SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 128

“I can help you talk to the other side in the afternoon and evening,” Ding Zhuxin said on the phone. “But you come here this afternoon to talk to them first, three photography, responsible for different units.”

“Well, do I know other photography?” Gu Fei leaned against the window holding a cigarette, watching Gu Miao lying on the coffee table.

From home after eating to now, she has been painting and drawing many green rabbits.

However, according to Xu Xingzhi, he has already found a cat with a stick figure and painted one for Gu Miao. It can be drawn up to four strokes. If she is willing to draw fat sheep, she can learn to paint, but so far, Miao painted her green rabbit.

“I don’t know, but it doesn’t affect or cooperate with them,” Ding Zhuxin said. “You can do this job well, and I will introduce it later.”

“Thank you,” Gu Fei said.

“Don’t tell me that,” Ding Zhuxin smiled. “Also, if you lack equipment, tell me, I will help you find someone to borrow.”

“I’m not the equipment party,” Gu Fei said. “I have enough of them now. I didn’t buy more lenses.”

“You have no money,” Ding Zhuxin said directly.

“I do n’t spend it here,” Gu Fei said. “There are more places to spend money.”

“Dafei,” Ding Zhuxin paused. “I’m still saying that, if there is anything I can help, just tell me, I can’t help anything else, I’ll be fine if I need money.”

“You’ve helped me find a job,” Gu Fei said. “Really.”

“Is Jiang Yan back in the winter vacation?” Ding Zhuxin asked, “The old customers who used him before still want to find him. Does he have time?”

“I guess … there is no time,” Gu Fei said. “He has classmates and friends to come and play together, and the winter vacation time is short.”

“Let’s do it. I’ll have a chance to say it later,” said Ding Zhuxin. “You will remember to meet someone first.”

“Um.” Gu Fei hung up and turned around, leaning his elbows on the windowsill and looking out.

Today he is actually very tired. If it wasn’t for the job this time, it was not only more money, but also helpful for the big job in the future, he would really not want to go out again.

For more than two hours talking to Xu Xingzhi in the morning, he felt very tired.

Not because you talk too much.

It was because when introducing Xu Xingzhi’s situation to Gu Miao, he opened up too many memories that had been sealed by him for many years.

These are things he tried hard not to think about.

I have to say that Xu Xingzhi is a very powerful person. Every question he can ask rightly at the most sensitive point makes him have to speak.

And you have to speak, because it’s related to Gu Miao.

Gu Fei never told anyone about many things and ideas. His friends didn’t know it, and Jiang Yan didn’t know it either.

And this exhausting process … He spit out a cigarette and watched the smoke disappear before he even had a shape in the wind. He turned and pressed the cigarette **** in the ashtray on the table and closed the window.

He did not resist such a process, perhaps for Gu Miao, maybe for Jiang Yan, or maybe because Xu Xingzhi looked reliable.

“The way you and Gu Miao get along is problematic,” Xu Xingzhi said. “You gave her a hint with your actions and reactions. She is your center. You are around her. You have used it for so many years. Time tells her that all her brother’s devotion to her is deserved and will not disappear. Once she has formed such a recognition, any change will make her collapse. “

Gu Fei looked at Gu Miao lying on the table and sighed softly.

Although Xu Xingzhi’s words left him a little confused, think carefully. From the moment Gu Miao refused to speak, his life seemed to have completely changed.

He has been digesting what Xu Xingzhi said, which he had never thought of before.

What he wanted to do was to protect Gu Miao from being harmed in any way, and she couldn’t express it, then he tried to understand that there was only an elder brother in her world, then he would do that one.

But Gu Miao is different from a child born with autism. The root of her problem is childhood trauma. In many cases, she can perceive emotions, but her attention cannot be focused, and no one guides her to use the correct method. Communication and communication …

“And you met her needs just when she expressed it in the wrong way, so change and progress must start with yourself.”

Gu Fei rubbed his face and glanced at the time. He came out at the moment and went to meet someone to learn about the things and ideas to be shot.

“Er Miao,” Gu Fei squatted beside Gu Miao, “brother is going out now.”

Gu Miao glanced at him and nodded.

“You nodded when you understood.” Gu Fei said.

Gu Miao nodded again.

“Brother Li Yan will come to accompany you later,” said Gu Fei. “If you want to go out for a skateboard, just go with him.”

Gu Miao nodded.

Gu Fei took the piece of paper on which he drew a cat before, drew a row of cats on it, and put it in front of Gu Miao: “Brother painted it.”

“Sheep,” Gu Miao said softly.

Gu Fei wanted to say that when it was a cat, she responded that she called the name of a fat sheep, so she smiled: “Fat sheep.”

Gu Miao looked at him.

“Its name is Fat Sheep.” Gu Fei said.

Gu Miao continued to look at him and said it again after a long time: “Sheep.”

Just sheep, at least she remembered half the name of the fat sheep.

After going out, he touched his cell phone and felt that he should call Jiang Ye. After all, Jiang Ye had to talk to him for another morning for Gu Miao to return. After that, he must have contacted me. He will be absent if arranged.

But he felt that the call was over, and all these reasons in his heart would become excuses.

After hesitating for about five minutes, when he walked from the home to the intersection, he still dialed Jiang Yan’s number.

When he pressed the dial, he found that this action turned out to be strange in familiarity.

It seems like I haven’t dialed Jiang Yan’s phone for many years.

“Hello?” Jiang Yan answered the phone.

“I.” Gu Fei said.

“Well.” Jiang Yan answered, his voice was dumb again.

“What’s wrong with your throat?” Gu Fei couldn’t help it.

“It’s time for my voice to change,” Jiang Yan said.

“… Oh,” Gu Fei froze, “You’re a bit late.”

“Ah.” Jiang Yan answered.

After being silent for a while, Gu Fei heard Jiang Yan’s laughter. This familiar, uncontrollable feeling of wanting to smirk rolled up.

He followed Jiang Yan silly for a long time.

“That,” Gu Fei finally stopped smiling, “I want to tell you, I didn’t take a job, now I need to meet with them in the past … Do you still need to communicate with Ermiao in the afternoon?”

“Well, Xu Xingzhi wants to contact her alone,” Jiang Yan said, “Do you mind?”

“Don’t mind,” Gu Fei said, “Li Yan will come here this afternoon. If you want to go, you can just let Li Yan take her there.”

“OK.” Jiang Yan answered.

“Um.” Gu Fei also answered.

Then both were silent at the same time.

The relaxed feeling brought by the smirk before lasted only three sentences, and then returned to dullness.

After hanging up, he stood for a long time by the side of the road.

This made him very unbearable. Compared to the feeling that Jiang Yan had never seen before, this kind of person is here now, where they once lived together, but they can’t feel it. It made him breathless.

But if Jiang Yan is gone now, he may suffocate directly.

Xu Xingzhi wanted to stay alone with Gu Miao to see how she would react in an environment without Gu Fei.

“She should be with Gu Fei’s friends now,” Jiang Yan said, “I’ll make a call?”

“Well,” Xu Xingzhi nodded, “Is there anything you can play around?”

“I … I don’t seem to know. Usually I see children playing on fitness equipment and grabbing equipment from old men and old women,” Jiang Yan thought for a while, “or I ask Li Yan, he is familiar with this. “

“Okay,” Xu Xingzhi said. “It’s better to have other children.”

Jiang Yan called Li Yan’s phone.

“Yes, go to your classmate’s pancake … No, there is a small stadium next to the pie shop. There are many children’s fun things like slides, I can take her now,” Li Yan said. “It’s just outdoors, but it’s okay to have the sun right now, and the children will go back without the sun later.”

“Just go over and see now, there will be no children before changing places.” Jiang Yan said.

When going out, Xu Xingzhi pulled the scarf: “Does Gu Fei usually not take her to the playgrounds in the mall? What kind of ocean ball or something?”

“She has to ride a skateboard when there is flat ground, and she wants to step into a restaurant,” Jiang Yan said. “Gu Fei rarely takes her indoors to play. She ca n’t play skateboard and gets screaming.”

“Um.” Xu Xingzhi nodded.

“You two can go around,” Jiang Yan looked at Pan Zhi and Zhao Jin. “There is a food street over there.”

“Don’t bully me,” Zhao Jin said, “I’m losing weight.”

“It’s boring to go alone,” Pan Zhi spread his hands. “Let’s be an assistant.”

After a few people got into Xu Xingzhi’s car, Li Yan took Gu Miao to the place and issued a location for Jiang Yan. As a road lover, Jiang Yan didn’t even look at it, and set up navigation directly: “It doesn’t seem far? “

“Yeah, how close, just one finger away.” Pan Zhi glanced at the map.

“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at him.

“I don’t want to talk to you like you,” Pan Zhi sighed. “This place has to pass by at the Wang Xujia pie shop. Do you always have a concept for this distance?”

“Oh,” Jiang Yan said. “Senior, let’s drive.”

The car drove all the way, every eye was familiar, but because of the state of mind, he became wrapped in a stranger.

Jiang Yan didn’t look out the car window anymore, but stared at the air-conditioning outlet.

It wasn’t until the navigation prompt reached the place that he looked up.

“That’s Gu Miao?” Xu Xingzhi pointed to the front.

A flaming shadow leaped from the top of the steps in front, and rushed out after falling to the ground.

“Yes, I don’t think there is any second girl with this level in skateboarding in this movie.” Jiang Yan said.

“Her technology … if she can develop it in the future,” Zhao Jin said as she got out of the car. “It should be quite developed.”

Jiang Yan jumped out of the car and whistled at it.

Gu Miao turned her head, looked here for a while, and rushed over on her skateboard.

First he raised his hand a few meters away, rang his fingers and greeted Jiang Yan with his thumb, and then made an emergency stop, standing in front of Xu Xing.

“How about looking for a fat sheep?” Zhao Jin whispered.

“Well,” Xu Xingzhi squatted. “Hello, Ermiao.”

Gu Miao looked at him.

“Brother Xu, remember?” Jiang Yan said, “Er Miao said hi to Brother Xu.”

Gu Miao looked at Xu Xingzhi and bowed at him after a while.

When Li Yan came far away, Jiang Yan almost didn’t recognize him, wrapped like a cotton ball, and covered his face with a mask.

“This is Li Yan, Gu Fei’s friend,” he introduced Zhao Jin and Xu Xingzhi and looked at Li Yan again. “My classmate’s sister, Zhao Jin, this is Xu Xingzhi’s senior.”

“Listen to Gu Fei,” Li Yan pulled down his mask. “It’s hard.”

“Not hard,” Xu Xingzhi smiled, “Gu Miao is very cute.”

“Did she play?” Jiang Yan saw four or five children playing on the slide.

“She would go to play if no one was playing,” Li Yan said. “Someone played with her and she would not pass. She used to play with her classmates when she was in school.”

After speaking these words, several people stood still for a while.

Jiang Yan feels awkward looking at Li Yan now.

“Let’s go,” Xu Xingzhi said, “look first.”

“Okay.” Jiang Yan breathed a sigh of relief and hurried to the other side.

Li Yan was right. After they passed together, Gu Miao first stepped on the skateboard and played beside it for a while. She saw that a swing was empty before she stood up.

Gu Miao’s sports function seems to be very developed, swinging a few swings, and very high.

But when a little boy came to see her play, she stopped quickly, jumped off the swing and walked away.

The little boy was about five or six years old. She had been watching her skateboarding before, and now she saw her on a swing, and she has been following her since then.

Xu Xingzhi took out his mobile phone and started recording video in front of Gu Miao.

“Have she ever had friends of the same age?” He looked at Li Yan.

“No, she’s been a lone knight since I met her,” Li Yan said. “She doesn’t talk or ignore people, and she is isolated at school.”

“Um.” Xu Xingzhi nodded.

After recording some videos, Xu Xingzhi put away his mobile phone. Gu Miao always turned a blind eye to the little boy behind her, and walked aimlessly on the skateboard.

“When she usually goes out for skateboarding,” Xu Xingzhi asked, “is that so?”

“Well,” said Li Yan, “there is a fixed route, Fei Fei, no one cares, just soar around.”

Jiang Yan sat aside and looked at Gu Miao in silence.

This little girl speeding in the cold wind.

I don’t know if she can feel the changes that are happening quietly around her, the new friend brought by her brother, the fat sheep …

“Actually she has a lot of thoughts, I feel,” Li Yan sneezed with two heads, “I fuck!”

Xu Xingzhi glanced at him and smiled.

“Don’t laugh,” Li Yan said, “I wouldn’t have brought her here just to cooperate with you, just down the street, she played with her, and I would just stay in the cat store.”

“Sorry, hard work,” Xu Xingzhi said.

“… You’re welcome.” Li Yan said.

“Continue.” Xu Xingzhi said.

“What continue?” Li Yan looked at him. “You’re welcome, you’re welcome, no …”

“You said half of what you said before you sneeze, continue that.” Xu Xingzhi said.

“Oh, my brain is a bit frozen,” Li Yan said with a whisper. “I mean, I haven’t known Gu Miao for a short time, but she likes Jiang Yan better, I don’t know why.”

“Really?” Xu Xingzhi smiled.

“The first time Jiang Yan picked her up, she followed Jiang Yan,” said Li Yan. “If it was a personal dealer, it would be sold, and it would not be a problem.”

Jiang Yan smiled and said nothing.

Xu Xingzhi can come here for about a week. The time is actually very tight. He needs to observe and communicate with her within the range that Gu Miao can tolerate.

“Thank you.” Jiang Yan could only repeat repeatedly.

“I will write a detailed behavior correction method for Gu Fei before I leave,” Xu Xingzhi said. “I have to go back and think about the specific treatment plan.”

“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded. “Senior, give me a peace of mind.”

Xu Xingzhi glanced at him: “Gu Miao’s situation is not as serious as you think. As long as Gu Fei can cooperate, because Gu Miao will have many reactions in the process, if he is distressed, it will affect the effect … And, I It was said before that Gu Miao missed the best stage of treatment and it is impossible to return to the level of normal children. “

“I see.” Jiang Yan said, Xu Xingzhi’s answer is enough for him and Gu Fei.

A few days passed quickly, Jiang Yan didn’t even feel much, so Gu Miao was busy in his head.

When Xu Xingzhi and Zhao Jin were about to leave, he slowly recovered.

From the day he came back, his contact with Gu Fei was all because of Gu Miao. They called and they met, and all they said was Gu Miao. When Xu Xingzhi left, he and Gu Fei were established because of Gu Miao. Will be broken.

This made him a little disturbed.

These days, he often gets caught up in memories, just a word, a person, a scene, will quickly pull him into the memories.

Bit by bit, he never thought that his memory was so good, with so many details, those details that he thought he didn’t remember at all were in his head.

And these details made him a little bit sure that both his feelings for Gu Fei and Gu Fei’s feelings for him were more difficult to give up than he thought.

“You can call me if you have any questions,” Xu Xingzhi looked at Gu Fei. “I will contact you if I have any progress. You should stick to those training methods I wrote to you. You also have to insist. Once you relax, the first ten efforts will be wasted. “

“Well,” Gu Fei said, “thank you.”

“And …” Xu Xingzhi walked two steps aside, Gu Fei followed.

Jiang Yan knew that Xu Xingzhi was talking about Gu Fei’s own problem. He looked at Gu Fei’s back in Yu Guang.

Gu Fei’s question.

It’s actually the real problem between the two of them.

After Xu Xingzhi and Zhao Jin drove away, they stood still without moving, watching the direction of the car leaving.

The scene looks rather reluctant.

“Give me the key,” Pan Zhi reached out, “I’ll go upstairs first.”

Jiang Yan took the key out to him.

After Pan Zhi turned around and left, he and Gu Fei continued to stand in place.

“That,” Gu Fei finally said, “I want to … buy a cat for Ermiao.”

“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at him.

“She likes fat sheep,” Gu Fei said, “I think she has been very relaxed with small animals, so … I want to buy a cat for her.”

“Ah,” Jiang Yan nodded, “OK.”

Gu Fei was silent for a while: “Do you … have time? Go together.”

“Ah,” Jiang Yan said to Gu Fei, “OK.”

“Then I’ll call you tomorrow?” Gu Fei said.

“Um.” Jiang Yan responded.

“Also,” Gu Fei bit his lip, “I’m about to … New Year.”

“There are four days left,” Jiang Yan smiled. “Pan Zhi only said something to me today.”

“How about you two …” Gu Fei said very hard. “Let’s eat at my house, lively.”

Jiang Yan looked at Gu Fei and said something after a while: “Okay.”

“Then I’ll go back first,” Gu Fei said, “you … take a rest, it’s been too hard these days.”

“It’s okay.” Jiang Yan smiled.

After Gu Fei turned, Jiang Yan didn’t move, and stood still watching his back.

This time Gu Fei didn’t look back, just walked along the road, as if to run away.

Jiang Yan has never seen such a flustered Gu Fei before.

After watching Gu Fei turning, he turned into the hallway, lit a cigarette, and slowly walked upstairs.

For Gu Fei, who told him “forget it,” whether it was talking about buying cats together or talking about Chinese New Year, it was very difficult.

But it was his two invitations that seemed too difficult to speak for the next second, and the confusion he never had when he turned and left, so Jiang Yan suddenly saw hope.

Real hope.

Let’s make up.

Jiang Yan knows that if he speaks this sentence himself, Gu Fei will certainly agree.

But even though he wanted to say it, he wouldn’t say it anyway, he couldn’t let two people go back into the cycle of the past.

In this sentence, he must wait for Gu Fei to say it himself.

Let’s make up.

He said this sentence, and Gu Fei said it, the meaning is completely different.

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