Running Snail - Chapter 13
Wei Nan’s clinical medicine major is a five-year program, and he can only get his graduation certificate in one year. In fact, after finishing the college entrance examination at this time, it can be regarded as saying goodbye to campus life and “half graduation”. The classmates who have been together for four years are about to be separated, and they will go to the hospital arranged by the school for internship, and the chances of meeting each other will become less and less. The excitement after the exam was gradually replaced by the sadness of parting.
Wei Nan was born in the south and has seen the sea countless times since he was a child. He has no strong interest in seascapes and beaches. In middle school, because of the sensational “Facing the Sea, Spring Blossoms”, Wei Nan specially called Xiao Qing and Qi Juan to go sightseeing at the beach on the weekend. As a result, the spring flowers hadn’t bloomed before the beach, and the three of them had to rest first. It’s the food—the dirty water, the black sand, and a big boat, dragging a big net, fishing cans in the sea.
The sightseeing left a serious psychological shadow on Wei Nan. After that, Wei Nan felt dizzy when he saw the sea.
For some things, it is better to keep the hazy beauty in your imagination.
There are many students from the north in the class who like to watch the sea. Although Wei Nan strongly expressed his desire to climb the mountain, he was finally rejected by the monitor: “You still don’t think the exam is too exciting?” After the final vote, the destination of the graduation trip was set in Hainan.
He went back to the dormitory with Yuan Yuan and simply packed his luggage and embarked on the journey of graduation. The itinerary is to take a car to Zhanjiang first, and then take a one-hour boat to Hainan. Then came the four-day sightseeing tour of Haikou, Xinglong and Sanya.
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I got on the long-distance bus to Zhanjiang. Everyone was in high spirits. Music was played in the car. The driver said very kindly, “If you want to sing, it’s better to take a microphone. There is one in the car. It will let me sing K on the trip. Open your eyes.”
Wei Nan is the cultural and entertainment committee member of the class. He sang well and won awards. Of course, he was driven to the shelves by ducks again to be the first person to eat crabs.
In fact, Wei Nan had a bed with Yuan Yuan last night. She squeezed around and didn’t sleep well. She only drank some milk in the morning, and she was dizzy with Lu Shuangmo. Now she is very sleepy and hungry. She is in extreme condition. Decadent state. Being forced out by the crowd, Wei Nan had to pick up Mai in frustration and yawned helplessly: “What song do you want me to sing?” Yuan Yuan laughed: “Just sing Asang’s song, don’t you like her the most? ?”
Asang is Wei Nan’s favorite female singer. Her singing is always desolate and lonely, and her slightly hoarse tone can touch the softest part of the heart. More importantly, her songs can always be sung to Wei Nan. Go inside.
Standing in the aisle with the microphone, watching the green trees and flowers sliding past the car window, Wei Nan suddenly felt a little dizzy.
Without Xiao Qing and Qi Juan singing together, without the trio of sisters who had been with him for many years, Wei Nan sang alone, which always felt unnatural.
He cleared his throat with a cough, and Wei Nan’s voice was exceptionally crisp and sweet because of the lack of accompaniment, which echoed throughout the cabin through the amplification of the microphone.
“Mylove, good night, don’t be embarrassed, don’t care if I get hurt.
I want to be open and considerate, I am used to it, otherwise what can I do.
This city is too lie, love is just an expensive showcase.
Gorgeous and splendid along the road, displaying sweet fantasy.
Whoever takes it seriously will be fooled…”
After singing this, Wei Nan suddenly remembered a sentence–
“if you serious you lose.”
This is the most common sentence when arguing on the forum: “Oh, seriously, you will lose.”
Asang’s song says, “Love is just a sweet fantasy. Whoever takes it seriously will be fooled.” Isn’t it a bit similar to that common forum phrase?
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It’s a pity that many times, if you try to say not to be serious, you still can’t help being serious in your heart.
In the past love, Wei Nan felt that she was very stupid and serious, and devoted herself wholeheartedly. Different from the classmates around him who treat love as an experience, and different from the free and easy end of an experiment when they break up, Wei Nan always feels that being so serious seems so simple and ridiculous. The thread tied to the heart will always come out from time to time to severely strangle the heart. Although the thread is so small that it can’t be noticed in normal days, the forceful involvement at the critical moment can still cause severe pain. And suffocation.
That line always unknowingly reminds me of how cowardly I was in the past, unable to set aside all the cowardice of pursuing love, considering too much indecisive cowardice, and I love him in my heart but dare not step into that world. , Talking about breaking up but always can’t let go of thinking about his cowardice… In fact, in the final analysis, his high-sounding reasons are simply because of too many concerns and lack of courage. But it is too realistic, too sensible, and too cowardly.
The scene of Xu Zhiheng turning around with a smile, in Wei Nan’s memory, freezes into a vivid landscape.
It reminds the tragic end of that period of time.
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“Deal, disappointment, it will be simpler, but there are intentions and unwillingness.
This city is too disguised, love is like a neon sign.
After who left, he forgot to turn off the light and made the dream too brilliant…”
Wei Nan was still singing in high spirits, thinking about it randomly, but the car stopped suddenly.
Due to inertial inertia, Wei Nan leaned back and immediately rushed towards Yuan Yuan. Yuan Yuan did not react, and was pounced by Wei Nan and rolled to the ground with a sound of “Ouch.”
Wei Nan just opened his mouth to sing. When he fell, he swallowed half of the microphone into his mouth, and the whole body showed a very strange “swallowing microphone” posture.
The boys and girls in the car laughed together, and some even took out their cameras to take photos to commemorate this great historical moment.
Wei Nan clutched his sore mouth, gritted his teeth and stood up.
“Hahaha, Wei Nan, you are so cute, why are you so unlucky every time!”
“It’s really not easy for people to be like you! That’s called bad luck plus bad luck, bad luck squared.”
“Wei Nan, do you still remember? In your freshman year, you rode a bicycle and sang a song. That song is called “Turn”, right? We followed you all the way, and heard your singing suddenly disappeared. Turning back, I found that you turned directly into the lake. Go inside! Hahaha, I finally got you out! When I got out, there were all water plants on my head!”
“Haha, there’s more. Wei Nan discussed issues with people in the dining hall that time, but she didn’t agree with him. He turned his eyes and patted the table to stand up, but he happened to encounter a sickly table, and the picture was broken! I was ordered to compensate fifty yuan by the student union…”
“The other time, in the freshman year, I went to participate in the speech contest and waited there for a night without a turn. The organizer ran to ask the organizer. The organizer said with a smile, classmates, we don’t have number 99, you are No. 66, you have taken it down. No. 66 is long past. Why are you calling for a long time?…”
Those embarrassing incidents are already far in the past. Now that they are mentioned by the students in this atmosphere, Wei Nan remembers them one by one. I can’t help sighing in my heart: I used to be so unlucky.
However, the most vivid embarrassment in memory was the one related to Xu Zhiheng.
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At that time, Wei Nan was just in his freshman year. Because the campus was too big and the distance between the teaching building and the dormitory was too far, the freshmen would buy bicycles under the guidance of the seniors.
Wei Nan High School is very close to home and has never ridden a bicycle. With excitement, he went to buy a car with Qi Juan and Xiao Qing, and chose a light blue car, which was very beautiful. On the way back, Qi Juan’s sister was riding a bicycle and humming a song extremely chic. Xiao Qing swayed and walked along the S-shaped route tremblingly. Wei Nan shook his heart and started to pedal.
There are many raised bars at the entrance of the school, commonly known as “speed bars”. Qi Juan’s skills are so good that he “swishes” through the gap next to him. Wei Nan and Xiao Qing are novices, and they passed the speed bar with their teeth. , Xiao Qing fell off when the car was bombed. After a long time of tossing, she climbed into the car and continued riding. Wei Nan didn’t get off. He was smiling proudly there. Suddenly, a car broke out at the corner in front of——
In fact, the car was quite far away from Wei Nan’s location, so it could be avoided. But who told the owner of that car to be Wei Nan’s secret crush for many years, classmate Xu Zhiheng. Wei Nan’s palm sweated and gritted his teeth and wanted to turn. As a result, when Xu Zhiheng rode in front of him, Wei Nan just turned to the next speed bar. With a shot, Xiao Qing fell again, but Wei Nan didn’t fall, and fell straight down.
Lianren and his car were lying in front of Xu Zhiheng.
When the car was thrown to the side, Wei Nan was like a **** saluting in front of the emperor, and lying at his feet in a “five-body throwing” posture. If he shouted “Long live my emperor”, it would be in the costume court drama. The most common scene.
Xu Zhiheng braked and stopped in front of Wei Nan, glanced at her, and then smiled coldly: “It’s you again, this meeting ceremony is really great.” After finishing speaking, he rode away on his bike. Qi Juan and Xiao Qing laughed strangely beside him, Wei Nan lay there desperately pounding the ground, ah, my image, my image, all ruined in front of him!
Qi Juan said with contempt: “Get up, I don’t want to be ashamed with you.”
Wei Nan turned his head and saw that all the freshmen within a radius of 100 meters came to watch Wei Nan who was lying on the ground and beating the ground. His face was hot, and he got up like a spring and ran away while pushing the car. The speed was a cramping snail.
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Thinking of the past, Wei Nan suddenly felt that his previous self was really ridiculous, only after two years, the whole figure seemed to have completely shed a layer of skin, that layer of skin was called pure.
Perhaps Xu Zhiheng was also secretly laughing at the girl who was lying on the ground and saluting him. But then he actually took the initiative to confess, probably his head got stuck.
Thinking back to Wei Nan’s previous embarrassment, everyone in the car almost laughed.
Wei Nan stood there and laughed with them: “Hehe, that’s that. I’m so unlucky. I sucked up all the bad luck. You guys are lucky.”
Yuan Yuan laughed and leaned over: “Nan Nan, haven’t eaten in a few days? So hungry, even eat the microphone. Come, I will bite my white fingers~”
Wei Nan smiled and said, “I don’t dare to bite your pig’s feet, I’m afraid the teeth will crack.”
A burst of earth-shattering laughter broke out in the car again.
Wei Nan also smiled and returned to his seat, Yuan Yuan picked up the microphone and began to sing a bad nursery rhyme. “The banyan tree by the pond is screaming summer, and there are butterflies on the swing by the playground”, the lyrics are pretty good, but it’s a pity that it went out of tune to the Pacific Ocean, which can be called the magic sound of destroying the planet.
Happy along the way, the atmosphere in the car is warm and harmonious, without the decadence of the college entrance exam some time ago. A few days ago, my head was drooping, my eyes were dull, and there was a dark cloud above my head. It was like a declining medical school classmates. With a smile today, they had already recovered their sturdy nature. A group of boys rolled up their sleeves and sat in the back to fight the landlord. A group of girls gathered together and took out MP4 to watch the animation, singing, singing, joking and joking, and there was a “prosperity” scene in the car.
Wei Nan sat there and sighed helplessly as he watched the perverted and lovely classmates.
There may be such a sentence in medical history books a long time later-
Under the horrible academic pressure of the medical school, the students, one by one, raised their heads, absorbing the essence of perversion, and growing in a twisted direction. You twist, I twist, everyone twists is really twisted.