Running Snail - Chapter 6

In sophomore year, Wei Nan and Xu Zhiheng were together, and they were divided in less than a month.

In the T University Campus Singer Contest that year, Xu Zhiheng led the way into the finals, and the “three sisters” combination signed by Wei Nan, Qijuan and Xiao Qing also passed all the way to the finals.

When everyone met in the background, Xu Zhiheng only greeted him with a cold face.

After he took the stage, he sang a song “The Love in My Heart” that he wrote and composed and said he would give it to his beloved girl. As soon as he said this, the screams below were deafening, and the host also cheered on stage.

Wei Nan still remembers the hot scene at the time. He looked at him through the curtain in the background. He couldn’t see his expression clearly, only his handsome back could be seen.

Xu Zhiheng’s temperament and appearance will have enough popularity wherever he goes, and of course he won the championship smoothly.

The three Wei Nan sisters finally got second. The championship trophies of previous years were handed down, and the three of them felt a little disappointed.

Wei Nan personally handed the trophy to Xu Zhiheng, and said lightly: “Congratulations.”

Xu Zhiheng accepted it blankly and said, “Thank you.”

On the way back to the dormitory at night, Xu Zhiheng blocked Wei Nan by himself, lowered his voice, and asked very tuggingly: “Student Wei Nan, what do you think of the song I sang?”

Wei Nan said politely: “It sounds nice.”

“Then give it to you.”

After speaking, he suddenly came over and kissed Wei Nan.

It was Wei Nan’s first kiss. Looking back now, I don’t remember how it felt at that time.

Because I was so shocked, I stared at the face close to my eyes with wide eyes, and felt that the whole world was spinning…

After a long time, the corners of Xu Zhiheng’s mouth curled up, and he approached Wei Nan’s ear ambiguously and said, “You are so stupid. You can’t kiss. Isn’t it the first time?”

Wei Nan flushed instantly. Because the brain received too strong stimulation, the language function was also impeded, and it became stuttering.

“you you……”

“Why, don’t you like me?”

“Uh…uh…”

“If it weren’t for you like me, why would I be idle and have nothing to do and go to any competition?”

“I……”

“Let’s be together, how?”

“…”

Thinking of himself at that time, Wei Nan really wanted to travel back through time and space to slap himself hard! ! It was so innocent and idiot. He was so frightened by the kiss that he suddenly came, and finally he didn’t know if he nodded in a daze.

In fact, in retrospect, it was a fart kiss, it was purely mouth-to-mouth, like two flat-mouthed fish.

Early the next morning, Xu Zhiheng’s bicycle stopped downstairs in Wei Nan’s dormitory.

Xu Zhiheng said indifferently: “We have been with each other for a month, if you find it inappropriate, we will divide it.”

The roommate who went downstairs smirked there, while Wei Nan stood stiffly in place.

“Speed, get in the car.”

Wei Nan’s brain was once again subjected to strong stimulation, resulting in limb movement obstacles. As a robot, he raised his hips and hands, and got into the car according to his instructions.

Driven by the duck, he sat in the back seat of his bicycle and grabbed his T-shirt tremblingly. He suddenly speeded up and scared Wei Nan to a heart attack.

The relationship began and lasted for a month.

A month later, Wei Nan said “let’s break up.”

His face was calm as if he heard “eat rice”.

He only nodded slightly, which was a promise.

Wei Nan knows who Xu Zhiheng is.

During the month we were together, I thoroughly saw the essence through the phenomenon.

How many girlfriends he has had from high school to university, Wei Nan can’t count his ten fingers. Xu Zhiheng even showed her pictures of those people, so she can hold an exhibition. For those photos, Wei Nan only I can sigh up to the sky, ohmygod.

He changed his girlfriend for special services, like changing clothes, “Women are like clothes, brothers are like siblings”, which is very applicable to him.

——Yes, he has brothers who sympathize with brothers.

They are all gangsters in the society. They are idle all day long. If they are bored, they spend the night in Internet cafes. There is no shortage of eating, drinking, prostitution and gambling. Not grabbing money is considered worthy of the hardworking people.

Xu Zhiheng didn’t go to gambling with them, and he was already giving Wei Nan a lot of face.

Even during the time together, Xu Zhiheng converged a lot, but Wei Nan still couldn’t accept it.

If you like a person, you should try to like his friends and relatives. This sentence is easy to say but too difficult to do.

His friends kept talking about “How many women have you fucked” and “Where to pick up girls tonight”. Wei Nan was taken to that occasion by Xu Zhiheng for the first time, and was surrounded by people asking questions. “How did Xu Zhiheng behave in bed?” “How many times do you come in a night?” “Are you planning to have a son or a daughter?” “You have to recognize us as godfathers when you have a child!” under.

Wei Nan could not cry and pull Xu Zhiheng’s sleeves like the heroine on TV: “I love you so much, you can’t change for me…”

Thinking about it, I feel goose bumps all over the floor.

Wei Nan never despised women who cried all day long, and hated girls who pretended to be pure in front of boys.

And Xu Zhiheng’s extremely arrogant, even conceited person cannot be changed for anyone.

Wei Nan is very clear.

So, very sensible, chose to break up.

Wei Nan didn’t tell anyone the reason for the breakup. Qi Juan and Xiao Qing asked, Wei Nan’s explanation was just “incompatibility”.

Those two buddies have been indignant for Wei Nan, thinking that Su Minmin was the one who caused the two to break up. In fact, although Su Minmin’s character is not good, he is still a normal human being. He waited for the two to break up before entering. She was loyal enough to not dig the corner directly.

Wei Nan just felt that the reason for the breakup was really unexplainable.

Even if Xu Zhiheng is really a scumbag, Wei Nan doesn’t want to hear this word from others, it will be more uncomfortable.

This secret is also like a thin thread tied to the heart, constantly tightening, at first it was severe pain, but then slowly got used to it.

After so many years, the thin thread has long been deeply cut into the bottom of my heart, and the slit that was cut is too thin, and there is no trace at all.

Forgot?

It’s just buried deeper and hidden more secretly.

For a period of time after the breakup, Xu Zhiheng changed his girlfriend for more work. Whenever he met on campus, he always turned a blind eye to Wei Nan.

On Wei Nan’s twentieth birthday, he sent a box that was empty and contained nothing.

Wei Nan called to ask him what he meant. He didn’t explain, but lowered his voice and said, “What I’m looking for is just someone who is willing to accept everything from me.”

With a snap, the phone was hung up.

Wei Nan felt that his words were cold to the bones. It was in the summer, making people feel cold after hearing them.

The beeping busy tone on the phone pierced people’s heart aches.

But still… unable to convince myself to accept.

Although he is very handsome.

Although he has a unique charm and outstanding temperament.

Although I like him very much, I like him for five or six years, and I like it until I feel uncomfortable when I think of him.

Unforgettable secret love, and-a short sweet time.

But he still couldn’t bear the fact that he had something to do with gangsters and even the underworld, and he had no plans to get rid of it.

Wei Nan felt disgusted and even scared.

The gang bosses in the novel are arrogant and glamorous. Those little white heroines are so fascinated by their handsome appearance. After constant force and the last warm sentence “I love you”, sweetly enters the marriage. hall.

That’s just YY when it’s boring.

Now, the people in that circle that I have encountered, think of the smiley faces of those little punks, and the flattery look when they are called Xu Zhiheng “Brother Xu”, the women they hold in their arms and play with those women wearing revealing heavy makeup, they occasionally trade white Powder, the pungent smell of smoke from them…

And Xu Zhiheng even called a cruel sneer in front of them.

That’s not something Wei Nan can accept if he wants to.

Parents who have worked steadily all their lives cannot accept this kind of son-in-law.

There is also an older brother who is very bad on the surface and actually cares about people. It is impossible to give that kind of brother-in-law a good face.

Although the friends around you are a bit of superb, at least they are all innocent, and when you mention those gangsters, they will look contemptuous.

I was born in an ordinary and warm family since I was a child, and of course I have fear and resistance to those dark things.

No guts to set foot in that world.

Even if there is someone you love deeply.

I can only look at each other.

Wei Nan hated Su Minmin’s hypocrisy, but also admired her courage.

They have been together for almost a year, and it seems that Su Minmin has adapted to Xu Zhiheng’s circle of life.

Now, watching the boy who once kissed him tenderly and making affection with other girls, Wei Nan can also say to himself calmly:

Don’t blame anyone.

Only blame, the two are not in the same world, they can only look like two straight lines, and they go farther and farther after passing the intersection.

******

Washing off the marks on his face with cold water, Wei Nan took out the tissues in his pocket, wiped his face clean, and smiled at the mirror.

“It’s nothing great, it’s not that you can’t live without love.”

When she turned to go out, she was another lively and cheerful girl.

Xu Zhiheng stood silently against the wall in the corridor.

Wei Nan saw him and stopped.

“You have something to tell me?” Wei Nan asked with a smile.

Xu Zhiheng said calmly: “You know that I’m with Minmin, right?”

“Ok.”

“Not jealous?”

Wei Nan stroked her hair and smiled: “Don’t worry, it’s been two years, I’ve forgotten it a long time ago.”

“Oh, I thought you would remember the first man who kissed yourself a little bit more deeply.”

Wei Nan was silent for a moment, “Although it is correct, it is a pity…”

Xu Zhiheng sneered at the corner of his mouth: “What a pity?”

“It’s a pity that you are not the first person to kiss her.” Xiaobian’s voice, followed by a long sigh, and then added: “You are too self-righteous, I can’t bear it. You are such an arrogant person.”

The familiar voice behind him was obviously that he was very arrogant but could not understand the arrogance of others-Lu Shuang.

Wei Nan had a black line like a waterfall. When he turned his head, he was leaning against the wall with a leisurely face, smiling at Wei Nan, and adding numbly: “Right, Nan Nan.”

Xu Zhiheng sneered, “Could it be you?”

Lu Shuang shrugged: “What do you think?”

After speaking, he walked over and pressed Wei Nan, who was frozen in place, to the wall in an ambiguous posture. He leaned in and gently touched Wei Nan’s lips, so light that Wei Nan didn’t even know if he touched him? !

Lu Shuang turned around and raised his eyebrows: “It’s me, so what?”

Xu Zhiheng looked at Wei Nan with a heavy emotion in his eyes, which made Wei Nan dare not look directly at him with deep eyes.

“Is he your boyfriend?”

Wei Nan turned his head away and nodded softly, “Yes.”

“Congratulations, it’s not easy for someone to ask you finally.” When he walked to the door, he lowered his voice and left a sentence: “I wish you happiness…Xiao Nan.”

Xiaonan…

During the time he was with him, he always called Wei Nan like that.

It’s a pity that in the future, there will be no more such titles.

The sound of closing the door was a bit harsh, Wei Nan tilted the corner of his mouth slightly and pushed Lu Shuang away.

“What are you doing?”

The smile on Lu Shuang’s face faded, and he said softly, “I’m sorry.”

Seeing his sincere apology, Wei Nan didn’t say anything, and turned to leave, but he heard him add another sentence: “If you are not convinced, kiss you back.”

“…” Wei Nan turned and gave him a blank look. There are limits to shame for some people.

Lu Shuang cocked his mouth and smiled again: “Well, I won’t tease you anymore. Actually, this is the task your brother gave me. Let me find a way to help you get rid of Xu Zhiheng’s entanglement.” After a pause, he smiled and asked: “You have been with Xu Zhiheng, right?”

Wei Nan was silent.

“Your brother found it.” Lu Shuang explained.

“Don’t lie to me, my brother has a leisure time to check my records? Even if he wants to check, he doesn’t have the ability to check what happened two years ago.”

“Well, in fact, it was Lawyer Xiao who handled a case involving Xu Zhiheng. He found his name and saw your name in his list of previous girlfriends, so he quickly called your brother and asked him to find a way to rescue you. ”

My brother’s lover is a lawyer, who is in the same college as Qi Juan, and it is normal to inform my brother to protect himself after knowing it.

Wei Nan felt suddenly very uncomfortable.

Sure enough, no one can accept that their relatives confuse with the gangsters.

Wei Nan said calmly: “It’s okay, I’ll call my brother to let him rest assured, I broke up with Xu Zhiheng a long time ago.”

Lu Shuang smiled and said, “Yes, that kind of person, what do you care about him?”

The two were talking, the door suddenly opened, and Xu Zhiheng walked out holding Su Minmin with a pale face.

There was also Qi Juan’s freezing voice: “Xu Zhiheng, did you know that your body is full of scum! I don’t know if you were born to oppose the society!! The scum was you! Played to the extreme!”

Sharp curses, and the sound of drinking glasses.

Those voices were mixed together, so ear-piercing, like a vine, tightening the tip of the heart.

The word scum is particularly harsh, as if something burst in the air.

Xu Zhiheng’s face was extremely gloomy, and without turning his head back, he walked in front of Wei Nan holding Su Minmin, his tall and tall back looked a little stiff and lonely.

The air flow that is driven by the passing is just like I saw many years ago—

Cold and alienated.

Wei Nan looked at the long corridor quietly.

Under the flickering neon lights, his figure appeared from time to time, blurred, and finally disappeared at the end.

There was darkness at the end of the corridor, like a night with a mouth wide open, swallowing him and Su Minmin whole, swallowing them completely.

The place where he disappeared was empty, and in the end there were only colored lights, flickering and dazzling.

It makes people feel suddenly…empty.

Wei Nan knew that Xu Zhiheng had finally walked out of his world completely.

But, Xu Zhiheng, why do you always say “you like me”, but never say…I like you.

Even on the day of the breakup, when I asked you, you didn’t answer.

Just smiled, then turned and left?