Seal Cultivation for Self-Improvement - Chapter 93

This article is by . . Starting “I will try to go alone…” Yu Qiudao, “I think I can.”

Xu Hongben’s ugly smile stiffened on his face and was even more ugly.

For a long time, Xu Hongdao, “Teacher, don’t make trouble, think about it again.”

He did not wait for the autumn to respond again, so he turned and left, and then did not mention this matter with Yu Qiu, it seems that nothing happened. Yu Qiu looked at his back and thought that he was just reluctant, but he did not know that everything behind him had quietly changed at this moment.

Everything is different.

But is this life different from the previous life from this moment? Actually not. In the last life, Yu Qiu did not do anything that would make Xu Hong angry. Since he found that Xu Hong did not like to take the initiative to respond to the enemy, he never tried. The Yu Qiu of this life has always studied the Fuxi, and has never been hiding for the day. Xu Hong is satisfied behind him. So many details have been accumulated, and that response is a gate.

After the gate was opened, it was soon to the end. Xu Hongyi swindled into the territory of the Shadow Magic in the autumn, and fled in the war. He completely abandoned it in the autumn, and even admitted to the back of the mirror that he wanted to die in autumn.

Yu Qiu was stabbed, Yu Qiu was unbelievable, Yu Qiu was extremely angry, and Yu Qiu finally realized that he was dying.

In the process of the body being unable to withstand the breakthrough, the spirit disappeared into the moment between heaven and earth. Yu Qiu knew what he had finally recovered and found something vital.

But when he opened his eyes again from the darkness, it was the beginning. It was still the loud crying, or the protection and care of Xu Hong after waking up from the shackles.

Parents, Xu Hong, Xian Lu, dependence, trying to stand on their own feet, dying, and ultimately dying, over and over again, repeated over and over again, like a labyrinth, Yu Qiu seems to be completely lost. He is still looking for and constantly looking for it, but he doesn’t even know what he should look for. He just keeps on shuttle, and shuttles through the countless causal space woven by the difference between every accident and every accident.

He knew that he must have missed something, but he couldn’t remember it.

Until the first time I did not know how many times Xu was brought to the lower reaches of the mountain, Yu Qiu met a person.

It was inside a restaurant in the capital. The man was drunk with light and drinking. The clothes on his body were ordinary and ordinary. The eyes of other mortals in the inn showed that this person is not rich and expensive. Yu Qiu had an interest in him, and quietly came to him and looked at his slightly wrinkled brow. He asked, “What trouble have you encountered?”

Several other mortals in the inn suddenly watched the autumn several times. The man also looked up at Yuqiu, but he smiled very gently and returned to the road. “If you want to say it, you really have encountered some big trouble.”

After that, the man took a sip of wine and watched the autumn face full of curiosity. He smiled and invited Yu Qiu to sit opposite, so he talked with Qiu Qiu.

“Look at your clothes, isn’t it like a big man?” he asked.

The first question is to let Yu Qiu rise up. Fortunately, the person did not care. He talked a lot about himself. He talked about the underground people’s livelihood from the climate of the sky. At the end, he talked about a drought in the north and drank a lot of wine. “But why are you not dying?” Xu was drinking a lot of alcohol. His eyes began to turn red. “It’s already hungry, and those… those people, why do you want to fight with me? Even… even the one, why are you hesitant, and how many people are starved to death?”

Although Yu Qiu didn’t understand too much, he also comforted. “People, of course, all kinds of ideas are there. People you care about don’t necessarily care. If you do so much, you can’t control them, who told them not to listen to you.” ”

The man looked up at the autumn.

“Unless you can ask them to listen to you.” Yu Qiu added another sentence.

The man smiled and smiled and looked good. “You are correct in this sentence.”

Then he drank another drink, “said my heart.”

Then the two talked about some interesting things, but they talked very much. After a pot of wine was finished, Xu Hong just finished his own business and came over to leave in autumn. Before leaving, Yu Qiu asked the other party’s name.

The man was still trying to find a pot of wine at the store. He heard a pair of eyebrows and smiled at the past. “You are not worthy of your name, named Chunmian.”

Xiao Chunmian.

It should have passed by, but Yu Qiu was struck by lightning and stood on the spot.

He seems to have known this person, but where did he know it?

When Yu Qiu finally found the opportunity to sneak down the mountain after the fall, the Dachao had changed. He thought that the position of the man in the mortal world seemed to be extraordinary. He was afraid that he would be affected. He looked around in his worries, but eventually he saw the man again in the study of the new emperor.

Xiao Chunmian is still drinking, leaning sideways at the window, drinking a sip of wine, looking up at the sky outside the window. The breeze was caught in the window, rolling up his blue thread, but revealing the white hair hidden inside.

“Who is there?” He suddenly found Yu Qiu.

Yu Qiu showed his body shape in the dark.

“Who are you?” Xiao Chunmian was alert and his right hand secretly stroked his waist. “What do you want to do?”

Yu Qiu looked at him and moved his lips, but he didn’t know what to say. He couldn’t tell why he was looking for it. He really couldn’t tell.

After a long while, Yu Qiu looked down at the pot of wine that was resting on the table. “Are you always drinking it? Drinking too much is not good… I also listened to others, it is really bad to drink too much. ”

Xiao Chunmian was very embarrassed, and then suddenly smiled. Compared with the last time, he has a little tired and exhausted after exhaustion, but he is still so bright and beautiful.

“I remembered it.” Half a sly, Xiao Chunmian said, “I saw you at the drunken house three years ago.”

Inexplicably, Xiao Chunmian put down his guard and took his hand out of the sword. He did not ask why Yu Qiu would appear in his study.

Although he never asked, he seems to have defaulted that Qiu Qiu is not a mortal. It is not surprising that every time the autumn can make all the guards look like nothing. Anyway, even if he is surprised, he should be surprised that Yu Qiu has not changed his appearance for so many years.

When Yu Qiu was at the time, Xiao Chunmian would talk to him at a small break. Of course, when Xiao Chunmian does not have much rest, most of the time he is immersed in the memorial of the Manchu case, or other things in the book. And Xiao Chunmian’s mind is very deep, even if he talks with the autumn, he always likes to hide something after the words.

However, Yu Qiu still likes to find him. He also welcomes the arrival of autumn.

It’s just that in autumn, I don’t often find the opportunity to go downhill. I saw it once in three or five years. For Yu Qiu, who had already built the foundation at that time, it was almost three years and five years, almost a blink of an eye, but every time he saw Xiao Chunmian, he could see more and more white hair on Xiaochun’s head. .

When I first met, Xiao Chunmian was more than 20 years old. The second time was just the year of standing, and then it was gradually confusing. And when he saw him every autumn, he was not burying his head, he was drinking.

Until a certain time, Xiao Chunmian coughed out a blood from his throat, so he was lying on the bed again.

But Yu Qiu came back to him and found that he was still drinking.

Yu Qiu fell his jug, he was not angry, just looked at Yu Qiu, then turned to Qiu Yi turned, but he immediately found another pot of wine. Wine is not a spirit, the entrance is sweet, but I can’t stand him.

Even if you are not drunk, it is too hurt.

As soon as I reached the age of fifty, I knew the age of the fate. Xiao Chunmian finally could not afford to die.

Yu Qiu came to see him again. He saw that he had more white hair than black hair. The whole person was also white as paper and weak. When he was too late to be sad, he was filled with anger. Especially when he saw that he was already sick, he also had a desk next to the bed, and there was a pot of wine on the piled up side of the desk. This anger could not help but burst out.

Xiao Chunmian listened to his loud reprimand and looked at him quietly. He said, “Don’t be so noisy.”

Yu Qiu was almost mad.

“Don’t be so noisy.” Xiao Chunmian smiled again. “That’s it… When I look at you, my heart will always be quiet.”

This sudden sentence made Yu Qiu somewhat helpless. He continued to anger after a while, “What is the use of Jing, you can’t be better for yourself?”

Xiao Chunmian caught his eyelids. “You will care about me.”

“You don’t have to worry so much.” After a while, Xiao Chunmian suddenly came again. “My wife is married.”

Yu Qiu was stunned for a while, and bitten his teeth. “What use? Originally, they should take care of you at this time. As a result, you didn’t drive them all away. I don’t think you like them very much.” ”

“I naturally don’t like them.” Xiao Chunmian looked up at Qiuqiu. “But I don’t like anyone.”

Yu Qiu listened to the meaning of the words and shook his lips.

“It’s just that you are different from them. You can let me calm down.” Xiao Chunmian looked at him and smiled and asked, “What about you, what are you looking for?”

“What do you mean?” Yu Qiu said, “What do you think I am eager to do?”

“I don’t know, I only know that it is not me.” Xiao Chunmian removed his gaze.

Yu Qiu suddenly raised his eyes.

Xiao Chunmian laughed. “Do you think you like me?”

Yu Qiu was silent for a long while, biting his teeth.

Xiao Chunmian has always been an indirect person. It is so direct at the moment, and I am afraid that it will be seen in the destiny.

“No, we are too far apart…” Xiao Chunmian whispered, “It’s too far…” Yu Qiu didn’t know how many assassinations he had suffered in the year of the throne, and the deepest one is now in the chest. . Yu Qiu did not know that under his pillow, he pressed a book all the year round and recorded all the sins of his life. Yu Qiu did not know how difficult it is to sit in this position. Every moment and every moment, people are forced to choose between human life and human life. Only two evils can be chosen, and no one can afford it.

Moreover, because he is not orthodox, even if he is exhausted, it is also mixed.

However, Yu Qiu also did not know, even if there were so many, how happy he was in his life.

“I have done the best I can do.” Xiao Chunmian laughed.

Seeing his vitality has flowed like a stream of water, in the heart of autumn, anxious, could not help but lick his arm, “follow me, I can find a way to save you.”

Xiao Chunmian smiled and shook his head, his voice was low and dumb, “I have been waiting for this day.”

Yu Qiu teeth.

“However, this is my own choice of road, I have no regrets in this life.” Xiao Chunmian smiled at him.

Yu Qiu finally released his hand.

“Don’t show such a look.” Xiao Chunmian reached out and touched his face. “I am not the one you saw from me, don’t be so sad.”

The hand finally fell down and the life was completely cut off.

Yu Qiu quietly invisible, sitting down in the palace that suddenly became noisy, covering his face with his hands, crying into a tear.

Just in this cry, the world has gradually become a bubble.

In fact, I knew early in the autumn that as early as in the accident of the drunken building, he discovered what he was missing in the life he had spent, and knew that this world is still not his own, but he Not willing to give up.

He wants to know what kind of life the teenager will spend and cry because of it.

After a long time, Yu Qiu wiped his face and stood up from the darkness.

Many light clusters in the dark still float in it, but in autumn, there is no need to touch one and the other. He finally remembered everything and was no longer confused.

“…you guess how long I have waited for you.” A white shadow appeared on his side, and the language was helpless.