SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 118

Gu Miao walked quickly when she came out of the classroom and pushed away a child who wanted to talk to her.

“Er Miao,” waiting for her Gu Fei to squat down and stopped her, “say goodbye to that little sister just now.”

Gu Miao looked at him. Gu Fei meant that she should have understood, but did not really want to implement his request.

“She wants to talk to you. You ignored her,” Gu Fei said. “You can dislike her, but be polite and don’t push others.”

Gu Miao turned around and waved the child who followed him, then turned away with a cold face.

Gu Fei sighed, stood up and followed her.

Little girl is unwilling to come to participate in group activities now. Gu Fei has to tell her every time she comes to take her for a long time.

Perhaps the more than ten children who participated this time were too young. Although Gu Miao couldn’t compare with her peers, she could understand a lot of things. When she was in school, she was not completely unable to adapt.

Now these are only five or six years old or younger, and she can’t play together.

What can I do?

Gu Fei went to the motorcycle, and Gu Miao was already holding the skateboard waiting.

“Hungry?” Gu Fei went over and wrapped her scarf, pulled her hat down, put on her mask, and stepped on the motorcycle.

Gu Miao climbed to the back seat and hugged his waist.

How to do it?

Gu Fei used the helmet to start the car, Gu Miao’s current status, more participation in group activities, more interaction with people is the best way, and here they are the only place where Gu Miao can get help.

He missed classes a few times a week and sent Gu Miao. He didn’t want to go to class much. After all these years, it has been difficult for him to calm down and study like other students. At school, he didn’t want to be as mixed as before.

In addition, Gu Miao’s coming to receive rehabilitation training not only affected the class, but also took the time for him to take care of the job. He had to do many things in the evening.

Whether it is time or money, it will be a bit difficult.

He will not complain. He has been here for so many years. He always has a solution, as long as Gu Miao can make progress …

As long as Gu Miao can make progress.

But Gu Miao did not make progress.

After tasting too much disappointment and loss, it is really difficult for him to be as optimistic as Jiang Yan.

Back at the store, Liu Li had already cooked the meal, and his mother was taking a mobile phone and taking pictures of several dishes on the small table.

This shop has been doing a lot better since it was forcibly sold to Liu Li. Liu Li is very serious in his work. The most important thing is that he cooks better than his mother, at least suddenly.

Gu Miao was quite satisfied with the dishes he made, and as soon as he entered the store, he stood by the table and waited for dinner.

“Er Miao, you’re blocking the camera,” Mom held the phone, and after watching Gu Miao did not move, she sighed and took a picture opposite Gu Miao. . “

“Let’s eat,” Liu Li brought out the soup. “Dae Fei is tired. Let’s eat and go back to rest.”

“Not tired,” Gu Fei patted Gu Miao’s shoulder, “Er Miao went to wash her hands.”

Gu Miao walked to the backyard. Gu Fei followed her. After seeing Gu Miao entering the kitchen, he didn’t follow him anymore and stood by the door.

Gu Miao now has no problems washing hands and dishes, and basically no longer screams.

This can be regarded as progress, forget it.

However, this progress has only appeared since the year of my dad’s death and continues to the present.

Gu Fei dare not think about how many years have passed in the middle.

hope.

Of course there is hope, it is too far away.

When eating and taking Gu Miao home, Jiang Yan sent a message.

-Have you finished your meal?

I also took a selfie, the angle was very fascinating, and I still leaned on my face, but I can see the background. I took it in the library of their school.

Almost every day at this time, Jiang Yan will go to the library ~ www.mtlnovel.com ~ for notes and the like. Gu Fei is not too clear about the specific content he spent there all night.

I only know that during this time, Jiang Yan was very focused, just like he was sitting at his desk to review before, he would not bother Jiang Yan.

But occasionally I feel a little lonely.

Compared to Jiang Yan, his evenings are more leisurely, that is, repairing pictures, etc., various product pictures, model pictures, for him is basically a flow of work, does not need to focus, and is not afraid to be disturbed.

But when I was idle and wanted to send a message to Jiang Yan, I was afraid he would disturb him, and two days ago, Jiang Yan also complained to him that a girl sitting next to her sitting on the table with her mobile phone shaking for a few minutes was annoying.

However, after the library closed at 10 o’clock, Jiang Yan would call him as soon as possible.

“I’m exhausted today,” Jiang Yan yawned as he said, “I didn’t sleep at noon, and my eyes couldn’t open when I was halfway home.”

“Combination of work and rest, brother.” Gu Fei said.

“Yeah, I went back to my dormitory at night and fell asleep,” Jiang Yan said. “In fact, it’s not that I want to work, after all, there are so many things. Look at the books, organize your notes, write your homework, and run out of time. . “

“That’s not time to eat big five flowers.” Gu Fei smiled.

“I also want to eat. I passed by two barbecue restaurants when I was tutoring,” Jiang Yan said, “No, I can’t say, I’m hungry when I talk, and I have nothing to eat when I go back to the dormitory.”

“Want to buy something to eat?” Gu Fei asked.

“Don’t buy it,” Jiang Yan sighed. “I’m afraid of being fat. You say horses are fat to eat some grass at night. Can I still eat meat at night?”

Gu Fei smiled and didn’t speak.

Jiang Yan talked to him a few more words, and said something about what happened during the day in class. There were funny and unpleasant, anyway, he would say it every day.

Gu Fei likes to hear what he said. He can imagine how Jiang Yan was at school. He went to class, he went to the cafeteria, he went to the library. He didn’t like that classmate. He and Zhao Ke in the dormitory partnered to bully the other two women. Friend’s classmate …

Jiang Yan’s life is busy and stressful, but also very interesting.

The things he said and the people he met were very different from when he was in the steel mill. Gu Fei could feel that his mood was rising, and it was also rising when he complained too much.

How good, this is what Jiang Yan should have.

Sometimes Jiang Yan also asks him how the school is, what his classmates are and what classes he is going to take. He does n’t know what to say. Compared with Jiang Yan ’s campus life, he does n’t know what to say.

He casually mentioned that Jiang Yan also recommended several movies after a movie appreciation class. The recommendations and analysis were better than that of the teacher in the class. Jiang Yan did not take a movie appreciation class, but the school would release movies.

This is the gap. Although there must be a bonus of his “boyfriend says everything is the best”, this sense of distance still exists. You can’t erase it by finding an excuse to comfort yourself.

He was not a man who talked too much. When he was with Jiang Yan, he liked to talk, to tease Jiang Ye, and to make poverty with Jiang Ye.

But now, as time goes by, he can say less and less to Jiang Yan, eh ah ah ha ha, it’s the most common way of answering him.

“Er Miao,” Gu Fei looked at Gu Miao who was standing in the room and refused to change clothes. “We are going to play with the teacher.”

Gu Miao leaned against the door frame of his bedroom and looked at him blankly.

“Go and change clothes,” Gu Fei said, “There will be new games today, don’t you want to play?”

Gu Miao still did not respond.

“You don’t like to play with other children. You can play with the teacher,” Gu Fei said. “Last time the teacher said that I like you very much and praise you for being smart.”

Gu Miao tilted her head.

Today Gu Miao’s resistance is very serious. She understands Gu Fei’s words, but refuses to give any response.

“Actually, you don’t have to go,” Gu Fei said. “You want your brother to know why? Don’t you like those kids?”

Gu Miao ignored him.

“Don’t like the teacher?” Gu Fei asked again.

Gu Miao still ignored him.

“Er Miao,” Gu Fei lowered his head and looked at the floor. “Brother knows that you are not happy. If you are unhappy, your brother will also be unhappy, because your brother feels sorry for you, will you also feel bad for your brother?”

“Don’t leave.” Gu Miao finally spoke.

Still this sentence.

Don’t go.

Gu Fei closed her eyes.

Gu Miao’s symptoms should be much milder than those of other children. Although she can’t understand it well, she has a lot of thoughts.

Like now, right now.

Don’t go.

That’s her idea.

Although she couldn’t fully understand it, she must have understood that she was walking away with her uncle who was happily skateboarding every day, and it didn’t appear for a long time.

She certainly can’t understand the relationship between her elder brother and my elder brother, but she will be aware of her brother’s emotions.

Gu Fei looked up at Gu Miao.

Gu Miao was worried and afraid, and her brother would leave.

Don’t go.

Brother won’t go.

Brother won’t go anywhere.

Brother will stay with you, right here.

If it was a year ago, Gu Fei would use these words to answer her without hesitation and appease her.

But now, he didn’t speak.

He was very distressed by Gu Miao, but for the first time did not conform to her.

Gu Miao started screaming, screaming with her fingers against the door frame.

Gu Fei hugged his head and closed his eyes.

Except Gu Miao’s scream in her ear, there was no other voice, and her mind was blank.

I don’t know how long it took, Gu Miao’s scream came to knock on the door, and Gu Fei slowly let go of the hand that had been holding his head.

“Er Miao!” The voice of a neighbor was outside the door. “Er Miao, are you home alone? It’s okay, I’ll help you call your brother!”

This is a neighbor downstairs. Gu Miao often ate at her house when she had nowhere to eat.

Gu Fei got up and opened the door: “I’m at home.”

“Is it okay? I haven’t called for so long.” The aunt outside the door asked.

“Well, it’s okay, I’ll coax her later.” Gu Fei said.

After closing the door, Gu Fei turned and looked at Gu Miao, who was still screaming, and slowly came to her.

Gu Miao has been picking the door frame, her fingertips have been pierced by the picked up wood, and blood has leaked.

“Er Miao.” Gu Fei opened her hand.

Gu Miao did not resist, but the scream did not stop.

Gu Fei held her hand, but her legs were soft when she wanted to squat, and she knelt on one leg before holding it.

“Er Miao,” he hugged Gu Miao, and patted her gently on her back. “I’m sorry.”

Gu Miao froze his neck, and the scream finally slowly lowered, and finally disappeared in Gu Fei’s ear.

“Your throat is so good, Ermiao,” Gu Fei said softly, “I haven’t been dumb for so long.”

“Will it be scarred!” Jiang Yan stared nervously at Zhao Ke’s hand.

“Look at your physique,” Zhao Ke held a torn band-aid, “but I think I might leave a trail.”

“What is it?” Jiang Yan stared at him.

“There is no ink to wash it out,” Zhao Ke pressed the band-aid on his forehead. “When the epidermis heals, it will stay in color.”

“Yes,” said Lu Shi, who was sitting at the back of the table and staring at the computer. “And this black ink bar will change color and green in the future.”

“Just like your girlfriend Wen Brow,” Jiang Yan said.

“What my girlfriend does is semi-permanent and will not change color.” Lu Shi looked back.

“Oh.” Jiang Yan nodded and pressed Band-Aid.

It hurts a bit, and he doesn’t know how the pen power can be so powerful, probably because it’s too sleepy. When I slept over the head and pierced the head, I felt a little bit full of energy. His head continued down with inertia, and he woke up when the tip of the pen made a gap across his eyebrows along the way.

“Jiang Ye, I advise you,” Zhao Ke whispered after he helped him with the band-aid, “holding a skill, it doesn’t come that way, it takes time, step by step.”

“Um.” Jiang Yan answered.

“You look at those psychology books like that,” Zhao Ke stooped down and continued whispering, “I’ll ask you, do you understand what you mean? Do you understand the cases you see and the treatment options? Two cases that look the same, why are different treatments used? A mental illness may have different manifestations, and different mental illnesses may also look the same response … “

“Ah …” Jiang Yan leaned back against the back of the chair. “I know, I know.”

“My sister is free next week, and I will help you with her,” Zhao Ke said, “you don’t have to be so anxious.”

“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded. “Thank you.”

He was really anxious. Ever since Gu Miao found that going to the rehabilitation this time was not very effective, he was anxious. Gu Fei told him not to blame everything on himself.

But it ’s a fact that he left. It ’s also true that Gu Miao found that he ’s gone. It ’s also true that he no longer cares about him. He wants to help Gu Fei and wants Gu Miao to get better. He ca n’t accept it because he wants to pull Gu Fei out. However, Gu Fei was plunged into deeper helplessness and fatigue, and Gu Miao, who should have made progress, began to step back.

How much Zhao Jin can help, is there any way, it is unknown, he only wanted to discuss Gu Miao’s problem, his description can be more accurate, and what others say, he also hopes himself Can be understood more clearly.

He just wants to do everything he can.

He is usually very busy studying. In addition to normal professional studies and home tutoring work, he has to spend time to see psychology, which is a bit tired.

But he was willing.

Many people will have this “I am willing” state, and Zhao Ke, who has persuaded himself to persuade himself, also has the same, but the way of expression is different.

I’m willing to make time for you to learn more knowledge, and I’m cheeky for you to participate in a weaving club with only two boys, which is essentially the same.

-Are you free?

Gu Fei sent a message.

Jiang Yan hesitated, took the mirror next to him, and looked at the band-aid, but if it was torn off, the mouth could not be made invisible.

Hit the door frame.

That `s a deal.

He walked out of the dormitory with a mobile phone and sent a video request to Gu Fei.

Gu Fei quickly picked up there. When the two faces appeared on the screen, Gu Fei’s first sentence was: “What’s wrong with your eyebrows?”

“It hit the door frame,” Jiang Yan said.

“… Why did you hit the door frame?” Gu Feiyu said, “Where is the dormitory door?”

“The dormitory door,” Jiang Yan smiled, “hit it and hit it.”

“… Break it?” Gu Fei stretched out his hand.

This action softened Jiang Yan’s heart. He smiled and said, “Are you trying to touch me?”

“Yeah,” Gu Fei laughed. “Poke the screen.”

“It’s not long,” Jiang Yan thought about, “I’ll go back on New Year’s Day.”

“Don’t run away,” Gu Fei said, “It’s only three days, and I can stay less than two days at a time.”

“You don’t want to see me,” Jiang Yan said.

“I don’t want to miss you that much,” Gu Fei said, “It’s so easy to get used to it now. If you come back and flash, I’ll have to get used to it again.”

“It’s the same for me,” Jiang Yan laughed. “Let’s do it for a while, just when I’m going to see if anyone invites me to dinner on New Year’s Day.”

“Huh?” Gu Fei stunned his lips for two seconds, “Yo, yo.”

“I tell you, maybe there is,” Jiang Yan whispered. “As far as our school has a public account for a wall, it’s especially funny, it’s all confession.”

“Is it for you, would you like to invite you to dinner?” Gu Fei asked with a smile.

“Well,” Jiang Yan said, “when Zhao Ke told me that day, I knew that there was such a number.”

R big white wall.

Gu Fei felt that Jiang Yan’s act of searching immediately was stupid, but he still could not help it.

I only thought I wanted to go in and take a look at it. It was considered to be related to the life of my boyfriend. I could n’t see anyone, and I could solve the problem by seeing what was related to him.

But at first glance, Jiang Yan’s name was quite unexpected.

[Confession] Every night I sit behind you, watching you bow your head, watching you look up, sideways back, until every word in front of me becomes you, yes it is you, Jiang Yan you really Did n’t look back once a night!

Gu Fei smiled, very funny.

Scrolling down again, about two pages, I saw eating.

[Confession] I’ve decided, I want to invite Jiang Yan to dinner! Jiang Yan of Method 1! Did you see it! My sister wants to invite you to dinner. I don’t know if you can eat spicy food. I hope you like spicy food!

[Confession] The strange elder sister who wants to invite Jiang Yan to dinner above, we still have to talk about the first come, first come event. I said last week that we would invite guests, but in order not to be embarrassed, we can ask for a partnership … Or if you change your target, the classmate who is always with him is also good, so please invite them!

[Confession] So the strange elder sister above, do you want to confess or treat or treat?

Gu Fei kept scrolling down with a smile. After turning a few pages, he didn’t laugh very much. He saw several pieces of content that the boys confessed to the boys.

The straightforward and candid tone, and the attitude of no one to make a fuss, this loose feeling is completely different from those in his surroundings.

Chiang Kai-shek is no longer nervous because of his sexuality as he did at first, but in many cases he is also faced with a tough attitude such as “off your farts”, and this truly relaxed environment can really be relaxed.

Gu Fei turned it over until there was no more content to display, and also determined that no boys confessed to Jiang Yi on the date that can be displayed, and then put down the phone.

Lie down on the bed and let out a sigh of relief.

Why breathe out?

Gu Fei thought he was funny …

“Can you call Zhang Dantong?” Zhao Ke was on the phone. Jiang Yan was sitting and listening over the phone seriously, because the call was for Zhao Jin, and he asked about the specific time and place to meet, but Zhao Ke obviously couldn’t find the point. .

Until today, Jiang Yan did not know that his goddess was Zhang Dantong, and only then did he respond that Zhang Dantong who had seen N times in the wall was his goddess.

From this perspective, Zhao Ke’s situation is still very critical.

“Why not … you didn’t call, how do you know she won’t go,” Zhao Ke is still struggling with this digression point, “you haven’t seen each other for a long time, don’t you need to exchange girlfriends’ feelings between your girlfriends?”

“Zhao Ke,” Jiang Yan sighed, “Ke …”

“What’s not appropriate today. Today, Jiang Yan wants to ask you about his friends and sisters, and it’s not a serious psychological consultation … You can’t do it formally,” Zhao Ke said, “And … Yeah, I beg you to do something, beg for one thing, beg for two things, anyway, I have been begging you since childhood … “

“Zhao Ke,” Jiang Yan couldn’t help but took Zhao Ke’s cell phone in the past and whispered, “Zhang Dantong called me.”

“What?” Zhao Ke looked at him.

“I’ll help you meet her,” Jiang Yan said.

“You?” Zhao Ke hesitated for three seconds, drew a book and quickly wrote down a number.

“When and where to meet with your sister.” Jiang Yan patted his shoulder and took out his cell phone.

After Zhang Dantong answered the phone, Jiang Yan briefly and briefly explained the reason for the call, and she couldn’t stop laughing there.

“So this is the situation,” Jiang Yan said. “If you have time today, let’s have a meal together. If you don’t go, today I can’t get out of the dormitory door with Zhao Ke.”

“Okay, I’ll call Zhao Jin,” Zhang Dantong was still laughing. “See you later, you two are so funny.”

Jiang Yan returned to the dormitory. Zhao Ke had finished the phone call and saw him come in. He immediately stood up: “How? Did she scold you?”

“What misunderstanding do you have about your goddess?” Jiang Yan was helpless. “She agreed, and see you later.”

“Really?” Zhao Ke smiled suddenly and wanted to beat him when he came over.

Jiang Yan quickly raised his arm: “It’s enough to express gratitude verbally.”

“No thanks, we are evened out,” Zhao Ke said.

“Oh, yes.” Jiang Yan nodded.

“Let’s go,” Zhao Ke said, “I have an appointment for steak. It’s almost the same now.”

“Um.” Jiang Yan took his bag and checked if it was stuck in the bag.

For steak, for four people, he must not have enough cash.

Zhao Ke was a little excited, and when he took him to the place, it was twenty minutes before the appointed time.

The two of them found a suitable deck for a conversation and sat down.

Zhao Ke was so speechless that Jiang Yan had been summing up Gu Miao’s situation in his mind, and he couldn’t care about talking either. So they looked at each other silently until Zhao Ke raised his hand and waved.

Jiang Yan looked back and saw two people coming in from the door. Zhao Jin was in front, not Zhang Dantong, but a man.

“That was her senior.” Zhao Ke said.

“Ah.” Jiang Yan reacted after hearing the words “Senior”. He had seen this man.

The grassiest of the three school grasses.

The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.

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