SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 71

A bowl of noodles, Gu Fei, didn’t taste delicious, but it was so good to go to Wang Xu’s house to eat pie, and now it is not going to go. This instant noodle is compared with the big meat pie, which is really boring.

Especially when I look up, I can see Jiang Yan sitting in a daze across from him, this side becomes even more boring.

Gu Fei was a little worried. At this state, Jiang Yan didn’t seem to really calm down after coming, but he was still awake.

He didn’t want to leave Jiang Yan alone tonight, but now he doesn’t dare to open up and let Jiang Yan stay or go to Jiang Yan to spend the night by himself. Whatever word or point he was afraid of, Jiang Yan broke out.

After eating the noodles, he washed the dishes. When he returned to the store, Jiang Yan was still sitting there.

He used to put the table aside and stood by Jiang Yan.

“The room in the steel mill,” Jiang Yan asked after a long time, “is anyone here tonight?”

“No,” Gu Fei answered.

“Come with me for one night,” Jiang Yan said, “I don’t want to spend the night in a familiar place.”

“OK.” Gu Fei nodded.

Standing for a while, Jiang Yan didn’t move, and Gu Fei didn’t urge him. He walked behind the cashier and sat down, turning on his mobile phone.

At this point in the circle of friends, it ’s been a short time. It is said that some people have jumped off the building. Some of them are asking about it, and some of them have noses and eyes that follow him.

Gu Fei exited the circle of friends and was about to play a few games slowly. Wang Xu sent a message.

-I heard you jumped off the street next door?

Gu Fei did not reply.

Wang Xu sent another one.

-Someone said it was Jiang Yan ’s father. Does he live in the street next to your house?

Gu Fei frowned. According to word of mouth, the neighbours in this neighborhood became astonishingly fast and frightening because of various instant messaging tools.

-Someone’s going to talk about it blindly tomorrow, I’ll find it for you

-I did n’t make a blind pass, did n’t I ask you the first time, I did n’t ask Jiang Yan

-Anyway, I want to hear someone say, I’ll find you

-Sink! OK, let me warn you, OK

Gu Fei ignored him and turned off his cell phone.

“What time is it?” Jiang Yan asked.

“More than eight o’clock, eight twenty-six,” Gu Fei glanced at him, “you …”

“Sit down for a while,” Jiang Yan said, “I don’t know why now, I just don’t want to move, I just want to pause for a while.”

“Well.” Gu Fei answered, picked up the phone again, and opened the love elimination.

He knows this situation very well. He does n’t want to move, not only his body does n’t want to move, but his brain does n’t want to move. He is so clumsy, holding, blank, as if any movement will pull himself back into reality. Those who are afraid To face, all kinds of disturbances and fears will follow your tiny little movements, and the tide will flow like it.

Watching Dad’s death in the river, he didn’t know how many nights he spent sitting and squatting.

Even if Jiang Yan sat on that small stool for a day and night, he would not be surprised.

It’s just that all of this, Jiang Yan shouldn’t face, experience, or bear, but was inexplicably sent back here.

Jiang Yan wants to leave, even if he was born here, his parents are special products here, he still does not belong here, Gu Fei sometimes fears, Jiang Jiang will sink.

Fortunately, the “arrogance” in Jiang Yan’s bones has always stood against him, no matter what the environment, he is standing.

There is a small clock on the wall of Gu Fei’s shop. Every hour, when the hour hand moves forward, you can hear a slight click.

After the third beep, Jiang Yan knew that it was 11 o’clock.

He was sleepy, very sleepy, and felt like he could fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes, but he really closed his eyes, and his eyes were sore until he closed them, and he couldn’t sleep.

This state is tormenting.

He didn’t see the scene of Li Baoguo’s last leap forward, but the sound of the landing, the shoe in front of him, was like a dream that he couldn’t shake off, and he kept shaking in front of his eyes half-true and half-blurred. It’s unclear whether it was a dream or if it was really experienced.

It was very hot, and he was sweating when he tattooed in the afternoon, but now he felt his hands were cold, his whole body was cold, and goosebumps were rising.

The only hot spot was his eyes, which were as hot as a fire, and there was no urge to shed tears. Although his tear glands were a bit developed after he came here, he knew he would not shed tears because of Li Baoguo’s death. Li Baoguo didn’t have that relationship, but his eyes were hot. Maybe if he keeps on burning, he will have a headache. He has to stop pressing his hands on the eyes to make himself more comfortable.

At last he stood up with a sigh, and when he looked back at Gu Fei, Gu Fei had also stood up and put his mobile phone in his pocket.

“Is this over?” Jiang Yan asked.

“Passed,” Gu Fei said.

“Tuck the chicken, 8 eggs,” Jiang Yan said, “I didn’t hear the sound of passing the level. They all failed. This game hasn’t finished yet.”

Gu Fei laughed: “The ears are so good, I have turned up the volume.”

“Give me,” Jiang Yan reached out, “I’m playing.”

Gu Fei took out his mobile phone and handed it to him. The level above was really over, but although there were only 7 steps left, there was great hope. He looked down at the screen: “Let’s go to the small room.”

When Gu Fei opened the shop door, he glanced out. The street lights were on, the shops on the street were closed, and there was no one on the street. The previous hustle and bustle had been wiped out by night.

At this moment, he had a strange feeling, something so terrible, something so shocking that people screamed crazy for a few streets, just a few hours, everything had disappeared.

Everything has become a repeating chewing meal under the bright light of this family. In a few months and years, just like Gu Fei killed his father, it became a kind of out of order. The legend.

How wonderful and scary.

Jiang Yan stared down at the game screen on the phone screen and turned off Yu Guang. This state made him look like a small egg yolk wrapped in an eggshell.

Gu Fei followed him to the steel mill side by side, pushing one hand gently on his back. When there was an obstacle, he would take it slightly, and he could follow this force to avoid the stones and bricks on the ground. Gully bumps.

It wasn’t until Gu Fei opened the door of the small room in the steel factory that he sat on the sofa, relieved, raised his eyes and looked around, and returned Gu Fei, a game that had passed two levels.

“Niubian,” Gu Fei said, “I should change my nickname to someone behind me.”

“Change it.” Jiang Yan smiled against the sofa.

The cushions and cloth on the sofa were replaced with fine linen materials, cool and non-sticky, very comfortable, and he began to feel crazy and sleepy again.

“You first … get up,” Gu Fei pulled the sofa and tried to drag it out to lay it flat. “I dragged you together so that this sofa would fall apart.”

Jiang Yan stood up and walked slowly two steps forward, thinking about and sighing again: “Should take a bath and come again, at least brush your teeth or something.”

“Yes,” Gu Fei dragged the sofa out and lowered the back of the chair. “Look at the small box in the toilet. Li Yan should put a disposable toothbrush or towel in it, wipe it, anyway, your leg Can’t see the water. “

Jiang Yan went into the toilet and looked at it. There was nothing in the toilet, but there was a plastic box in the corner. It was quite complete, but the disposable toothbrushes and towels were printed with the names of various hotels.

“Where did he get so many hotel things?” Jiang Yan asked while brushing his teeth as he stepped out of the toilet.

“That’s what his mother did. Most of the family used it, and it had been used before, and Tianer Leng had never been used,” Gu Fei said. “A bunch of people don’t pay attention to it.”

Jiang Yan smiled.

Just chatting with Gu Fei with no content is the only way he can talk now, it can ease the mood, and it won’t cause any depression.

The two washed and cleaned up, lay down on the sofa, and turned off the light, leaving only the moon in the room, the brighter the night, the brighter the night, hanging outside the window without curtains, inexplicably give a kind of unsteady a feeling of.

Jiang Yan rolled over, facing Gu Fei’s face.

“Do you want to hug?” Gu Fei turned and asked.

“Get off,” Jiang Yan said, “hot.”

“That’s it,” Gu Fei grabbed his hand. “Hurry up and fall asleep, we will have class tomorrow.”

“Good night,” Jiang Yan said.

“Good night.” Gu Fei squeezed his palms.

Jiang Yan closed his eyes, and Gu Fei’s fingers kept pinching in his hand in a rhythmic manner. Although Jiang Yan thought that this way of coaxing children was a little funny, he still felt solid.

It’s just that Gu Fei was obviously asleep first than him, the speed of his fingers became a little slower, and finally stopped, Jiang Yan smiled, listening to Gu Fei’s slow and steady breathing, and breathing at his pace, not too long Also fell asleep.

When he woke up in the morning, Gu Fei was already up, and Jiang Yan smelled the aroma of beef noodles.

“Awake?” Gu Fei asked behind him.

“Um.” Jiang Yan turned his head and saw two bowls of packed beef noodles on the small broken table next to the sofa. He sat up and rubbed his face.

I fell asleep all night without waking up, but the dream never broke, so that when he woke up now, he did not have a process of rethinking, shocking and readjusting to what happened yesterday.

Li Baoguo died. In front of his three children and many neighborhoods, he jumped down from the top of the building and ended his life without knowing whether it was meaningful.

Such pictures flashed in his dreams that night, and now he woke up and the pictures became clearer.

“No one called me,” Jiang Yan took the cell phone and looked at it. “Li Baoguo’s affairs … don’t I need to participate in the processing?”

“Li Hui will look for you when you want to get the money,” Gu Fei said. “There is still time to share the property.”

“Is Li Bao state-owned property?” Jiang Yan scratched unconsciously on his phone.

“I don’t know,” Gu Fei handed the toothbrush with the squeezed toothpaste to him, “a little bit, maybe a few thousand dollars.”

“If he can really have thousands of dollars, he won’t ask for money everywhere,” Jiang Yan took the toothbrush and put it in his mouth. “But it doesn’t matter. He has a million and it doesn’t matter to me. I have a line. Wouldn’t want to. “

“Get some funeral expenses, nothing else.” Gu Fei said.

“Well.” Jiang Yan answered, slowly brushing his teeth.

It should be said that my dad is dead, and I have to take a few days off, but Jiang Yan doesn’t know what it is necessary to take leave, and what should I do if I take the leave.

When I walked into the school gate, I just met Lao Xu and stood at the door. It is estimated that he is on duty this week.

“Mr. Xu is early.” Jiang Yan called him.

“Jiang Ye … Early and early,” Lao Xu seemed to want to say, but in the end he didn’t say anything, “Go in, take a good class.”

“Mr. Xu is early.” Gu Fei screamed after him.

“Good boy! You are not late today!” Lao Xu patted his shoulder happily. “It would be better to listen to the teacher in class in a while!”

“Ah.” Gu Fei answered.

When Jiang Yan walked upstairs to the classroom, he did n’t know if he was sensitive. He could feel the eyes around him, but he did n’t hear the argument. Of course, in his usual state, no one would ask, although there was a little It was comfortable, but it was good, and his tense nerves were slightly relaxed.

“Jiang Ye,” as soon as he entered the classroom and sat down, Wang Xu pushed Zhou Jingyi down and sat down. “Go to my house for lunch at noon? I asked my mother to keep the donkey.”

“Huh?” Jiang froze.

“Want to go?” Wang Xu asked. “You haven’t eaten for a long time. My mother asked me last week, thinking that I had offended my classmates again.”

“Go,” Jiang Yan smiled, “is there any lamb soup?”

“There must be, pie and mutton soup are enough,” Wang Xu said. “That’s good, go together at noon.”

“Um.” Jiang Yan nodded and glanced at Gu Fei again.

“Dafei must go, too,” Wang Xu stood up, walked back to his seat, “Can you go if you go?”

“Fuck,” Gu Fei looked at Wang Xu’s back and said quietly, “I really want to say I won’t go.”

Jiang Yan laughed and bowed his head to the table for a long time: “Then don’t go.”

“How is that possible?” Gu Fei sighed. “You’ve all gone. I’m the one who buys one get one free.”

“Then …” Jiang Yan glanced at him. “I said I played with He Zhou, so you won’t buy one, get one free?”

“That’s different.” Gu Fei said.

That’s different. What’s different is that Jiang Yan didn’t understand it very well, but he didn’t ask in detail.

Gu Fei’s hand reached in front of him, and he put a toffee on his table.

“Just one?” Jiang Yan looked at him.

“This one is left, I saved it from my mouth,” Gu Fei turned over, “the winter jacket pockets are much bigger, and now I can put a dozen in total. I forgot to add it yesterday. “

“What if Ermiao came over to ask you for sugar today?” Jiang Yan asked.

“Just go to the store and buy her a lollipop, the kind of fifty cents.” Gu Fei said.

“It’s a good deal.” Jiang Yan smiled, peeled it off and put it in his mouth.

“She just likes that there is a sweet, hard candy in her mouth, it doesn’t matter if it tastes good or not,” Gu Fei took out her mobile phone, opened the mentally retarded, “Fuck, did Li Yan please practice for me?”

“A mentally handicapped player asks a fart for training.” Jiang Yan said.

“Why did he go to me again? Didn’t he just catch up with him yesterday?” Gu Fei was very unconvinced. “Come back at noon?”

“Call me brother,” Jiang Yan said.

“Brother Brother,” Gu Fei whispered, “help me go back.”

“Okay.” Jiang Yan nodded with a smile.

Although he always felt that he should be unaffected, Li Baoguo didn’t have much affection with himself. No matter how he died, he shouldn’t have any uncomfortable emotions.

However, it turned out that Jiang Yan was lying on the table with his eyes closed. It turned out that this was not exactly the case. Li Baoguo ended his life in a way that would leave an eternal shadow for anyone. This stimulus is really not a sentence I told You don’t have much relationship so I don’t care if I can get through.

Jiang Yan was not sad or painful, but he was very depressed all morning. When Lu Lu was in class, the gray wall on the ceiling shook off the whole class. When he laughed, he could n’t even bother to open his eyes. open.

This state is terrible, and it is a state of inability to lift everything up.

What he was most afraid of was that the mood fell into a trough. Once it got out of control, it would be out of control. It would be difficult to mention it again after a long time.

The last lesson was Lao Lu’s lesson. He spent a whole lesson in the roar of Lao to clean himself up and keep cheering himself up.

When the bell rang, he did not lie on the table anymore, leaned back against the back of the chair, took a deep breath, and spit it out slowly.

No big deal, since the day here, so many people and things that he feels irritable are not solved one by one now, no big deal, human potential is unpredictable, just start to deal with it No big deal.

He continued to take a deep breath and just took a breath to prepare to spit out. Wang Xu came over and slapped him on the table: “Walk!”

Jiang Yan almost snorted from his eyes in a breath, and coughed for a long time: “I fuck.”

When he walked out of the school gate, Jiang Yan felt at least a lot better on the surface. When the phone rang, he could calmly take out the call from this strange number, although his heart tightened.

He didn’t save the phone number, but he could think of it with a tooth print. The call was from Li Hui. When he answered the phone, he wanted to say thank you for not calling me during class time.

“Jiang Ye,” Li Hui’s voice was a little hoarse, but still very rushing, as if Jiang Ye owed his money. This tone, at least, must be 10,000. “You are very leisurely, dad is dead, you even come Don’t come here? Don’t look at it? “

“Speak the question.” Jiang Yan also chilled.

“Yo! The main topic is! Go straight to the topic! Anyway, you have nothing to do with this family, you don’t need to know anything else!” Li Hui said in a series.

“Don’t say I’m dead.” Jiang Yan didn’t answer him.

“You play less with me!” Li Hui fired. “Do you think you were afraid of you last time you did n’t fight with me last time? Do you believe me?

“I’ll ask you what you’re looking for. If you don’t say it, I’ll hang up. If you want to talk about it later, I won’t listen,” Jiang Yan said with a cold voice. “I’m waiting for you to find someone to clean up me. You can’t clean me up, just wait for me to clean up you. “

“Fuck! You **** …” Li Hui probably didn’t know what to say at the moment. There wasn’t any content in the next sentence. All of them were scolding. I could get a 800-word composition together.

After listening to studying for a while, Jiang Yan was going to hang up. Li Hui’s voice was low there, and a female voice came: “Jiang Ye? I’m your sister-in-law. Don’t listen to your brother saying that he is in a bad mood. “

sister in law? Jiang Yan was completely unimpressed by the sister-in-law, so he only responded.

“That’s it. Your father is gone. Everyone is upset. You … we can understand it, but now there are a lot of things, and there are a lot of places where you spend money. You don’t care about anything … can’t this be justified?” Say.

“Sister-in-law,” Jiang Yan glanced at Gu Fei, who was walking in front of Wang Xu, and slowed down. “Let me first say that I am a student. I have no job and no source of income. Normally, anyone needs to pay for it at home. I will never ask anyone who is still in high school.

“Hey, you can’t say that …” When Xunzi heard it, she was a little embarrassed but anxious.

“I just said that,” Jiang Yan interrupted her. “I can take money, three thousand. I wanted to give Li Baoguo but didn’t have time to give it. Now it can be used for his funeral, but you have to write a receipt for me. Write down exactly how much money I received, and I ’ll just ask where it ’s used, but I ’ll give it this time, no more. ”

“Three thousand …” Xunzi hesitated, presumably feeling less.

“Li Bao state has no property, and how much it has nothing to do with me. I also don’t ask questions,” Jiang Yan said. “But if I put it here, no one will come to me to get in trouble. I don’t necessarily get confused. I can’t afford it, the receipt is ready to come to my school and call me. “

After Jiang Yan said it, he did not wait for the answer there, and then hung up the phone.

The moment he put the phone back in his pocket, he let out a long breath.

Gu Fei was also talking on the phone in front of him. When he looked back and saw that Jiang Yan had finished the phone call, he pointed at Wang Xu and turned to Jiang Yan.

“No,” Wang Xu stood uncomfortably, “what can you do if you have finished eating? I am a **** treat and I’m still being aired by you. What a world!”

“Huh?” Jiang Yan looked at Gu Fei.

“I have to ask him first, I don’t guarantee he can agree, isn’t it … don’t you all look for girls like this lip mold? You ask a guy to take a red mouth to take a picture … I know the contrast, the key is that he He doesn’t look like a girl like Li Yan, so … I’ll ask first. “Gu Fei hung up the phone and looked at him.

“What the lip mold is?” Jiang Yan asked.

“That is, show some lip care products and lipsticks,” Gu Fei whispered, “Ding Zhuxin’s friend, after seeing your photos, I think your mouth … beautiful.”

“I fuck?” Jiang froze, staring at Gu Fei’s lips.

He did n’t pay much attention to his own lips. Generally, when looking at the mirror to admire his handsome face, he looked at the whole … but Gu Fei ’s lips always felt very sexy, and he wanted to kiss every time he saw them. A lick is no longer a bite …

I do n’t know if I just finished talking to Li Hui. He felt a bit moody at the moment. He could n’t understand what he was talking about when he stared at Gu Fei ’s lips. He could dial 110 in his head. content.

Uncle Police! That’s this person! it is me!

“I’m going to play big on my birthday,” Jiang Yan said.

“The meaning over there is visual impact, but if you don’t want to …” Gu Fei didn’t finish talking, “What?”

“It’s nothing,” Jiang Yan said, “is it a lip mold? Any fart mold is fine if you shoot.”

“What?” Gu Fei stunned again.

“Oh, it’s not a fart model, it’s a hip model.” Jiang Yan said.

The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.

The normal update can finally be resumed. The update has slowed down during the Chinese New Year. Thank you for your understanding!

By the way, next week I want to start using Jinjiang ’s new anti-theft system to update the text. The anti-theft time is about one hour. That is to say, I will send the text an hour in advance. Some students may see the content of the theft, but Don’t worry, it will be replaced when it is updated normally at 7:40, and it will be OK according to the normal update time, and nothing else will be affected. Regarding anti-theft, I still hope everyone can understand. The author, who knelt on the ground again, bowed to everyone.

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