SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 134
At this time, there are many students on this main road to the supermarket.
Although the atmosphere of R Dali is very relaxed, no matter what kind of structure of the couple, everyone will understand, not to make a fuss.
But holding it in the middle of the road like this, let alone two boys, one man and one woman, will attract attention to some extent.
“Aren’t you … with Zhao Ke?” Gu Fei let go of his hand and backed away slightly.
“Well, he’s behind.” Jiang Yan cleared his throat, but now there is a voice in his throat, but the voice is not very nice.
He looked around. The few passing students looked calm, but their eyes would stay on them.
“I …” Gu Fei followed and looked a little embarrassed. “Not so many people just now.”
“Just after class,” Jiang Yan said, “why did you come here suddenly?”
Originally, there was a confusion in the mind, and all the barrage brushes were “Gu Feilai”. Now, after a slight return to God, he suddenly thought of this important question.
As soon as this sentence was asked, the excitement of his heart finally surging again.
coming!
Gu Fei is here!
Gu Fei suddenly came!
Right in front of the supermarket!
Standing in front of my eyes!
He couldn’t help but reached out and patted him gently on Gu Fei’s arm to strengthen his real feeling.
“Xu Xingzhi came back today, so he drove,” Gu Fei said, “I just want to come with him and don’t rush to buy a ticket.”
“I asked you why you came here suddenly,” Jiang Yan said. “I didn’t ask you how you came here. You should review the questions carefully.”
“Just …” Gu Fei pulled the collar, probably more and more students came behind him, he was a little uncomfortable, “I miss you.”
Jiang Yan’s hand was in his pocket, and he had been nervous and awkwardly pinching the screen of the phone.
I miss you.
When Gu Fei said this, his hand shook.
Click.
The tempered screen seemed to be crushed by him.
“Do you have any lessons?” Gu Fei asked, and looked aside again, and whispered, “A lot of your classmates? Let them see if … not so good.”
“It’s okay,” Jiang Yan rubbed his nose. Although he said nothing, he didn’t feel embarrassed to look aside. He took a step and walked directly. “Go, go out and turn around.”
“Um.” Gu Fei followed him.
This feeling is still wonderful.
The minute before he was still sitting in the classroom with books in front of him.
Because suicide does not constitute a crime, it is difficult for instigators or helpers to constitute a crime, but if the instigator’s deception or coercion has the effect of an indirect culprit, then the intentional homicide …
Turning his head, he saw Gu Fei.
Seeing live Gu Fei.
Gu Fei who can touch and hug.
Gu Fei without current sound when speaking.
You can smell Gu Fei.
Next to him, walked outside the school with him. Although he was very thick, he could still feel the slight touch of the arms of the two people through the thickness of the down jacket.
The same down jacket they both bought today.
“Are there any lessons?” Gu Fei asked.
“It’s gone.” Jiang Yan took out his mobile phone and looked down for a moment.
The tempered film is really broken and blossomed.
Alas. Zhao Ke gave it to him, saying that there is no need to waste to buy a shell to send the film, but now it is not wasted, it was seriously broken.
“What about your stuff?” Jiang Yan asked when he remembered after leaving the school.
“I …” Gu Fei rubbed his nose and seemed a little embarrassed. “Nothing.”
“Huh?” Jiang froze.
“Just put on a pair of underwear in the bag,” Gu Fei shook the bag on his back. “I just … rushed over and didn’t arrange the time. The day after tomorrow I ordered someone to take a picture, and I have to go back tomorrow. “
“Oh,” Jiang Yan nodded. “Then you’re going back tomorrow?”
“Um.” Gu Fei answered.
“You’re just coming here in Xu Xingzhi’s car?” Jiang Yan still didn’t take it easy and turned to stare at Gu Fei.
“Yeah, he said he’s back today,” Gu Fei smiled, “I can’t help it anymore, he sent me to your school door.”
“Neuropathy,” Jiang Yan said.
“You can’t suppress it if you commit it.” Gu Fei said.
Jiang Yan planned to let Gu Fei go to the hotel where he was sent back to report, but he got lost temporarily, and finally Gu Fei took him to the hotel.
“Did you really get lost when you were tutoring?” Gu Fei asked.
“I usually don’t get lost here,” Jiang Yan said. “It’s a bit confusing at this moment.”
Gu Fei smiled and didn’t speak.
After taking the room key, they both entered the elevator silently.
The room is still on the first floor, but not in the same room.
Now standing behind Gu Fei and waiting for him to open the door is not the same mood.
It’s a little magical to think about, many memories are still in front of me, but when I think of it, I feel that it’s been a long time, and it’s too long to be emotional.
Gu Fei entered the room, put the bag on the table, turned on the air conditioner with the remote control.
Jiang Yan followed in and closed the door.
The room suddenly became very quiet, only Gu Di’s dripping sound as he adjusted the temperature.
The atmosphere became a little more subtle with the sound of these drops.
According to the various reunion scenes seen in TV movie novels, they should probably look at each other affectionately, then hug, then kiss, and then fall to bed.
The next shot is two people lying side by side under the quilt, of course, their shoulders must be bare.
He and Gu Fei’s situation should be more dry than normal reunion. After all, they “break up”, and Gu Fei came over this time, although the purpose was not specified, but both knew.
But that scene did not appear.
Jiang Yan missed Gu Fei very much, and he has been waiting for this day. When he saw Gu Fei, he was shaking with excitement, wanting to yell, and wanted to rush forward and desperately to Gu Fei.
But right now, he was standing here just like this, wondering what was going on, some confused and some at a loss.
When Gu Fei put down the remote control and turned to take off his jacket, he felt that it was a bit hot when he wrapped it, so he threw the jacket aside.
“I brought a little thing,” Gu Fei took his bag and walked in front of him. “It was … for you.”
“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at his hand.
Gu Fei took a glass bottle from his bag, and when he put the bottle in his hand, it was heavy.
Jiang Yan stared at the glass bottle, which is exactly a small round-bottomed flask.
There was something in the flask, and Jiang Yan froze when he saw it clearly.
There are petals of rose petals suspended in the round belly of the flask, as well as many fine silver particles. As the flask shakes, the petals gently rotate in the silver stars.
Gu Fei took a black leather book from the table next to the side of the bottle.
What appeared instantly in front of Jiang Yan was like the night sky.
In the silver starlight, there are floating roses.
“Does it look good?” Gu Fei asked.
Jiang Yan glanced at him, and the black book blocked half of his face, only showing his eyes.
His eyes were full of expectations.
“Good-looking,” Jiang Yan looked at him, Gu Fei’s eyes softened inexplicably, and he remembered the little rabbit, and he didn’t know why.
Gu Fei smiled.
“Inside … what?” Jiang Yan asked.
“Glue,” Gu Fei said.
Jiang Yan laughed: “It doesn’t sound too mysterious.”
“The silver ones are mysterious.” Gu Fei said.
“What is it?” Jiang Yan asked.
“Keep mystery,” Gu Fei said, “I won’t say it.”
Jiang Yan smiled and didn’t speak. He shook the bottle in his hand. The bottle mouth was blocked with a large steel ball. It could be reversed. The steel ball was fixed with glue, but Gu Fei made it very delicately. come out.
“Brother.” Gu Fei put down his notebook and brought the bottle over to the table.
“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at him.
“I’m here, not trying to say anything,” Gu Fei opened his arms and hugged him. “Some words are too vague now.”
This light hug, Gu Fei’s breath rushed over and wrapped Jiang Yan.
Faint, warm and calming.
“Um.” Jiang Yan put his chin on his shoulder and closed his eyes.
“I miss you so much, and I’m scared … to lose you,” Gu Fei said quietly, “I’m worried, I’m afraid I can’t keep up with you.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan answered with his eyes closed.
“Some words, when I say it, I ca n’t take it back, and I ca n’t take it back. The wound is there, I ca n’t erase it,” Gu Fei said, touching it on his back. “
“Say it,” Jiang Yan said.
“Sorry,” Gu Fei said, “I know you don’t need this sentence. I didn’t say it for breaking up. I did it for me … not as brave as you.”
Jiang Yan’s hand shook slightly.
“I will be as brave as you,” Gu Fei said, “I came here just to say this, I want you to see.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan bowed his head and gently nudged him.
“Look at me,” Gu Fei said, “never look at others.”
“… Ah.” Jiang Yan suddenly wanted to laugh.
“I’m serious,” Gu Fei said, “don’t laugh.”
“I didn’t want to laugh at all.” Jiang Yan bit his lip, still couldn’t hold it, leaning his head on Gu Fei’s shoulder and laughing.
“Smile,” Gu Fei sighed. “If I record this, I might laugh it myself.”
Jiang Yan didn’t say anything, leaning his head and couldn’t stop smiling.
Gu Fei didn’t say any more, just held him and patted him gently on his back.
When did the tears come out, Jiang Yan didn’t notice it at all.
He felt like he was laughing all the time, and when he felt tears, his face was covered with tears.
“I’m sorry.” Gu Fei held him tight. “My brother is sorry.”
“Go away,” Jiang Yan hugged his waist, his voice trembling so loudly, with a nasal sound, “Go away.”
“Um.” Gu Fei answered.
“I **** | your uncle Gu Fei,” Jiang Yan finally couldn’t help bringing his crying cry, “I **** | your uncle, you **** said, you will always like me until I no longer need your like! You Why didn’t you do it! “
“Brother.” Gu Fei rubbed on his back.
“Why do you say so!” Jiang Yan shouted with a dumb throat, “Whatever it is! Why do you decide for me!”
“I was wrong,” Gu Fei lowered his face, burying his face in his shoulder socket. “My brother, I was wrong.”
“I haven’t forgotten! Why do you say so!” Jiang Yan roared, “a arrogant self-righteous thing! Why do you say so! Is it you alone who is in love! Is it you Are you alone? “
“My brother, I was wrong.” Gu Fei whispered.
“You **** …” Jiang Yan shouted for a moment without a voice.
Let me kneel and scratch my head!
For so long, Jiang Yan has been pressing himself to be calm. Gu Fei has Gu Fei’s reason. The part of Gu Fei’s personality that is affected by psychological shadows cannot blame him. He can calmly persist and wait for him to wake up Come over.
But this kind of rationality collapses at the moment.
I understand the truth, but I still feel wronged.
I understand the truth, but now I just want to swear, complain, and blame unreasonably.
He needs to yell out, yell at him, yell at him, if he is not willing to let go, he still wants to slap Gu Fei hardly.
He punched him in the punch and hit him in the face.
In the past six months, all my feelings have turned into pain for Gu Fei to realize.
Although he knows that Gu Fei has also had a hard time, but now he just doesn’t want to be rational anymore.
Who the heck isn’t it?
How can Xiaogongju endure such grievances!
I **** | your uncle Gu Fei!
Jiang Yan snatched Gu Fei’s clothes on the back.
Fuck this sentence and simply no sound.
“Don’t talk anymore, brother,” Gu Fei scratched his hair a little distressed. “I checked, your throat should slowly recover, and your emotions should be … stable.”
Stable your uncle!
How stable is this!
Jiang Yan pushed him away and hit him with a punch.
According to Gu Fei’s reaction, he was completely able to stop the punch, but he just stood there, not even leaning sideways.
He held his breath.
Jiang Yan could feel his abdominal muscles when he hit him on his stomach.
** The stuff is secretly protected!
He threw another arm at Gu Fei and hit him on the chest.
“Fight back!” Jiang Yan stared at Gu Fei, this time with a voice.
Gu Fei grabbed his wrist when he went out with a third punch, and then dragged around, Jiang Yan was upset by him on the bed.
The moment he hit the bed, Jiang Yan suddenly lost his strength, and he didn’t want to move anymore after he bounced along the mattress.
“Brother.” Gu Fei supported his arm along the edge of the bed and knelt on the edge of the bed.
“Um.” Jiang Yan answered.
Gu Fei didn’t speak, and lowered his head and touched his lips gently.
Jiang Yan closed his eyes without moving.
Gu Fei did not move any further, but just pressed lightly against his lips.
Breathe warmly, touch it gently, familiar breath.
Jiang Yan’s tears slipped out of his eyes again.
Gu Fei gently wiped his tears with his fingertips, and lowered his head against his stomach.
Neither of them spoke or moved.
It wasn’t until Jiang Yan’s phone rang twice in his jacket pocket that Gu Fei looked up: “Your phone is ringing.”
“Well, the alarm clock,” Jiang Yan said.
“What alarm?” Gu Fei asked.
“Remind to be tutoring.” Jiang Yan opened his eyes and sucked his nose.
“That …” Gu Fei pulled out his cell phone and looked at the time. “I’ll accompany you.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan sat up and wiped his eyes.
There are no more tears, but my eyes are a bit astringent and I feel a little confused.
“I’ll wash my face.” Jiang Yan stood up and went into the bathroom.
After pouring water on his face for a while, he slowly returned to his eyes, looking at himself in the mirror, his eyes were a little red, and his nose was a little red.
Everything else is fine.
He rubbed his face and pulled his clothes.
There was a wet mark on the clothes.
He touched it, this is where Gu Fei lay down.
When he stepped out of the bathroom, he glanced at Gu Fei’s face, and saw no trace.
One of Gu Fei’s magic skills, whether it is endurance or cover up, he can achieve no trace.
“Let’s go,” Jiang Yan put on his jacket and put it on, and picked up the flask on the table. “You can carry it for me first.”
“Let’s put it here first, and you will take it back at night?” Gu Fei said.
“I want to take it,” Jiang Yan glanced at him, “you carry it.”
“Okay,” Gu Fei nodded, got up and put the flask in his bag. “Did you eat after finishing tutoring?”
“Well, I wanted to tell Zhao Ke to eat barbecue before going to tutoring,” Jiang Yan smiled. “It’s too late now.”
“Let him have barbecue together that night?” Gu Fei asked.
“No, he must have eaten,” Jiang Yan said. “In the evening … I don’t want anyone to eat together.”
“Well,” Gu Fei put on his jacket, carried his bag, came over and choked him, and then opened the door and walked out. “I thought you would return a tutor this semester.”
“When the time is over, you will not retreat,” Jiang Yan said. “The two parents are very good. Let’s do it first. The money is quite a lot.”
Gu Fei glanced at him.
“My tuition,” Jiang Yan said, “and the cost of living materials, which is quite expensive.”
“I see.” Gu Fei struck his shoulder.
After one hour of tutoring, Jiang Yan was a little worried that his throat would not work, but probably it wasn’t for emotional reasons before, and it was just because he shouted too hard, and it was normal when he lectured.
It is also slightly magnetic.
“Are you happy today?” The little girl hugged her arm, and peeled a lollipop as she spoke.
Jiang Yan looked at her and said nothing.
“Why, can’t you eat during the break?” The little girl snorted.
“Did I say rest?” Jiang Yan said.
“Trouble,” the little girl snapped the lollipop a few times, and spit it out. “Let’s go on.”
Jiang Yan took her paper and finished the rest of the sheet.
“Okay, come here today,” Jiang Yan glanced at the clock on the table. “I have time to do the questions I circled for you today.”
“Well,” said the little girl, and pushed the table again. “Are you happy?”
“What happy event?” Jiang Yan looked at her.
“You look good today,” the little girl pointed at his face. “It doesn’t matter, it just feels.”
“Really,” Jiang Yan smiled. “The joy is that your mother just gave me money.”
“I didn’t ask you about what you pretend. My mom gave you money. You looked boring when you took the money last month,” the girl rolled her eyes dismissively. “Congratulations You get back the joy of life. “
“Thank you,” Jiang Yan said.
When he walked out of the community, it was already dark, and the wind was very anxious.
He rubbed his eyes and looked around, wondering which shop Gu Fei would be waiting for in him, and a dark shadow moved by the wall.
“Gu Fei?” Jiang froze, “Why are you pestering here? Isn’t it cold?”
“Is this cold?” Gu Fei came over, took out a warm ball from his jacket, and put it in his hand. “This is at least ten degrees higher than the house.”
“Then you take off your jacket. Anyway, you are not afraid of cold …” Jiang Yan looked at the thing in his hand, it was a huge baked sweet potato, and he laughed, “You just bought it?”
“Well,” Gu Fei nodded, opened the bag, and choked halfway as he blew. “I guess you must be hungry when you come out. Let’s pad it first.”
“I’m hungry,” Jiang Yan just wanted to go forward with the roasted sweet potatoes. When the wind blew over, he hurriedly bowed his head and blocked it with his hand.
Gu Fei turned around and made a stop in front of him, taking a bite: “Hurry up.”
“Um.” Jiang Yan and him face to face together to block the wind and took a sip of sweet potatoes.
In fact, he hasn’t had any special interest in this stuff, he just smells very fragrant, and it tastes almost like that, which is totally incomparable with big five flowers.
But I don’t know why, today these half of sweet potatoes are very sweet, fragrant and sweet.
He glanced at Gu Fei, who was looking down at the sweet potato with her head down.
Maybe it’s because of Gu Fei, or it’s because of the feeling of scorching hot roasted sweet potatoes across the cold wind.
“I’m a little worried,” Jiang Yan said as he ate. “This sweet potato has five pounds. Can I still eat barbecue after I eat it?”
“I didn’t get a pound,” Gu Fei glanced at him. “Yueba’s visual inspection ability is really awful. You are probably the least accurate of the people I’ve met.”
Jiang Yan smiled: “Anyway, I think I’m going to eat.”
“It’s okay, even if five pounds of sweet potatoes are eaten,” Gu Fei said, “with big five flowers, you can still eat five pounds.”
Jiang Yan gave a cry.
“Forget it,” Gu Fei thought about and took away the sweet potatoes that he hadn’t eaten yet, “save a little stomach, or you won’t be able to eat for a while.”
“Have you not eaten barbecue for a long time?” Jiang Yan asked.
“Well,” Gu Fei smiled, “I … it doesn’t make much sense to eat with others.”
Jiang Yan looked at him.
Gu Fei didn’t say anything, put the sweet potatoes back in the bag, and held him back: “Brother, look at me terribly.”
“Huh?” Jiang froze.
“I will work hard,” Gu Fei said, “to eat with you for a lifetime.”
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