7: 3, almost made a big mistake because of suspicion, but fortunately everything is unpredictable, I hope life can be more calm and less hurtful, only my father’s illness… I hope he can be well Right. And the first time I found out, my sister is also very funny and cute. She cried so much, and was choked by me for the first time. I can finally stand up straight in front of these relatives. Of course, thank you very much. Guy, thank him for appearing in my life, so that my life will not be so failed…Everythingwillbefine!

Volume 8: 28. He has been to the mountain city for a long time. I find that my miss is increasing every day. I think I can’t do without him. I miss his embrace, his smile, his gentleness, and everything about him. The details of the action… Fortunately, he will finally come back tomorrow. During this time, I have studied a lot of psychology books. Not only do I want to understand him, but I also have to make every effort to heal his inner deficiencies. I am still a The doctor, but the biggest target of diagnosis and treatment in this life will only be him.

Volume 9: 12, I am going to be a mother, and he is going to be a father, I don’t know how to describe my mood at the moment, but his reaction is really good, so cute, this is the first time I have seen him like this The frank and cheerful side is so good, it will always be like this. Thank you, little baby, your appearance has made your father’s condition much better, and his heart has gradually become less cold and stiff. Let us treat your father together in the future, okay? I believe that he will definitely become a qualified good husband and father, and I will do everything I can to warm his life for the rest of my life…

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Seeing this, he was already in tears, and a tear fell on the page of the book, moistening the paper.

Every word is engraved on the mental journey of the two people since they got married.

Lost, lost, happy, warm, hopeful… bit by bit, every minute and every inch.

He finally realized that Shen Xiaoyan was not only his wife, but also his full-time doctor.

Doctor Shen, tried to use everything she had to try to save his already weak, dark, mutilated and numb soul.

She tried to make him learn to love someone again, to see the warmth of the years, to perceive the beauty of human nature, to be a pure person again, to be the husband she was looking forward to in her heart.

“I’m not worthy of you…”

He squatted down and looked at her beauty from close range. He waited obsessively for a long time. He wiped his wet eye sockets with his hand, and then trembling slightly, trying to reach out to touch her cheek, but finally stopped hanging in the air.

He felt that his hands were still too dirty, and his soul was covered with germs and viruses, and he should no longer contaminate her and the child’s healthy body.

The bedroom fell into a long silence.

In the end, he withdrew his hand and continued to read the “Love in the Time of Cholera”.

As a result, he only turned to a note that was irrelevant to each other:

The essence of cholera and love is about the same. Cholera can kill people, and it can also make people understand the preciousness of life, understand and confess their own hearts. Love is the same. Although it is sweet, it tortures people and makes life worse than death. However, without such a test of life and death, you may not be able to get true love. Now that our love has undergone a disease, we have all tasted the pain, but it also made us understand the shortcomings and shortcomings of this marriage career. In fact, we all married with the sick, even if we rely on each other’s comfort to make the disease. It is alleviated, but the root cause of the disease has not been resolved. Doubts, anxiety, lack of trust, and personality differences are all the gaps between us. I knew these from the beginning. I just avoided it, but the delay aggravated each other’s illness. In fact, I was wrong at the beginning. I didn’t even heal my soul’s shortcomings, so why should I heal him? However, I am still willing to wait for the day when everyone fully recovers with my children, and then pursue light and happiness together with no distractions. As long as I maintain a firm belief, any pain will be eliminated, right?

Song Shicheng watched it repeatedly.

He could feel the emotions and thoughts of Shen Xiaoyan during this period of time from this text, and he could also see her final comment on each other’s future, as well as her firm belief in waiting for her return.

After a long absence, he suddenly smiled, stood up, walked to the desk, picked up the pen, turned the book to the back, wrote a paragraph of text stroke by stroke, then turned over and gently put the book back on the desk. After watching the heroine that she personally created for a long time, she finally left quietly.

He gave her life, and she gave him a new life.

After the door was closed, after a while, Shen Xiaoyan slowly opened her star in the dim light.

She glanced at the door of the room subconsciously, with unspeakable complexity in her eyes.

She didn’t actually sleep, but she didn’t know how to face Song Shicheng. She simply lay on the bed and pretended to sleep. She even vaguely hoped that he could wake herself up, then smiled at each other, and then hugged and slept together, pressing each other’s foreheads. Whispering, confiding in your heart, the best result, you can also take the opportunity to discuss the child’s name, and put aside all the irritability and sorrow.

Unfortunately, when Song Shicheng discovered and read the “Love in the Cholera Period”, she completely subverted her default script ~www.mtlnovel.com~ and led each other’s future in an unknown direction.

She wanted to stop it for a while, but there was an inexplicable idea deep in her heart that was pulling and telling her that this book carrying her mental journey might be able to break the wall of the man’s heart.

But what made her slightly disappointed was that Song Shicheng did nothing after reading through it, leaving silently in her confinement gaze.

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaoyan slowly turned her eyes to the bedside table.

“Love in the Time of Cholera” was picked up again.

Shen Xiaoyan leaned on the bedside and stretched out her bare hand to read slowly and meticulously, just like reading her own marriage career. When she turned to the ninth volume, she noticed the wet and shrunken pages, and tears flowed in an uproar.

Immediately, she gritted her teeth and turned a few pages. After seeing the text that she had just written, her pupils burst into tears instantly after a short freeze.

“Doctor Shen, only you can cure my illness. This book is waiting for me to come back and read it with you. At that time, all my secrets will be engraved at the end of the book and sealed forever… Trust me, I will definitely come back. of.”