Rivals Fight Each Other Daily - Chapter 33.
After the New Year’s Day, Xiao Can clearly felt that Chu Huaiying was slightly different.
This change is not so gentle. She is a very sensitive person, and she is especially good at capturing tiny details from Chu Huaiying’s every move. Therefore, she almost avoids her outstretched hand for the first time. I understand everything.
Chu Huaiying seems to be… a little bit avoiding her?
The small details in the next few days proved that this was not a self-denial caused by Xiao Can’s recent abnormal state.
Whether it is the hand that subconsciously stretches out but immediately retracts, the distance that is deliberately created when walking and walking, or the gaze that has been looking at her, but suddenly dodges when looking at each other…
All of this is silently telling something.
Xiao Can is not a good temper. She is an arrogant and stubborn person. Everything she possesses makes her proud enough.
Chu Huaiying is probably a special case for her. They met too early and the bond was so deep that she didn’t even put each other in the position of ordinary friends.
She would take off her perfect makeup, and behave like a spoiler at Chu Huaiying. Outside, she is a mature and elegant queen, but in front of Chu Huaiying, she is just a child who has not grown up.
It’s like… back home.
Probably in her heart, Chu Huaiying has always been special. Xiao Can thought sullenly.
She is not a stubborn person, if she changes other people, she must have left at this moment and will no longer communicate with that person.
But this person happened to be Chu Huaiying, like a fake replacement. Therefore, Xiao Can could only save the last bit of face from Jiang, like a **** child, and stopped talking to Chu Huaiying.
It is only because it is Chu Huaiying that she will use this naive way to resist silently, instead of choosing to leave indifferently.
In the activities of the next few days, because of Chu Huaiying’s cold treatment, Xiao Can was like a little beast that had wilted, and the whole person was shocked.
The director’s eyes are like a torch, and he sees the undercurrent surging between the two. For fear that the two great gods will not be able to shoot after they fall out, he deliberately takes care of them when arranging the event.
In this way, the two “best cp”, who had their own minds at a stalemate, ushered in their first holiday.
At the end of the first phase of the event, the film crew needs a few days to produce the program. In addition, just after the New Year, it’s not appropriate to still hold others. The director simply gave the five teams a holiday and stayed in the group to supervise the unfinished part of the program.
When he heard the news, everyone who had just got off the bus cheered, like a life imprisoned prisoner who suddenly received an amnesty, more happier than earning tens of millions.
But Xiao Can was a little uninterested. Xiao’s father and Xiao’s mother knew that neither she nor Chu Huaiying could spend the New Year at home, so they packed up and went abroad for a long time. The servant hired was also put on leave, and now the house is empty and there is no one.
According to the usual practice, if she and Chu Huaiying have no one in one of them during the holidays, they have all been to the other’s house. The parents of the two sides have a good relationship, so even if the two of them were turned upside down when they were young, the foster care is still in foster care, and it continues to this day.
But this year…
Xiao Can pursed her lips, her eyes drifting quietly towards Chu Huaiying.
Chu Huaiying happened to be looking at her too, and the two of them looked at each other. Chu Huaiying stopped and avoided Xiao Can’s.
“…I have something to do for a while. I won’t go with you. You can drive away.” Chu Huaiying lowered her eyes, no one could see her eyes clearly.
Xiao Can froze, feeling that a certain part of her body seemed to be torn open. The cold winter wind poured into her chest without mercy, making her whole body numb.
She struggled to laugh, but she seemed a little sad and couldn’t laugh anymore. She only pulled the corners of her lips and said to Chu Huaiying:
“It’s a coincidence, Fan Lu is also looking for me for something. You can drive away, and Fan Lu will pick me up.”
Xiao Can can’t say anything else, just feels so sad. She admitted that she really cares about Chu Huaiying, but she must also admit that the other party doesn’t seem to care about her the same.
Chu Huaiying has always been loved by Xiao’s mother. This time they traveled abroad, it is absolutely impossible not to tell Chu Huaiying. Then, she definitely knew that there was no one in the Xiao family now.
There is no one in the Xiao family for the celebration of the New Year. Where else can Xiao Can go if he doesn’t go to the Chu family?
But Chu Huaiying had already said so, it was a blatant and naked refusal. Chu Huaiying didn’t want to be on the same road with her, maybe even… didn’t want her to go to Chu’s house.
Thinking of this, Xiao Can’s heart sore uncomfortably, making her almost unable to breathe.
She trembled and took a few deep breaths, forced herself to squeeze out a smile that wasn’t very nice, turned and left, without looking at Chu Huaiying again.
Chu Huaiying didn’t feel well either, and now she didn’t really listen to her master’s words, and when she saw Xiao Can, she cheered and rushed. She was almost unable to control herself, and couldn’t help but want to touch the person she was thinking of.
How can she dare to get in touch with Xiao Can again?
Chu Huaiying was terribly scared. She was afraid that Xiao Can would see it through, that Xiao Can would be disgusted, and that Xiao Can would be like this and would never leave without looking back.
Their relationship is further paradise, and a step back is an abyss.
She was terrified of falling off the cliff, terrified of being overwhelmed, so she chose to stand still, hide, hide, and look up on the island where the sky and the earth meet.
Chu Huaiying’s eyes were a little dark, she still didn’t sleep well last night, plus she didn’t eat breakfast, now she is very dizzy. The lack of energy for the brain prevented her from being able to thoroughly understand the rationality of Xiao Can’s remarks just now. She believed this lame excuse and left with a pale face.
Fortunately, during the Spring Festival, there are not many vehicles on the road. Chu Huaiying took a sigh of relief and drove home like crazy.
She has always been calm and self-sufficient, and never thought that one day she would be influenced by emotions. But now she feels like a drowning in the sea, a huge wave of emotions roaring, swallowing and drowning her.
Chu Huaiying’s condition became worse because of this, she grabbed her cold fingers and stepped on the accelerator again.
Those unspeakable emotions were all vented in the roar of the car engine. She drove the car alone, galloping in the direction of the Chu family.
In half an hour’s journey, Chu Huaiying arrived in just a quarter of an hour. After she parked the car, she almost couldn’t support her body, so she could only lean on the door, trembling her fingers to open the door with the key.
Chu’s father and Chu mother were still abroad and could not come back. Only Chu Huaijing, who had just finished filming, was the only one at home. She opened the door and saw her younger brother sitting on the sofa teasing with milk tea at a glance.
At this time, she had almost used up all the remaining strength. She strengthened her figure, stumbled towards the sofa, and then plunged in.
Chu Huaijing sensed that his sister’s condition was a bit wrong, rubbed the head of the milk tea, and motioned for her to go out to play. The milk tea ran away obediently, and then he turned his head and stared at Chu Huaiying with his eyebrows.
Chu Huaiying seemed to feel the gaze cast by Chu Huaijing, but still kept the posture of covering his eyes with the palm of his hand, without moving.
After a long time, she finally put down her hand and asked Chu Huaijing dumbly:
“…Is there any smoke?”
Her voice was choked.
Chu Huaijing was taken aback for a moment, without speaking, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed it to her.
Since childhood, he has never seen Chu Huaiying smoke.
Probably nicotine can really calm people’s nerves. After Chu Huaiying finished smoking a cigarette, she finally calmed down and was able to speak normally.
Since she drove home, her voice has choked badly, and now she is basically dumb, speaking very hard.
“I… like someone I shouldn’t like.”
Chu Huaijing had just smoked a cigarette with her. At this time, she crushed the cigarette **** and asked her calmly, “Xiao Can?”
Chu Huaiying was silent for a moment, and finally nodded gently.
“Why shouldn’t you like it? Because you are all women?”
This sentence suddenly hit Chu Huaiying’s pain point. She was speechless again, feeling that something was stuck in her throat, sore and swollen, and she was almost unable to breathe.
She suddenly wanted to cry.
Because we are all women, because she is so good, because Aunt An and Uncle Xiao are so good to me…
When Chu Huaiying was young, Chu’s father and mother were too busy, always flying around the world. At that time, Chu Huaijing was just born and couldn’t do without his mother. Chu’s mother could only take him by her side, but Chu’s mother alone could not take care of the two children, and Chu’s father’s team was all men, so it was too inconvenient to take care of the little girl.
So Chu Huaiying was entrusted to the Xiao family next door. She lived in Xiao’s house most of the year.
Mother Xiao always liked Chu Huaiying, and Father Xiao also liked this well-behaved little girl very much. The husband and wife regarded Chu Huaiying as their own daughters and pampered him. Anything that Xiao Can has, Chu Huaiying must have. Even she would get more than Xiao Can.
Therefore, Chu Huaiying’s heart is even more uncomfortable now.
They take care of themselves as their relatives, but they have such thoughts towards Xiao Can…
How can she be worthy of Aunt An and Uncle Xiao?
Chu Huaiying’s breathing was trembling, and she lit a cigarette again.
Chu Huaijing knew that she had gotten into the deadlock, so she could only try to enlighten her slowly:
“Then how do you know if Xiao Can likes you? What if she likes you too?”
Chu Huaiying leaned into the sofa and stared at the ceiling in a daze.
“I have no idea…”
I don’t dare to know…
“I think she likes you too. Even if she doesn’t like you, she has a good impression of you. Why not try?” Chu Huaijing recalled the interaction between the two on the set, and felt that this was not Chu Huaiying’s wishful thinking. Unrequited love.
Chu Huaiying heard the words, her eyes flushed suddenly. She bit her lip tightly, trying to keep herself from crying.
If it were someone else, Chu Huaiying would definitely do everything possible to make the other person fall in love with her as well.
But by the way… this partner is Xiao Can.
In Chu Huaiying’s heart, Xiao Can was the only light that could illuminate her.
So… if Xiao Can’s orientation is normal, rather than bend her, let her and herself walk on this irresistible and shameless road, Chu Huaiying hopes she can fall in love with someone who loves her like herself. Accept the blessings of all people in the world, and walk through life peacefully and joyfully.