Shang Xia And Zuo Yu - Chapter 39

It was last Sunday afternoon, the weather was nice that day, the sun was comfortable, the breeze was not dry, it should be a weather that makes most people deserve to be in a better mood, this most people, including Ding Yueze, but not including Xuan Yuqi.

Xuan Yuqi sat on the steps of Fenghua Square, she no longer remembered how she got out of the hospital.

She slowly lifted the lab slip in her hand, and the doctor’s continuous words were in her ears.

“Little girl, it’s such a big deal, how come you came here by yourself?”

“Little girl, you’d better hurry up and call your parents over.”

“You’re sick, why didn’t you come for a checkup earlier.”

“You have to keep your mood relaxed, hurry up and come to chemotherapy, there is still a possibility that you will get well too.”

“Doctor, if, no treatment, how long do I have?”

“It won’t be more than a year, alas, you’d better hurry up and discuss it with your parents.”

“……”

She knew that chemotherapy, too, would only delay her life, and that chemotherapy would still cost lots and lots of money, and that in her case, even with the right bone marrow, it wouldn’t be of much use.

Xuan Yuqi did not dare to tell her mother that since her father died when she was thirteen, her mother had hardly ever smiled, and she had always tried to be obedient and not make her mother angry, but she still could not stay with her mother for the rest of her life.

How come, she got blood cancer…

Why can’t I continue to live?

How come I can’t even go to the college entrance exams?

I just made a good friend, I just fell in love, I… what did I do wrong…

There are tears sliding down the corners of the eyes, Xuan Yuqi pinch the laboratory test sheets, hold themselves tight, can no longer hold back, howling.

“I’m scared ……”

The people in the square, looking at a little girl clinging to herself, crying so heartbreakingly, everyone can not help but eye sympathy.

She told herself, just this once, just cry this once, just cry for yourself this once, the remaining three months, cherish the time with them.

After an unknown amount of time, Xuan Yuqi stopped crying, folded her lab report, put it in her bag, wiped her tears, and walked back.

When she was waiting for the traffic light at the roadside, she inadvertently saw several people at the window of a fancy restaurant across the street.

Among them, there was the person she knew best.

She picked up her cell phone and called over.

Ding Yueze, who was quietly listening to the conversation between the two parents in the restaurant, noticed the phone ringing, “Mom, uncle and aunt, I’m going to take a call.”

He walked to the door of the restaurant, but his back was turned to her. “Hello…”

“Where are you?”

Hearing her voice a little mute, Ding Yueze frowned, “I’m eating at the restaurant, what’s wrong with you, catching a cold?”

“Eating with who?” Xuan Yuqi didn’t answer his question and asked him back.

Ding Yueze was silent for a few seconds, “My mom brought me here.”

“You two?”

“Yes.” Ding Yueze did not hesitate to speak, “What’s wrong, have you eaten?”

Xuan Yuqi looked at the two decently dressed parents and the sweet-smiling girl sitting across from him and his mother, and in her ears was his unhesitating lie, she did not speak again and hung up the phone directly.

And Ding Yueze found that she hung up, just frowned, but did not call again, and went back to talking and laughing with them.

She felt she shouldn’t be petty and shouldn’t distrust him, but if that was a relative or a friend, was it worth him lying?

The green light has long been on, but Xuan Yuqi can’t take a step, her heart hurts.

Ding Yueze looked at the girl across the table, and kept looking for topics to chat with him, he did not agree to a few sentences, he did not know why his mother brought him to meet Uncle Ye’s family today, just called, afraid of Xuan Yuqi more, did not tell her, hung up the phone, there are usually such situations, he did not care.

Lifted the glass of water and took a sip, by chance turned to the window, but saw that Xuan Yuqi was turning away, Ding Yueze stood up all of a sudden.

“Yo, what’s wrong, Yueze?” Ding Yueze’s mother asked.

“Mom, uncle and aunt, sister Qingqing, I still have something to do, so I’ll leave first, and visit uncle and aunt again when I have time.” Before the words left his mouth, he had already run out.

“This child…” Ding Yueze’s mother frowned, “He’s not usually this impulsive.”

“This, he may be something, it’s okay, let’s eat.” Ye Yong laughed.

Ding Yueze chased out and found that Xuan Yuqi had already turned to the next intersection, he hurriedly chased after him.

“Qiqi.”

Xuan Yuqi, who was about to take a taxi, froze. Before she could regain her senses, Ding Yueze took her by the arm.

Xuan Yuqi did not move, she did not know how to face him, should she push away, or hold tight?

“Qiqi.”

“On a blind date?”

“I…I don’t know, my mom brought me here.” Ding Yueze frowned.

“You like her?”

Ding Yueze looked at her in dismay, “Qiqi, you…how can you say that, I…you don’t believe me?”

In fact, I don’t blame Xuan Yuqi for asking this, she just got her own notice of getting sick, and saw her boyfriend on a blind date, and lied to her, anyone who encounters this kind of situation can’t be too sensible.

“Ding Yueze, do you still like me?” Xuan Yuqi stared at him and asked carefully, her eyes full of expectation, she thought, she wanted to hear his affirmative answer, to make her feel that she still had him.

However, at that time, Ding Yueze did not know what she had just experienced, did not feel her change, and did not see the expectation in her eyes. Full of feeling that she does not trust him, he for her, almost did not pay much attention to that Ye Qingqing, come to this restaurant, the premise he did not know what to do, but came, it is not good to go directly, see her, he is not still afraid of her angry run out to explain to her? But she…but in turn questioned him.

“Heh…Xuan Yuqi, two years, we’ve been together for two years, and you’re still questioning my feelings for you? Huh? Is it that you’ve never cared about my feelings? Never really trusted me?” Ding Yueze’s face sank down and his eyes stared at her sharply.

“Don’t care about you? Then did you care about me? Have you ever trusted me? Why did you cheat me? I’m your girlfriend, isn’t it, you think, after two years, your feelings have faded?” Xuan Yuqi all the pressure piled up in her heart for a long time, she was a little uncontrollable at this moment.

“You…” Ding Yueze’s face was getting sunken, his hands clenched, “Is it that in these two years, I have been too indulgent to you, not having lost my temper with you doesn’t mean I don’t have one!”

“Tantrum? You’re going to lose your temper with me? Even you don’t like me anymore?” Xuan Yuqi’s eyes were red and her brain was blank, like she was mumbling to herself.

Hearing her questioning over and over again, Ding Yueze was like a wild beast going on a rampage, unable to control his temper even more, his words came out directly without thinking: “Yes, don’t like it anymore, see that girl just now, her name is Qingqing, she is in the first class, not only does she look prettier than you, she also studies better than you, I like her like that, she is not like you, can’t afford jokes, doesn’t know She is not like you, can not afford to joke, do not know how to be funny, polite to death, she will be gentle, will be pampered, not like you boring!

The first time he said that, Xuan Yuqi’s face became whiter, “Is that so, then these two years, together with me, aggravated you.”

Ding Yueze closed his eyes fiercely, “Xuan Yuqi, you take care of yourself!” After saying that, Ding Yueze turned around and walked away, without looking back, even his back disappeared very quickly.

Looking at the direction he left, Xuan Yuqi bitter smile, “You can not coax me, do you know, I’m leaving you ah…”

Recalling this, Xuan Yuqi on the hospital bed was already in tears, she said to herself, “I don’t have much time left, can you let me, feel a little more warmth from you guys, I want to remember this feeling, I’m afraid I’ll be scared and cold when I’m alone…”

She was too familiar with this feeling and covered her nose with her hand in a panic, but it still fell through her fingers on the white quilt, little by little, as if a bloody flower had bloomed, she took a tissue and plugged her nostrils, leaned her head back on the bed and closed her eyes.

Yueze brother, you do not ignore me ……

Let me feel three more months, just three months ah ……