SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 130
“I always think that Chinese New Year. I can’t pass it when I’m over ten years old, and I can’t feel any fun.” Pan Zhi supermarket walked back and forth in front of the New Year’s goods shelf, wondering what kind of gift box to take.
“Why?” Jiang Yan pushed the car, and watched him walk back and forth.
For Jiang Yan, let alone over ten years old, even before the age of ten, he didn’t find much fun in the New Year.
Last year’s New Year was probably because of the college entrance examination and Gu Fei, so it was not the same as in previous years. When I turned around and looked back, I could think of the first time when I was connected with the New Year. It was last year. He was 18 years old. That new year.
And now, listening to the background music in the supermarket, watching the big red goods around him, people who can walk within a few steps, he can still remember what he looked like when he bought New Year’s goods with Gu Fei last year.
“Anyway, I’m over ten years old, and I can’t play stupid since the beginning of the year. When I go to buy New Year’s goods, I have to pick things up, and I have to clean up the house, and I’ll be beaten without packing …” A gift box was put in the shopping cart. “Do you need to pack up there?”
“No need, I look good.” Jiang Yan said.
“I looked pretty good,” Pan Zhi glanced at him, “Is Gu Fei always going to pack up, when we arrive that day, I don’t see any dust.”
“Probably.” Jiang Yan said, let Pan Zhi push the car, went to the shelves to get some snacks, and Gu Miao’s favorite jelly took several packages.
At the rental room, Gu Fei had been cleaning it up before, and he would always stay there when he was fine.
After breaking up, he would n’t know if he would go often. Maybe he would go. Thinking of opening the door that day and seeing Gu Fei lying on the sofa, Jiang Yan felt for a while.
Liu Li changed the store’s new shelf a few years ago, and wanted to get it ready before the market opened. Gu Fei helped to clean up and Jiang Yan never contacted him.
“Why don’t you do it early?” Pan Zhi said, “How tight is it to keep up with the Chinese New Year?”
“The shelves are made by Liu Li himself, and it takes time.” Jiang Yan said.
“Do it yourself?” Pan Zhi froze.
“Well, save some money. After all, Gu Fei robbed 30,000 yuan.” Jiang Yan said.
“Gu Fei is also a bull,” Pan Zhi said, and he was happy. “When I met that day, that little braid looked like a good stubble.”
“Gu Fei and he stood in front of you at the same time. You choose a fight, who do you choose?” Jiang Yan smiled.
“That’s a little braid.” Pan Zhihuan said twice.
After buying the new year gift boxes, Jiang Yan and Pan Zhi didn’t go far anymore, mainly buying fireworks and firecrackers nearby. The steel mill side, regardless of firing, should be the biggest joy of the New Year for Pan Zhi. Already.
“I’ll tell you that the New Year, for me, is to play these, nothing else,” Pan Zhi said while picking fireworks, “Let Gu Miao follow me, I’ll let her play enough.”
“Don’t you play cards for Chinese New Year?” Jiang Yan smiled. As soon as the Chinese New Year came, Pan Zhijia’s cards were endless.
“Fart, each one is made of mahjong cards. I might as well take out the money in my pocket and let them share it. It also saves time,” said Pan Zhi. “Hey, I found that they sell it here. These fireworks are the same as cannon barrels. They have the feeling of being on the battlefield after they are bought and carried. “
“It’s fun,” Jiang Yan said.
He had no particular interest in these things, but thought of spending time with Gu Fei … he started to think of Gu Fei a little bit now.
In the atmosphere where everyone was a little flustered during the New Year, he missed the feeling of tranquility and peace when staying with Gu Fei.
Gu Fei called in the morning of the thirty-year-old: “Brother, when are you coming? I’ll pick you up.”
“Also … received?” Jiang stunned, and it took less than half an hour to climb from here to Gu Fei’s shop.
“No need to … pick it up?” Gu Fei said.
“Come on,” Pan Zhi said on the side, “how can so many things pass by, let him come and help me pass.”
“Ah,” Jiang Yan said, “You can come and pick it up. I bought a lot with Pan Zhi. Come and take a look.”
“OK.” Gu Fei said.
Ten minutes later, Gu Fei came over with a small hoe.
Jiang Yan and Pan Zhi came downstairs with a pile of things and put them in the car. The basic back seat was full.
Jiang Yan sighed. He had thought that the three of them were holding together and chatting while walking past, and this little **** pulled the thing …
But Gu Fei seemed to have a plan, and put the key of the small **** to Pan Zhi’s hand: “Will it open?”
“Huh?” Pan Zhi shuddered.
Jiang Yan suddenly wanted to laugh.
“You drive over.” Gu Fei said.
Pan Zhi held the key: “I don’t even have a small battery car …”
“Plug the key and twist the electric door. It’s easier than a battery car. You don’t need to balance the wheels.” Gu Fei said.
Pan Zhi glanced at them, and gritted his teeth: “OK.”
Jiang Yan and Gu Fei stood downstairs, watching Pan Zhi enter a small hoe, and then shouted, “Plug the key! Turn the electric door! Right!”
“Yes!” Gu Fei shouted.
“Plug the key! Unscrew the power …” Pan Zhi hadn’t finished the sentence, and the **** rushed out, just like he was about to take off.
“Slightly twist!” Gu Fei quickly chased after him, roaring while chasing, “Let go! Pinch the gate! Pan Zhi! Pinch the gate!”
“… I fuck!” Jiang Yan watched Xiaoyao head toward a lamppost in front of him and rushed over, scaring his legs soft, and pulling his legs and chasing forward.
The little **** didn’t slow down, but when it rushed to the lamp post, it turned sharply, bypassing the post, and rushed down the road, first going backward for a short period, then driving on the right lane to continue.
“I fuck,” Gu Fei couldn’t catch up, so he stopped and looked back at Jiang Yan who ran over. “Did he not even ride a bike?”
“Yes,” Jiang Yan looked at the little **** that was flying all the way in front of him. “I think … it should be all right, there are fewer cars today.”
“I’m afraid he won’t stop at the door.” Gu Fei said.
“He responded very quickly, and I think I can figure it out after a while.” Jiang Yan said.
“Oh.” Gu Fei said.
Then the two looked at the small bun together, and watched the small bun disappear at a corner in front of him, Jiang Yan turned to look at Gu Fei.
Gu Fei also looked at him.
Jiang Yan didn’t hold back a smile, but he took a sip when he wanted to hold back a bit, and coughed for a long time.
“Ah.” Gu Fei sighed with a smile.
This road is not very long. Jiang Yan feels like he’s halfway away after he laughs. The next half of the journey seems to be shorter. He didn’t even want to say anything, he already reached the street of Gu Fei’s shop .
“The car is parked.” Gu Fei glanced ahead.
Jiang Yan followed and looked at him. The little bun stopped at the side of the road, the door was open, and he was probably holding something.
“Why is it about as fast as we walk?” Jiang Yan was a little dazed.
“Is he crazy?” Gu Fei asked.
“No,” Jiang Yan said, “he can see the map sideways and upside down, and he has a strong sense of direction.”
When walking to the door of the store, Pan Zhi came out of the room, and when they saw them, they shouted, “I rely! I drive a car, one minute earlier than you?”
“Where have you been?” Jiang Yan asked.
“I took a hard turn to the left. I always felt that the car was about to turn. This street is narrow. I can’t turn in. I just found a big intersection and turned left and then made a right turn from there. Zhibi said.
“… The road is quite familiar.” Gu Fei looked at him.
“That’s why Lu Chi is so proud,” Pan Zhi said, looking back again. “Is that the cat you bought for Gu Miao?”
Jiang Yan looked down and saw the ugly cat digging at a cardboard box near the door and looking at it, with a small pink rope tied around his neck.
“Yes,” he nodded, watching Gu Fei, “Is Ermiao giving it a name?”
“Ah,” Gu Fei took two bags from the car and walked in. “Get up.”
“What is it?” Jiang Yan asked, and took the remaining gift box with him. “Is it called Mimi? When I was young, all the dogs were called Wang Wang and all cats were called Mimi.”
“Not called Mimi.” Gu Fei said.
Gu Fei’s mother and horsetail blue paper are in the store, preparing dumplings, Gu Miao is stepping on a skateboard in the middle of the newly changed shelves.
Seeing Jiang Yan coming in, she immediately slid over, took the kitten out of the box near the door, and handed it to Jiang Yan.
“Let me hold it?” Jiang Yan took the cat and held it in his arms. “Did you name it?”
Gu Miao looked at him.
“Name,” Jiang Yan touched the cat, “your brother said you gave it a good name. What’s your name?”
Gu Miao reached out and touched the cat, then turned on the skateboard and continued to shuttle between the shelves.
“What’s your name?” Jiang Yan turned to ask Gu Fei, who was preparing to meet him next to him.
Gu Fei cleared his throat and turned his head: “Brother.”
“Huh?” Jiang Yan answered.
“No,” Gu Fei glanced at the cat in his arms, “it’s it.”
“Ah?” Jiang Yan didn’t understand.
“It,” Gu Fei pointed at the cat, “called … my brother.”
“Oh,” Jiang Yan nodded, looked down at the cat, and raised his head sharply again. “What? It’s my brother?”
“Well,” Gu Fei seemed to be holding back a smile, and there was a well-pressed smile at the corner of his mouth. “Er Miao gave it to me, my brother.”
“Rely on me?” Jiang Yan picked up the kitten and looked at Gu Miao over there. “Does she have any opinion on me? Doesn’t the pet hospital say it is a female cat … And it Still so ugly? “
“I don’t know,” Gu Fei smiled. “I asked her what the cat’s name was, and she said,” My brother. “
“… Are you sure?” Jiang Yan looked at the kitten in his hand. “This little thing is so ugly.”
“Good-looking words,” Gu Fei said, “doesn’t it matter if it’s a male or a female or a cat or a pig?”
“Yeah, we are so stubborn,” Jiang Yan said, touching the cat again. “But Ermiao wants to call, just call this cat, it’s too thin and eat more.”
“Go ask the people in the pet shop after the New Year,” Gu Fei nodded. “Brother.”
Jiang Yan just wanted to answer, but stopped in time: “Who is it?”
“You.” Gu Fei said.
“Oh, what’s the matter?” Jiang Yan asked.
“At this time of Miao … I can feel that I have made progress. Xu Xingzhi said that some children can make significant progress at the beginning, and then there may be repetitions and pauses,” Gu Fei said. “No matter what, really … Thank you.”
“Needless to say that, I said, I like Gu Miao very much.” Jiang Yan looked down at the cat, Gu Fei suddenly said thank you, he was a bit wondering how to respond, it was not so polite between them for a long time .
“Wrap dumplings.” Gu Fei said.
“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded and got up to wash his hands in the backyard.
A few people sitting at the small table and making dumplings together were quite interesting, although Gu Fei’s mother and horsetail blue paper were still in a state of no affection.
Gu Fei took ten yuan of coins and washed them, and packed them in dumplings.
Jiang Yan watched him make the packed dumplings one by one, and remembered the dumplings that were operated in the dark box last year. He couldn’t help but smile.
When the dumplings were packed and ready to go out, the sound of firecrackers outside had already sounded.
The kitten has not experienced the New Year, and has been panicking in Gu Miao’s arms. Gu Miao did not notice its reaction, and was excited to hold it out to see the firecrackers.
“Er Miao,” Gu Fei held her, “put my brother in the hut.”
Gu Miao hugged the cat, apparently did not understand what he meant.
“It’s scared,” Gu Fei explained to her. “The sound of firecrackers is too loud and it will scare it.”
Gu Miao still hugged the cat tightly without moving.
“You will be scared, it will be scared,” Gu Fei said. “Er Miao, it is scared now, put it in the house.”
Gu Miao’s eyes moved away from Gu Fei’s face, not knowing where to look.
Jiang Yan knew that it was her lack of concentration or she started to resist.
When Gu Fei was still talking, Gu Miao turned and hugged the cat and walked towards the door.
“Er Miao,” Gu Fei held her, “No.”
Gu Miao struggled a little, Gu Fei took her without letting go, and she started screaming.
The firecrackers around were loud, Gu Miao’s screams were covered up a lot, but they were still audible.
Several people in the room stopped and looked at Gu Miao together.
“Do what you do.” Gu Fei said.
“Oh.” Liu Li hesitated, pulled La Gufei’s mother, and the two brought the dumplings to the backyard kitchen.
Jiang Yan and Pan Zhi stepped aside, and Pan Zhi looked at Gu Miao while finishing the firecrackers that he was going to set off: “Can’t you coax her now?”
“Well,” Jiang Yan nodded. “Let her know that such a scream has no effect.”
“Then how uncomfortable she is,” Pan Zhi said, “it’s as if she talks to people and no one cares about her.”
“That’s the habit of correcting mistakes.” Jiang Yan sighed and sat in the chair beside him.
Every time I heard Gu Miao’s scream, he felt a sense of suffocation and depression, and couldn’t imagine how much pressure Gu Fei had endured.
Until now he did not understand how Gu Fei could force himself to bear these pressures.
An M.
But at the moment, when listening to Gu Miao’s scream, he is much calmer than before. This is not only a process of Gu Miao changing a little, but also a process of Gu Fei stepping forward.
From now on he no longer obeys Gu Miao, no longer tries to cooperate with Gu Miao, and no longer regards her anger as a kind of “injury”.
Gu Miao’s scream this time lasted for a long time, repeated again and again, and stopped for a while.
Maybe because I like it too much … Brother, I have to put Brother in the hut, I ca n’t touch it when I want to go out, I ca n’t go out when I want to touch it. This is a very difficult choice for Gu Miao, or She simply couldn’t understand why they couldn’t have both.
Gu Fei just squatted beside him without holding her or comforting her, just repeating the reasons for not letting her take the cat out a few times, and asked her to tell her if she was unhappy.
At the end when Gu Miao’s screaming finally stopped, Jiang Yan felt like he was finally breathing gas.
“18 minutes.” Pan Zhi said.
“You still have time?” Jiang Yan looked at him.
“Idle and idle,” Pan Zhi shook his phone at him. “Just a stopwatch.”
“Brother, can you put your grandma in the house?” Gu Fei asked Gu Miao.
“What?” Pan Zhi turned his head sharply. “Who put in the house?”
“That cat, Gu Miao gave it a name, Brother Brother.” Jiang Yan said.
“Oh,” Pan Zhi looked at him with a little surprise, and started to laugh after a while, leaning against the shelf and couldn’t stop smiling, “My brother! My brother! My brother!
Jiang Yan looked at him.
“Meow!” Pan Zhi walked to Gu Miao with a smile. “Miao Miao, put down your brother, will Pan Shu take you to set off firecrackers?”
Gu Miao hesitated for a while and gave the cat to Gu Fei.
“You will come back to play with it after a while, okay?” Gu Fei said.
Gu Miao nodded.
“That’s right. Your brother knows what you are going to do,” Gu Fei wrapped her scarf around her. “With you Pan …”
“Uncle,” said Pan Zhi.
“Ah, what’s the matter?” Gu Fei looked at him.
Pan Zhi opened his mouth and said nothing, pointed to Gu Fei, and slammed to the side of the firecracker bag: “Go, Miao Miao!”
I do n’t know if there are black boxes of dumplings this time, but Jiang Fei gave him two pieces of coins in the dumplings. For ten dollars, there were two pieces of coins. They were eaten by him. 50 cents.
It’s still a black box, Jiang Yan smiled, and Gu Fei was persistently naive in some aspects.
Shooting cannon, eating dumplings, setting off fireworks, watching Gu Miao stepping on a skateboard to and fro in Mars and the smoke excitedly, he felt that the year had been a bit rough.
Some scenes overlap, and some scenes are new.
This is the second new year he spent with Gu Fei.
From the last New Year to this New Year, it was full of flavor for a whole year.
The next New Year, I don’t know what it looks like.
Pan Zhi lit the biggest firework and shouted at them, “Make a wish!”
I was here when you opened your eyes.
“It’s a few days before school starts,” Pan Zhi sat on the sofa and looked at Jiang Yan. “I think you can go back to school a few days later without having to go with me.”
Many people are looking forward to the New Year, but it is easy to look forward to it. As soon as thirty years pass, the year quickly passes, and day by day begins to separate again.
Jiang Yan looked at the calendar on his mobile phone. It was early in the holiday and early in school. It was only a few days.
If it had been before, he might be delayed until the end of the holiday before returning to school, but now he plans to go back with Pan Zhi.
“I want to say,” Pan Zhi rushed to his side, “Valentine’s Day … coming soon.”
“I know,” Jiang Yan glanced at him. “What do you think of me and Gu Fei now, how do I spend this Valentine’s Day?”
“Aren’t you going to come with him,” You chase me, you chase me “?” Pan Zhi said, “Isn’t Valentine’s Day a good opportunity?”
“No,” Jiang Yan sighed. “Pan Pan, did your IQ blow up the gun?”
“The IQ I fall in love with is only enough to deal with the two things, ‘I want you to be together’ and ‘Someone who doesn’t like to be divided’,” said Pan Zhi. “I don’t have IQ in this case.”
“I stay here for Valentine’s Day, which will put pressure on Gu Fei,” Jiang Yan said. “Last year, I didn’t have a good time to take the college entrance examination for Valentine’s Day, and I said at the same time, I have a good year.”
“… hey.” Pan Zhi fell to the armrest.
“So, is this the case now, but how?” Jiang Yan said, “He has pressure, so will I.”
“It’s embarrassing,” Pan Zhi said.
“I don’t want to give him any external force, I want him,” Jiang Yan lighted a cigarette. “Come over by yourself, step by step, no matter how long he spends, he has to come by himself.”
Pan Zhi glanced at him: “Hey.”
“Don’t brag about my handsomeness,” Jiang Yan said.
“Don’t brag about this,” Pan Zhi said, “I just think you … can do great things in the future.”
“Ah.” Jiang Yan smiled.
“It’s too **** cool.” Pan Zhi raised his thumb.
Feeling calm? In fact, Jiang Ye knows his personality, is very anxious, straight, and difficult to hide his emotions.
The so-called sobering is only to Gu Fei.
Just because Gu Fei has always given him so much peace of mind and solidity, so that he can calm down, and it is only because that is Gu Fei.
And … When facing the difference again, Jiang Yan felt that he was not as calm as Pan Zhi imagined.
“I’m going advanced.” Pan Zhi said with his luggage, turned and advanced.
Jiang Yan and Gu Fei stood at the entrance and stunned.
“My brother,” Gu Fei said, as if his throat was a little tight. “Don’t schedule it so tightly next semester, just take some time off.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded.
“You don’t have to worry about money,” Gu Fei said. “I’m starting to do some big work now, and there is a lot of money … If the money is tight, I will definitely tell you and won’t hide you.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan responded.
“I have any progress in Ermiao … I will tell you right away.” Gu Fei said.
“OK.” Jiang Yan nodded.
Gu Fei seemed to be thinking about what to say. Jiang Yan waited for him to speak. At this moment, his mind was empty, and he couldn’t even say a word.
“Take care of yourself,” Gu Fei said, “I haven’t seen fat return after this year.”
Jiang Yan smiled.
The two continued to stand in silence.
After more than ten minutes, Gu Fei opened his mouth again: “You … go in.”
“Well,” Jiang Yan glanced back at the people at the entrance. Not much. “I’ll go in then.”
When he picked up the box and was about to turn around, he paused, stepped forward to Gu Fei, stretched out his arms, and choked Gu Fei.
Gu Fei patted him gently on his back.
“Gone.” Jiang Yan turned and dragged the box into the entrance.
The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.
It can finally be completely sweet. The relieved author locked the blade he received into a drawer and wiped it with sweat.