SAYE 「Act Wildly」 - Chapter 91
Keep the money in Gu Fei. When Gu Fei needs the money later, say that you should use it first. It is more logical that Gu Fei can take it. It is easier for Gu Fei to accept it.
The money on my card is almost enough. In the end, the various tuition materials and living expenses in this less than one year, plus the cost of the first year of college, are basically enough. The extra money can be given to Gu Fei.
But as soon as he spoke, this small plan was seen through by Gu Fei. Gu Fei didn’t talk through it, but he didn’t continue to talk about it anymore.
Gu Fei had to revise his drawings at night, so he could n’t go to the rental room to “accompany him to review.” Jiang Yan stood at the intersection, looked at Gu Fei, and Gu Miao, who was riding a skateboard beside him, was a little bit surprised.
Everyone has their own story, sad or joyful or helpless. If you do n’t touch the deep, you will never know what is going on in the hearts of those who pass by, whether there is a sigh in a window with the lights on.
Gu Fei turned his head several times, waved at him, signaled that his sighting was over, and he remained standing without moving.
Until Gu Fei called him, “Are you blinking?”
“No,” Jiang Yan laughed. “Can I see it for a while?”
“You can see I’m not going to walk anymore,” Gu Fei said. “Go back, don’t you want to read a book?”
“You say so,” Jiang Yan sighed, “I was suddenly nervous.”
“Then I won’t say it,” Gu Fei said. “Look at it for a while, I have five meters to turn.”
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Yan smiled and continued to see that Gu Fei’s figure was almost invisible. Gu Fei waved his arm again when he turned, like a kiss.
Jiang Yan looked at the left and right, and waved his arms back to kiss him.
Back in the room, Jiang Yan felt like a robot with regular movements. He took a bath and cleaned up, sat at the desk, finished his homework, and then began reading and reviewing according to the plan in his mind.
Questions to be done, books to be memorized, he did not list the review plan like many people, he just remembered in his mind what to do every day, what did yesterday, where there is a problem, what to do today, what Can stay until tomorrow …
The flipped lines in the open book are like a codebook. Only you know what each color means, and a notebook.
Jiang Yan opened his notebook. His notes were very simple. Many of the contents were just a reminder. He could only think of the reminder if he could think of it, plus the word … His notes are expected to graduate after graduation. No one wants it for free, Tianshu.
This word.
While writing the endorsement, Jiang Yan wrote on the paper, writing down some key words along the line of thought, as if he was practicing.
To say this word, there are still some improvements. At least he can control himself now when the word is so ugly.
One stroke at a time, although ugly, anyway, I can recognize what it is.
On the table was a notebook that classmate Gu Fei had forgotten to take. Jiang Ye took it and opened it for a look. Gu Fei’s so-called notebook is basically a blank new book. Each department took this book on the table and pretended to look like it. The ground is a face for the teacher.
If he remembered this book correctly, Gu Fei had been using it since the last semester, and now … it has used seven or eight pages, with about ten lines written on each page.
Jiang Yan had never looked through Gu Fei’s notebook before, and it was only the first time today that he saw what Gu Fei wrote in his book. He was happy just after reading a sentence.
Old Lu’s voice was like Hong Zhong, more refreshing than the bell.
sleepy.
Very sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.
Can’t get through this.
Li Yan passed the 12th level and scum.
Forget about charging treasure.
Eat pies.
Do n’t eat noodles, do n’t eat noodles, noodles do n’t.
Population reproduction, population generations, births, deaths
Jiang Yan raised his eyebrows, and was a bit surprised to see something related to the content of the lesson. It was probably written down when he was lying on the table doing nothing.
But just this sentence, and after this sentence is a mess of thread dumplings painted with a pen. At first glance, it was drawn out subconsciously.
After admiring Gu Fei’s “notes”, Jiang Yan stretched his back and continued to endorse.
I feel that Gu Feiduo should be encouraged to write such notes. After reading it, he feels good and refreshed. When he rests, he takes a few glances. It is estimated that sitting here until three o’clock in the evening is not a big problem.
Gu Fei pierced his head forward, and his entire face buckled firmly on the keyboard.
“Fuck me!” He cursed, his nose sore for a while, and he couldn’t relax for a long time.
Normally, he wouldn’t be trapped in the middle of the night when he edited his pictures. Today, he actually fell asleep with the mouse in his hand, and fell asleep so much. When he hit the keyboard with his face, he was totally devoted.
However, this kind of sleepiness is different from the drowsiness that usually occurs during class. If you can sleep immediately without playing with your mobile phone, it is different from the sleepiness that accompanied Gu Miao to play skateboarding or fight with my mother after a day of tiredness. Not the same.
Probably the kind of relaxation after venting.
After his nose slowed, he touched the keyboard again. With such a straight and handsome nose, he might smash the keyboard.
It ’s true today … It ’s a vent. For the first time in so many years, he told people his true thoughts. For the first time, he cried so arrogantly and unreservedly in front of people. It came out, but still felt a sudden relaxation.
It ’s like when you ’re hurdling, you do n’t know if you can jump over it, whether you will fall across, or downstairs, or whether you will be safe or break your leg when you land.
Taking the steps is the hardest. Jumping out will make you suddenly relaxed, and all the speculations about what will happen next disappear.
Speaking is the hardest. Once you say the first sentence, there is no burden.
There is still no solution to the future, and the idea that it may only add to the annoyance of the other party has been emptied.
Tomorrow … Gu Fei took out his mobile phone and opened the 4th high school post. Hesitated but turned it off again. Don’t wait until tomorrow, starting this afternoon, the post bar should have been exploded.
The people in the fourth middle school are very busy every day, and various discussions are happening every day. Even if the teacher is in love, someone will bet on whether or not to divide the bet, how long.
News such as “Gu Fei will compose” is expected to be discussed for a week.
When he left the auditorium today, he thought about Jiang Yan ’s reaction. He did n’t want to disappoint Jiang Yan. He was sighed by people in the post. He could not see it, but when everyone looked in surprise, he looked at him. When he came over, he still couldn’t sit still.
Gu Fei is so bullish! Gu Fei is so great!
The feeling of being constantly reminded was really uncomfortable, and he had been used to avoiding his eyes for so many years, and the moment the words Gu Fei jumped out, he had a kind of panic torn apart.
He couldn’t even think about how Jiang Yan would feel if he saw him leave, almost at the same time he escaped from the auditorium.
He knew how long Jiang Jiang had been preparing for the show, and how hard he tried. He couldn’t imagine how disappointed Jiang Jian would be when he saw his empty seat at a glance.
When Jiang Yan yelled at him by the river, he didn’t have any trace of anger, nor did he have any displeasure. Some were just helpless and distressed.
Distressed Jiang Yan wants to catch him as if he is holding on to the last point, but he never gets the feeling of security that can make his heart really fall.
He sighed softly, took the phone and looked at the time. After 12 o’clock, Xueba must be immersed in the great project of reviewing and preparing for the exam.
He plans to send a message to Xue Ba at 1 o’clock.
The door of the living room rang, and my mother came back. Gu Fei was a little surprised. It was supposed that this time, my mother should have spent the night at a boyfriend’s house.
He frowned, lowered his phone and walked out of the bedroom.
Mom was changing shoes at the door, and she didn’t look up when she heard him coming out: “You haven’t slept yet?”
“Well,” Gu Fei looked at her, “I thought you weren’t coming back?”
“Where can I go if I don’t come back!” Said the mother angrily, and went to the bedroom after changing the bag.
Gu Dafei glanced over her face and grabbed her arm: “What’s wrong with her face?”
“Nothing,” Mom said a little at the beginning, “you go and go.”
Gu Fei didn’t say a word, reached out her hair and said, “Your boyfriend hit?”
“Oh!” Mom shook her arm suddenly, broke his hand, and turned to open the bedroom door. “What do you care about so much!”
When Gu Fei followed, his mother had already closed the door, and he twisted it twice before unscrewing.
“You,” Gu Fei squealed, “haven’t been beaten enough by a man!”
There was no response from the room, and it was quiet.
“Are you being beaten stupid!” Gu Fei could hardly describe his feelings, “Open the door!”
The door opened, and Mom stood inside, pointing at him: “You say it again!”
The mother put her hair behind her ears and her face became clearer.
“I asked if you weren’t beaten enough by a man!” Gu Fei said.
The mother didn’t speak, and a slap flew to his face: “What did you say!”
Gu Fei’s slap, Gu Fei could escape, but he did not hide, the slap fluttered to his face with a crisp sound.
“What did you say!” Tears began to appear in Mom’s eyes.
“I ask if you haven’t been beaten enough by a man.” Gu Fei repeated again, his face was a little hot, but the scars on his mother’s face surfaced in his heart, and the fear brought by those pictures that he would never forget for a lifetime Far more than this subtle feeling on the face.
“I don’t know if he will hit me!” Mom suddenly cried. “He was so good to me before! How do I know he will do it!”
“Don’t you have eyes? Don’t you look at people? Don’t you have the judgement? Do you need him to hit you before you know he is not a good person?” Gu Fei asked in a series, his voice was shaking, “How old are you You’re not a teenager, can’t you always live like a young girl? A young girl has judgment too! “
“What’s wrong with my girl!” My mother shoved him sharply. “What’s wrong with my girl! I’ve been with your dad since I was a girl! I have never had a girl! He died! Can’t I be a girl!” I want a girl! I want a girl for a lifetime! He ’s dead and it ’s over! Who will pay me for those girls’ time! Who will pay!
Gu Fei looked at her without speaking.
“I asked you before, right?” Mom looked at him, “You said I would pay myself, right? Then I would pay myself to myself! Isn’t it? I would pay myself to myself!”
Gu Fei stared at her for a long time, and finally turned around and walked away, preparing to return to her room.
“Dafei,” Mom called him behind him, “Dafei.”
He turned around.
“Are you fed up with me enough?” Mom asked.
“Yes,” Gu Fei answered.
“You will leave me away, if there is no Ermiao,” my mother wiped her tears, “you left me away long ago, if I do n’t have a boyfriend, sooner or later I will be alone, and when I die I will be alone Wife. “
Gu Fei was silent, silent.
How important is security to people? How much influence do you hide in your heart or do not even feel about the need for security?
He sighed and opened his arms.
The mother came and rushed into his arms, crying in a low voice.
He patted his mother’s back: “Don’t cry, go wash and wash, don’t deal with that person anymore.”
Mom didn’t speak.
“If you don’t break with him,” Gu Fei said, “don’t say that every boyfriend I run away with.”
The mother pushed him away, stared at him for a while, and turned into the toilet.
Gu Fei hadn’t washed yet, returned to the bedroom and sat in front of the table. He almost didn’t want to stand up, let alone wash, and after a while fixing the map, he didn’t want to move any more.
Sitting in front of the computer and looking at a picture for at least five minutes, he remembered that he wanted to do something. When he took the mouse, he suddenly admired Jiang Yan.
No matter what kind of situation, Jiang Yan can enter the review state in a short time. Even this afternoon, he can be sure that Jiang Yan is absolutely thinking nothing in his mind, only the book in front of him. And information.
Such a person is simply too cool.
He smiled, clicked the mouse, and the desktop of the computer was exposed. Jiang Yan dragged Heaven’s face in front of his eyes. He supported his forehead with his fingers and looked at this face with his head tilted.
Change it about once a week. His private photos of Jiang Yan can be changed to the college entrance examination next year at this rate.
He stared at the photos for a while, picked up the mouse again and started to work. These photos must be handed in tomorrow. Since he always went to Jiang Yan to accompany him to review, all these activities have to be suppressed.
These photos must be handed in tonight. After a change, he may miss a long day and a day, and finish it at home, but tomorrow he will go to school.
It is not tomorrow if he is absent from school. Tomorrow he will not go. Jiang Yan must think that it is because of “Gu Fei’s composition”.
At one point, he took the cell phone and wanted to send a message to Jiang Yan. As soon as he picked it up, the phone shook. When news came in, Jiang Yan’s.
-Try to leave me a nerve
Gu Fei gave him a smile with a smile.
-You haven’t slept yet, all your nerves are left for you
-Haven’t slept so late?
-Make a picture and fall asleep in a while. Have you finished reading?
-Well, do you have time for the video?
Gu Fei sent a video request to pass, Jiang Yan over there quickly picked up.
When Jiang Yan’s face appeared on the screen, Gu Fei suddenly felt that his mother had just been completely confused, and his mood had calmed down.
Jiang Yan is really a panacea.
Sleep, aphrodisiac, calm, refreshing …
All the emotional demands can be solved by Jiang Yan.
“Are you going to sleep?” Gu Fei leaned back in his chair and smiled.
“Well, listen to English while sleeping.” Jiang Yan said.
“Can you still fall asleep?” Gu Fei asked.
“Yes, it’s almost like hypnosis. I fell asleep while listening,” Jiang Yan yawned. “How long have you finished drawing?”
“Half an hour.” Gu Fei looked at Jiang Yan’s neck.
Jiang Yan leaned his head on the back of the chair, and the lines drawn from his neck were very … refreshing.
“Then you get it, tomorrow …” Jiang Yan hesitated, “Are you going to school?”
“Go,” Gu Fei nodded, “but you have to call me when you get up, I’m afraid I can’t get up.”
“Okay,” Jiang Yan immediately laughed. “I’ll wait for you early.”
“Are you entertaining?” Gu Fei asked.
“I ask.” Jiang Yan nodded.
“That’s OK,” Gu Fei glanced at the time, “then you go to sleep first.”
“Wait, wait,” Jiang Yan sat upright, “what … I want to see you.”
“… Did you not see me for such a long time?” Gu Fei was a little surprised, and glanced at the phone again. His face was very clear on the small screen.
“Look at the collarbone,” Jiang Yan said.
“Oh,” Gu Fei suddenly became happy, and laughed without stopping for a long time. He took off his clothes with a raised hand, “Is the collarbone enough? There are other things you can buy and get N.”
Jiang Yan smiled and said nothing.
Gu Fei pointed his camera at himself, from his face to his neck to his collarbone. When he reached his stomach, he asked, “Do you still need it?”
“… No need,” Jiang Yan said, “No matter how much it affects sleep, I still have to carry English in my sleep …”
Without waiting for Jiang Yan to finish speaking, Gu Fei quickly opened his pants and used the camera to say “Xiao Xiaofei said hi to him.”
“I **** | your uncle Gu Fei!” Jiang Yan shouted, “** shameless stuff!”
Gu Fei took the mobile phone and smiled: “I scolded you and scolded me even if you scolded my boyfriend? Wouldn’t your conscience hurt?”
“… pain your uncle!” Jiang Yan slumped on the pillow, pointing at the camera, “Do you influence me to review you, do you understand?”
“Really?” Gu Fei said, “Then I will interview you tomorrow morning. Will you dream of English or dream of me?”
Although I am in a good mood, it is very efficient to do the work, but because I used to accompany my boyfriend every day, I did a lot of work, so I had a lot of work to do.
Gu Fei usually fell asleep for about half an hour. Today, she fell on the pillow and was punched. It felt like she lost consciousness as soon as her eyes closed.
He could not dream of English in his dreams, but Jiang Ye did not even dream of it that night, he only heard the ringtone of his mobile phone.
“Fuck.” Gu Fei turned over. If he didn’t dream at night, he felt like he had slept all night. If he closed his eyes, he should open his eyes.
The call was made by Jiang Yan, and before Gu Fei picked up the phone before he could say anything, Jiang Yan’s voice came over: “Gu Fei, are you up?”
“It’s up,” Gu Fei sat up, although he was still a little bit confused and not fully awake, he still heard Jiang Yue’s voice without the usual pleasant tone, “What’s wrong?”
“Li Hui is downstairs, and he brought a few more people,” Jiang Yan said, “I don’t know how he found here. I don’t know which floor I live in, so I didn’t come up, but it was downstairs.”
“I’ll be right there,” Gu Fei jumped out of bed, “how did you find him downstairs?”
“He called me,” Jiang Yan sounded very annoyed. “I said that I don’t want anything from Li Baoguo. Everything doesn’t matter to me. Why isn’t he endless?”
“He didn’t say why he was looking for you?” Gu Fei ran into the toilet, too late to brush his teeth, and used a mother to find a boyfriend on the journey to find the girl and stunned and bought a box of mouthwash.
“Ask me for Li Baoguo’s passbook,” Jiang Yan said. “Don’t come over, I’ll go straight. My **** annoyed this kind of entanglement silly.”
“You wait for me,” Gu Fei didn’t bother washing his face, and ran straight out of the door.
Li Bao state has no passbooks and, if it does, it is impossible to give Jiang Yan.
The reason Li Baoguo did not deal with Li Hui in his life was that he cared about Li Hui in a way unique to the steel mill, and Li Hui also responded to him in a way unique to the steel mill.
Li Hui himself knew this very well. He didn’t really find a passbook when he sought Jiang Yan, probably just for money.
Jiang Yan is a child who grew up in a big city. The family conditions are OK and he has a card from his adoptive parents. As long as Li Baoguo knows it, Li Hui knows it.
A person like Li Hui is like a softened chewing gum, without emotion or reason.
Jiang Yan couldn’t clean him up. If he wanted to clean up, he would have to be a steel bully …
Gu Fei didn’t ride a bicycle, pushed the motorcycle out, and drove to the rental house.
The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.
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