Running Snail - Chapter 38

Lu Shuang went to drink, Wei Nan was bored alone, driving Q to find someone to chat.

During the internship in the hospital, I also learned a little about each department. Wei Nan likes to exterminate Shitai very much. He wants to go to the cardiology surgery and follow her to the world and gradually grow in the bottom of my heart. It happened to meet Brother Ye on Q, so he sent a message. I used to consult seniors.

“Brother, do you think girls are really tired from going to surgery?”

“nonsense.”

Wei Nan really couldn’t tell whether his nonsense was an automatic reply or answering a question, so he sent another sentence: “But I found that I was very interested in what I was thinking.”

“Outside my mind? Are you crazy?”

Oh, it’s not an automatic reply. Wei Nan drank saliva and continued typing: “I am not sure which subject I will go to in the future, but I am very interested in my heart and I like Professor He very much.”

“Interest can’t be a meal. To be realistic, girls are not physically strong in surgery and have to take care of their children. I advise you to dispel this idea. Besides, Teacher He will not accept female disciples.”

“That’s it.” Wei Nan felt a little disappointed. It seemed that a tough woman like Professor He could only secretly worship, “Oh, then I’ll consider going to another subject.”

“So you like Exterminator too?”

“Well, I like it.”

“But you really don’t have the potential to be a strong woman.”

“Don’t hurt people so much…”

“I said you are very caring, it’s better to go to the pediatrics department to coax your children.”

“…I am annoyed by children crying.”

“It doesn’t matter. When you become a mother in the future, you will think, why is a child so cute when he cries?”

“…That’s still far away.”

“Is it far? I think the “spraying arrows, irrigate the heart” in your QQ signature, is not to irrigate the heart of the person you love? With the person you love, you are not far from having children. You will not be mentally ready to have children. Right?”

This brother’s thinking is too jumping. Who said that if you have someone you like, you must be ready to have a baby? Wei Nan rolled his eyes and changed the subject: “That’s right, I told my brother last time, Xiao Qing’s contact information… I don’t know, brother still remember?”

“Oh, I saw her at school yesterday. She said that her mobile phone was stolen as soon as she came to the United States and lost your contact information. I gave her your number and she will take the initiative to contact you.”

Wei Nan couldn’t help being grateful, “Thank you! Thank you so much! Tears filled my eyes!”

The reply was: “Too fake.”

When there was a knock on the door, Wei Nan had just taken a shower, turned off the computer and was blowing his hair. He stepped on slippers and ran to open the door. Zhou put the landing pair on and dragged him into the house like a dead body. Wei Nan hurriedly helped to support him, and the two helped Lu Shuang onto the bed together. Seeing Lu Shuang’s puddle of mud, Wei Nan was a little angry: “Why drink so much?”

Zhou Fang clapped his hands coolly and said: “I didn’t drink him, he seems to be in a bad mood, and he uses the drink to dissipate his sorrows.” Then he turned to go out and waved, “I’m leaving, you take good care of him. ”

After Zhou let go, Lu Shuang frowned, with an expression of pain, shouting for water. Wei Nan poured the water over to feed him. He stopped drinking and turned his head to ignore people.

Well, the alcoholic is the boss.

Wei Nan helped to take off his shirt, took off his shoes, let him lie down on the bed, covered with the quilt, just about to turn around, but he was pulled by him.

Wei Nan turned his head and saw Lu Shuang’s bright eyes fixedly staring at him, making people look like a layer of hair on their backs. His hand was so tightly held, there was a slight pain, Wei Nan frowned: “What? The water was poured for you, and you didn’t drink it.”

Lu Shuang suddenly said, “Wei Nan.”

Hearing his name whispering, Wei Nan fell silent. When he continued speaking, he didn’t expect that after Lu Shuang finished his call, he stopped talking. He only looked at her seriously. Wei Nan was very puzzled, could it be he Want to go crazy?

Lu Shuang knew very well that he was not drunk.

The girl in front of me, with bright black eyes, was also looking at herself seriously, her lips pressed gently, as if she had something to say and swallowed, her soft hair still carrying the damp moisture and the faint fragrance of shampoo. Lightly scattered on his shoulders-this is the Wei Nan he likes.

Taking advantage of the opportunity to get drunk, Lu Shuang no longer hesitated, stretched out his hand and gently hugged Wei Nan, and kissed her lips accurately when she was shocked.

“Well, what are you doing…”

The exclamation was stuck between her lips, and Lu Shuang still had no intention of letting go.

The kiss was gentle and intimate, and the faint fragrance of wine between his lips and teeth made Lu Shuang feel absent for a moment.

Suddenly I felt that the long-held depressed emotions finally found a cathartic outlet. The secrets buried deep in my heart seemed to have been unlocked, clamoring to rush out of my chest, and the fierce heartbeat sounded in the quiet space. Extraordinarily clear and true.

Wei Nan didn’t know how much she wanted to become a real couple with her.

I want to smile from the heart instead of pretending to face the bright smile of my parents. I want to think that when parents are discussing the name of the child in the future, Wei Nan can listen attentively instead of lowering his head and thinking about her Xu Zhiheng. I want to be upright and hold her hand to tell others that this is the girl I like, then turn around and kiss her hair gently. I really want to marry her home, and then accompany her to grow old slowly, and when her hair is gray, sit on a recliner with her and enjoy the sun, reminiscing about the past.

She didn’t know anything, she just thought she was a friend who would not be tempted by her…

The idea of ​​wanting her to know her own mind suddenly became so strong, so strong that it even burned her mind.

The kiss also became domineering.

As if to prove something, she put her hand on the back of her head and pulled the distance closer, and the tip of her tongue decisively pried open her slightly trembling teeth, plunged into the mouth, and slid through the soft mouth. The tongue coating and mucous membrane were intense. The friction conveys a burst of pain.

The ambiguous tuts made during the kiss were amplified in the middle of the night and echoed in my ears.

Obviously felt her trembling, as well as the desperate rejection of her hands on her chest, but she still insisted on not letting go, kissing her over and over again, intuitively conveying her heart, that kind of kiss was actually a kind of despair the taste of.

Only when he was about to suffocate, did Lu Shuang let go of his hand gently, watching her red eyes staring at him fiercely.

After a long time, “You are drunk,” she said, then turned and left.

Lu Shuang held Wei Nan again. This time he moved too fast and cruel. He even heard the sound of the pajamas being torn apart and Wei Nan’s screams–

“You are drunk! Lu Shuang!” With a sharp reprimand, his voice also cooled, “Let go.”

“I’m not drunk.” Lu Shuang smiled and lowered his voice, “I…like you.”

Because of the low voice pressure, Wei Nan even felt that those words were knocking hard in his ear like a heavy hammer, making people dizzy and buzzing in his head, as if he couldn’t hear anything. Only seeing his deep eyes fixed on himself, seeing his lips move constantly, as if saying those words over and over again–

I like you.

Then, the familiar face kept approaching, a faint smell of wine came from the tip of the nose, and the slightly hot lips pressed against his face. After gentle touch, he moved down to his lips and repeated softly against his lips: “I like you, Wei Nan, like you.”

Wei Nan stiffened and pushed him, but found that he was easily controlled by him. He turned over and was pressed on the bed, unable to move.

His voice was still echoing in his ear, as if he had suppressed too much emotion, his voice was so low and hoarse——

“I like you.”

His face was warm, as if his tears were falling, and the slightly hot temperature actually made Wei Nan’s cheek aching.

Wei Nan whispered, “Lu Shuang, don’t talk about it.”

Wei Nan thought helplessly, are we over?

The “couple” relationship that has finally been established is based on the premise of being insensitive to each other, and the purpose of deceiving both parents, and getting along harmoniously and beautifully. Two people live in the same room and don’t interfere with each other’s life, but when necessary, they catch each other to act to tide over the difficulties. When you are bored, bickering, quarreling, teasing and teasing each other, add much fun to life. When lonely, watch TV together and study the three-step method of braised pork ribs in the kitchen together——

Why do we have to involve feelings in such a warm and beautiful life?

Didn’t I ask you the day when you came home with you on your back, did you say you can’t like me? Are you not very clear about my suggestion, when it comes to love, we are really over.

When being kissed by him, Wei Nan felt a drop of hot liquid slip off his eyes.

I thought I could be with Lu You again like I did when I was a child, you teased me, I teased you, live together happily, not talking about feelings, it won’t hurt…

Only now did I realize that I was an out-and-out fool.

Closed his eyes, did not resist or respond, waiting for the long and gentle kiss to finally end, then pushed him away, straightened his clothes, and fled.

——As if nothing happened.

The door was slammed vigorously, only Lu Shuang was still lying on the bed alone, with a bitter smile from the corner of his mouth——

This scene is finally coming to an end.

Wei Nan, you are a good actor, and you will return to reality soon.

But I was too deep into the play to get out.

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In the early morning of the next day, at half past six, Wei Nan woke up automatically. During this period of time living with Lu Shuang, he used peculiar ways to destroy himself every day, causing his biological clock to finally be forcibly reversed, and he would naturally wake up at 6:30 every morning.

He ran to the bathroom to freshen up, facing the slightly swollen lips in the mirror, Wei Nan smiled helplessly and splashed his face with cold water.

When I returned to the living room, I found the milk and bread prepared on the table, and Lu Shuang who was sitting opposite and biting the bread casually.

Wei Nan walked over to him and sat down, drinking milk while watching his reaction.

After a long time, Wei Nan finally plucked up the courage and smiled pretentiously: “You were really drunk last night. You were dragged back by Zhou Fang like a corpse.”

Lu Shuang put down the bread and raised his head, seeing Wei Nan’s dodging eyes.

In fact, according to the bad ideas that are put on a weekly basis, I can easily say “Am I drunk? I don’t remember at all.” I took the absurd confession and the domineering kiss last night, and then continued to pretend to be a couple with her and continue to be with her I said in front of me that I would not like you, so I continued to pretend not to care when she led herself to red lines——

Is this the answer she was looking forward to?

“I’m not drunk.” Lu Shuang raised his head and looked straight at Wei Nan.

Wei Nan’s fingers trembled, and a few drops of milk splashed out of the cup because of the shaking, which looked particularly dazzling on the clean table.

“Really.” Wei Nan pretended to calmly replied.

At that moment, Wei Nan really hoped that Lu Shuang had lost his temper after drinking, and hoped that nothing happened, but the result was still the answer that he didn’t want to hear last night-if you were not drunk last night, if all you said were true , Then, I just want to use you who came to my parents. What qualifications do I have to stay with you?

Lu Shuang nodded, “I know exactly what I said and did last night.”

Wei Nan lowered his head and remained silent.

Such expressionless Lu Shuang suddenly made Wei Nan feel strange.

It turned out that he was also such a arrogant person, but he had curbed too much spirit in front of him. I thought that no matter what happened, he always smiled indifferently. I never thought that when he was angry it was terrible. Now, the nature is revealed… and it’s good.

“Then I will move away.” Wei Nan looked up and said without hesitation.

This is a stark rejection.

Lu Shuang’s fingers tightened fiercely, and the nails made a deep red mark in the palm of his palm.

After a long time, he whispered: “Here, you continue to live, I will find another house.”

As he said that, he got up and left, his stiff back gathered Wei Nan’s eyes.

Wei Nan suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

But… In Xu Zhiheng’s love, I almost consumed my energy. What qualifications do I have, so selfish, to occupy Lu Shuang’s wholeheartedly?

“Lu Shuang…I…” Wei Nan opened her mouth, but could not speak.

For people like him, even the word “sorry” is too cheap. What else to say? Even now, Lu Shuang, who has been concerned about my feelings, let me live in your rented house, but he wants to move out…what should I say to express my apologies?

In fact, in retrospect, he is vivid in his tenderness and thoughtfulness. He originally thought he was only acting, but how could anyone act so real? I also wondered if he liked himself, and asked cheeky. After getting his negative answer, he was relieved, but he didn’t expect that he was acting even at that moment.

In fact, he is just a person like himself, with a smiley face disguised by a mask, pretending to be too alike to distinguish true from false. After pretending for too long, in the end, I finally couldn’t bear it, and then vented out in such a fierce manner as last night. Wei Nan still remembered Lu Shuang’s gaffe last night and the tear he couldn’t help but shed. The temperature on the cheek is so hot.

He watched him wearing a tie in front of the full-length mirror with a casual look.

Wei Nan suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes.

Lu Youyou, between us, we can never go back to the past.

Because of the love you want, I can’t afford it.