Return of the Dead [Holo] - Chapter 224
Just like a sophisticated machine, every screw has its own place, and nothing less will do. The world is like such a huge machine, God is like the engine in the machine, indispensable, but not There will be a second.
Mo Ran raised her hand, and the golden powder that was still floating in the air was falling on her fingers bit by bit. She listened to Latin’s quiet explanation in her ears. The impetuous and excited mood gradually began to calm down.
Both Valkyrie and Latin are constantly reiterating that there is only one **** in this world, so when the old **** disappears, there must be a new **** to replace him.
The disappearing boy might really be a god, but his disappearance is also true.
“So, I’m the new god?” Mo Ran didn’t want things to develop into the current situation, but in fact, things turned into the situation she least wanted to see.
“Yes, Supreme God, now you are God.” Latin prostrated himself on the ground again, prostrating respectfully and saluting, appearing unusually docile and humble.
Mo Ran quietly looked at Latin’s figure, and she began to ponder and think about this matter in her blank mind.
The biggest advantage of Mo Ran is her tenacity. As long as she believes in something, no matter what kind of temptations appear on the way, she will not be attracted. The reason why Fen did not want to go to Ming Yuechen was also the reason why in this life, even if there were countless opportunities to lead the dead to the strongest, she was still obsessed with letting this race reproduce.
For her now, it has always been her wish to fully control her own destiny, and this wish will not change because of her identity change, even if she becomes a **** now, it will definitely not change .
It’s just that this accident came so suddenly that she was completely unprepared. She didn’t even have the slightest idea about this accident. Think about it.
Before that, though, there were obviously more important things.
“Where are Sang and Mingyuechen?” Mo Ran put her thoughts aside and asked the question she cared most about.
She saw the disappearance of the old **** with her own eyes. Although she didn’t see what happened to the two people behind her at that time, she still remembered Sang’s last words, and she couldn’t help but feel very disturbed. Could it be that the two of them also disappeared with the old god? Yet?
“Things from the age of the old gods will disappear with the disappearance of the old gods.” Latin’s voice was very calm, but in the calmness there was a coldness that made Mo Ran’s heart skip a beat.
“They are not things, they are people.” Mo Ran quietly looked at Latin and corrected him very seriously.
Latin slowly raised half of his face, still not daring to look at her directly, but he changed his words very cleverly immediately: “In the God Realm, people and things from the old **** era will collapse with the old **** and disappear. .”
Disappeared?
When Mo Ran heard Latin’s words, he felt a buzzing from his ears to his brain? Her heart seemed to be riddled with holes all of a sudden, and the unspeakable sadness suddenly turned into strong anger and sprayed out towards Latin who was kneeling in front of her.
“Then why are you still here?”
Latin was stunned for a moment, and then he answered quickly, so fast that Mo Ran didn’t notice his hesitation on this question: “I belong to the gods, and I belong to the new gods. Naturally, I Yes.”
Mo Ran couldn’t help but sneered, she stared at Latin for a few seconds before saying word by word: “One of them is my friend…” She paused for a long time before she spoke again: “One is my friend. lover.”
In fact, when she said these words again, even Mo Ran didn’t know how her heart was trembling. She just knew that some things that could not be placed in the sun that had been huddled deep in her heart seemed to follow her. The frank and rapid breeding opened.
Just like a bamboo, in the long years ahead, it just kept rooting down, rooting, and rooting, and the one above the ground is always thin and weak hidden in the darkness, but when the root is rooted It is deep enough, as long as there is a chance to be exposed to the sun, it will expand and grow at a speed that surprises everyone, but in the blink of an eye, it is already flooded with greenery and gloomy.
something,
She couldn’t help repeating it again: “One of them is my friend and the other is my lover. How do they belong to the old god? They belong to me, and they belong to the new god…”
“So, where are they?”
Latin didn’t move, but just as Mo Ran’s voice fell, she saw Sang and Ming Yuechen appear at the position where she was standing just now.
Mo Ran looked at the two in surprise. She thought it would take some effort to get the whereabouts of the two from Latin, but she never thought it would be so easy. Latin glanced, but Latin shook his head again and again under such gaze, he said: “I didn’t do this.”
Quickly walking to the two of them, Mo Ran found that neither Sang nor Ming Yuechen had fallen into a deep sleep that could not be woken up. She stood up abruptly and looked at Latin, who shook her head even more violently He said to Mo Ran again and again: “God, I really didn’t do these things.”
Mo Ran raised her eyebrows slightly towards Latin, and it could be seen that Mo Ran didn’t believe Latin’s argument at all.
Latin could only wave his hands, and said while waving: “God is omnipotent, as long as God admits, people and things that co-exist with the old gods will appear…”
After hearing this, Mo Ran couldn’t help but regain her spirits. She looked at Latin and asked hastily, “What about the old god?”
Latin shook his head again: “The old gods won’t. When the new gods appear, the old gods will disappear completely.”
The light of hope in Mo Ran’s eyes gradually disappeared after hearing Latin’s words, and finally she straightened her back and stood there with a long breath, calmed down and asked again: “When will they be able wake up?”
Latin shook his head: “People cannot stay here. This is God’s territory, not a place for these sinners to stay. As long as they leave here, they will wake up soon.”
“Really?” Mo Ran still looked at Ming Yuechen and Sang quietly, but his mind was constantly tumbling about Latin Gang.
She doesn’t want to be a god, but now she has become a god. If she wants to get out of this identity, she must first know what a **** is and what a **** can do.
How contradictory it sounds, she doesn’t want to become a god, but in order to achieve this goal, she must first be a god.
“They returned to their own world, are they still?” Mo Ran carefully analyzed all the information she had obtained now.
People and things that existed at the same time as the old gods, or all things, will disappear with the disappearance of the old gods, and only things and things recognized by the new gods will re-exist.
That is to say, everything is there except the old gods, and they may exist in every grain of golden dust in this world, and if the new gods do not recognize them, they will always be such dust However, as long as the new gods remember them, they will appear. In fact, from another perspective, if the new gods can’t remember certain things or some people who used to exist, then it means that they will never forget. disappeared.
However, are those things that are recognized by the new gods really the original ones?
Mo Ran is not sure.
She faintly felt that the alternation of the God Realm was like the emperor and the courtiers. With the passing of the old gods, the lost things were awakened by the new gods. Are they still them?
I’m afraid not.
It was precisely because of this that Mo Ran began to panic, she had never been as panicked as she is now.
If it is said that those friends who once fought side by side with her, and Ming Yuechen who once loved him deeply and she also loved deeply, have completely passed away with the old gods, even if they are awakened now, they are still the same as they used to be. ?
Will they still remember that former Mo Ran in their lives?
Or from now on in their lives, they only know that high god, they don’t even know her name, let alone their past entanglements.
What a sad thing.
“Of course, they are still them.” Latin nodded in confirmation, but then he spoke slowly: “But…”
Mo Ran closed her eyes. If there is one word she hates the most, it must be the word “but”. As long as this word appears, no matter how much beauty and joy there is before it
“but what?”
“However, they will no longer remember everything about you, the Supreme God.” Latin’s voice was unusually calm, as if discussing the contents of a boring textbook: “They will not remember you in their future lives .”
Sure enough, she guessed right.
However, even if he had already guessed all of this, even if he had made enough psychological preparations, when he heard this fact, Mo Ran still couldn’t help but feel a hole in his heart, and the wind was blowing .
Mo Ran lowered her eyes and quietly looked at Ming Yuechen who was lying on the ground, as if she had never seen Ming Yuechen like this since she was reborn, especially after knowing that he was also reborn, there will always be tension between them , or just a cold brow, when was there such a calm?
People, that’s how it is. When you can still have it, you always feel nothing special, and even hate the existence of the other person. However, once you know that you are about to lose it, you regret it very much. I didn’t cherish it enough before, and I didn’t even do it well.
Mo Ran couldn’t help thinking about the situation in the previous life in that dungeon. After losing herself, what happened in Ming Yuechen’s life? It seems that many things have happened, but when you think about it seriously, it seems that you just did one thing.
This thing is thinking about her.
He collected all kinds of beautiful things just to think of her, he searched for traces of the dead just to think of her, he built a majestic and magnificent palace just to think of her, he came to the old **** without hesitation, just to think of her. To miss her.
Mo Ran suddenly felt a sore feeling in his heart, which was the sequelae of Ming Yuechen’s various desires for her, as if they came too late, and this sequelae was like Like a virus, it quickly spread in her body.
She has never felt the hope of another person as deeply as she does now, and she has never felt the despair of another person’s long and inability to go ashore as deeply as she does now, as if in the long years, all that is left is endless memories, but even these memories are gradually disappearing in the constant scrubbing of time.
But what about her at that time?
she probably
Thinking of this, she felt that the hole in her left chest was getting bigger and bigger, and the icy wind slid through every crack in the hole, leaving behind fine pieces of coldness and pain, which bit by bit Gathering together, a little bit of cohesion, finally formed a huge regret, opened his mouth wide, obviously going to swallow Mo Ran in one gulp.
If it is said that forgetting is inevitable, then in Ming Yuechen’s memory, what will there be after the lack of himself in his life?
Mo Ran thought about it seriously, but suddenly realized that she couldn’t imagine it at all, and she had no idea what would happen.
Inexplicable sorrow wrapped her tightly, she stretched out her hand, and gently held Ming Yuechen’s icy hand, that slender, callused hand, once held a sharp sword, once fought **** battles, was once gentle He touched her face repeatedly, but now there is no trace of vitality.
For a moment, Mo Ran even wanted to keep him forever, but this Nian Ou was ruthlessly denied by Mo Ran just after he appeared, she couldn’t do this.
In this world, she can treat everyone selfishly, she can calculate everyone, she can be a cruel person, but she can’t face Ming Yuechen.
After the other party gave her great warmth and love, Mo Ran felt that she was being supported by this kind of warmth and love, and used this kind of warmth and love to overcome every difficult gap.
If it is said that being forgotten is destined to be unchangeable, then what Mo Ran hopes to reward Ming Yuechen is this kind of forgetting.
She hoped that Ming Yuechen would not have her in his life. In that case, there are many things he can do. He not only remembers himself, but recalls himself. There should be other things in his life.
If it means that Yuechen’s past memories gave Mo Ran the strength to stand here now, then Mo Ran hoped that Ming Yuechen would forget himself in the days to come.
“Why do they forget me?”
“Because God is sacred and inviolable, the communication between God and man is a blasphemy to God’s life, but God is also merciful. God will never harm these lives, and will only make them forget the blasphemy against God.”
Latin’s explanation sounds very reasonable, but with lowered eyes
Latin hung his head, sharp shoulder blades protruding from his back, and he didn’t say another word.
“I’m so proud…” Mo Ran stood up, facing the door with her hands behind her back: “What’s outside this door? Is it their world?”
“Yes.”
“So, if you open this door, you can return to my original world?” Mo Ran looked at the door, her gaze gradually sank.
“No, Supreme God, you belong to the God Realm, that is not your world, let alone your original world.” Latin paused at this point, he straightened his back, flapped his wings, and flew to Beside Mo Ran, looking at the door quietly, said in a very sure but undeniable voice: “Gods will always only belong to the God Realm.”
Mo Ran turned half of his face to look at Latin, raised the corner of his mouth unceremoniously, and taunted again: “It’s really too proud.”
After saying that, she stopped talking, bent down again, helped Sang up first, and walked towards the huge door with his back on her back. Latin wanted to fly forward to help, but she stopped coldly. : “Just stand there and wait, I don’t need your help.”
Latin immediately retreated obediently, but after returning to the original place, he raised his head and looked at Mo Ran, looking at this newly promoted god. He could obviously send these two people out of the God Realm by moving his fingers, but he must He had to do it himself, which was somewhat incomprehensible to him, but, for some reason, seeing the heavy and firm footsteps of this new god, his body seemed to start to feel a little different.
Something seemed to be beating in Latin’s chest. For Latin, it had been thousands of years since he had felt this special beating. He slowly lowered his head and looked towards his chest, but He was surprised to find that there seemed to be some golden traces in the middle of the originally white and transparent bones.
These traces looked so blurry, but they made him very excited. They were intertwined, forming a trace that was so old that Latin felt a little strange.
Appears to be…the heart.
Latin stared at the traces that had gradually appeared, a brand new and even strange emotion was filled in the traces, and even dazzled
However, what Latin felt at the same time was that the one who brought about this change seemed to be the new **** in front of him.
Raising his hand to cover the heart under the bones, Latin raised his head and looked at the new **** who was walking towards the gate of time and space with his back on his back again, with extremely complicated eyes.
Mo Ran thought that she could say goodbye to Sang well, and she could also say goodbye to Ming Yuechen seriously, but when she actually carried Ming Yuechen to the door, she found that she was not as strong as she imagined.
When she realized more and more clearly that she and Ming Yuechen were going to part, the tremor in her heart became more intense.
From then on, no one will love her, no one will hate her, and no one will even remember her, just like the old **** who has been called “young man” by her, she doesn’t even remember his name.
From now on, are these also her years?
The heavy door opened, revealing a dazzling white light. Mo Ran held Ming Yuechen’s hand and held it firmly, wanting to leave his last trace in his life.
Ming Yuechen’s body floated up, and after the door was opened, the white light was filled with a huge suction force, which lifted Ming Yuechen’s weak body upright, making him face Mo Mo upright. Mo Ran, if his eyes were not closed like this, Mo Ran almost thought that he would come back to life again, looking at himself, smiling as usual.
“Supreme God, he has to leave. If he doesn’t belong to a god, he will disappear if he continues to stay.” The Martial God standing by the door suddenly reminded Mo Ran who had been holding Ming Yuechen.
Mo Ran was taken aback for a moment, and when he took a closer look, he realized that the outline of Ming Yuechen had begun to become a little empty. If it continued like this, it might really disappear.
She couldn’t help being horrified in her heart, and subconsciously let go of her hand, but then she reacted and wanted to pull Ming Yuechen, but she didn’t expect that the moment she let go, Ming Yuechen’s hand was far away from her. It was getting farther and farther away, but after blinking, I wanted to catch him again, but I couldn’t touch the boundary anymore.
For a moment, Mo Ran didn’t know what kind of feeling emerged in her heart, she was surrounded by inexplicable emptiness, she could only stand there watching Ming Yuechen who gradually disappeared from the white light, and the thoughts tumbling in her mind Only one thing.
Fortunately, fortunately
just…
There are some things in the world, even if you have done it seriously and remembered it hard, you will still feel that you have done too little when you lose it.
It’s like the cicadas singing in summer, like the osmanthus shaking off the branches in autumn, like the snow that has scattered brilliantly in winter, when it’s about to fall, disappear, and die, I can’t wait for everything to start all over again …
The white light enveloped Ming Yuechen and finally disappeared from Mo Ran’s eyes.
Following the closing of the huge door, something hot slid down from her cheek, falling heavily in the disappearing time.