Rose with Snow - Chapter 125
When the soles of her feet touched the ground again, Song Yingshi raised her eyes and looked around quietly.
Her place is exactly the same as her own bedroom, and even the tilt of the vanity mirror is her daily habit angle. There are fresh cut flowers on the table, which should be cut by Xu Conghan himself.
The system said: “I didn’t lie to you, except that there is no Huaxu, your life will not change.”
Song Yingshi lowered her eyebrows and said nothing.
Last night, after she made up her mind that she wanted Huaixu to live, she regretted it the next second. Two years is not too much. Go now, let her be willing.
Song Yingshi had personally experienced how much energy the system had given her in the past, so when she was fighting against them now, Song Yingshi knew best how terrifying the system was.
Before this mysterious power, Song Yingshi knew that there was little hope, but she couldn’t help but take a chance. In case the system is lying…
At this time, the system seemed to see the ghosts of her thoughts, and went online again to lobby.
It is bittersweet:
“I won’t let you go back to your previous life, you will still live as you do now, and I won’t touch your memory again, the only difference is that there is no Huaxu.”
Song Yingshi didn’t completely calm down, she was silently wiping away her tears, when she heard this sentence, she was overwhelmed by emotion and went online, and her eyes changed slightly.
Meaning, she won’t go back to the world of her previous life and just strip Huaixu from her world? In other words, then Huaixu must be the same, but she is lost in the world.
This result was much better than the worst situation she expected, but Song Yingshi felt an indescribable sense of disobedience.
The system continues to say:
“It’s not just Huaixu, you also save yourself by leaving her. In Song Ying, you lived to 24 years old in your last life. You can live a long time in this life. I have always been good to you.”
Song Yingshi felt more and more strange in her heart. She suppressed her emotions and pretended to be sad:
“Let me think about it again, in short, I can’t just watch Huaixu die.”
There is satisfaction in the tone of the system:
“That’s right. I’m not forcing you. We are all for the good of Huaixu. You don’t have to be like an enemy, but I hope you decide as soon as possible. This is only good for you and Huaixu.”
Song Yingshi turned and said, “You said you’ve always been good to me, so why did you let me die at the age of 24 in my last life? You did it, right?”
System shirk responsibility:
“It’s not my subjective consciousness, but it’s really because of me. I won’t be in this life, don’t worry.”
Song Yingshi nodded and said, “You are so good to Huai Xu, so why didn’t you follow Huaixu before? Do you just trust her like this?”
She paused, as if casually saying: “You still left a plug-in on me, where did the body go during this time?”
The system’s tone is as usual: “The upgrade has gone.”
Song Yingshi’s expression did not change, and she quickly came to a conclusion.
That is to say, her death in her previous life was not caused by the subjective consciousness of the system, but was related to the system. The hidden implication is that the system is also influenced by something, it is not as omnipotent as it seems.
The second is that during this period of time, the system was not bound to Huaixu, but left Huaixu. As for whether the reason was an upgrade… Song Yingshi put a question mark first.
Because Song Yingshi asked Huai Xu before going to bed, Huai Xu said that she didn’t know the system existed in her previous life. But looking at the meaning of the system’s words, it has been secretly controlling Huaixu’s life in its previous life, quietly changing Huaixu’s future until Huaixu’s death.
It can be seen that the system has a strong desire to control Huaixu, but it has never taken tough measures against her.
Based on the logic of its behavior, if it is not a last resort, it will not leave Huaixu for a few months, and let Huaixu despise it and it has developed to such a point.
If the system upgrade had to be focused, it would be impossible to put System R on Song Yingshi. If its so-called upgrade has room to spare, then its first choice is definitely to monitor and correct Huai Xu’s whereabouts.
It can be said that the system said “upgrade” has its own paradox.
It’s lying, or hiding part of the truth.
Song Yingshi’s head turned rapidly, and after drawing some conclusions, she kept throwing a second question to herself:
What exactly is the system?
It is assertive and controlling, it thinks that it is “pampering” for Huai Xu, picks Fu Shu and others, and is extremely repulsive to Song Yingshi, who is a homosexual with Xu Xu, and once Song Yingshi expresses that she wants to leave for the good of Hua Xu With Xu’s meaning, the system immediately became friendly and kind.
Various keywords make this image have a strong sense of sight——
parents.
In reality, those who oppose homosexuality and their daughters are better parents than women as long as they are any men.
Because the system has always used a female voice, Song Yingshi temporarily regarded it as a female versus “mother” role.
Song Yingshi seemed to have caught something.
The system is still urging: “You make a decision quickly.”
Song Yingshi took a breath and smiled, “I was thinking, if I leave Huaixu, who else will be by her side?”
“What do you mean?”
In the dark night, Song Yingshi looked at Huaixu, who fell asleep, and her heart slowly followed her breathing and calmed down, like a slow flow of magma, and her composure was about to burst into high and burning energy.
Her eyes were bright, and her expression was hesitant:
“If I’m gone, who else is she? Huaixu has no family, and I’ve never heard her mention her parents…”
This sentence was used to deceive the system, but when Song Yingshi spoke, her heart throbbed.
She had never heard Huaixu mention her parents, and she heard Director Wu mention it once, saying that Huaixu’s family died when she was very young. At that time, Huaixu was still young and probably didn’t have much memory. She grew up relying on neighborhood committees, good policies and a legacy.
Now that I think about it, it is doubtful that she was not adopted when she was a child. And the existence of the system explains all this, it is making trouble from it, making Huaixu grow up alone. In other words, let Huaixu grow up with it.
The system’s voice was disdainful: “And me, I will always be with her.”
Song Yingshi licked her dry lips and said in a small voice, “But parents and families are different…”
The system impatiently argued with her: “I am her family. I have been with her since she was a child. It’s not your turn to worry so much about the first come and the last. Now that you leave is to fulfill us.”
Song Yingshi said quickly: “Then what would you tell her to do? Find another man? In the original novel, it’s useless for the heroine to marry the hero. She still died at the age of 28.”
“That’s because there is no me!” The system’s voice suddenly rose, “Huai Xu in the last life could not die, she chose—”
“So it was just a coincidence that the 28-year-old died.”
A calm female voice interrupted the system, and its shrill sound came to an abrupt end.
When the system was in shock, Song Yingshi calmly and indifferently recounted her analysis:
“The original book is the original book, and the previous life could have changed the fate of early death, but Huaixu happened to choose to be 28 years old. That is to say, the so-called ten years is just another lie for you. Since you told me to leave for Huaixu’s life, then I guess you also did something to Huai Xu. You also asked her directly? No… This trick doesn’t work for her. “
Song Yingshi managed the center line of her mind as she spoke. She remembered that the afternoon when Huaixu regained all her memories was abnormal, and suddenly murmured:
“At that time, she knew that she died at the age of 28. She was so sensitive, she must have thought more… Maybe, it wasn’t because she thought too much, but you woke up at that time, but you didn’t make a sound and gave her psychological hints secretly. , intimidate.”
If the system really did this, Song Yingshi would not be surprised at all. She basically determined the identity of the “mother” in the system, just like dealing with disobedient children, incompetent parents always have to hit a stick to a jujube, and a small shock will make Huaixu more obedient.
As Song Yingshi said all this in a slow voice, the system immediately became speechless.
How did Song Yingshi do it? Even its hints to Huaixu have been guessed almost…
That’s right, the system woke up when Huai Xu gained complete memory. Huaixu was not prepared for it when she didn’t know it existed, and a little hint would not alarm her. In addition, she also changed the ending of the original heroine’s death in a car accident to a tsunami death. But now it can’t be done, Huaixu is very guarded against it.
And all of this, Song Yingshi could guess just by guessing, and her understanding and grasp of Huaixu and even it was extraordinary.
It seems that there is a pair of eyes looking through the void and seeing it straight through. This feeling is not good, as if the initiative will be lost in the next second.
The system’s scalp was numb, and it became urgent. Song Yingshi had to be sent away as soon as possible!
This time, it wasn’t because of Huai Xu, but because of herself. In just a few words, Song Yingshi had seen through it so much. If she didn’t leave, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Song Yingshi rubbed these key orifices, and had a vague guess in her heart, she asked in a low voice:
“Tell me, I must leave the reason.”
The system was silent for a while, and the mechanical sound lost its ups and downs:
“Have you ever thought about where you get your life value from?”
The guess was confirmed, Song Yingshi’s pupils shrank.
“You should have died in that world. I brought you back, and it was also that I took the life value of Huaixu and delivered it to you.”
“You must have thought about why your tasks are all related to Huaixu. You are so smart, you may have guessed that every hour of your life comes from Huaixu, and you exchange 10,000h for permanent life, which is essentially an invisible, Connected to the two of you. The extra day you live, Huaixu’s one day less. Now that you know the truth, it’s better not to know.”
“As long as you leave this world, the life value will stop. You can think of it as a… in the mirror world, you are the ‘woman’ in the mirror, and you can live as long as you live outside the mirror.”
Ten years is a clumsy and despicable lie, but the truth is so much better.
The system shut its mouth and simply let Song Yingshi see it for herself.
Song Yingshi fluttered her eyelashes and lowered her eyes to see that a thin tube was attached to her and Huaixu’s hearts.
It agitated every now and then, and swallowed something flowing from Huaixu’s body before giving it to Song Yingshi.
Even if she had guessed it, she had heard the truth. When she witnessed this scene with her own eyes, Song Yingshi’s mind was pounding and her ears were ringing.
There were too many pictures flashing in front of her eyes, too many entanglements with Huai Xu doing tasks in the past, but she couldn’t see a single scene clearly.
In the dim light, when the system saw Song Ying, the light in his eyes went out little by little, and when he heard Song Ying, his heart was broken.
It can’t help but give birth to a touch of cold sympathy.
But the system didn’t know that Song Yingshi’s eyes were wide open, so hard that her eyes became numb, and she kept the scene in front of her in her heart.
She felt guilty, remorseful, painful, and distressed, but she did not forget the ultimate reason for all this.
It was the system who threw her into another world on its own initiative, so that she died inexplicably, and then the system used Huaixu’s HP to save her, and now it uses this as an excuse to let Song Yingshi leave. .
She and Huaixu account are one thing, and the system is another!
The more turbulent the love and hatred in Song Yingshi’s heart, the more peaceful the face.
She even curled her lips:
“I will leave.”
She has found something to do and will not delay.
The system can’t wait: “When?”
Song Yingshi got into Huaixu’s arms, hugged her, and leaned over gently. Huaixu hugged her tighter in her sleep.
“Let me sleep again.”
Let her hold her for a while longer.
The system got a satisfactory answer and fell silent.
Song Yingshi closed her eyes and rested herself, reluctant to fall asleep.
She smelled the faint and cold fragrance of Huaixu, and talked with the system from beginning to end over and over again, until the cat finally slept peacefully beside Huaixu for half an hour.
Wake up again, it’s past five in the morning.
Before Song Yingshi left, he left a note for Huai Xu and wrote eight words.
Live well, wait for me to come back
The system smiled approvingly: “It’s best to deceive her like this, so that she won’t think about it anymore. You think about Huaixu, I really like you more and more.”
Song Yingshi also laughed.
Only she herself knew that she didn’t lie to Huaixu.
She will be back.
after killing the system.
Killing the system sounds like a fantasy.
The system’s ability is detached, and it has absolute perception and control over them, and the positions of the two parties are not equal.
Even Song Yingshi couldn’t bring this plan to mind, otherwise it would be read by the system, let alone tell Huaixu. Under the close control of the system, she could only leave silently.
But at the same time, Song Yingshi saw hope when the system exposed weaknesses in the conversation.
As long as there is hope, she will dare to fight, no matter how long it will take or what the price will be.
Currently known:
In most cases, the system can act recklessly, but what it will be affected or inhibited may come from certain rules, or it may come from… Huaixu, the host.
The system went offline for a while after Huai Xu was reborn. It lied under the pretext of “escalation”, and no matter what the truth was, it sent a signal to Song Yingshi that the system had scruples.
It is not invincible, it will cover up the fact when it is scruples about threats from her.
The system cares about her, hates her, but still wants to save her, and arranges System R to let her **** the life points of Huaxu, how funny. The only explanation for this phenomenon is that her presence is necessary for the system.
And the system went online again, before and after Huai Xu and her remembered everything. The information revealed behind this is very important. Song Yingshi had several ideas, but no conclusion.
There is still too little information.
Song Yingshi sighed leisurely.
Suddenly there was Xu Conghan’s call from outside, Song Ying lost her mind for a while, and couldn’t tell the truth from the fake.
The system said: “These are all true, you don’t have to be suspicious, live your life with peace of mind, find a good man and marry.”
Song Yingshi said calmly, “I’ll keep Huai Xu as a widow.”
“…”
The system endured and said: “I’m leaving, I won’t come to see you in the future, and you don’t want to see me.”
Song Yingshi smiled: “Am I so narrow-minded? You don’t want to leave me here alone, do you? It’s you who made me wrong.”
In the end, the two parties decided that the system would respond to Song Yingshi once a month.
After the system was about to leave, he was stopped again.
Song Yingshi said leisurely, “Wait, what are you anxious about?”
“What’s the matter with you?”
Song Yingshi went to the small study and picked up the pen: “Can you bring the entity back? I’ll write a letter to Huaixu and take it back with you.”
“what?”
“Haven’t you played traveling frog? I have to send something to Teacher Huai when I go out.”
“When you are traveling!”
Song Yingshi said innocently: “I only promised you to separate, but I didn’t promise you to cut off contact. Besides, you didn’t ask for it.”
The system’s forehead cramps: “I can’t bring the entity, I can dictate what you have to say.”
Song Yingshi thought for a while, and then said seriously, “Then tell her, I’ll be a widow for her, and let her not forget to copy her homework.”
The system estimated that it was speechless, and went offline without saying a word, leaving the so-called mirror world.
The expression on Song Yingshi’s face subsided for a moment.
She glanced out the window, the sky was high and the clouds were clear, the leaves were swirling and falling, everything was vivid and real.
Walking out of the small study, Xu Conghan was waiting for her to eat fruit together, and read the new product brochure from the brand.
Xu Conghan saw her and said with a smile: “Come and see, Xiao Shi, aren’t you going to go to the concert with the little girls when you look back? I ordered some clothes now, so I can use them in time. Your SRG is so popular now, my daughter must beautiful.”
Song Yingshi was stunned and walked over quickly: “SRG…”
Xu Conghan said, covering his lips: “You squad leader, you can’t hear anything else as soon as you hear the group name. The six of you have such a good relationship?”
six.
Song Yingshi’s expression darkened.
She pursed her lips, took out her phone, and searched for their SRG.
Today is August 10th. It has been 10 days since SRG debuted from “The Star of Chunye”, and they have just finished their graduation.
Every name in the debut list is very familiar, but the number of debuts has changed from 7 to 6. The much-anticipated and C-ranked debut lead singer has disappeared in this world.
August 10, outside the mirror.
Rong Yi and Wan Jiao looked at Huai Xu in front of the hospital bed.
Huai Xu’s face was pale, her lips were bloodless, and the blue blood vessels under her fair skin showed a sense of fragility, which made people speak lightly, lest they disturb her.
“Why did it burn to 39 degrees all of a sudden…”
“If it wasn’t like this in Chunye, Asu couldn’t get tired.”
“Isn’t the fever gone, why no one wakes up?”
I came to visit the two of them and talked in a low voice. Finally, seeing that the person on the bed was still awake, he gently exited the ward.
After more than ten minutes, Huaixu’s eyelashes trembled, and she slowly opened her eyes.
The eyes were pale.
Huaixu looked at the ceiling for a long time.
The system said carefully: “Huai Xu, have you calmed down?”
Huaixu didn’t answer, and the system didn’t get angry. Yesterday, Huaixu suddenly fell ill and scared it. At this time, it was extremely tolerant towards the patient. G.
“Song Yingshi is very free in the mirror world. She left you a note to let you live a good life. Don’t forget it. If you don’t listen to me, always listen to her, right?”
Huaixu’s eyes moved like amber, her throat was dry and said:
“anything else?”
“Um?”
“What else did she say when you sent her away?”
The system remembered the sentence of widowhood and hesitated.
“Gone.”