Shades Of Mr.billionaire - Chapter 296
I walk out.
“Wei Lin. Please, don’t go. Stay,” He shouts out in plead and fall into his knees.
I heard he plead behind me but even I didn’t look back at him, I know he is devastating.
But hubby, I’m sorry.
We need a space a bit.
Let figure out some more.
I parked my car at the SiSi apartment bas.e.m.e.nt. I took my bag and the lift reach bas.e.m.e.nt at the right time just when I reach in front of it. So I stalk fast and get in.
Once I get into SiSi apartment I find she’s not at home, so I let myself in and make my way upstairs to my old room. Good things, I didn’t move all my thing from SiSi apartment yet. If not, I don’t know where I would be right now.
After sitting on the bed for eternity and ignoring my messed up mind. I finally drag myself up and have a long shower.
Under the hot spray, I soap everywhere, running the sponge absentmindedly all over my body and pausing when I reach my stomach. Just then, I feel devoid of emotion. There are no natural motherly instincts in me that make me want to caress my tummy. Before I’ve never given motherhood a second thought.
Because at that time, I was too young, and I have a flourishing career to concentrate on. But now I already got married to a powerful master of Feng Family yesterday and still in mid unready with myself, suddenly I feel I was too quick in making a decision entering into a huge household as their Madam. As now I hold a second power after Feng Teng, I still not having a thought how to accept it. And baby? Whenever I thought of it, my head still screaming that Feng Teng had no right to decide of my life-changing to become a mother.
And even though he is my legitimated husband still he had no right to claim me so aggressively, yet he has taken it without my willingness. Plus, he has no right to dictate what I wear too, but still, he does as he wishes.
Gosh!
Our marriage didn’t mean that he has the right to trample all over my life with his overbearing, unreasonable and challenging ways… but he still does. And yet I let him got his way too even though I’ve fought him on many things, but he mostly gets his way.
But this time, I shouldn’t let him through.
Having a baby at this your age still needs time to think about it. In past I have accepted many things on his way is concerned, but I now to be a mother, I realise that I absolutely cannot accept this and not even ready yet.
After that, I remove myself from the shower and dry myself off before crossing the landing to my room. I look down at my phone, I see just one missed call since I last cleared the screen. I’m surprised, but then it vibrates in my hand.
It’s a text message from my freaking control husband.
‘Dear wife, I’m sorry. I really can’t be without you. I’m so sorry for being so selfish! I’m sorry, babe. Please, come back.’
From your sinful husband: Feng Teng
I sigh in mid shake my head, but I don’t reply because I don’t know what to say to him right now. So I don’t bother drying my hair or putting on lotion. Directly, I wear on a t-shirt and some sweatpants and crawl into the cold sheets of my old bed.
It’s hard, it’s lumpy since it hasn’t got my husband scent in it, but I’m on my own, and it’s where I need to be right now.
In mid of my sleep, I’ve got awake from a loud of shouting from downstairs and it’s a very loud shouting of quarrelled from downstair.
When I open my shuttered eyes, I look around and find it’s quite dark, there’s only a soft glow light from the glass panel above my bedroom door.
Slowly, I pulling the sheets back, I slip out of bed and walk across my room, opening the door quietly.
“I said it’s over!” Sisi screams.
“We aren’t going anywhere!” She adds.
Oh shit, I shouldn’t be listening to this, but my curiosity is getting the better of me. I can see SiSiback down the hallway, and I pray the next person who I’m going to see will be my brother. But instead, it’s Kevin.
Gosh! My heart already aching heart takes a further nosedive for my troubled best friend.
I know she doesn’t know what she’s doing.
“Princess, come on. What with this over all of sudden?” Kevin’s voice is beseeching, and a little confused, which tells me he has no idea why SiSi wanted to end their startup relationship.
Their relationship seems like a pretty strange word to use to describe their first encounter, but past all of the jokes and casualness, their connection and I’ve never witnessed SiSi like this with another man, not even with my brother when she was together with Kevin. If they could get past all things of ex things, then I think they would be a perfect couple for each other.
Suddenly, I wish I could kill my brother. And I could kill SiSi for being so stupid and deranged.
“Just go, Kevin,” She stomps off across the landing, straight into the kitchen where she’s opening and slamming every cupboard door insight.
Then I see Kevin follow her in.
“What’s brought all this to came to this?” he asks.
“What’s caused by this sudden changed?” Kevin asked for the reason.
” Nothing much!” There’s a collection of further bangs before she’s coming back out of the kitchen and marching into the lounge.
Then, I catch a glimpse of her pale face, looking no brighter than this morning. Her hair is still dull and scrapped into a ponytail. And I know that kind of her expression.
The stubbornness of SiSi and not being honest shown on all of her faces.
Oh, God! I wish I could throttle the stupid muddled head pig!
Now I want Kevin to leave so I can let loose on my stupid blind friend.
“SiSi, I know there must be has something then!” Kevin almost laughs, but it’s a nervous laugh.
It’s a laugh that indicates worry. This just confirms my thoughts, Kevin do like SiSi. And a lot.
“I’ve said nothing! Just go away. We are over!: she spits shortly.
“No! Not until you tell me what the f**k is going on here!” Kevin yells.
I can’t see them, so I creep out quietly, scolding myself for being so nosey, but I need to hear this because I’m just as intrigued as Kevin. As I suspect I know, which is just spiking my already fraying patience.
“I don’t think I owe you an explanation,” SiSi denied.
Kevin laughs properly this time.
“Don’t you see me as a dumb and nothing known boyfriend. And YES, I think you do!” Kevin smirked.
I catch a glimpse of Kevin, who trying to hold SiSi in place, but my stubborn friend just shrugs him off.
“No, I don’t. We were f**king, nothing more. It was good before but as soon the time past but I’m bored now. And I don’t think that we match for each other,” Her cold words slice through me, so I can only imagine what they’ve done to Kevin.
He doesn’t say anything, but I see the slight shake of his head.
“Good?” he repeats.
“Bored now and we aren’t matched? What’s f**King reason you gave too me, woman!” He yells at her.
“That’s the truth though. And I’ve had all the good when I’m spending to have with you. But now not anymore,” She said in her cold tone.
My mouth gapes, just when I thought she couldn’t be any colder. She’s on fire. And Kevin body shifts, and I know he’s finished and ready to leave, so I creep slowly and quietly back to my room and push the door shut.
So I don’t blame him for giving in. Despite all of these things happened to them was because of my brother even it’s clear he has deep feelings for SiSi. But my friend was too idiot and stupid cow to see it.
Then I hear the front door slam, and then the unmistakable sound of sobbing.
So SiSi, she’s crying. I know my best friend had never cried before. Though I’m on the infuriated term with her, my feeling incredibly sorry for this my stupid best friend.
What is she trying to prove here actually?
And I really can’t help but think that this would never have happened if my brother wasn’t back here. I could stay in my room and let her have her tears, but instead of letting SiSi grieve in peace, I step out and walk across the landing to the lounge. So I’m not letting her brush this off later.
If I witness her turmoil, then she has to admit that she is, in fact, in turmoil. I’m not letting her avoid me this time. I lean up against the doorframe of the lounge and watch for eternity as her shoulders jerk and she cries relentlessly.
My instincts tell me to sit beside her and cuddle her, but I don’t, and after a good ten minutes, she harshly brushes her cheeks and stands, turning and immediately clocking me in the doorway.
As I knew she would, she plasters on an unaffected face and tries to smile.
It’s insulting to my intelligence and our friendship.
“Hey, hi,” she chirps on a suppressed sniffle.
“Better now?” I ask, not removing myself from the doorway.
She not getting past me this time.
“Sure I am. What are you doing here, newlywed?” She straightens her blouse out, diverting her glazed eyes all over her body instead of facing me.
“My car was beside of your mini when your. You didn’t see it?” I ask.
She still doesn’t look at me.
“No. I came in his car. So what are you doing here?” She asked.
I ignore her repeated question and I’m not going to allow her to change the subject.
Even I answer her, what would I tell her, anyway? I’ve been married for less than a day and I’ve turned up at her flat with a packed bag after have our grand wedding done.
That has to be a record for all married couples.
“You probably didn’t take much notice. You know, as you were fighting with Kevin,” I say.
Her eyes whip to mine and she knows that I got see through her sleeve.
“Oh, okay,” she says quietly, then insults me further by smiling brightly.
“Wine?” she tries to be avoided by taking my favourite drink out.
“No, not today,” I answer coolly, and with no chirpiness to mirror hers.