SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 127

The cafe has plenty of heating, drinking coffee, watching Gu Miao who has been stroking the fat sheep, and smiling from time to time, listening to the music if there is nothing, and Xu Xingzhi and Gu Fei who can hear but basically cannot hear sound.

Jiang Yan lay on the table and closed his eyes with his side face.

Although he and Gu Fei seem to be separated by a transparent jelly, now he still feels relaxed. For the first time in such a long time, when he was in a daze, he didn’t feel stuffed in his head.

The whole person was empty.

I haven’t felt so sleepy for a long time.

It was a long time since he slept on the table, and he could even hear his low purring sound.

This is not very good, it is detrimental to the image.

A handsome guy, his face pressed against the table and slept like a dead pig, snoring.

He kept reminding himself, but never woke up once.

Jiang Yan, your face is crooked.

Sleep, sleep.

Jiang Yan, are you drooling?

Sleep, sleep.

Jiang Yan, you seem to be snoring.

Sleep, sleep.

If it weren’t for the fat sheep’s paw on his nose, Jiang Yan felt he could still sleep.

However, the cat’s claw is really a very magical thing. It is soft and gentle. He was awoken and jumped up without conditional reflexes. He had to change his dog’s paw and pat it on his nose. A table was lifted.

He opened his eyes and saw Gu Miao’s eyes staring at him with curiosity behind the white hair of the fat sheep.

Gu Miao and Gu Fei really look alike, eyes are especially similar, but Gu Miao’s eyes are bigger, her eyes are simple, Gu Fei’s eyes have a sleeping story …

Gu Fei!

Jiang Yan quickly raised his head and looked over at the table where Gu Fei and Xu Xingzhi sat.

Xu Xingzhi was recording something in his notebook, while Gu Fei was turning and leaning against the wall, with one leg on the chair next to him and looking at him.

He sat up suddenly, Gu Fei was a little bit surprised, and wanted to lean to the beginning and want to sit upright. He lifted his leg, hit his knee on the table, and brought the legged chair down.

Xu Xingzhi was typing and was startled. He looked up at Gu Fei first, then turned to Jiang Yan’s side.

“I’m asleep.” Jiang Yan wiped his mouth, a little embarrassed.

“We talked a lot,” Xu Xingzhi smiled, and closed the notebook. “I just observed it. Gu Miao’s contact with the fat sheep is not bad. I will bring the fat sheep to accompany her these days.”

“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded, watching Gu Miao, who held the fat sheep in her arms again, and took out her mobile phone and glanced at the time again. “Now …”

He, actually, lay on the table and fell asleep for almost three hours!

“It’s time for lunch,” he said.

“I booked a table,” Gu Fei said, “Pan Zhi, they have passed.”

“Ah,” Jiang froze and stood up. “Let’s go, where can I order it?”

“A big bone hot pot restaurant, which Li Yan took to eat last time, it tastes good, all of them …” Gu Fei glanced at him, “a big piece of meat.”

“… Oh.” Jiang Yan cleared his throat, took a glass of water on the table and drank a few mouthfuls.

When he dropped the cup, he saw Gu Miao looking up at him with his head up.

He stumbled: “Are you water?”

Gu Miao looked at him without a response.

“Are you still drinking?” Jiang Yan asked quickly, he had never snatched Gu Miao’s stuff, and suddenly he felt a little nervous at the moment, “I’ll help you get another glass?”

Gu Miao didn’t say anything, but just looked at Gu Fei holding the fat sheep.

“Hug it,” said Gu Fei, “if we don’t drink water, shall we go to dinner?”

Gu Miao turned around holding the fat sheep and left.

“Isn’t she angry?” Jiang Yan asked.

“No, she’s in a good mood today,” Gu Fei said. “She didn’t drink a sip of water when I brought it.”

The big bone hot pot restaurant where Gu Fei booked the table was not far from here, but they were not too close to walk, so they took a taxi.

Xu Xingzhi sat in the co-driver, Jiang Yan and Gu Fei sat in the back seat, with Gu Miao holding a fat sheep in the middle.

This is the first time they have been sitting in the back seat without arms next to each other.

After Gu Fei came to the car and reported the address, a few people didn’t talk anymore. Xu Xingzhi and Gu Fei estimated that they were tired before. Jiang Yan didn’t know what to say, and could only look at Gu Miao by the door.

Not dare to look up, as soon as you look up, you can see Gu Fei’s face.

Only Gu Miao bowed her head to tease the sheep without feeling.

The fat sheep played with Gu Miao for so long, and it is probably a bit tired now, lying on Gu Miao’s legs and letting her touch the hair on her belly motionlessly.

How powerful animals are for such children, Jiang Yan doesn’t know, but Gu Miao can keep quiet and calm for so long, focus on playing with fat sheep, feel the hair, pinch his paws, in his opinion, it is a piece of It was very unexpected and surprising.

When Gu Miao took her hand away, the fat sheep lay quietly. When Gu Miao put her hand over, the fat sheep would stretch out two front paws to hold her hand.

Gu Miao was very happy with this interactive method. She played back and forth several times, and finally, when she stretched out her hand again, the fat sheep held her hand and pinched her head.

“Ha!” Gu Miao shouted with a smile.

Jiang Yan choked abruptly. This was the first time he heard Gu Miao’s voice outside of the scream, although it was only short, like a voice leaked out of control.

He stared at Gu Miao in surprise, wondering if he hadn’t woke up, or whether he had too much in his brain during this time.

Gu Fei turned his head at this moment.

Not hallucination.

“Er Miao?” Gu Fei called her.

Gu Miao did not respond to him, and buried his face in the sheep’s hair.

“Senior,” Jiang Yan felt his voice trembling, “I heard her for the first time without screaming.”

“Really,” Xu Xingzhi turned back and smiled. “This situation is quite common. Children will have many surprises when they interact with small animals.”

Xu Xingzhi is not as excited as he and Gu Fei, maybe because he knows such children, maybe because he sees more, and it doesn’t mean anything.

Jiang Yan and Gu Miao haven’t known each other for a short time. He likes Gu Miao and will be happy because she can get her response. She will also be down because of her screaming and indifference. Unlike the perspective of Xu Xingzhi, Gu Miao His short vocalization will make him feel a lot of emotion.

And Gu Fei.

This feeling will be stronger.

Gu Fei stretched on Gu Miao’s shoulder and squeezed gently, looking over the window.

He couldn’t see his expression, but Jiang Yan knew that he would never turn his face away if he could not control his emotions.

When they entered the box, Pan Zhi and Zhao Jin were already sitting in the box.

“How’s that?” Jiang Yan asked. “Where did you go?”

“The other side of the square,” Zhao Jin said, “K song is gone.”

“K song?” Jiang Yan looked at Pan Zhi, “Is it the kind in the mall?”

“Higher than that,” Pan Zhi laughed. “The kind of single K song room I saw when I was walking around blindly, the kind that can record video.”

“Did you record it?” Jiang Yan asked.

“Recording …” Pan Zhi glanced at Zhao Jin, and Zhao Jin looked at him with a fierce smirk. He paused, “My own.”

Zhao Jin laughed: “Hey, I can’t spread it.”

“What’s wrong?” Jiang Yan asked with a smile.

“She sings in a tune,” Xu Xingzhi said. “It was already famous throughout the school when we welcomed it a few years ago.”

“No,” Pan Zhi looked at Zhao Jin. “You tune up like that and sing solo to welcome the new one?”

“What’s the matter,” said Zhao Jin, “I tuned so that I would sing with you for two hours.”

“That’s my patience.” Pan Zhi said.

Several people in the room laughed.

Jiang Yan sat down with Gu Miao. Gu Miao liked to sit in a corner, Jiang Yan sat outside her, and Gu Fei behind him sat beside him.

When Gu Fei took off his jacket, Jiang Yan smelled the familiar atmosphere of Gu Fei again.

His feelings at this moment cannot be described by words.

Since this time, he has various emotions, understanding, incomprehension, blankness, clarity, anger, and helplessness towards Gu Fei in his heart … and now the feeling is brand new and never before.

Mixed with the long-lost thoughts that are close at hand, but it can’t be said.

The waiter took the menu and came in. Gu Fei took it and started ordering. Jiang Yan kept staring at the tea cup in front of himself.

He didn’t pay attention to what the others in the box were talking about.

It wasn’t until Gu Fei tilted his head to talk to Gu Miao that he returned to his mind, like when reviewing before, the only thing he could hear the first time was Gu Fei’s voice.

“Er Miao, it’s time to eat and let the fat sheep rest,” Gu Fei said, “go and wash your hands.”

Gu Miao didn’t move holding the fat sheep.

“Er Miao,” Gu Fei repeated, “put the fat sheep back in the bag.”

Gu Miao still didn’t move.

Gu Fei stood up, walked around from behind Jiang Yan to her, gently lifted the fat sheep from her arms, and put it in the cat bag.

Just as he pulled the zipper of the cat bag, Gu Miao leaned on the back of the chair and screamed with his hair up.

The scream was so sudden that several people in the room were startled.

“Er Miao,” Gu Fei held her arm, “Er Miao.”

“Gu Fei,” Xu Xingzhi called Gu Fei aside, “Let her shout.”

Gu Fei hesitated and let go of his hand.

“Let her learn to express her needs in the right way,” Xu Xingzhi said.

“Um.” Gu Fei responded and glanced over the box door.

“Let’s go.” Jiang Yan stood up. He knew that Gu Fei was worried. This was a restaurant after all. They came early, and there were not many customers.

He left the box and was about to close the door. Pan Zhi also followed and took the box door.

“Little girl has a good throat,” Pan Zhi said.

Jiang Yan smiled.

“Any progress this morning?” Pan Zhi asked.

“Xu Xingzhi talked to Gu Fei for a long time,” Jiang Yan said, “I haven’t asked the specifics yet.”

“Do you have any ideas?” Pan Zhi asked again.

“Huh?” Jiang froze.

“I didn’t ask Gu Miao,” Pan Zhi said, “I asked you both.”

“I …” Jiang Yan paused for a long time before he said, “I don’t know now, so I wonder about Gu Miao.”

“Oh.” Pan Zhi said.

Jiang Yan looked at him.

“I, for you,” Pan Zhi squinted at him, “giving up the family reunion, withstanding the pressure of my mother’s ten mops …”

“I’m not telling you the truth,” Jiang Yan smiled helplessly. “I’m real … I don’t know, just now, I don’t know what’s in the mess.

The waiter delivered dishes from the private box next door, and came over after hearing Gu Miao’s scream.

“Sorry,” Pan Zhi immediately greeted him. “Our children are getting angry, just a moment.”

“Really?” The waiter didn’t seem to believe it. “Isn’t he hitting a child?”

“How is that possible?” Pan Zhi laughed. “The child has a bad temper and yells when he is angry, and stops when he is tired.”

“That’s it,” the waiter sighed, and turned as he walked. “It’s very personal.”

“Hey,” Pan Zhi leaned against the wall again and looked at Jiang Ye. “I think you two can’t tell the difference.”

Jiang Yan looked at him.

“But you really need to reconcile, and don’t be impulsive,” Pan Zhi said. “The problem between the two of you is not resolved, and you will score points when you are reconciled.”

Jiang Yan said nothing and sighed softly.

The problem between him and Gu Fei.

He used to think that the only problem between him and Gu Fei was Gu Miao. As long as Gu Miao is good, they can be good. He never thought of anything else.

But now he could feel it, but it wasn’t.

Gu Miao’s screaming ended sooner than usual. About five minutes later, she lost her voice.

Maybe it’s because of the mood.

When she stopped screaming, Jiang Yan was relieved.

When he pushed the door back to the box, Xu Xingzhi and Zhao Jin were drinking tea very calmly. Gu Feizhen crouched in front of Gu Miao and spoke softly to her: “Brother knows you like fat sheep, but it is tired and wants to sleep If you like it, you should let it sleep, otherwise it will be uncomfortable … you keep crying, my brother will not understand … “

Jiang Yan stood behind Gu Fei and looked at his back.

It’s really a lot thinner and can be seen.

He sighed softly.

Gu Miao still cooperated today. After Gu Fei told her for a while, she took a wet tissue and lowered her head, and wiped her hands.

The waiter who had met outside the box before came in to serve them, and stared at Gu Miao for a few glances, presumably to determine whether she had been hit just now.

Gu Miao held the tea cup and looked at him with no expression on his face.

“Still angry?” Said the waiter.

“Well, you have a big temper.” Pan Zhi nodded.

After eating Gu Fei took Gu Miao home to sleep, Zhao Jin returned to the hotel to rest, Jiang Yan and Pan Zhi and Xu Xing returned to the rental room.

Pan Zhi entered the room and fell on the sofa: “I’ll sleep here, will you talk in the house?”

“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded.

In fact, he didn’t want to be so anxious, but he was really anxious. Think about it in front of Xu Xingzhi and Pan Zhi, and there is no need to cover it up. One is his iron, and the other is his listener who vents his confession.

“How?” Entering the bedroom, Jiang Yan covered the door slightly, pulled the chair over to Xu Xingzhi, and leaned against the desk by himself.

“I want to say what.” Xu Xingzhi smiled.

“Don’t use terminology. I can’t turn my head right now, I’m afraid I can’t understand or understand.” Jiang Yan said.

“In the morning, I mainly learned about Gu Fei’s family situation. I need to know Gu Miao’s living conditions before the problem and the relationship between family members.” Xu Xingzhi said, his tone was still calm and hurried.

“Well.” Jiang Yan nodded and had to say that Xu Xingzhi always relaxes people in terms of intonation and speed.

“Gu Miao’s problem was not too serious, but I haven’t received good intervention and treatment. Therefore, if I want to have an effect, I need more time and patience. I will tell Gu Fei specifically how to do it. “How to get along with Gu Miao and how to guide,” Xu Xingzhi said, “she basically has no violence. The biggest problem is expression, emotional control and concentration. Her concentration is difficult to concentrate, so communication will be difficult. Learn some Things are also difficult … “

“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded. “Sometimes I feel like she can’t hear her when she talks to her.”

“It takes time to take it slowly. I don’t think Gu Fei will have any problems in coordination. He has more patience than the parents of many of these children I have seen.” Xu Xingzhi stopped, “I think this should also be followed You say it. “

“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at him.

“I talked with him today in depth, I think,” Xu Xingzhi said, “Gu Fei himself also needs psychological counseling.”

“What?” Jiang Yan immediately hurried.

“From what he told me about his family and Gu Miao, he could see that he had positioned himself and had problems with many things,” Xu Xingzhi said. “In fact, you should also feel It turns out that he has positioned himself too much as a bearer of responsibility, his family, his mother, his sister … “

“It’s all his responsibility, right,” Jiang Yan frowned. “He took everything into himself, and everyone was his responsibility.”

“Well,” Xu Xingzhi said, “he even felt that because she didn’t protect Gu Miao, she would be injured and it would be like this …”

Jiang froze.

He can understand the previous content. After Xu Xingzhi said, he could quickly respond to many performances of Gu Fei, but he never expected that Gu Fei would turn Gu Miao into his own mistakes.

“His entire growing environment and family structure made him feel that” paying “is his normal state and a way of life that he is used to, and in turn,” accepting “will scare him because during his growing up This state is abnormal. In his concept, ‘I’ comes after a lot of things … Can you understand me by saying this? “

“Almost … yes,” Jiang Yan looked at Xu Xingzhi, “Can I say he is an M?”

Xu Xingzhi laughed: “It can’t be said that he was not satisfied in the process, and his state has been very depressed.”

“Well, he … is another kind of self-enclosed performance.” Jiang Yan sighed.

“I want to give him an anxiety test tomorrow,” Xu Xingzhi said, “I think he’s very anxious, for a long time …”

“He probably won’t accept it,” Jiang Yan said.

“I’ll tell him straight away, his condition is not conducive to Gu Miao’s treatment,” Xu Xingzhi said, “his mood will affect Gu Miao.”

“Um.” Jiang Yan frowned.

After chatting with Xu Xingzhi for a while, Xu Xingzhi was going to rest at the hotel.

“Really … Thank you so much,” Jiang took the cat bag downstairs with him, “I really did not expect that Gu Miao would be involved so much.”

“The formation of a psychological problem will definitely not be a single cause, except for itself, the family and the surrounding environment will have an impact, and there is nothing,” Xu Xingzhi said with a smile, “In fact, for me, I am quite interested, go back Write the opening report and see if it will pass. “

“Hope it will pass.” Jiang Yan also smiled.

“Go up, I’ll take a taxi back to the hotel,” Xu Xingzhi said, “I’ll sort out today’s content, and then see what to do next.”

“Well,” Jiang Yan handed him the cat bag, “the fat sheep have to rest too.”

“The effect of the fat sheep is not bad,” Xu Xingzhi said. “If conditions permit, Gu Miao can be exposed to small animals, but it must be determined by the personality of the fat sheep.”

“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded.

When he returned to the room, Pan Zhi was no longer sleeping, leaning on his arm against the sofa and watching TV.

“Ah.” Jiang Yan sat down on the sofa with his butt.

“What’s wrong,” Pan Zhi asked, “is Gu Miao’s situation easy to handle?”

“There is still hope.” Jiang Yan said, when he mentioned Gu Miao, he felt slightly lifted, but when he thought of Gu Fei, he sighed again.

“I hope you still sigh.” Pan Zhi looked at him.

“I … suddenly found out,” Jiang Yan looked over at Pan Zhi, “I haven’t worked hard in the right direction since the beginning.”

“What?” Pan Zhi looked blank.

“I kept thinking, I wouldn’t let go of him,” Jiang Yan said, “tugging at him, he can go forward, but …”

“Ah?” Pan Zhi was still blank, “Who?”

“It’s no use pulling him,” Jiang Yan looked back at the TV. “He has to go forward by himself.”

“Do you say Gu Fei?” Pan Zhi finally responded.

“Um.” Jiang Yan answered.

“… Oh,” Pan Zhi looked at him, “don’t understand.”

“You don’t need to understand it, I can understand it myself,” Jiang Yan patted on his shoulder. “Keep on sleeping, I’ll lie down for a while.”

“You work hard,” Pan Zhi said.

Jiang Yan lay on the bed, feeling that his mind was beginning to be confused again, thinking a lot, he was anxious to figure out a line, but he couldn’t find the line for a long time.

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