SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 133

“Gu Miao …” Xu Xingzhi lowered her voice. “She is not afraid of water. She didn’t see the scene of her father’s accident, did she?”

“Um.” Gu Fei answered.

“She screamed when she saw the water,” Xu Xingzhi looked at him, “and it didn’t appear immediately after my father died.”

“Um.” Gu Fei began to feel a little uneasy about what Xu Xingzhi was about to say.

“She was influenced by you,” Xu Xingzhi said, “because you are afraid of water.”

Gu Fei paused and didn’t say a word.

“You may behave differently, you can be exposed to water, water for daily use, you can stand by the river, you may even play with water for a while,” Xu Xingzhi said, “but deep down you have fear of water.”

It took Gu Fei a long time to say, “Yes.”

“A lot of times, the emotions we may not feel will affect the people around us,” Xu Xingzhi said, “what you are afraid of, Gu Miao will be afraid, if you run away, Gu Miao will refuse, you can go out, she To move forward. “

There are many things. Gu Fei feels that he is not without feelings, but is not logical. After talking to Xu Xingzhi, he will feel a sense of relief.

Although he was somewhat uncomfortable when seen through and peeled off, once he really broke it, he would feel relaxed.

It was like sleeping for a long time. He was awakened by Jiang Yan, he would not adapt, he would be a little helpless, but he knew that he would look forward to such a moment at some time.

Xu Xingzhi came here for four days. After Gu Miao’s physical examination and psychological tests were completed, he would go back. Before returning, he made a detailed treatment plan for Gu Fei, including some interactive games with Gu Miao.

“Thank you,” Gu Fei said, “really, I don’t know what else to say.”

“You and Jiang Yan are very funny, they are very familiar with me,” Xu Xingzhi said, “he also thanked me for coming and going all day.”

Gu Fei smiled.

Every time he heard the words Jiang Yan from someone else’s mouth, his heartbeat accelerated a bit.

do not know why.

“Yes, senior,” Gu Fei hesitated, “I have something to ask you.”

“Well, what’s the matter?” Xu Xingzhi asked.

“Just … I want to ask,” Gu Fei thought for a while, “does a person’s mood change affect his voice? Just …”

Gu Fei didn’t know what to say.

“Do you want to ask Jiang Yan’s throat?” Xu Xingzhi smiled.

Gu Fei was a little embarrassed, but still nodded, “Yes.”

“Did you ask him?” Xu Xingzhi said.

“Ask, he said that the sound-changing period is up,” Gu Fei sighed, “Pan Zhi deleted me, and I added it again with a sullen face, but asked him he didn’t say it.”

“Then I can’t say it,” Xu Xingzhi smiled. “But I can tell you something else. When people are subjected to all kinds of excessive stimulation, both physical and psychological reactions will occur.”

Excessive stimulation.

This word made Gu Fei’s heart ache for a while.

“I see,” he frowned. “Then Jiang Jiang’s throat is sometimes bad, and needs to go to the hospital?”

“No, most people will recover slowly after a while,” Xu Xingzhi said. “He has recovered a lot now. He didn’t talk much before.”

“… Oh.” Gu Fei heard his fingers pinch.

It is always easy to be hungry in the beginning of spring. To be exact, it is not hungry.

Jiang Yan was tortured by such a thought at noon, and he did not eat well for lunch. When he got up in the afternoon, he made a great decision. He would go for barbecue when he was going to tutor tonight.

“Give me a little bit,” Zhao Ke was told all the way from the dormitory to the classroom, and couldn’t hold it. “No, no need to pack, let’s eat together. After you eat, you will go to class. school.”

“OK.” Jiang Yan felt his stomach.

Perhaps the body felt that it needed fat, maybe it was his mood slowly warming up. From last year until now, he finally had a strong desire to eat meat.

Sitting in the classroom, Jiang Yan looked at the notepad of his mobile phone.

Gu Batian awakened that he had been writing, the date is not continuous. Now most of the time, Gu Batian does not contact him every day like before. The circle of friends usually only posts one or two days. The recordable content is not too much.

But Jiang Yan will go through it every day from beginning to end, just like combing all the memories during this time, feeling Gu Fei from these fragments.

Gu Batian posted a photo, the sunset of the steel mill, and the word. Who said that we can’t make a big movie here, Jiang Yan replied, that is, look, how big this movie is! Gu Batian responded to the ellipsis.

Jiang Yan made a selfie. Gu Batian replied that the mobile phone was wronged.

…

After a class, Zhao Ke pulled Jiang Yan to the supermarket.

“Let’s go, I haven’t been practical in this class and have been thinking about barbecue,” Zhao Ke said, “go to the supermarket first.”

“There is no barbecue in the supermarket,” Jiang Yan said.

“Everything will do, what chicken paw, chicken wings, beef, dried fish, and spicy fish will be eaten first,” Zhao Ke said, “I can’t.”

“Don’t you say that you have eaten five pounds in Chinese New Year?” Jiang Yan said. “You don’t control it. How does the goddess chase it?”

“I’m not a person who pursues a goddess by face,” Zhao Ke glanced at him, “speaking of face …”

“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at him.

“Have you looked at the confession wall recently?” Zhao Ke asked.

“No,” Jiang Yan shook his head. “I’ve seen it a few times. What’s wrong?”

“I have given you a lot of confession recently,” Zhao Ke said. “I saw one yesterday and another today.”

“Really?” Jiang Yan said, “Are you envious?”

“Yeah,” Zhao Ke nodded, “I plan to go up and write some for myself.”

Jiang Yan was happy, and smiled as he pulled out his mobile phone: “Don’t you, I’ll write it for you, make sure that the love is sincere, and that the lines are full …”

The phone beeps while the screen lights up, and news comes in.

It’s a bunny.

-Brother, are there any lessons in the afternoon?

Jiang froze.

Now Gu Fei rarely sends him a message, generally speaking about Gu Miao’s situation.

When seeing such content, Jiang Yan almost could not react for a moment.

After a while he returned one.

-Now it’s time to go to the supermarket with Zhao Ke

-Oh, is that the supermarket we visited?

-Yes

After Jiang Yan returned the news, he was still a bit stunned and a little panicked. Gu Fei seemed to have nothing to say and the news was a bit abnormal.

-what happened?

He sent another one.

It took a while for Gu Fei’s news to come again.

-I’m in front of that supermarket

Jiang Yan stopped suddenly.

“Huh?” Zhao Ke stopped and turned to look at him.

Jiang Yan stared at the line on his mobile phone, his hands began to tremble, and he shook it a little bit, so that he could hardly see the words on his mobile phone.

“I fuck,” he said.

“… What’s wrong with you?” Zhao Kezhen said, “Why is it silent?”

Is it gone? Jiang Yan looked at Zhao Ke.

“Don’t scare me, why are you dumb again?” Zhao Ke couldn’t follow his principle of “I don’t care about me”, grabbed his cell phone and glanced, “I’m at the door of that supermarket … is this … is Gu Fei? “

“Ah.” Jiang Yan answered, and there was a voice this time.

After hearing his own voice, he turned back to God suddenly, grabbed the phone, and shouted at Zhao Ke dumbly, “Fuck! He’s here!”

“Yeah!” Zhao Ke was startled by his roar. “Hurry up?”

Jiang Yan shook his hand so hard that he wanted to open a contact and call Gu Feixian to ask, but he didn’t get anywhere after a few times.

He couldn’t even bother to point back and forth, patted Zhao Ke’s arm, ran a leg and ran to the supermarket.

Gu Fei is here.

Gu Fei suddenly came to school!

Gu Fei is right in front of the supermarket!

Gu Fei appeared so suddenly!

what happened!

what happened!

mine! Damn it!

is that true?

Are you looking at the blindfold?

I fuck, it won’t be a happy occasion!

Jiang Yan’s ears were full of rumbling winds, and he was breathing heavily because of running and excitement. As he ran, he picked up his phone and wanted to read Gu Fei’s news again.

But if you want to see clearly, you have to stop. He can’t stop anyway now.

Don’t watch your mother!

He shoved his cellphone back in his pocket and walked away.

It’s not far from the supermarket here, and it takes less than two minutes to walk, but I don’t know why, but I feel that this road is a bit outrageous today.

The intersection is ahead, and the supermarket is just across the intersection.

Jiang Yan stared at several people passing by the intersection, his eyes were blown a little by the wind, but he saw the person standing by the road at a glance.

Gu Fei.

You don’t need to see it clearly, you just need to glance. No matter which angle is up, down, left, or right, he can recognize it. That’s Gu Fei.

Gu Fei!

He roared.

His mother didn’t shout.

Gu Fei!

The great Jiang Yan player enabled telepathy at this moment.

Gu Fei turned his head.

The moment Gu Fei turned his head, Jiang Yan felt that his strength had been exhausted, and he could not take the second step anymore. He stopped.

Gu flew to him and walked over quickly.

Jiang Yan counted his steps, one, two, three, four, five …

“My brother.” Gu Fei called him.

He can already see Gu Fei’s face clearly, can see his eyes, and can even feel his breath and heartbeat.

“Ah.” He answered.

Gu Fei came to him and grabbed him.

“My brother,” Gu Fei held him tightly, his voice a little low, and trembling slightly, “Are you there?”

“I’m here,” Jiang Yan said.

The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.

I have a headache today. There may be many typos. I will check it tomorrow.