SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 64

Mood is not the worst experience at the bottom of the valley. What is more uncomfortable than the bottom of the mood is that the mood falls directly from the sky to the bottom of the valley.

In a good mood, he had fallen to pieces.

Jiang Yan hasn’t felt so strong in his heart for a long time. He sat on the chair in the lobby on the first floor with Gu Fei for ten minutes and couldn’t slow down.

Li Baoguo’s illness has basically been determined. Lung cancer. Jiang Yan stared at his fingers. His lungs were not good. He was coughing every day. Now the word chemoradiotherapy appears again.

Jiang Yan felt like he was sinking at the bottom of the vortex, surrounded by hustle and bustle, but his ears were terribly quiet.

Gu Fei didn’t let him go, he knew it.

He had the money on his card, enough for tuition and enough to live, but he had no income, and before he could really feed himself, every penny had to be taken from here.

Li Baoguo has not owed the hospital money. He is not sure, but once he passes, he may basically imagine what kind of situation he will face.

This is not the same as Li Baoguo being surrounded by people. At that time he was half venting and half Li Baoguo. He could rush to fight with others, but now it is.

A security guard came out of the elevator, trot to the entrance of the inpatient department, welcomed two policemen, and took them into the elevator again.

“Let’s go.” Jiang Yan rubbed his face fiercely and stood up. He didn’t want to see Li Baoguo being taken out by the police for a while.

Gu Fei got up and walked out of the hospital with him.

When Jiang Yan left the hospital, he walked directly to the bus station, and Gu Fei pulled him: “Take a taxi.”

“Oh.” Jiang Yan stopped, watching Gu Fei stopped a taxi.

“Will I eat there?” Gu Fei asked him after he got on the bus.

“No.” Jiang Yan just felt his head swell.

“Then I’ll accompany you to eat for a while?” Gu Fei asked again.

“I don’t have any appetite now,” Jiang Yan closed his eyes and squeezed his brows. “I’ll go to Li Baoguo and wait for him. If he is taken away by the police, he should be back at night.”

“Um.” Gu Fei seemed to want to say something, but didn’t speak after taking a breath.

The car stopped at the intersection and the two got out.

Jiang Yan looked at the road of Li Baoguo. Since taking things away from Li Baoguo that day, he has never walked that street again.

Now looking at it this way, the street is in a dilapidated calm, and the warm yellow lights on the two sides of the building look like a peaceful family, and what kind of people and what kind of family are under this , Then no one can imagine.

“I’m over,” Jiang Yan threw his bag over his shoulder, as if determined, “Go back to the store, I’ll call you when I’m done.”

“Fine,” Gu Fei answered, and Jiang Yan turned to prepare to leave. He hesitated again and said, “My brother.”

“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked back at him.

“I don’t know what you think,” Gu Fei said softly, “I said this sentence may not be appropriate, but I still have to remind you.”

“Say it.” Jiang Yan smiled.

“Don’t take money first,” Gu Fei said, “Li Baoguo doesn’t necessarily use money for medical treatment. You may not have seen people who put their lives behind many things, but he is.”

Jiang Yan looked at him and nodded after a while.

“He has two children,” Gu Fei said. “If you want to do anything, look at your brother and sister’s attitude before you think about it. You have to … learn to leave your own way.”

“I see.” Jiang Yan walked back to stand in front of Gu Fei and looked at him.

“Don’t think I’m indifferent,” Gu Fei said, “I grew up here, these people, these things, I have seen too much, I am used to judging like this, you do not need to be as extreme as me, but not too naive. “

Although Gu Fei said something like this, he might feel strange, but he still felt warm. Jiang Yan reached out and scratched on his arm: “I see.”

When Gu Fei returned to the store, several people had already prepared the meals, Gu Miao had already eaten the meal, and Li Yan was assigned to the hut to do his homework.

“What’s going on with Li Baoguo?” Luo Yu watched him come in and asked.

“I don’t know, lung cancer,” Gu Fei went to the backyard and washed his hands. He went into the hut with Gu Miao for a while before coming out and sitting at the table. “Drink?”

“Drink!” Chen Jie drank two bottles of wine from the ground and put them on the table. “Wait for you to drink.”

“I don’t have this.” Gu Fei said.

“Li Yan won’t let me.” Zhao Yihui laughed beside him.

“Taking advantage all the time,” Li Yan said.

“Just,” Gu Fei filled himself with soup. “You haven’t been paid for your help.”

“It’s still different,” Luo Yu opened a bottle of wine and poured it into each glass. “Why didn’t Jiang Yan come?”

“How could he still come over,” Li Yan snorted, “come over to discuss whether Li Baoguo is going to die.”

“Seriously, I didn’t see it too much, anyway, he was like that all day long, and his face was ugly,” Chen Jie said, “I came here last week and hit him for a whole day. The card is bigger than my life.”

“Have Li Hui and Li Qian returned?” Li Yan asked.

“I haven’t seen it before,” Gu Fei said.

In addition to Li Baoguo desperately trying to stick to the cause of playing cards, it seems that he really does not care much about other things. After eating, Gu Fei Shun took the credit book and turned it over. Li Baoguo bought yogurt after playing it. Since then, I have never been here again.

It ’s been a long time, and it seems that this time it is really not a serious illness. Gu Fei closed the book. If it is really lung cancer … he has been coughing for a long time. Gu Fei can hardly remember what coughing is. In the past six months, even his voice was hoarse. According to his usual living conditions and time, if it is lung cancer, it must not be early.

He took out his mobile phone and opened Jiang Yan’s chat box. There was no news from Jiang Yan, but during a meal, Li Baoguo did not necessarily return … He slowly turned up the message record. Turned it all the way.

He didn’t send much news to Jiang Yan. He sat in a row during the day, and then called the phone at night when he couldn’t send a few. However, he still remembered the situation and mood at that time.

“Is Jiang Yan a little bit of money on his own?” Li Yan sat beside him.

“Well, kind of, it was given to him by the adoptive mother before.” Gu Fei said.

“Let him not be stupid, and take the money out to Li Baoguo for medical treatment,” said Li Yan. “That person, certainly will not be used in the right place, just happened to play cards.”

“I told him,” Gu Fei threw the phone to the checkout counter. “Look at him.”

“How do I feel hanging,” Li Yan said, “He looks at him, but he is actually a young master from a big city. He can never imagine what kind of people can be in an environment like a steel mill.”

“What do you care about,” Gu Fei glanced at him, “I really didn’t take you for the money.”

“I’m emotional about life,” Li Yan smiled and stretched out. “I’m worrying for you. I won’t even play the game, and I’m going to be embarrassed.”

“Get off,” Gu Fei said.

“I’ll say something before I get off?” Li Yan said.

Gu Fei was silent.

“If he really wants to spend money for Li Baoguo, don’t try to stop it too hard,” Li Yan said. “It saves people from feeling that you are too unforgiving. Li Baoguo is a death if he goes on like this, so why leave a hurdle in his heart. “

“Do you know why you are thin?” Gu Fei said.

“I’m not thin.” Li Yan froze on his waist.

“If you don’t care so much, you can grow more meat.” Gu Fei said.

Li Yan smiled: “Why can’t I be a buddy with such a thing as you, I can’t change a good word.”

“Thanks.” Gu Fei smiled at him.

The mobile phone still has 9% of electricity. Jiang Yan glanced at it for a while, took the charging treasure from the schoolbag, plugged it in, and then stuffed it into the schoolbag.

He has been sitting on the stone pier under the tree at the entrance of the Li Bao National Building for two hours. Fortunately, when he came over, his work hours had passed and there were few neighbors.

He could actually go to rent a house. He didn’t throw away the keys to Li Bao’s country, but to be honest, he didn’t want to be alone in that house full of musty smell, and smelled of drifting from time to time because he had not cleaned up for a long time. All kinds of weird breath.

In a house where people live clearly, but there is no popularity, people will feel uncomfortable when they think of it. After a long time, the whole person’s emotions are low.

After more than half an hour, when the cigarette in his hand was almost exhausted, he finally saw Li Baoguo’s figure coming from the street.

It’s also amazing. He is such a figure against the light that he can recognize that it is Li Baoguo.

Li Baoguo walked very slowly. He went downstairs to the house where he played the cards, raised his head and shouted two times on the second floor. Someone poked his head out. He didn’t know what to say to the man, and Jiang Yan heard it. A sentence “Come here in a while”, and then he continued to come over here.

Jiang Baoyan stood up, Li Baoguo didn’t look at this side. After he stood up, Li Baoguo looked at this side with a shock, and then stopped.

“You … returned.” Jiang Yan didn’t know how to start.

“You? Who are you?” Li Baoguo held a wine bottle in his hand and rushed at the opening. “Who are you, yours, yours?”

Jiang Yan said nothing and smelled the wine.

Li Baoguo had a cough to him after he had spoken, and coughed his heart, and snored with sputum in his throat.

Jiang Yan didn’t step back, waiting silently for Li Baoguo to know whether his cough was intended or not, and then said, “I want to talk to you.”

“Talk,” Li Baoguo sneered, and took another sputum at his feet. “Genuine, I don’t understand what talk is.”

Jiang Yan was silent again.

This is not his attitude to silence. Li Baoguo’s attitude, he really does not know how to speak again, nor do he know what to say next.

Li Baoguo didn’t say anything else, and after coughing again, he turned into the corridor.

Jiang Yan bypassed the sputum he spit, followed into the corridor, and followed Li Baoguo into the room.

As soon as he entered the room, seeing the gloom and clutter in his eyes, he felt a block in his heart and opened the closed window in the past.

“The wings are stiff, and they fly happily?” Li Baoguo sat down on the sofa. “Fly past me and see if I die?”

“What’s going on with your illness?” Jiang Yan asked directly.

“Yo,” Li Baoguo laughed, and coughed again. “Does my youngest son know that I am sick?”

Jiang Yan found that Li Baoguo had lost a lot of weight through the light, but his face and neck were a little swollen.

“Lung cancer, advanced,” Li Baoguo got up and poured a little water, the water poured from the thermos, but did not see a trace of heat, “It’s been a few months, the doctor **** made me surgery earlier, I disagree, hand **** Surgery, cancer surgery has fart! Now I also say that my body can’t afford the surgery, let chemotherapy or something, fart! Change the trick to cheat Lao Tzu’s money! “

Jiang Yan was speechless for a while. He didn’t know how long Li Baoguo had been suffering from the disease. From surgery to physical condition, no further surgery was allowed …

“I checked the information,” Jiang Yan took the kettle on the table, looked inside, determined that there were no spiders or cockroaches, and went into the kitchen to burn the water. “If the lung cancer cooperates with the doctor, it is OK. extend……”

“Put your fart!” Li Baoguo interrupted him. “You are really stupid to read and read! Your son can’t even sit playing cards now, his chest hurts so much that he can’t sleep, and prolong his fart! You still I want to send money to the hospital! You are just a fool waiting for people to cheat you! Why are you so rich that you have n’t given me anything? “

Jiang Yan held his hands on the table, closed his eyes, took a breath, and held his breath for a long time before suppressing his emotions: “What do you think?”

“I tell you!” Li Baoguo pointed at him. “In my life, I live as long as I want to live. I scold whoever I want to scold, and whoever I want to hit! I live a smart life!”

Jiang Yan looked at him, but didn’t find where the sentence was related to the previous topic.

“You don’t need to persuade me to treat it,” Li Baoguo said, and started coughing again. After coughing for a while, he lowered his head and spit a sputum on the ground. There is no conscience! “

Although Jiang Yan turned his head and turned his head away quickly, he still saw the blood on the ground.

“You should have health insurance, right?” Jiang Yan said.

“Do you think you don’t have to pay for your own health insurance?” Li Baoguo glared at him. “There are a lot of self-funded medicines! The doctors are **** wicked and prescribe self-funded medicines for you!”

“The doctor is treating a disease, and he won’t just …” Jiang Yan felt that he couldn’t communicate with Li Baoguo.

“What are you trying to say today?” Li Baoguo interrupted him. “So much nonsense, is there a point?”

“I just want to ask you about your illness.” Jiang Yan said.

“I thought your conscience found you to give your dad some money to treat the disease,” Li Baoguo laughed. “It was just to find out how long I have to die.”

Jiang Yan closed his eyes and fixed himself.

After a while he opened his eyes and looked at Li Baoguo: “You call Li Hui and Li Qian and ask them to come back some time and discuss it …”

“You little **** ordered me!” Li Baoguo shouted, with a hoarse sputum in his voice, “I can’t make it to you …”

“Shut up!” Jiang Yan kicked the table in front of him suddenly, yelling at him, “Give me! Shut up!”

Li Baoguo froze and lost his voice.

“If you want to get sick, ask them to come back and discuss how to get it,” Jiang Yan still pointed at him. “If you don’t want to be cured, just leave it to me! Even if I want to pay, I will directly go to the hospital. I want money to gamble here, don’t even think about it! “

Li Baoguo looked at him with a smile on his face, as if he said something ridiculous.

Jiang Yan ignored him, went into the kitchen, waited for the water to boil, poured the water into the kettle, and left the door to leave the country.

He didn’t feel bad about Li Baoguo. He was afraid that if he left, Li Baoguo estimated that he could forget this pot of water and rush out to play cards. Instead of burning the water to a fire, it must be water. Combat gas poisoning.

After leaving the house, I walked towards Gu Fei’s store for a while, facing the night breeze, and my frustration finally disappeared.

He turned into a fork and pulled out his phone while walking.

A slight whistle came from the tree shadow on the left side of the road. He turned his head and saw Gu Fei leaning against the wall.

“How are you here?” Jiang Yan walked over.

“Wait for you.” Gu Fei smiled.

Seeing Gu Fei’s smile, Jiang Yan suddenly felt a lot lighter, and all kinds of complicated inexplicable and unreasonable emotions suddenly surged up.

He grabbed Gu Fei in the past.

Gu Fei hugged him, patted him a few times on his back, held him back two steps, and retreated into the shadows: “Is it smooth?”

“I don’t know how to say it,” Jiang Yan struck Gu Fei’s shoulder with his chin very hard, and then tilted his head and took a bite on his neck. “You’re drinking boyfriend.”

“Well, I drank two or two,” Gu Fei said with a smile, “I came out after brushing my teeth. Can I smell it?”

“Nonsense is your taste.” Jiang Yan said.

“Then I took off my clothes?” Gu Fei said.

“Civilization,” Jiang Yan said, “I just asked and didn’t disapprove you.”

“Do you want to go back?” Gu Fei asked, “I will take you back.”

“Li Yan, are they gone?” Jiang Yan let go of him and adjusted his clothes.

“Leave early,” Gu Fei said, “go to K song, my shop door is closed, Ermiao got back.”

“Otherwise,” Jiang Yan sighed softly, “go and stay with me tonight, I don’t want to be alone.”

“OK.” Gu Fei nodded.

This was a great evening, a great opportunity to roll around, go around, go around, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go. Gu Fei rolled on the bed two back and forth and didn’t want to move.

“May I help you,” Jiang Yan put his hand into Gu Fei’s pants, “I …”

“Hey,” Gu Fei laughed and grabbed his hand. “You are so bitter and enmity. I’m so relieved that I have to think that I didn’t have enough money.”

“Go!” Jiang Yan pulled out his hand and lay on his back on the bed. “Fuck! Come here and give your uncle a pinch.”

“Okay,” Gu Fei sat up, put one leg on his leg, and squeezed it a few times. “Master Uncle, can you see how hard this is?”

“Continue,” Jiang Yan waved his hands with his eyes closed, “comfortable and rewarding.”

Gu Fei smiled and didn’t speak, pinching on his leg.

Jiang Yan lay with his eyes closed for a while before whispering: “Li Baoguo has advanced lung cancer. I checked the information when he waited for him to return today. He is probably not very good. He coughs up blood, and his face and neck are swollen.”

“Is he not going to rule?” Gu Fei asked.

“Well, it probably means that there is no money to rule,” Jiang Yan frowned. “When I came back, I still had a deal with Jiekou.”

“Then how did you talk to him?” Gu Fei asked again.

“He still wants money,” Jiang Yan said, “but I don’t think it will be used for medical treatment, I mean …”

Jiang Yan opened his eyes and looked at Gu Fei with his arms folded. “Don’t say I’m stupid, don’t say my Holy Father.”

“No.” Gu Fei nodded.

“I think, if he wants to cure, I can pay with Li Hui and Li Qian. He has medical insurance, surgery can’t be done now, radiotherapy and chemotherapy can be done, and some can be controlled,” Jiang Yan said. It would be too high … “

“How much do you plan to take?” Gu Fei asked.

“Ten thousand,” Jiang Yan said, “I don’t care how much Li Hui makes.”

“Well,” Gu Fei nodded. “Then you have to please me more, and I can introduce you something that doesn’t take up class time.”

Jiang Yan laughed: “It sounds so bad.”

“What if Li Hui didn’t take their money?” Gu Fei asked again.

Jiang Yan looked at him for a moment.

What if Li Hui didn’t take the money? He really hadn’t thought about it. He wanted to say it was impossible, after all, it was a dad … But after a second thought, I thought it was not impossible.

“What do you think … if they don’t take the money, what should I do?” Jiang Yan put his hands on his eyes and sighed softly. His mind was chaotic at this moment, and he couldn’t think of it for a while.

“You tell me first why you gave the money.” Gu Fei said.

“I don’t want to be told that he has no conscience, and I don’t want to hear him stare at me and tell you Lao Tzu, your Lao Tzu …” Jiang Yan said, “I said, I’m so … I hate this, being accused, and he … … I can’t do it exactly like a stranger … “

“I see,” Gu Fei held his hand, and gently pressed in his palm. “If it’s me, brother, you can give Li Baoguo this money, regardless of whether Li Hui gives them or not.”

“Why, let him take a bet?” Jiang Yan said.

“If he really wants to heal,” Gu Fei looked at him. “You give him, he will go to heal himself. If he just doesn’t want to heal, you forcefully give him the money, and he won’t miss you.” . “

Jiang Yan said nothing.

“I said something bad,” Gu Fei said, “He should have given up, just waiting to die, you must give it, just give it to him, take it willing to eat, drink, willing to gamble whatever he wants, he can still Be comfortable, but do n’t give them all at once, one or two thousand at a time. ”

Jiang Yan stretched his voice and sighed again.

“Also, this money must be given in front of Li Hui and Li Qian. Li Qian is fine, mainly Li Hui.” Gu Fei said.

“Well,” Jiang Yan answered, and closed his eyes again. “I see.”

Gu Fei didn’t say anything else, and continued to pinch him.

After a while, Jiang Yan opened his eyes again: “Gu Fei.”

“Huh?” Gu Fei looked at him.

“Begging,” Jiang Yan said, “why am I a little scared.”

“Come here,” Gu Fei smiled, lay on his side, stretched his hands to clenched him, and touched his head.

Jiang Yan closed his eyes.

Gu Fei picked up a pinch of his hair and froze again: “撸 | 撸 | 撸 撸 毛, can’t be scared.”

“Fuck,” Jiang Yanle said, “a shameless one.”

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