Second Marriage Pregnancy:President,I Love You! - Chapter 685
In the face of Gu Qin’s entanglement, I really didn’t feel much moved in my heart. The previous incident has broken all my good feelings for Gu Qin.
If Gu Qin made me hesitate before, and I would feel embarrassed because I refused Gu Qin, then now I am only disheartened.
Because I think I misunderstood Gu Qin’s true face. After enduring for a long time, he finally revealed his true face. Fortunately, I saw through Gu Qin’s true face before I was cheated by him.
So I still had some luck in my heart. I thought that I was lucky enough in the previous time, and I also thought that I had seen through Gu Qin’s true face.
But I really don’t want to see through a person in such a way, which makes me feel too dirty and disgusting.
Gu Qin also knows what I am thinking in my heart. Although I regret and blame myself in my heart, there is no way to go back to the past now.
Gu Qin can only do his best to make an apology to me. I hope I can change my mind because of this apology.
What’s more, Gu Qin also knows the disputes between Peili and me. He knows the current situation of both of us, so he wants to intervene between us.
“You should keep a certain distance from me in the future. I don’t want to see you any more. It will only make me feel sick.”
I think I have made things very clear this time, so I want to leave here.
But just when I wanted to leave, I suddenly saw those people who came to Peili.
They are all standing in a very secret place, but when I look back, I suddenly noticed a few of them.
I had an indescribable feeling in my heart. I thought that although Pei Li didn’t say anything about it, it was because he still needed to play tricks with Gu Xiang.
But Pei Li still had me in his heart. He didn’t care about me completely. But when I saw these people standing around me, I just felt ridiculous.
It was as if he had been slapped hard before. The existence of these people told me clearly that Peili was not willing to believe me, and now he was still sending someone to watch me.
This kind of thought makes me feel very uncomfortable. I don’t know that Peili sent these people to protect me, and Peili didn’t tell me about it.
I feel sad in my own heart, but it’s also a little inconceivable. I can’t believe that Pei Li doesn’t want to believe me now.
I am more aware of the style of Pei Li’s work than anyone. So I think he is unwilling to believe me now before sending these people to secretly investigate me.
In fact, I was very angry in my heart, but no matter what, I pretended to be calm, so that I still looked the same as before.
But I was in a rage, and suddenly got into Gu Qin’s car. My behavior made Gu Qin feel frustrated, but there were a few surprises. Gu Qin thought that I had forgiven him this time.
“You haven’t eaten since morning, have you?” When we were still in the car, Gu Qin said this as if to ease the awkward atmosphere between us.
However, I was playing with my mobile phone alone, ignoring Gu Qin’s words to me. On the contrary, I was indifferent.
“You should still be on an empty stomach now. It’s not good for your health. Why don’t we have a meal first?” Gu Qin seems to have some other words to say to me, so he wants to invite me to dinner.
But now I just feel very sad, I can’t say what I feel in my heart.
“I’m not hungry now.” I directly refused him, and then found that what I said seemed a little simple. I added a few words, as if to prove that I was not unwilling to agree with him.
“I had some food before I went to the hospital this morning, so I’m not tall now. I feel a little tired, so I want to go back now.”
When I finished these words, I laughed at myself. I said that these words seemed useless. The final result was that I refused Gu Qin.
Now Gu Qin seemed helpless, but he didn’t say anything else to me. He just drove me home alone, and then looked at my back and sighed silently.
Gu Qin really has nothing to do with me. He seems to be at a loss all the time.
I don’t know what’s going on outside. Now no one is willing to tell me the news outside, so I have to wait at home alone to see if I can come back.
But when I fell asleep on the sofa and woke up, I found that it was already light, but Perry didn’t come back all night.
This kind of thought makes me feel a little sad, but also let me feel a little disappointed.
Seems to be back to a long time ago, a long time ago I was also a person, but now I have been used to have Peili company in my life.
In the face of such a life now, my heart is naturally a bit of a gap, but it doesn’t matter, I can still ease myself, just give me a period of time.
I have this idea in my heart, so I think it’s no big deal now. I can survive by myself.
I look at these in the mirror and suddenly feel a little scared. When I don’t know, I have become haggard a lot.
Because the people in the mirror haven’t dressed up for a long time, they look a little bit vicissitudes, and they don’t have any look on their faces. They look 10 points pale.
When I see myself like this again, I don’t think of myself in my heart, but Peili, “he won’t like me like this.”
But when I realized how funny my own idea was, I suddenly laughed, leaning against the mirror and shaking all over.
How funny am I now? Others have already abandoned me, but I still follow them. Even after seeing such a haggard self, the first thought in my mind is that he will never like me again.
I’ve never loved a person like I do now, and I’ve never put a person in my heart like I do now, so when I suffer from these changes, I can’t accept them in my heart.
But I still forced myself to press down all my emotions now, and clean myself up like before, so that I looked much more delicate, and I didn’t look haggard again.
When I got to the hospital, I found that there was no one there.
I feel strange in my heart, but the hospital is really empty.
“Hello, which room is Lu Xingyi in now?” I can’t find where Lu xialan’s room is. He seems to have changed the ward after the operation.
The nurse at the front desk gave me a strange look, but after I finished my self introduction, she explained the ward to me with suspicion.
Lu Xingyi’s operation is actually very smooth, but after the operation, the situation is still not any better, the body is still very weak, so transferred to the ICU ward.
And I originally wanted to go in, but when I really went in, there was some hesitation in my heart.
I’m afraid to see the scene I don’t want to see. I also know that when I go in, people around me will look at me with a reproachful look. It seems that there is ice in my eyes, just like an ice cone.
And those ice cones make me breathless, when I want to find a place to rest, they will force me.
When I was alone, I suddenly began to hesitate. I stood in the corner and began to think whether I should go in or not.
But before I could think about the result, I heard Gu Xiang’s voice coming from there.
“Are you very tired now? I’ve seen your dark circles under your eyes, otherwise you’d better go and have a rest. I’m enough here. ” Gu Xiang’s voice still sounds sweet, but there is a bit of nausea in my heart.
When I carefully look at the past, I see Gu Xiang holding Peili out of the ward, Peili is also a little tired.
“Go and do your business, and leave me alone.” I didn’t hear what Pei Li said. Then I heard Gu Xiang’s unpleasant voice.
“You always like to take on these things by yourself. Why don’t you let me take them with you?” Gu Xiang seems a little unhappy, “if you encounter such a thing next time, you can’t keep it from me.”
When I heard the voice of their conversation, I suddenly felt very unhappy. I should have been standing in elm, but Gu Xiang robbed me of my position.
Originally, Lu Xingyi and I went in and out together. When all the people around us saw us, they would praise that we had a good relationship.
But now Gu Xiang has replaced me. I can’t say what I feel in my heart. It’s as if my whole person has replaced me, and Pei Li doesn’t need me now.
My own heart is very sad, but now I really don’t know what I have to be sad about. I have become a kind-hearted woman in everyone’s heart.