SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 121

Maybe it was the fright caused by the camera falling to the ground, maybe Gu Fei yelled at her full name for the first time, or maybe both. Worth your collection

Gu Miao fell off the skateboard and sat on the ground with her **** widened in horror.

“How many times have I said!” Gu Fei walked up to her, no longer wanted to check the damage of the camera, and the anger that could not be suppressed was rushing up and down in the body. “

Gu Miao did not respond, still staring at him with wide eyes.

“Why can’t you remember!” Gu Fei shouted again, “Why can’t you remember!”

silence.

Gu Miao’s endless silence made him feel breathless, just like being kept in a silent space for a long time, he could almost hear the sound of his blood flowing.

“Why!” Gu Fei shouted at her.

This sound used almost all strength, and Gu Miao could be seen shaking.

He hasn’t snarled like this in his whole life, let alone shouted Gu Miao.

Desperate anger broke his last line of defense.

For so many years from childhood to old age, in the face of his own life, patience and control have become his habit, closing himself off from the crowd.

And at this moment, the depressed emotion no longer accepts the intelligent control, he wants to roar, wants to shout, wants to smash something severely, and wants to tear.

why?

“Why!” Gu Fei could hear his almost broken roar.

But it’s not enough, it’s not enough.

The anger and unwillingness lingered in his body, helplessness and despair like a sleepy head, roaring and ramming wildly like wild.

“Is it my fault! Is it my fault!” Gu Fei shouted, “You become like this! I become like this! Is it my fault!”

“What’s wrong with me! Why should I bear this! Why!” Gu Fei stared at Gu Miao, “You tell me Gu Miao! Why! Why should I live like this! Why!”

“Who’s fault! Who’s fault!” Gu Fei felt like he was about to explode, and he turned and kicked **** a half brick on the ground.

The shattered bricks flew out.

“Why me!” Gu Fei roared and continued to kick the broken bricks on the ground, “Why! Why!”

Gu Miao, who had been stiffly behind her, screamed.

“Ah-” Gu Fei turned and shouted at her, “ah-“

Gu Miao sat on the ground, hugging her knees, closing her eyes hard, and making a sharp cry.

“Shout! Shout! Ah-” Gu Feihou shouted, “I want to shout too! Shout! Brother shouts with you! Ah-“

“Are you also a tutor today?” Zhao Ke looked at Jiang Yan who was carrying his bag and was going to go out. “Isn’t your tutor a weekend?”

“Her mother introduced me to another classmate. It was school on Friday and Saturday morning.” Jiang Yan stuffed a thermos cup filled with hot chocolate into the bag. “Let ’s go and help me take a seat at night. I can Come back, not too far. “

Zhao Ke didn’t speak, Jiang Xie waved at him and ran out of the dormitory.

There was no time to eat. He bought two fried chicken drumsticks on the road, and a cup of chocolate was almost the same.

Gu Fei said that he was thin. In fact, he knew that he was thin, but he did not expect to be able to see Gu Fei at a glance. He went to weigh it, and it was more than ten pounds lighter than before.

Alas.

He was planning to start eating supper, but in fact he was not too hungry at night, but his boyfriend would definitely be worried if he went back without gaining weight.

Supplementing lessons to children is not difficult for Jiang Yan. The annoying thing is that children are quite individual. One who is one or two years old comes to make up lessons. At first, they were very dissatisfied. They always wanted to toss them down.

This is today, and you are upset. Do you think you must be better than me? Going to R big doesn’t mean how powerful you are. You can get the sea tactics.

Jiang Yan had to be more arrogant than him, and only used one sentence, “All your textbooks and materials, you can pick whatever you want, if you can’t do it, I leave, and you shut up when you do it.”

It was a good time to get out of this kid’s house and be able to catch up to the library.

On the way back to school, he received a call from Xu Xingzhi.

“I have a few cases here, which are somewhat similar to my sister’s situation. I’ll look for you in a while,” Xu Xingzhi said. “Look at it, I’ll take a closer look, and by the way, say what I think.

“Okay,” Jiang Yan answered immediately, “are these cases effective?”

“There is no effect. Treatment is a long-term process,” Xu Xingzhi said. “These cases are not exactly the same as those of my sister, but there are some details that may give you an intuitive understanding of your sister’s condition.”

“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded. “I’m going to school right now. I’ll wait for you at the door.”

Jiang Yan hung up the phone and quickened his pace.

Xu Xingzhi should be willing to help this time. During this time, Xu Xingzhi contacted him a lot and asked a lot of information. After meeting today, if he can be sure that he can help, then he can talk to Gu Fei.

If Gu Miao can make progress …

There are also no effects.

Jiang Yan’s steps were paused. If it had no effect, it would be a big blow for Gu Fei. He suddenly dared not think about it.

But soon he shook his head again. During this time, he has been reading various psychology books. Gu Miao’s situation is not the most serious, whether it is from the degree of closed self, or the ability to perceive the outside world.

Gu Miao’s biggest problem is that she has never been treated systematically, and she does not even have an accurate judgment on the cause of her condition. She may have missed the best stage of treatment, but it will never be the kind that has no effect.

His presence and his departure will stimulate Gu Miao. This is the best proof.

When Xuan Jiang arrived at the gate of the school, Xu Xingzhi was already standing there, and his scarf covered half of his face.

“Sorry,” Jiang Yan ran over. “How long have you been? Cold?”

“Two minutes,” Xu Xingzhi looked at him, and pulled his scarf down. “Did you go out to play?”

“How can there be time, tutor,” Jiang Yan smiled, “did you eat?”

“No, do you invite me to eat?” Xu Xingzhi said.

“Well, I invite you,” Jiang Yan said, “I didn’t eat either.”

“Okay,” Xu Xingzhi smiled. “Go to the cafeteria …”

“No, no, go there,” Jiang Yan pointed to the front. “I want to eat a large meat pie. Zhao Ke said that he opened a new one in the front, and now buy one and get one at a discount.”

“OK.” Xu Xingzhi nodded.

Jiang Yan took a few steps and stopped again, turning his head to look at him: “I forgot to ask what you want to eat, do you want anything to eat, you can eat whatever you want.”

“Pies,” Xu Xingzhi said.

This pie is not bad, and there are many types of fillings, which can complement the Wang Xu family’s pie. After biting the filling, he took a photo and sent it to Gu Fei.

-The stuffing that Jiuri has no! Go back to sell secret recipes to him for the New Year!

Gu Fei didn’t reply to him. He looked at the time. It is estimated that he was eating or spending time with Gu Miao.

“That,” although Jiang Yan felt that he should finish his meal, Jiang Yan was still anxious. “Let me look at those cases now?”

Xu Xingzhi smiled, took a folder from the bag and handed it to him: “I printed it all.”

“Thank you.” Jiang Yan took the folder, faintly agitated.

The folder is a thick stack of information. He roughly turned it over. It is estimated that there are more than a dozen cases, including autism and post-traumatic stress disorder.

“Sister’s performance now doesn’t seem to be a single one,” Xu Xingzhi said while eating. “If I can see her, I can judge based on her specific reactions, including the situation before and after her injury, and her living environment. Relationships with family, relationships with strangers, and various reactions can only be judged by seeing them. “

“Well, I’ll discuss it with my friends,” Jiang Yan nodded, thinking a little hesitantly, “just his sister … can you help? Can you be sure?”

“How?” Xu Xingzhi laughed. “It’s already this step. I won’t tell you this if I can’t help you.”

Jiang Yan was so excited that he almost stood up: “Thank you! Thank you, senior!”

“You’re welcome,” Xu Xingzhi said. “Don’t you dare tell your friend after you have confirmed with me, afraid he will be disappointed?”

“… Um,” Jiang Yan was a little embarrassed. “My friend … he’s really hard. I’m really afraid he’s disappointed.”

“It seems to be a very important friend.” Xu Xingzhi looked at him with his finger on his forehead.

“Yes,” Jiang Yan cleared his throat, “very important, very important.”

“I see.” Xu Xingzhi nodded.

Jiang Yan glanced back and quickly glanced at him. There was a smile in the corner of Xu Xingzhi’s eyes. There was nothing else in the smile, except the simple “Oh, I got it.”

I probably understood. Jiang Yan sighed in his heart, and suddenly felt that when dealing with these psychology professionals, there was a feeling of being seen through at any time, not to mention that he seemed to be too obvious.

“But,” Jiang Yan was a little upset after taking two sips of soup. “How can I bring her here?”

“You don’t need to bring it,” Xu Xingzhi said. “You communicate with your friends. I can go on my winter vacation.”

“Really?” Jiang Yan felt that he could hardly control his eyebrows, and the eyebrows were almost raised to his forehead.

“Well,” Xu Xingzhi nodded. “Really, I also have my consideration. In the case of my sister, the information you provided so far, the treatment is meaningful, and I have not been exposed to cases like my sister.”

“Thank you.” Jiang Yan didn’t know what to say.

“You … seem to have lost a lot of weight?” Xu Xingzhi looked at him. “I didn’t seem to have such a sharp jaw when I saw you last time.”

“Ah,” Jiang Yan pinched his chin. “It seems that hyaluronic acid is still useful? Can you see it sharp?”

“Yeah,” Xu Xingzhi smiled after he stunned, “don’t put so much pressure on yourself, money can always be solved.”

Jiang Yan seemed to be pierced once again, but he couldn’t be embarrassed, but just smiled: “It’s okay, my classmates also have tutors.”

“The matter of money is the next step,” Xu Xingzhi said, “you are now with your man …”

Jiang Yan gave a swift slap, the character of Xu Xingzhi was not complete, and he quickly calmed down and continued to finish without saying: “Good communication with your friends, the trust and cooperation of family members for treatment. It is very important to say that, like the treatment of a younger sister, the family cannot cooperate without cooperation. “

“Oh,” Jiang Yan looked at him, “well.”

Xu Xingzhi smiled: “If you don’t understand anything, just ask me at any time.”

“Um.” Jiang Yan continued to respond.

As if the psychology half-pull connoisseur who can see through everything said spit out.

Without knowing why, he suddenly wanted to laugh a little.

He didn’t mind what Xu Xingzhi saw. He was unfamiliar with it. He has known him for a while now. Xu Xingzhi has always given him a sense of trust. He will relax quickly even when he is embarrassed.

So Xu Xingzhi’s slippery mouth, which was covered by the impassiveness, suddenly made him relax.

It’s good. If you know it, you’ll know it. After all, he was too tired to cover it up before Gu Fei ran.

“This pie is not bad,” Xu Xingzhi touched his stomach as he walked out of the shop door. “I’ll invite you to come next time.”

“Okay,” Jiang Yan smiled. “If you go over there during the winter vacation, I also have a pie shop to take you to eat. It is absolutely superb and delicious.”

“OK.” Xu Xingzhi smiled.

The meal didn’t last for a long time. After separating from Xu Xingzhi at the school gate, Jiang Yan held the folder and went straight to the library.

“I thought you weren’t coming, I told others that you had a diarrhea,” Zhao Ke whispered, “this place is almost embarrassing.”

“I’m sorry,” Jiang Yan whispered as he sat down, “please have your supper later.”

“Why did you go?” Zhao Ke asked, “Isn’t the tutor just an hour?”

“Xu Xingzhi came to me and talked for a while,” Jiang Yan said, “he promised to help my friend and sister.”

“Really? That’s great,” Zhao Ke said, “but I didn’t expect him to agree so soon.”

“Huh?” Jiang Yan tilted his head.

“He is very difficult to speak,” Zhao Ke said. “If you want to find him in general, such as psychological counseling, he introduces it to others, and his sister is so far away.”

“He said his sister’s case was special.” Jiang Yan said.

“His boss is so bullish, special cases are not uncommon,” Zhao Ke said.

“That …” Jiang Yan was told by him, and suddenly he was a little confused, looking at Zhao Ke.

Zhao Ke also looked at him.

Jiang Yan felt that both of them were suddenly thoughtful at this moment.

“You …” When Zhao Ke wanted to continue, the student reading next to him knocked gently on the table.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Both of them apologized to the others at the same time, quickly ended the topic and looked down.

After the library was closed, Jiang Yan asked Zhao Ke to go out for supper. He had chicken wings and Zhao Ke had fried scorpions.

“How the **** do you eat this stuff?” Jiang Yan never understood.

Zhao Ke handed a string of scorpions to his mouth: “You should solve this kind of thing through practice.”

“I don’t need to solve this confusion.” Jiang Yan avoided.

When he returned to the dormitory after eating, Jiang Min took out his mobile phone and glanced at him. He sent a message to Gu Fei as soon as he came out of the library. Up to now, Gu Fei has never contacted him.

This has never happened before.

Something?

too busy?

Fell asleep?

Jiang Yan hesitated to make a phone call, but stared at the phone for a long time without dialing.

If it was before, he would not hesitate, but recently he always felt that Gu Fei was under a lot of pressure, or was he too stressed? I’m afraid the timing is not right.

Will it affect Gu Fei’s work?

Will it affect Gu Fei to play with Gu Miao?

Will it disturb Gu Fei to sleep?

“You and your boyfriend,” Zhao Ke glanced at him, “Did you tell Xu Xingzhi?”

“Huh?” Jiang Yan turned his head.

Once again, the thoughtful atmosphere of the library reappeared.

“He …” No one interrupted this time, so Jiang Yan asked: “Xu Xingzhi … is it?”

“Um.” Zhao Ke answered.

“I depend?” Jiang Yan said, “How do you know?”

“I used to think he was in love with Zhao Jin,” Zhao Ke said, “just asked, his sexuality is not a secret.”

“… why didn’t you say it at first?” Jiang Yan was surprised.

“It’s none of my business, let me say what this is,” Zhao Ke looked at him. “He treats his sister, but he’s not blind to you.”

“Ah, too.” Jiang Yan still couldn’t return.

“Did you tell him it was your boyfriend’s sister?” Zhao Ke asked.

“No,” Jiang Yan said, “but I guess he … see it.”

“Oh.” Zhao Ke said nothing else.

Back in the dormitory, Lu Shi and Zhang Qiqi were still reading in bed.

After Jiang Yan put everything in place, he walked out of the dormitory with a mobile phone and went to the corridor.

He still wanted to call Gu Fei. After all, it was the first time that Gu Fei hadn’t contacted him all day.

He glanced at the time. Normally Gu Fei was not sleeping at this time. He pressed the dial.

There was a long silence in the receiver, so that he almost thought he hadn’t dialed.

As I was about to take a look, a sound came from the handset.

“Sorry, the call you dialed is temporarily unavailable. Please redial later.”

Jiang stunned and couldn’t connect?

He hung up and dialed again.

Still unable to connect.

Gu Fei’s phone is dead? Or is there a problem with your phone?

He restarted the phone once and dialed Gu Fei’s number for the third time.

“Sorry, the call you dialed is temporarily unavailable. Please redial later.”

What’s wrong?

Suddenly anxious, Jiang Yan frowned, hung up the phone, opened WeChat, and clicked into Gu Fei’s circle of friends.

The latest one is from last week. It is a photo of the sun rising from between several old buildings and pulling out a long halo, and it is matched with two words, good morning.

Below is also the expression of a little sun made by Jiang Yan.

There was no problem in the circle of friends, and Jiang Yan suddenly didn’t know what to do.

Theoretically, the mobile phone is out of power, the mobile phone is broken, and the mobile phone is hung in the pocket and hung up in the cabinet. There may be various reasons for unreachable, but I do not know why, but at this moment he was very panicked.

Jiang Yan was able to stand in the corridor for five minutes, and he tweeted for a while, and dialed again several times, but nothing changed.

He clicked Li Yan’s name in the phone book, but stared at it for a long time and then turned it off.

After a while I ordered it again, and then turned it off again.

Li Yan was not together with Gu Fei, nor was he in contact with him every day. What happened to Gu Fei might not be known to him, and … Just calling Gu Fei’s friends just one day without contacting him seemed strange.

It wasn’t until Zhao Ke poked his head out of the dormitory to look at him that he lowered his head and sent another message to Gu Fei, then returned to the dormitory.

-Is there a problem with the phone? I haven’t been able to get through. I’ll be fine tomorrow. You call me.

“Dafei!” Liu Li knocked on the door outside the bedroom. “You come out, we have to talk.”

Gu Fei didn’t speak, and didn’t move against the bed.

The room was very dark. I don’t know what time it is now. I don’t know if it’s yesterday, today or tomorrow.

A small figure shrunk on the small sofa by the window, Gu Miao who clung to her legs.

I don’t know how long, it seems not long, and it seems like a lifetime, Gu Miao has been curled up in the corner of the sofa without eating or drinking.

Gu Fei couldn’t describe his feelings.

What kind of stimulus that that roar brought to Gu Miao he couldn’t judge, but Gu Miao, who was trembling and screaming because of her own roar, never refused to leave his room.

And Gu Fei didn’t know what else to do.

Liu Li was angry.

Gu Fei felt very able to understand him.

The younger sister shouted and shrank back into the shell. When the mother questioned him, he pushed the mother to the ground again, and when Liu Li came up to stop him, he was beaten by his hand.

He doesn’t know what happened to him.

This terrible violence seemed to be his best vent at that moment.

When he was roaring and raising his arms, he seemed to see the man who made him chirp when he heard footsteps.

At that moment he was confused and terrified.

He didn’t know how long Liu Li knocked on the door, and the voice from outside the door turned into Li Yan, and he turned his head slightly.

“Dafei,” Li Yan said, “I’m not here to persuade you, I’m here to remind you.”

Gu Fei looked at the door.

“It’s been two days,” Li Yan said. “Jiang Li can’t contact you for two days. At least you call him. Of all the people who care about you, only he doesn’t know what is going on.”

Jiang Yan.

Gu Fei leaned back, head against the wall.

Is it two days?

Suddenly he felt distressed in the numb state.

“I’m going in now,” Li Yan said, “I’ll pry the lock in. If you dare to do something to me when I go in, I’ll break with you.”

Gu Fei sat up straight with some effort.

The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.

Because of the darkness, the sun is particularly bright, it always has to be daylight. The author said, kneeling squarely on the tile floor without black hair.