Shades Of Mr.billionaire - Chapter 284
Feng Teng eyes drift down to my body, and his hand slowly lifts. Instantly, I flinch when his hand on my stomach, he freezes and his fingers resting lightly on my belly.
I don’t know what he wanted to do and he doesn’t look up at me. Feng Teng seem waits in a few silent moments before start spreading his fingers, and then circling softly on my stomach.
Damn it! I wish he would stop this. Neither one of us has spoken about anything yet as the silence corner us, but I know that anything that I’m worried is near and it can’t be avoided for much longer.
I know Feng Teng must already sense my worried. So when I does this, I know this little situation was his warn to stop resist him and follow his plan.
But I don’t want a baby yet. So I pull back and his hand drops.
“Get back here, wifey,” he command but I couldn’t look at him.
In quick of action, I start towards the door, but I halted when doesn’t feel he follow me, instead I feel the metal of the cuffs cutting into my flesh. I wince a little.
Gosh! I’ve totally forgot this cuff.
“When are we going to talk about this?” he asks shortly.
“Huh? About what?” I said ignorantly to his meaning as I know what is about.
But not tonight, not on my wedding day. I know that we’ve had weeks of skirting around this, and it’s always me who’s avoiding whenever we start talking about this, a baby. And I’m in complete denial as I realise that, I could get pregnant anytime soon.
“You know what?” He continue.
I keep my eyes down, as he speak up. But this time seems to slow as if enhancing the awkward silence between us, and as I hear him draw breath to speak when I’m clearly not going to, the door crashes open and my mom barges in suddenly.
Thanks mom, I’ve never been so pleased to see her like right now. I grateful in silence.
“Hey. Can I say something?’ she starts with all stern.
“Why you two didn’t just run off somewhere to held the wedding? As you both still have guests downstairs, dinner is being served and I’m actually thoroughly very fed up for keeping running around trying only to find the groom and bride. Are on chasing and game?” Mother sneered at us.
“Sorry Mom. We’re coming,” Then I pull at the cuffs, but Feng Teng doesn’t budge.
“My apology mother but we’ll be down in a few minutes,” Feng Teng counters shortly.
“No, we’re coming now,” I argue, silently begging him to leave this exactly where it is.
I give him pleading eyes, and he shakes his head on a sigh.
“Hubby,please. Not now,” I say quietly.
Then his hand delves into his hair in frustration and his jaw tightens severely. I know he’s not happy, but he relents for me and lets me pull him out from the room.
And I can’t believe he has chosen today of all days to push for a talk on this on our wedding day.
So we both make our way downstairs, the silence between us remaining uncomfortable, but my mom is oblivious.
Instantly, I’m feeling mad. Why must he want to talk about it today?
Goodness sake.
The ball room looks incredible actually. As the chairs are dr.a.p.ed in white satin with big rose bows fastened to the back, and the tables are scattered with autumn leaves. A tall glass of crystal clear water and white flower decorate the tables.
All is simple but understated elegance. So I’ve picked my way through a set course of meal with no wine, and indulged all the guest who’s approached in for a conversation. As I’ve done anything to avoid looking at Feng Teng.
Grandfather Feng has given a short, sweet speech at his grandson. There was no talk of their family relationship so much, no mention of his mother family at all. Every speech Grandfather Feng mostly do humour about Feng Teng childhood as he teasing me, although he seems to find Feng Teng way with me quite amusing.
And my Dad. I’m close to tears as I watch him battle his way through his speech, reminiscing on my childhood and youth. Father advising every one of my feisty streak, and then proceeding to tell them about the time I got caught for stealing the candy during Chinese New Year and after ate forgot to throw the evidence.
The my father raises his glass and turns towards us.
“Son, have good luck,” he says seriously, prompting a chorus of laughter from all of our guests and a huge smile from my sulking groom, who raises his glass, too, then stands himself, keeping his arm down so he doesn’t yank at my wrist.
My dad is applauded as he sits and gulp down the wine to calm his weighten emotion. And my mm rubbing his shoulder on a smile.
After that Feng Teng places his water on the table and turns towards me, dropping to his knees and taking my hands in his. My back straightens, and my eyes make a quick scan of the room, noting all attention is pointed right at us. Why can’t he play by the rules?
His thumbs are working fast circles on the backs of my hands, and then he plays with my rings, turning them on my finger before straightening them up. He lifts his glorious eyes, and I’m blasted by twinkling pools of pure happiness.
I know that Feng Teng is happy, even when I’m avoiding something we really do need to talk about. After my continuous battle to get my husband talking everything to me, in turn now it’s me who’s keep avoiding him around things.
I know I’m a coward who’s running away from a problem that he’s created.
“My wifey,” he says quietly, but I’ve no doubt the whole room can hear him.
The silence is screaming.
“So my beautiful wife,” he smiles mildly.
“All I want to tell you, you are mine alone,” Feng Teng leaning up then he kisses me sweetly.
“And I don’t need to stand up to declare to everyone here that how much I have love you as I’m not interested in satisfying anyone for that except only you alone need to know,” he stated romanticly.
There’s a lump is forming in my throat, as he’s only just started.
Then he sighs.
“So babe, do you know that you’ve consumed me completely since our first met. Everyday, you’ve swallowed me up and drowned me in all of your way, your beauty and spirit. Know this that I can’t be function if I ever without you. So you’ve made my life as beautiful as you are. You’ve made me want to live as a man who can only be alive if only you beside. All I need is to look at you, to listening to you, to feel you,” He drops my hands and smooth his palms over my thighs.
“I was created only to love. No one else except you,” He say.
Gosh! Now, I’m ugly. Even my mom and all the woman in the room is get ruined. My teeth are clamped on my bottom lip to prevent a sob escaping, I’m choking on the lump in my throat and my eyes are welling with tears as I look down at his handsome face.
“My wifey, all I need you to let me do all of those things that’s you still holding up. Please, let me look after you forever openly,” He said sincerely.
Gosh! I even can hear my mom quiet sob, and I can’t help mine too.
Feng Teng, he was used to cripple me just with his touch. And now he cripples me even just with his words. Oh God, I know that I’m destined for a life of having a devastating pleasure, melting tenderness, and all the element of emotion.
Start from tonight, he’s going to incapacitate me at every way of him. No back down allowed.
“Yes, hubby. I know,” I whisper.
He nods and exhales a long lungful of air before standing and pulling me up to his body. My face falls straight into his neck, and I breathe him into me, his fresh scent prompting me to close my eyes on a contented sigh.
Now the room is no longer silent.
When I pull out of Feng Teng hold, I can see all the guest were standing everywhere, with a steady, respectful clapping of hands resonating through the ballroom.
I should feel embarrassed, but I don’t. Before he’s only spoken to me like this only when we were alone, proving that he really doesn’t care where he is and who’s there wherever and whenever, as it always has been and as it always will be.
But today he spoke in front of everyone especially our family present.
After that, I watch as my mom approaches and throws her arms around Feng Teng.
“Feng Teng, my son-in- law. I love you too,” she says in his ear, as he holds her with one arm.
“But please remove those handcuffs from my daughter. This her beautiful wedding,” She said.
“Sorry, she’s all mine now and not today,” He keen.
Then mother releases him and slaps his shoulder, and then SiSi dives on Feng Teng after.
“Oh my God. I really wants to kiss your feet,” She’s exclaims.
I roll my eyes, getting my arm yanked all over the place while the guest congratulate my romantic husband with his little speech.
It’s our wedding day, and I don’t want to be here for much longer,
And all of these people, including SiSi and my mother, kept getting in my way.
Right now, I desperately want him to all myself, but our evening guests are arriving so we’re not going anywhere soon.
After I’ve been kissed on the cheek a million times, and he has shaken hands with everyone, he starts leading me from the ballroom.
“Wifey.” Feng Teng called.
I turn to him, instead I finding my brother close behind us.
Gosh, now I almost wish my brother wasn’t here. He’s struggling, and it’s incredibly painful to see. He looking down at my wrist, and I start wondering how I can convince Feng Teng to release me for a moment. If he wouldn’t when mother asked to, so I don’t have much faith that he will just for my brother.
And I know that my brother still have wary of Feng Teng, and I also know that Feng Teng also is aware of this.
When I turn my eyes up to Feng Teng, I find he is watching me. Feng Teng knows what I’m thinking, and I know he’s not really happy about it, but he still reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small key.
Without a word, he releases me from the cuffs and leaves them dangling from his wrist.
“Go,” he says quietly as flicking threatening eyes at my brother at the same time.
My brother then gives him back as good as he gets, while flashing an equally warning glare within them.
But I don’t need this, not with two of the most important people in my life become like this. And I know why my brother is cautious, even if he doesn’t know much about Feng Teng yet, still I know damn well why Feng Teng actually feel my brother as a threat.
Even he’s my brother, still he’s a threat. In Feng Teng eyes, anyway.
So I lean up to kiss Feng Teng cheek and feel his hand slide around my h.i.p.s, while smoothing over my bum before he rips his eyes away from my brother and turns his face into my lips.
“Don’t take much time,” he says, releasing me before striding off towards Grandfather Feng table.
“Gege,” I hold my hand out to my brother, and he takes it, letting me lead him out to the gardens.
We’re silent for a short while as we wander down the gravel path, past the courts, finding ourselves in the garden.