Second Marriage in the 1970s - Chapter 73
After Wang Mei returned to the city, he first entered the textile factory and became a small officer.
The return to the city was helped by the ex-boyfriend, which was a kind of compensation for betraying her.
After returning to the city, Wang Mei wanted to reconnect with her ex-boyfriend, but the two had an improper relationship, but the man just committed a disease that most men have. Divorce is impossible.
“I have already paid what I should pay you, and I don’t owe you anything.”
“Fan Siping, are you human? I have paid so much for you. Why do you have a relationship with me if you don’t marry me.”
“Wang Mei, you don’t want to be funny, can’t you do it, I force you? I am not the only one who is happy about the love of men and women.”
Wang Mei’s face paled.
“Don’t look for me anymore. Let’s get together and get together.”
Fan Siping left after speaking, leaving Wang Mei alone with an empty heart.
Later, Wang Mei met her current husband Luan Wei at a networking event organized by the provincial labor union, and the two married for a period of time.
Luan Wei’s family was in a good family. His father worked in the government department. After marriage, the Luan family transferred Wang Mei to work in the library through ties.
Wang Mei and Luan Wei were married based on reality, and they were chosen because of the family background of the Luan family.
They were married for three years and Wang Mei was not pregnant. The life of the couple was lacklustre. Luan Wei’s mother died of illness, and no one in Luan’s family urged her to have a child.
After Wang Mei went back, the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became. When she was young, the child was not important to her and could not match her own future. But as she got older, it might be a potential maternal love explosion. Seeing that she was born, Children with their own blood still feel a lot different from other people’s children.
Wang Mei came to the elementary school that day, staring at the school gate, waiting for the school to end.
Her thoughts were very confused, she didn’t know what to say when she saw the child, and she didn’t know if the black egg still remembered herself.
“Brother, I got 100 points in the exam today, and my aunt said that if I get 100 points, I will cook chicken thighs for me.”
The stone is half a head shorter than the black egg, and it is 1.5 times the size of the black egg. He especially likes to eat it. It is good to eat what was not available in the country before. When it comes to the city, it is sweets and biscuits. The food at home is good, like a balloon. Blow up.
“You won’t know when you go back.”
Heidan didn’t give a clear answer, but he knew that Aunt Hui said her words and never lied to children. She must be very happy that Shishi has made progress in her studies.
“Black egg, do you remember me?”
Seeing her son face to face, Wang Mei was more emotional than she thought.
She looked at the black egg, her eyes depicting her son’s brows.
He really looks like himself, with like eyes and face, eyebrows like Zhao Donglin, and mouth like Zhao Donglin.
Her eyes turned red unconsciously, and the black egg looked too cold compared to Wang Mei’s excitement.
From the moment she stood in front of him, he knew that this was his “mother”, even though she was very young when she left, and gradually forgot her appearance over time, but the black egg knew that this woman The one who gave birth to him.
The two looked at each other for dozens of seconds, but instead of crying or enthusiastically acknowledging each other as Wang Mei imagined, the black egg moved away without saying a word.
Wang Mei was stunned for a moment. She had thought about the various reactions of the black egg after seeing her, but there was no such unresponsiveness.
She hurriedly stretched out her hand to hold the black egg’s clothes, and eagerly said, “Black egg, I am a mother!”
Following the black egg, he kept looking at the lively stone and grew his mouth in surprise.
Although he is two years younger than the black egg and has no impression of Wang Mei, he knows that the black egg is not born to his aunt, but this kind of adult affairs is too far away from the child’s life, plus Jiahui has been sensible since he was sensible. When I arrived at Zhao’s house, I didn’t think there was anything special.
The black egg lowered his eyelids, and his long eyelashes blocked the emotions in his eyes. He applied force and got out of Wang Mei’s palm.
“I don’t have a mother, my mother is dead.”
Wang Mei was anxious, stepped forward and bent over to hold the black egg’s arm.
“You have a mother! I am a mother! Who told you that your mother was dead? Is it your father, your grandmother, or the stepmother your father later married? Don’t listen to them. They just hate me and kill me on purpose. .”
The black egg’s eyelashes trembled slightly, and he looked up at Wang Mei. This woman was young and beautiful. At this moment, her face was full of unwillingness and blame, and there was no excitement to see him.
She is willing to not love you. If she loves, she will hug you tightly and look at you lovingly, but she doesn’t have any.
“I have already said that I don’t have a mother, please let go.”
Wang Mei looked at the black egg in disbelief, as if not knowing him.
“I didn’t expect you to be like this, how cute you were when you were a kid.”
The black egg didn’t speak, turned and left.
But I didn’t agree with it in my heart. When I was a child, how long was it? A person who had disappeared for four or five years suddenly appeared, and accused himself of having changed as soon as he appeared, but I was just a child.
When the two brothers arrived home, Ying Bao was already playing in the yard. Today Jiahui went to bring Sister Ying Bao back early after school.
“Heidan, Shishi, do you have homework today? If you have homework, do your homework first. After finishing it, let’s eat.”
Hei Dan En screamed and went back to the room with his schoolbag on his back, Shishi looked at his brother, and then at Jiahui, his expression stopped.
“Stone, what’s the matter, did the exam results come out?”
Jiahui still remembered the agreement with Shishi that she would cook him big drumsticks when she scored 100 points on the test. She thought Shishi did not score 100 points.
“It’s coming out, I took a hundred exams.”
Only then did Shishi think of the score, took out the test paper from his schoolbag and handed it to Jiahui.
“Auntie, let me tell you something.”
The stone leaned over and lowered her voice, looking a little mysterious. Jiahui looked at him as a child like an adult, and smiled and motioned for him to speak.
“My brother Zhao, a woman after school today, said it was his mother, but my brother ignored her.”
Before listening to Jiahui, she regarded it as a trivial matter among children, so she raised her brows after hearing it.
“Well, well, you did the right thing, remember to tell auntie next time there is such a thing.”
Jiahui patted Shishi’s head and pulled out a gentle smile.
“Auntie promised your chicken thighs, and I will make them for you tomorrow noon.”
Stone nodded like garlic, smiled and said, “Auntie, I want the biggest chicken leg.”
“Okay, give you the best.”
Shishi went back to the room with a cheer, Ying Bao turned his head to look at Jiahui, and asked suspiciously, “Mom, what did Shishi brother say.”
She was still young, she didn’t quite understand some things, and no one had ever told her about Wang Mei. In her heart, she was her mother’s daughter.
Before the meal, Zhao Donglin came back. Jiahui didn’t rush to mention the incident. She paid attention to the black egg. She didn’t have any special emotions. Most of the time she was silent as usual.
After eating a meal quietly, when Zhang Qiao’er washed the stone, the stone did not pay attention to the conversation, and Zhang Qiao’er learned about it.
“Huh? That woman is here!”
Zhang Qiao’er’s voice was directly octave high, and after that, she came out of the room, called Zhao Donglin, and went to the black egg house together.
“Mom, what’s the matter, so angry, who made you angry?”
Zhang Qiao’er stretched out her index finger to point at her son Zhao Donglin, and said anxiously, “You also asked me why I was angry. Go and ask the black guy who is looking for him today and what he said to him. Wang Mei’s shameless person is here. .”
Zhao Donglin was stunned.
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Zhao Donglin looked at Wang Mei in front of him, his heart was calm and there was no fluctuation.
“You shouldn’t show up, and don’t dare to say those things to your kids.”
Wang Mei tilted her head, her eyes flushed, her lips closed tightly, and she felt arrogant.
“They are doing well now, knowing that there is a mother who gives up her child because of her own future and does not care about her child. It is not happy for them.”
“But I am their mother after all, I gave birth to them.”
Zhao Donglin looked at Wang Mei, with unspeakable emotions in his eyes, as if disappointed and a kind of relief.
“The greatest kindness of parents to their children is not to give birth to them, but to accompany and raise them. Isn’t it the lack of parents to raise and not teach? You leave when they need you the most, have you ever thought about what it will do to them? Hurt, you haven’t considered these, because you only have yourself in your heart.”
When he said these words, Zhao Donglin’s heart was gentle, because he thought of Jiahui.
Jiahui said that parents can only accompany their children for a short distance. When they are young, parents spend a lot of time and energy with their children, teach them to understand the world, and teach them the principles of life. In this way, they will grow up on their own. In the face of the world, you will not be afraid, and will not take the wrong path.
They will know that their parents will always look at them behind them and support them, their hearts are full of love, they will not be afraid or hesitate.
Wang Mei’s tears finally fell. She frowned in pain, and shouted in a questioning tone, “Is all this what I want? I don’t want it, is this world fair to me?”
Zhao Donglin sighed. There is no need to discuss this issue. The times have created many shortcomings. Wang Mei said that she is innocent. How innocent is Zhao Donglin? How innocent is the black egg and Yingbao?
If Wang Mei hadn’t insisted on divorcing at the beginning, he would be willing to work with her to work hard for the family and children. If she wants to go back to the city, she can also pass the college entrance examination to achieve her ideals, but she didn’t wait for the turnaround, so she gave up first.
“I know, when you are married, you only see the new couple laugh, but don’t hear the old one cry. You can’t listen to what I say, only your new wife…”
“Wang Mei, you have to be conscience. If you continue to be such a mess, don’t blame me for not remembering old feelings.”
Wang Mei said that other Zhao Donglin could bear it, except that Jiahui could not bear it.
For so many years, no one understands how much Jiahui has sacrificed and worked hard for this family and for the black egg Yingbao!
“No one is sorry for you, and not everyone wants to surround you. I am willing to come and find you today. I just want you to stay away from the child. If I know you are close to the child next time, I will let you know what It’s regret.”
Zhao Donglin got up and prepared to leave. Before leaving, he glanced at Wang Mei.
“Let’s live your own life. I heard that the relationship between you and your husband is not very good. Women should still be gentle. Don’t be so extreme. You are not young anymore. You should think about yourself in the future.”
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“I went to find Wang Mei today.”
At night, the husband and wife finally lay down on the bed after their work. Zhao Donglin took the initiative to bring up the topic of Wang Mei, Jia Huien said, as if she knew in advance, but she didn’t know.
“Don’t you ask what I told her?”
The daughter-in-law gave such an understatement, without asking even two questions, Zhao Donglin was obviously not satisfied.
Jiahui leaned in Zhao Donglin’s arms and didn’t even bother to open her eyes.
“What are you talking about, is it possible that the two of you can talk to each other, and the old relationship rekindles? I’m not worried.”
The divorce was so ugly at the beginning, no matter how hard it is, it’s impossible to reconcile, right?
“You don’t worry about me so much?”
So rest assured, I don’t know whether I should be happy or sad.
He sometimes wants to watch his wife worry about being jealous for himself. He feels too relieved that he always lacks a bit of flavor.
Jiahui was finally willing to open her eyes, she turned to look at Zhao Donglin.
“Of course I don’t worry about you, why not? If you really dare to do something sorry for me, I will definitely let you know what regret is.”
She had a smile on her face and her voice was charming, but she didn’t know how, Zhao Donglin was inexplicably stunned when she heard it.
He unconsciously increased the strength of holding Jiahui in his hand, knowing that Jiahui was telling the truth, and if he really did something that was sorry for her, she would really regret it.
This woman, lying in her arms, sharing the bed with herself every day, but there is always a feeling that he can’t hold her tightly, as if she can pull away at any time.
“How would you make me regret and give up on me? Leave me? Kick me away?”
Jiahui snorted proudly, “Then it depends on your performance. If you are good to me and loyal to your marriage, I will naturally stay by your side forever. If you treat me badly and do something sorry to me, then What am I keeping you for?”
What a wonderful life, don’t bother with a man who has changed his mind.
Zhao Donglin was really angry when he heard what Jiahui said. He didn’t want to be aside, just because Jiahui said the words that left him so easily.
He rolled over and pressed Jiahui down, staring at her face in the dark.
“I’ll just say that once, I won’t do anything I’m sorry for you in this life, so you just give up, we must be entangled to death.”
A casual sentence made him so excited, Jia Hui was amused and a little touched, just about to say that she was talking about it, Zhao Donglin had already bowed her head and closed her mouth, and then she couldn’t bother to speak anymore.
Wang Mei’s appearance has some influence on the black eggs, and he is even less talkative these days.
I had forgotten this person and her appearance before, but now this person clearly appeared in front of him. Besides, the black egg also felt a sense of guilt towards Jiahui, although he himself couldn’t say anything of guilt.
Jiahui saw the black egg’s abnormality and went to talk to the black egg on purpose that day.
“Zhuo Jun, I know that you may be in a bad mood recently. In fact, you don’t have to take this matter into your heart. You are just a child and the victim of the whole thing. What you can do now is to study hard and learn more. Knowledge, become a useful person, when you grow up, have your own judgment, have the ability to decide your own life, you can handle things according to your own ideas.”
The black egg bowed his head and gave a good grace. He actually wanted to say that he didn’t want to recognize the woman because of the appearance of that woman. He wanted to call Jiahui “Mom”, but he couldn’t open his mouth until the end.