Ring Of Chaos - Chapter 192 line

Lina

Since I was a kid, I’ve been waiting for my dad with my mom

Dreams have been making me stay up all night , looking at the sky and praying to see him

To touch him to hold him, I felt like I wanted him to carry me

The kids around me all had both parents. I was the only one without a father

All their father’s played with them

And I didn’t have a father to play with me

I was dreaming of the day I’d meet my father

I hope he’s handsome to deserve my beautiful mother

But to Be nice from inside and out

To hold me in his hand and call me, my angel

But after I met him

My mother was killed because of something he had

Since that day

My life has changed

Everything’s changed

I started running away

I started hiding

I hated my father since that moment. I didn’t want him to return any more

He took the smile off my face

Until I met the Joker

He took care of me. He taught me how to live, not by words, but by actions

He held my hand and took me out of danger with a smile on his face

He was looking after me and telling me

That the strong people are the ones who survive

So I got stronger so I can stay by his side

I loved him more than anything in the world

I loved him more than anyone I’ve ever known. I liked his courage, his intelligence, his wicked behavior, his strange behavior

The blows that hacked my body were really painful

But what was more painful than it was the Joker’s desperate eyes

He doesn’t know what to do

He can’t do anything

He sees me die in front of his eyes

But can’t save me

It’s the second time I see him like this

I wanted to tell him that it wasn’t his fault

He made my miserable life happy for a while, so I was grateful to him

I was happy to have him around, making my dark life beautiful and nice

He made the world full of colors in my eyes for the first time

When he was smiling, I felt alive when he was talking to me, that was all I wanted

When he was carrying me and taking care of me when I was sick, I felt like I was in heaven

He was the one I’ve been waiting for since I was a little girl

He is everything to tome

When I looked at his naked muscle-filled body, without him noticing i smiled

He was full of scars and traces of war. His body was sexy and powerful

I remember all the moments we shared together

How happy i was with him

Now, when I look in his eyes that is sinking with grief. I Can feel my weakness and I wanted to cry

I want to tell him not to be sad that I didn’t die because of him

I don’t want him losing himself because of me

And because of this fucking traitor

I didn’t think it was important that I went to my thoughts to be him.

I didn’t expect him to be like this . There’s something wrong here

There’s something different about him

His eyes and the way he looks at me

Is there someone who can act that good?

But who cares now?

I don’t know how much hole he had made in the leader’s heart

But I’m sure that’s old enough to swallow the world

A degree that made his eyes never close

As I remember everything

I still don’t know what I can do right now

Can I stand on my feet and head over to him and whisper in his ear?

Don’t be sad it’s not your fault

I was happy enough with him and I don’t want much

He’s the only one who made me smile with all my heart

I’m not asking him to save me

I’m ask him to save himself

I didn’t expect that after I got the map part to stop moving

For Zed to stops, too

The leader stopped moving and talking as well

The only one who came near me laughing and talking

As He telling us that this was his plan from the beginning to get here for the remaining part of the map

I was surprised by those words. I couldn’t believe my ear

And I couldn’t believe myself

Am I dreaming?

Is this just a nightmare?

I thought it was a joke

But it wasn’t a joke

It’s true

A fact I knew after he told me that he was taking me and the map part with him

A fact I knew after I spit in his face

His looks changed as if he was a different person from the beginning

As he hacked his black dagger in my body

I knewIthis wasn’t a dream because of the pain and fear I’m feeling right now

The traitor from the very beginning was Shard

The Basterd that fooled everyone

That son of a bitch made us think he’s the big brother who was scared for us

But actually

He was just a crazy lunatic. I didn’t think he was gonna do this.

I was looking at the leader as I was thinking about all of this

How does he feel now?

He’s definitely in pain

But I couldn’t think of anything else after that

Because the pain in my body was stronger than any other pain

I was so hurt why I do I always have to hurt like this

Why can’t I rest?

Why?

after I completely lost all my energy

As blood came out of my body with my last scream

Everything suddenly turned black all around me , there’s no more light around me

Darkness is the worst thing in this world

And death is worse than it because it’s complete darkness forever

A sign came up in front of me

u003cthe retrievel is complete.u003e

Done.