Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu - Volume 4

[Sekhmet: Curling up, being stubborn…… isn’t that just like a child? It’s so painful, I can’t bear watching… haa…]

Listening to Sekhmet calling him a child, Subaru, closed off in his shell, couldn’t help but think that maybe she was right.

Obstinate and conceited, he was stubbornly shutting out the voices around him―― but surely, his way would be the most reliable for minimizing losses.

Being granted an unlimited number of chances to rewind the world, with his life as the only price, Subaru could keep trying indefinitely. In the process, over and over, Subaru’s heart would steadily be abraded away.

But just when he was on the brink of shattering, he was given the words to make him stand again.

{――You’re my hero, Subaru-kun}

That. That was all he needed.

After his soul is finally worn to the core, if he could just hear those words with everyone there beside him―― he would be satisfied.

What’s so wrong with that?

[???: ――Baru is crying~?]

Suddenly, a child’s voice pierced through the silence of the scene as the Witches held their breaths.

Curled into a ball, Subaru felt his head being caressed by a little palm. Glancing up through his teary vision, he saw the murky shape of a tan-skinned girl.

Subaru’s gaze had landed on the “Witch of Pride”.

[Typhon: Poor Baru… he’s cry~ing. ……Who made him cry~?]

The kneeling Typhon stood up, glowering at the other wordless Witches.

A perilous gleam twirled in her eyes as she looked at each of the Witches in turn, then she raised her brows when she finally spotted Satella.

[Typhon: Tella? Tella’s here? Why? It’s been so long~]

Typhon waved as she called to Satella, but the war-like gleam in her eyes hadn’t diminished. Seeing this, the first to address her was Sekhmet, who spilled a languid sigh as she sat up.

[Sekhmet: Typhon……haa… He’s a bit occupied at the moment, huu… Don’t bother the boy, haa. Come here… huu…]

[Typhon: Mama… did you do something bad to Baru? Mama… are you a sinner too~?]

[Sekhmet: Your mother… haa… doesn’t have the energy to be a bad person, huu… I wouldn’t want to give myself more work, and I wouldn’t want to give you more work either, haa]

Typhon gave a little nod at Sekhmet’s answer, but showed no intention of moving away from Subaru like she was told. Instead, she turned to Minerva,

[Typhon: Nerva~~? Did you bully Ba…… nah~]

[Minerva: How come you’re not asking me? It’s not that absurd? It’s not like I only ever go around healing people, sometimes I get carried away and abuse people emotionally too, you know…… I mean, I… can hurt, people…… too, sometimes…]

[Echidona: When your face turns blue just thinking about it, it’s kind of hard to imagine any violence coming from you…]

Echidona shrugged, teasing Minerva for her unconvincing reply. Minerva shot her a sharp glare, while Typhon also followed her gaze, turning to Echidona as her childish face twisted into a frown.

[Typhon: So it’s Dona. Dona, you did something bad again, didn’t you~? Dona… are you a sinner~?]

[Echidona: Now why did that sound like a conclusion rather than a question when you’re asking me? I think I should have a word with the one who raised you about that. So, what do you have to say?]

[Sekhmet: It’s to do with your daily behavior… haa…]

Saying this, Sekhmet languorously held her hand to her forehead. Without leaving Subaru’s side, Typhon was still intently searching for the “Sinner who made Subaru cry”.

Seeing the small Witch like this, Echidona narrowed her eyes, muttering [Anyway…],

[Echidona: Now that Typhon’s here, we almost have everyone. If Daphne shows up as well, it’ll be just like 400 years ago……]

[????: Did.. someone just call for Daphne…?]

In response to Echidona’s remark, a pitch-black coffin abruptly appeared on the meadow.

Inside, with her entire body in bondage and her eyes covered by blindfolds, was the Witch of Gluttony, Daphne.

She made a little twitch with her nose, as if sniffing out all the people present.

[Daphne: Not just Subaruun… Tella-Tella’s here too? Woaaaw… All seven Witches of Sin are here, even the Sage-candidate too……]

[Echidona: Daphne. ――He’s… not there yet]

[Daphne: ……Aaah~, really? Sorry… Anyway…… sniff~ sniff~~ I smell something salty… is someone crying? Is it Neru-Neru?]

Without the slightest regard for the mood, Daphne went on poking at the tense situation in her dopey tone.

To have all seven Witches, including Satella, gathered in the Dream Citadel must’ve been a rare sight even during the golden age of Witches 400 years ago.

With the seven Witches who by themselves had once plunged the world into chaos―― assembled now, in this scene set to explode, was enough power to reshape the world.

The Witch of Pride, seeking to pass judgment upon the one who made the young boy cry.

The Witch of Wrath, clenching her fists, aiming to fulfill the wish of the close friend at her side.

The Witch of Sloth, watching everyone’s every move, ready to crush any who would break the peace.

The Witch of Lust, keeping her uninvolved demeanor, preparing to protect herself should the situation set off.

The Witch of Gluttony, having already lost interest in what was happening around her, now agonizing over whose fingers to munch on to stave off her hunger.

The Witch of Greed, directing her hostility toward one particular Witch, while her eyes went on brimming with curiosity at just how this tea party shall unfold.

And, the one who was not the Witch of Envy, but Satella――

[Satella: I, love you. ――Because you gave me light. It was you who took me by the hand, and showed me the world outside. In the nights when I was lonely and afraid, you held my hand. And when I was all alone, you kissed me on the lips and told me that I wasn’t. You’ve given me so, so much. ……That’s why, I love you. Because you… you gave me everything]

[Subaru: ――――]

Subaru couldn’t recall doing a single thing that Satella had whispered.

He had no part in it, it had nothing to do with him. Whether it was meeting Satella, trading words with her, or sharing a single feeling of warmth. Everything she said had been the product of her delusions. The arrayed, empty fantasies of a woman crazed with longing.

That was how it should be. And yet, “Natsuki Subaru” remembered.

[Subaru: Why is this…… inside me, what is this? I don’t want this feeling. Don’t try to bind me… with memories that can’t exist…… you… you… I…… tk]

“I hate you”, was all he needed to say.

All he had to do was stab the girl who offered him these feelings with the fact that he didn’t have the slightest affection for her. Once he does, he would be able to see the look on the face of the one who had selfishly sought to warp his heart. Surely, it would be an expression magnificently twisted by heartbreak.

――”But, how could you do that to her?”

[Typhon: Baru?]

[Sekhmet: Oh, kid……]

[Camilla: H-he’s……]

[Minerva: You…… tch]

[Daphne: Subaruun?]

[Echidona: ――Ah, well that’s one option… Natsuki Subaru]

As the Witches called to Subaru in turn, Echidona gave a small nod at this outcome.

[Subaru: ――gh, bhu]

――Just like this, curled up on the ground, Subaru had bitten off his own tongue.

Cornered by the Witches, he didn’t know what was anything anymore.

With his heart on the brink of twisting, what was left for him to do when even his will was no longer his own?

If it was just something he couldn’t accept, he could have rejected it and it would’ve been fine.

But, in front of Satella, when even his rejection was being turned into acceptance―― that was truly terrifying.

――Now, just what would happen if you lose your life in a dream?