SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 129
When Jiang Yan returned to the room, Pan Zhi was standing in front of the refrigerator.
“Looking for food?” Jiang Yan asked in the past.
“No,” Pan Zhi looked at the refrigerator that was empty without electricity. “I was witnessing the magical event of starving to death while standing in front of the refrigerator.”
“Stuck out for another half an hour,” Jiang Yan said.
“Don’t you eat with Gu Fei at night?” Pan Zhi closed the refrigerator door and looked at him.
“No,” Jiang Yan said. “It’s Chinese New Year soon, and he also has a lot of family affairs. He buys New Year’s goods or something, right … he told us to go to his house for Chinese New Year dinner.”
“Okay,” Pan Zhi returned to the living room and fell to the sofa. “Have you agreed?”
“Promised.” Jiang Yan nodded.
“Then let’s buy some New Year’s goods tomorrow. It doesn’t matter. I don’t want to go empty-handed. It’s a New Year.” Pan Zhi said.
“Tomorrow … I’ll go with Gu Fei and buy a cat for Gu Miao.” Jiang Yan said.
Pan Zhi froze and stared at him for a while: “Are you … reconciled?”
“No,” Jiang Yan said.
“Oh.” Pan Zhi answered.
Jiang Yan turned on the TV. At this time, there was nothing to watch. He usually put it on the local station and listened to the news. Most of the news was boring, but occasionally it was interesting.
“Hey,” Pan Zhi called him after watching the news for a while, “I think so.”
“Ah.” Jiang Yan responded, still staring at the TV.
“If it doesn’t work, you’ll be reconciled,” Pan Zhi sighed. “I’ve been awkward for both of you these days. Don’t support it if you can’t hold it.”
“No,” Jiang Yan said.
“No,” Pan Zhi looked at him. “Neither of you can put it down, and you don’t look like a dead man for the sake of face.”
“How do you know I’m not?” Jiang Yan said.
“Our ancestors and grandchildren are in love,” Pan Zhi said. “Of course I know.”
Jiang Yan stared at the TV, and then said a few moments of silence: “He has to tell me this.”
“Is there any difference?” Pan Zhi said, “He said what’s the point, so he wants to make peace with him?”
“I don’t know how to tell you.” Jiang Yan frowned.
“With your mouth, say it word by word, just tell me like that,” Pan Zhi said, “Just.”
Jiang Yan turned to look at him.
“Is it philosophical?” Pan Zhi applauded himself.
Jiang Yan slipped down and stretched his legs to the coffee table.
“The question between us is not whether Gu Miao can be good, or whether it’s not in a different place,” he said. “It’s Gu Fei himself. He’s grown up … I don’t know what to say. Have you seen that story, Baby elephants have been **** by iron chains since they were young, and they ca n’t get rid of it when they grow up, and they wo n’t move when they grow up. ”
“Um.” Pan Zhi answered.
“Maybe not too accurate,” Jiang Yan wrinkled. Such a summary is too simple and perfunctory for Gu Fei, but even in the presence of an iron like Pan Zhi, he will still hide Gu Fei’s scars. “But that’s easier to understand.”
“Understand,” said Pan Zhi, “you want to say that he has his own knot … or whatever, if you pull him and drag him, it will be useless, he will feel insecure, he has to want it Get out of here, that’s what it means. “
Jiang Yan punched Pan Zhi with a thumbs up.
“Hey,” Pan Zhi slumped onto the sofa arm, looking at him. “You’re pretty good.”
“Huh?” Jiang Yan also looked at him.
“Are you betting on how deep he feels about you?” Pan Zhi said.
“The only strength now is this, and there will be no opportunity for a short while,” Jiang Yan said, “and I think … there should be no gambling.”
“If so,” Pan Zhi thought for a while, “what does he keep making?”
Jiang Yan looked at him and asked Gu Fei to open this mouth. It was really difficult for Gu Fei, but …
“I never thought about it, I never thought about it.” Jiang Yan smiled.
One week after returning, I was busy with Gu Miao’s business. When I heard the gunfire when I came downstairs today, it was Jiang Yan who came back and felt the taste of Nianer.
Last year’s winter vacation, when I think about it, I don’t have much impression of the “year”. All I can think of are review tables filled with tables, and Gu Fei.
Very monotonous but can’t help but remember the memories of looping over and over again.
It’s like a song that can’t tire of hearing it, and will hum the sound again and again. I think I have you on the left shoulder and smile on the right shoulder …
Turning out from the stairs on the first floor, when he saw Gu Fei standing in the sunlight at the entrance of the corridor, his heartbeat was like the rhythm that Gu Fei’s hand tapped on the piano case.
Alas.
“Is it early?” Gu Fei asked.
“No,” Jiang Yan said, “I just got up.”
“Then …” Gu Fei looked at the intersection, “Let’s eat together?”
“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded, and saw Gu Miao flying over the skateboard. He smiled, “Good morning, Ermiao.”
Gu Miao brushed past them, snapped his fingers, and rushed forward.
“Did you tell her to buy a cat?” Jiang Yan asked.
“That’s it,” said Gu Fei. “There are several pet shops on the food street. Check to see if it’s suitable.”
“If there isn’t a proper … she will be angry?” Jiang Yan was suddenly worried.
“Xu Xingzhi said that she should let her slowly learn to face the feeling of disappointment,” Gu Fei pulled the collar, “try it.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded.
The two walked slowly towards the stall in the street in front of them, and they hadn’t eaten there in the past few days, and suddenly they missed the boss who called out to him first.
“No. 1!” The boss saw them all the way and waved at him. “Come back!”
“Um.” Jiang Yan smiled.
“Still thinking to come here for breakfast earlier,” said the boss, “but you went to R Big! How about R big earlier than mine?”
“You’re good here,” Jiang Yan said.
The boss laughed happily, and his voice was quite loud.
Chinese New Year is coming soon, and there are not many people at the booth earlier. Jiang Yan took Gu Miao to the small table, and Gu Fei went to grab the food.
“Or those?” Gu Fei asked.
“Um.” Jiang Yan answered.
Every time I came here, Jiang Yan ate those kinds, steamed dumplings, dumplings, tofu and other things. Gu Fei brought them and set up a table as before.
“Wang Xu … let me eat pie when I have time,” Gu Fei sat down, took a bun and bite, “Do you want to go?”
“Okay,” Jiang Yan said, “I still have a new pie variety to … introduce him to him.”
Gu Fei paused, smiled and didn’t speak.
-The stuffing that Jiuri has no! Go back to sell secret recipes to him for the New Year!
-Is there a problem with the phone? I ca n’t get through. I’m fine tomorrow. You call me.
He and Jiang Yan’s chat records are gone. After switching back to the old phone, they only have two records left.
These are the last two messages that Jiang Yan sent to him.
Gu Fei felt a distress every time he saw it, but he was reluctant to delete it anyway, but every time he opened the message, he would carefully avoid Jiang Yan’s name.
Now when Jiang Yan talks about pie, he doesn’t know what his mood is. He sometimes feels that if Jiang scolds him and beats him, he will feel better.
What he most distressed was the pretense of pretending that nothing had happened.
Pretends nothing at all.
The location of the pet shop did not exceed Gu Miao’s fixed activity range. Gu Fei originally wanted to take her to the bird and bird market, but it is estimated that at this time, all should be closed for the New Year.
And Xu Xingzhi also said, don’t be in a hurry, you have to step by step and let Gu Miao adapt slowly.
If no suitable cat is found today, it should be the first step, let Gu Miao learn to face disappointment.
“I’ll drive … the car, Liu Li went to pull the goods early, it should be finished by now,” said Gu Fei, “you and Ermiao are waiting for me here?”
“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded.
Gu Fei got up and went to the fork in the shop.
After taking two steps, I feel a little uncomfortable, I don’t know why, and I want to look back, but I’m afraid it will be embarrassing.
He didn’t know why he was like this.
He has never been in such a situation since he was small, leaving himself in such a helpless situation.
While drinking tofu brain, Jiang Yan looked at Gu Fei who was striding forward, and watched him go side by side as he came to the corner, and had to jump to adjust his steps back.
He smiled.
After laughing, I felt a bit sore in the nose.
Gu Fei’s feelings are completely different from him now. He is suffering. He is waiting for Gu Fei to wake up and open his eyes.
But Gu Fei is struggling, struggling in the shell he has made for himself for so many years, and may be afraid, panic, and confused.
Jiang Yan drank all the remaining tofu brain, wiped his mouth, and stared at the corner where Gu Feigang just walked.
After a while, Gu Fei drove the little **** over. Gu Miao happily hugged the skateboard and got into the car. Jiang Yan followed.
“Sit up?” Gu Fei closed the door.
“Okay,” Jiang Yan said.
The food street is quite lively. There are a lot of people buying new year’s goods. When Gu Fei’s car was driving in, Jiang Yan noticed that several pet shops still had their doors open, and they could see the cage through the glass windows. Kitten puppy.
Gu Miao was lying on the window of the car staring excitedly. Gu Fei found a small empty space on the side of the road and parked the car. She immediately opened the door and squeezed out of the car.
When Jiang Yan and Gu Fei got out of the car, she was standing in the window outside a pet shop and looking inside.
“Here is a loved one, gentle, remember.” Jiang Yan said.
“Well,” Gu Fei nodded, pulling Gu Miao over to himself in the past, “Er Miao, for a while, you are not allowed to reach out to touch small animals.”
Gu Miao nodded.
Gu Fei took her into the store.
This shop should be the largest one. There are many cats and dogs in the shop. As soon as they walk in, several dogs bark together.
Jiang Yan glanced at Gu Miao immediately. Gu Miao didn’t respond, but looked curiously.
“Does your family have kittens?” Gu Fei asked.
“Yes, what do you want?” The boss took them to a few cat cages. “There are a few here. I can show you pictures if you want something else. Some customers ask us to sell them.”
“Be meek and sticky.” Gu Fei said.
“Then the puppet,” the boss said immediately, “the puppet is the closest to anyone.”
“What kind?” Gu Fei asked.
“It’s pretty,” said the boss. “Do you want to see it? Just go ahead and that shop is mine too. There is a puppet there, four months old.”
“How much?” Jiang Yan knew a little about cats, and asked Gu Fei in front of him.
“The price can be negotiated, you can take a look first.” The boss said.
“How much?” Jiang Yan asked again, obsessively.
“Four thousand and five, it’s cheap.” The boss looked at him like this and immediately sat back in his chair.
Gu Fei was obviously startled, turned to look at Jiang Yan, and said quietly, “How much did he say?”
“Look at the native cat,” Jiang Yan said, “breed cats are not easy to keep.”
“The cat has no loved ones, they are all fierce,” said the boss a little uncomfortably. “People who want to be meek are still reluctant to spend money.”
“Let’s take a look.” Gu Fei pulled Gu Miao and prepared to go out.
“Buy a local cat and go to the market, what do you run here for,” the boss said later, “we sell pet cats here.”
“Fuck me?” Jiang Yan had been very depressed for a while, and all of his feelings were pressing himself to digest slowly. When he heard these words, he burst into flames instantly, and his voice suddenly turned off. Then you are very advanced? They all say that dogs are fighting against human beings. You are very different from cats? Are you also 4,500? “
“Are you **** sick! Can’t afford to make a mess with a blind fuck! Billow!” The boss immediately stood up, “I’m not the poverty alleviation office!”
“My brother,” Gu Fei pulled Jiang Yan, “Let’s go.”
“I can’t afford a four-five-thousand cat,” Jiang Yan said. “I can buy two for a four-five-person cat and wipe the floor.”
The boss kicked the chair, and rushed over with a stare: “I **** let you live in a hospital of 4,500!”
Do it!
Do it!
At this moment, Jiang Yan had these three words in his head.
But he just turned around to go over, Gu Fei had already ushered in, and raised his hand to block the fist that the boss had come over, then grabbed his collar and slammed it against the wall, pointing at him: “I am now Can help you get 120. “
The boss poked his head back on the wall for a moment, but it wasn’t heavy to listen to it, but Gu Fei’s collar was tight and his knuckles were still on his throat. His face flushed within seconds. Struggling to pull Gu Fei’s hand away.
“New Year’s Eve,” Gu Fei pressed his throat. “You have to find it, then I’ll stay with you, anyway, I’m super happy now.”
Gu Fei’s series of swift and swift movements grabbed Jiang Yan’s limelight, and also made his reason return a little blood in this second.
“Forget it,” Jiang Yanqiang pressed against the fire and looked at Gu Miao. The little girl completely ignored the argument here, bending over and holding her knees to watch a puppy sleeping in the cage. He pulled Gu Miao up ,”go.”
Gu Fei stared at the boss for a few seconds before letting go.
Gu Miao estimated that she didn’t like the cat, or did not have time to see which cat, and followed them out of this pet shop very obediently.
The two of them walked forward more than ten meters, and the boss stood at the shop door and scolded him.
Jiang Yan tried his best not to listen to the boss’s voice. He was afraid he would rush back to fight with others if he couldn’t control it.
Big New Year, it is not necessary.
But he was still stunned, and the fire couldn’t be suppressed, making him feel uncomfortable, and he wanted to shake his arms and kick his legs, and he wanted to lie down on the ground, roll and throw, and yelled a few times to get out of the mood .
Gu Fei took Gu Miao to follow Jiang Yan, and Jiang Yan walked quickly, with anger.
He and Gu Miao both felt a little behind, and he bent over and looked at Gu Miao: “Er Miao.”
Gu Miao looked at him.
“Let’s go play there for a while,” Gu Fei pointed to a small piece of open space in front of it. There was no water in the fountain. No one was there. “Then go to the cat.”
Gu Miao nodded, put the skateboard on the ground, and rushed over.
“My brother.” Gu Fei caught up with Jiang Yan and called him.
“Well.” Jiang Yan answered, and his throat was dumb again.
This is definitely not irritating. Although Gu Fei is not sure whether Jiang Yan’s throat will be dumb from time to time and has nothing to do with his emotions, it is certainly not irritating.
Only Jiang Yan refused to say that he couldn’t forcibly follow up.
“Don’t be angry.” Gu Fei said.
“No gas.” Jiang Yan cleared his throat.
Gu Fei looked at him and hesitated for a long time. When he came to the fountain, he gritted his teeth and stretched his arms around Jiang Yan’s shoulder.
Jiang Yan’s body was obviously stiff, and he turned his head slightly in surprise.
He tightened his hands, pushed Jiang Yan to a small crowd on the side of the fountain, then turned around and hugged him.
Jiang Yan was still stiff. He didn’t let go, and rubbed his arms on Jiang Yan’s back. “There is a pet shop in front of me. Go inside and see that one.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan’s voice was very low.
Someone was passing by and looked here with some curiosity. Gu Fei didn’t care about it, just watch it.
It doesn’t matter.
He hasn’t seen Jiang Yan like this for a long time, and Jiang Yin, whose emotion is easy to get out of control in his first memory, has not appeared for a long time.
Now Jiang Yan looks so distressed.
“Brother.” Gu Fei closed his eyes.
Let’s make up.
This sentence was stuck in his throat, and he felt that he would say it now when he opened his mouth.
but.
He gritted his teeth and didn’t snor again.
He knows why he wants to say and why he can’t.
He can’t be so casual, Jiang Yan is not a tool to cope with his emotional ups and downs, not a person who walks with a word and returns with a word.
If he spoke now, the relationship between the two would look like a casual joke.
“It’s all right,” Jiang Yan said softly, “go and see the cat.”
“Um.” Gu Fei released his arm.
Jiang Yan glanced at him and called back: “Er Miao!”
Gu Miao stopped on the skateboard and looked at them.
“Go, go ahead.” Jiang Yan said.
Gu Miao turned and stepped forward on the skateboard.
Jiang Yan patted Gu Fei’s arm lightly and turned to follow.
Gu Fei’s memory is wrong. In the end, this is a pet hospital. Although it also sells pet supplies, it seems that there are no cats and dogs on sale.
There are a few puppies being hospitalized who are getting an injection.
“Would you like to go to the house outside?” Jiang Yan said.
“Um.” Gu Fei nodded.
When Jiang Yan wanted to call Gu Miao, she found that she was looking at the little dog with a needle.
“The puppy is sick,” Jiang Yan walked over and crouched beside her. “Injecting … we’ll look elsewhere.”
Gu Miao didn’t move, just turned around and looked around the shop, as if looking for a cat.
“What’s the matter?” A little girl asked from the back room.
“We want to buy a cat … are you a pet hospital here?” Jiang Yan said.
“Yes, if you want to buy a breed of cat, we don’t have it here,” said the little girl with a smile. “We only have a few foster kittens here, and they picked them up.”
“Can … look?” Jiang Yan asked.
“Yes,” the little girl took them to the back room, and pointed to a cat cage with a thick cushion. “There, I have been checked for no illness. I can adopt it now, but don’t have money, but it is not a breed cat The foster said that it should be Persian and native cat skewers. “
Gu Fei took Gu Miao to the cat cage.
Gu Miao immediately moved her face over her nose and pushed her nose up to the cat cage.
Four kittens are sleeping together together.
Probably Gu Miao came across the cat cage, one kitten raised his head, and then screamed. His mouth was so big that the barking sound was very low.
Gu Miao immediately turned her head and looked at Gu Fei excitedly: “Ha!”
“Um.” Gu Fei smiled.
The head-up is probably the ugliest of the four kittens. There is a large dark spot on the nose, the face is particularly pointed, and the fur is the shortest. But after taking it out alone and placing it on a mat, Gu Miao’s eyes remained intent. Staring at it for five minutes without moving.
After Gu Fei’s permission, she reached out her hand and carefully touched the kitten’s head.
The kitten narrowed her eyes and meowed softly.
“This one is the most docile,” the little girl said next. “It’s ugly, but the temper is the best. The other three bully it.”
They stayed in the store for an hour, and let Gu Miao stay with the kittens. Finally, it was determined that Gu Miao liked it very much, and it was really docile, or not docile, it was super lazy, Gu Fei decided to adopt This kitten.
Gu Miao is in a very good mood, probably because the cat is too small compared to the fat sheep, which is only one-fifth the size of the fat sheep. She is very careful when holding the cat.
After putting on a small hoe, she put the cat on her lap and touched it.
She didn’t look up until the car drove downstairs.
Jiang Yan got out of the car, and probed back into the car: “Er Miao.”
Gu Miao looked up.
“Remember to give it a name,” Jiang Yan said.
Gu Miao looked at him as if she didn’t understand.
“I’ll explain to her in a moment,” Gu Fei smiled, “she hasn’t given any names to toys or animals.”
“Well,” Jiang Yan patted twice on the door, “then I … went up.”
“OK.” Gu Fei nodded.
After watching Jiang Yan walk into the corridor, Gu Fei closed the door and sat down for a while before turning his head and saying to Miao Gu, “Er Miao, give it a name.”
Gu Miao looked at him.
“Fat sheep is a name, Ermiao is also a name, and Gu Fei is also a name,” Gu Fei explained to her. “My brother is also a name. What is the name of this kitten?”
Gu Miao was silent.
“It has a name, you can call it.” Gu Fei added.
Gu Miao thought for a long time, and finally raised her hand and hit a ring finger, and raised her thumb.
“Huh?” Gu Fei froze.
Gu Miao bowed her head and touched the kitten: “Brother.”
“What?” Gu Fei looked at her.
Gu Miao didn’t speak again.
“Is it my brother?” Gu Fei asked.
Gu Miao nodded and continued to touch the kitten.
“… Okay.” Gu Fei started the car and turned around to drive back.
A little female cat, called My Brother.
He laughed.
The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.