Shang Xia And Zuo Yu - Chapter 59
Shang Xia sat at her desk and looked at the schools she was going to fill out on the computer, the first one had already been filled out was the provincial university, but she was still hesitating about which major to apply for. She asked her parents, they did not comment on this matter, they said they respect her choice, as long as she likes it.
She also asked them all, Zuo Yu to study computer, Su Chen Yi to study finance, in fact, he himself does not care, mainly because his parents want him to study this, He Qian of course is the art major, she also heard that Xu Yao is planning to study medicine, only she is left, Zuo Yu asked her what she wants to study, she herself does not know, Zuo Yu said that he can not choose what he likes, then choose what he is good at, he will not be excluded from what he is good at.
What are you good at?
Learn broadcasting and hosting? No, there are so many people who specialize in this field, how can she compare with others when she is an amateur taking culture classes?
Chinese language and literature? No, although she likes ancient literature and writing, but this is not a good way to find a job, right?
English? But she does not want to be a teacher, who said that learning English is to be a teacher, can be engaged in more, hiss, okay, this is it.
She enrolled in a few other schools, all from the list Zuo Yu gave her. According to last year’s score line, the two of them would be able to get into the provincial university, and this year it was probably not too far off, but just in case.
She told her parents, and they supported her. Shang Xia felt that she was really God’s favor, giving her such good parents, a good boyfriend, and sincere friends.
She thought of Mu Zhiyang and Xuan Yuqi, how to say Mu Zhiyang still have news, she still have hope waiting, Xuan Yuqi but …
She sent WeChat to He Qian.
I want to go see Xuan Xuan.
[Okay, we’ll go this afternoon.] He Qian replied in seconds.
The two people first went to the flower store to buy flowers, hesitated between tulips and gardenias, they still bought gardenias, but also bought a bunch of full sky stars.
When two people arrived, they wanted to clean up first, but they didn’t expect the area around the tombstone to be clean, even the tombstone was spotless, and the bright red tulips were placed next to it, and both of them had red eyes in unison.
They put the bouquet down and sat next to the tombstone.
“Xuan Xuan, we came to see you, we finished the college entrance exams, all filled out the volunteer, we are going to college, you are happy for us, right?” He Qian smiled and spoke first.
“Know why we also buy you gardenias after we know you like tulips? I think you understand, we all know you, what you want most now is gardenia right? In the future, the tulips you like will be bought by him, we buy the gardenia you want, this bunch of full sky star is me and Qianqian, no matter where you are, we will always accompany you.”
“Yang Yang is sick and can not come to see you, you also pray with us that she will get better soon, then she can come to see you.” Shang Xia was already in tears.
He Qian hugged her and also shed tears.
“Xuan Xuan, we miss you so much.”
“Really miss you, you don’t even come to see me in my dreams, not even once, how can you be so cruel, do you not even remember us anymore, huh?” Shang Xia stroked her picture and choked back a sob.
“Yeah, I haven’t dreamed of you once either, if you don’t come again, I’ll forget what you look like.” He Qian also cried a little wretchedly.
After a long stay at the cemetery, the two came out and bought something to go to Xuan Yuqi’s house, it’s been a long time since they went to see Mu Yun.
Seeing Ding Yueze in, they are also used to it.
Asked how Mu Zhiyang did not come, the two people again a burst of sadness, gave them Mu Zhiyang situation, Mu Yun also cried for a long time, and kept saying that the child also life bitter.
After a long time, he calmed down and began to talk to Ding Yueze about volunteering, and learned that he had really enrolled in their city university, and was studying biology.
“You, really decided like this?” Shang Xia looked at him.
Ding Yueze smiled, knowing that she was not just asking about the school, but his future plans, “Yes, decided, I have also planned, graduated back to our alma mater to teach, on the biology bar, she is also interested in biology, good grades a little.”
Looking at him to Xuan Yu Qi face relaxed smile, Shang Xia and He Qian heart are dull, is what kind of heart struggle to do to keep a dead person for life, talking about her, face only relaxed and doting, but no sad and sad.
Shang Xia received a phone call from her mother, the two only to say goodbye, or Mu Yun will have to stay them for dinner.
In the shroud of the sunset afterglow, Shang Xia and He Qian walked hand in hand on the street, the breeze blew up their hair tails and skirts, their slender shadows were stretched long.
“In fact, Ding Yueze is also quite good.” He Qian said.
“Yes, but how hard he tried is also regretful, regretful then ruthlessly refused Xuan Xuan, regretful not in the last time to accompany her.” Shang Xia looked away and said back.
“So, he lost the rest of his life.”
“People, are waiting to lose before they want to cherish, but the opportunity is only once, not grasp it is gone. The rest of his life is so long, who knows if he will go back on his word, even if he meets a girl he likes again later and gives up guarding Xuan Xuan, we can’t say anything.” Shang Xia looked at He Qian.
He Qian nodded, “Of course, we can’t say anything.”
Back home, Shang Xia saw Mom and Dad all dressed up and puzzled.
“What is this going to do? And specifically called me back?” On the phone, Shang’s mother said she should hurry back, not telling her what she was doing.
“Your aunt said to invite you to dinner to celebrate your entrance to a good school. Hurry up and go.”
Shang Xia paused, since the Mu Zhiyang incident until now, Shang Xia had not seen Xuyao, nor had she spoken to him.
“Hurry up and go, your great aunt has been pushing for half a day.”
“Oh, okay.”
Sitting in the car, looking out the window at the traffic, Shang Xia pondered.
Yes, for this matter in her heart, Mu Zhiyang more to her heartache.
It’s not that she doesn’t feel for her sister-in-law and cousin, she just feels more for her friend, this thing that Yang Yang doesn’t know about, herself being hit by her mother, and being hit by someone she likes, and having that kind of disease, Shang Xia feels, she’s biased towards Yang Yang.
Open the door. Seeing the loving smile and eyes of the great aunt, Shang Xia’s heart tingled again, then went over and hugged the great aunt.
“Aigoo, look at this child, with you this aunt than with me this mother are close.” Shang’s mother joked.
Shang Xia smiled and didn’t say anything.
Sun Jieling heard this of course happy, “quickly go inside, you stay a while, the rice will be cooked in a while ah.”
“Okay, I’ll go find my brother.” The company’s main goal is to provide a solution to the problem.
Knocked on the door, went in, saw Xuyao reading a book, a medical book.
“Brother.”
Xuyao looked up at her, “Well, here you are.”
Shang Xia was just about to say something else when her phone rang, it was Zheng Xiaotao, Shang Xia glanced at Xuyao and went to the balcony to answer it.
“What’s wrong, Xiaotao?”
“Xia Xia, you quickly talk to Yang Yang.” Zheng Xiaotao’s anxious voice came through.
“What’s going on?” Shang Xia’s heart lifted up along with it.
“The two days were okay, can eat by themselves, today she unintentionally saw a hat she used to have, and went crazy, stepped on that hat a lot, and held it in her arms, and did not move, who came to ignore.” Zheng Xiaotao’s voice trembled.
Shang Xia did not expect it was her condition deteriorated again, the heart both panic and fear.
“Xia Xia, I’ll put the phone at her bedside, you talk to her.”
Shang Xia was silent for a few seconds and softly shouted, “Yang Yang, Yang Yang Yang, it’s me, I’m Xia Xia ah, did you miss me, I can miss you.”
No response.
Shang Xia said a lot more about what they had done before, and didn’t hear any sound.
“Mu Zhiyang, I’m telling you, you hurry up and get better! I went to see Xuan Xuan today, she misses you too, Mu Zhiyang, Xuan Xuan is no longer here, I can’t lose you again, me and Qian Qian can’t lose you again, do you know that!!!”
“Don’t torture me anymore, okay, I won’t be able to stand it, Yang Yang… You pay attention to me.” Shang Xia sat on the floor and cried.
Xuyao stood behind her, his eyes red and his body shaking slightly.
Shang Xia had cried until she couldn’t help herself.
“Yang Yang, Xia Xia, great, she’s moving, she’s crying.” Zheng Xiaotao with crying words came over, “Xia Xia, don’t be sad, it’s good to have a reaction, I’m going to call the doctor first, I’ll talk to you later.”
He hung up the phone, Shang Xia still could not get out of the panic of losing her, she whimpered and sobbed.
A dark voice came from behind, “What’s wrong with Mu Zhiyang?”
Shang Xia turned around and stared intently at Xuyao, “Do you hate Yangyang that much?”
“Yes.” Xu Yao did not hesitate.
“Just because she’s Huang Suan’s daughter?”
Hearing this name, a flash of hatred appeared in Xuyao’s eyes, “Yes, who let her be that bitch’s daughter.”
“Huh…” Shang Xia laughed lightly, she didn’t want that much now, no matter what, the great aunt and Xuyao are still fine, but her Yang Yang’s, may leave her at any time.
“What do you know, you don’t know anything to convict her, her mother never looked at her, it was her father who cheated her and made her nostalgic for her mother only, she didn’t know anything about her mother.”
“Then she knew, she knew that her mother had never loved her, and she couldn’t be upset enough to find you to apologize and make things clear to you, but you, in turn, gave her the most painful blow.”
“Yes, both great aunt and you were hurt and suffered, but that is the grudge of the previous generation, why should it be imposed on her?” Shang Xia was a little agitated and stood up and asked Xuyao.
“Besides, that was all once, you and your great aunt are fine now, aren’t you!!! Why do you still want to hurt her!!!”
“In the past? Once my mother suffered how can I easily forget, hurt her, I just broke up with her, not yet let her return!!!” Xu Yao is also a little angry.
“Break up? It’s not like you don’t know how much she likes you, you treated her badly, badmouthed her and drove her into depression, you’ve made her give it back!!!” Shang Xia’s tears rolled down once more as she thought of her worsening condition.
This time, Xuyao froze, “Depression? You said she has depression?”
“Yes, she has depression, just now someone called to tell me that she saw something about you and her condition has worsened once again, all thanks to you, are you satisfied?”
“Xuyao, in your heart, is hatred more important than Yang Yang’s life?”
“Xuyao, have you ever truly liked Yang Yang or not, have you ever moved for her?”
“My heart aches for my great aunt, my heart aches for you because you are my family and you are still well with me, in my heart, Yang Yang is as important as you, and now my heart aches for her even more because I don’t know if she will ever come back to me!!!”
After saying that, Shang Xia ran out.
“Hey, Xia Xia, it’s dinner time, what are you doing there?” Shang Shuheng shouted.
“I’m not eating, you tell mom and aunt, I have something to do, I’m leaving first.” Shang Xia suppressed her emotions, lowered her head, and ran out after she finished speaking.
Xu Yao fell into a chair, thinking back to Shang Xia’s words, his heart was in turmoil.
Shang Xia walked down the street and reached the small park she loved to go to as a child with Mu Zhiyang, the slide was still there.
She took out her phone and called Zuo Yu.
“Xia Xia.”
“Woooooooooooooooo …. Wow…” Sangha whimpered the moment she heard Zuo Yu’s voice, she was sad, she was scared.
“Where are you?!!!”
Sangha intermittently told him the address, she couldn’t care less, she just wanted to see him, immediately, right away.
Finally, Zuo Yu came and comforted her for a long time before sending her home.
