Shattered Glass (Shang Li) - Chapter 23
Darkness is the darkness she fears most.
She was uncomfortable, and even felt that she was still struggling in the water that was about to swallow her, every breath was so hard. She cried and wanted to open her eyes, wanted to catch anything that could survive… She seemed to be in the fire again, anxiously hot, every inch of her skin hurts, and tears just came out of her eyes Was evaporated.
She asked for help, no one came… She gave up and fell into the fire, helplessly turning into a wisp of smoke.
She choked, her forehead suddenly cooled, and the real touch pulled her back from the chaotic dream. She was unable to open her eyes and tried to whisper to drink water. Someone really brought water to her lips. She was afraid that it was a dream, and drank it greedily with surprise.
“Miri…”
This voice is so familiar to her, is it Yong Hyuk? No… Yong Hyuk would not have such a sad tone.
“Miri…” Her hands were held in a pair of cold hands, “Miri, I only need you.” He said, she frowned helplessly, but she heard the helplessness in his tone, as if… This is what he is telling himself.
She was a little anxious, and wanted to open her eyes to see if it was really Young Hyuk?
There was a bit of noisiness around, as if she missed some clips in a daze. Many people were talking quietly, like arguing and arguing. Her head hurts.
A woman suddenly said loudly: “She can’t! She will ruin you!”
Miri couldn’t tell whose voice it was, but her sorrowful tone was suddenly impressed in her heart.
The bitter medicine poured into her mouth. Knowing that the medicine was hard-won, she did not dare to frown, swallowing hard, and finally choked. She opened her eyes in a hurry.
She saw Yong Hyuk, her breathing was sudden, she wanted to tell him not to worry, she was okay, she was not dead! The next moment, she was stunned. Was it Yong Hyuk who sat silently beside her bed? He didn’t even notice her waking up. How could Yong Hyuk have such a dull look? How could his eyes be so cold?
“Gege?” Hongling, who was holding her to drink the medicine, called her in surprise, Yonghe trembled, turned his face to see her eyes…Miri, relieved, it was him! The look in his eyes and his smile were still so warm, and she let out a long breath.
“Is it better?” He sat over and supported her instead of Hongling, letting her lean comfortably in his arms.
“I’m sick?” Mei Li asked, the struggle in the water and fire was just an illusion of her illness. She rolled her eyes, “Here…” She was in a room, the sun was lazy, it should already be afternoon.
“This is Chengde Palace.” Yonghe smiled, took the handkerchief that Hongling handed over, and wiped away the dense beads of sweat on her forehead.
Already in Chengde? She was a little surprised, how long has she been sick? Her expression suddenly froze. How did she… come back? Jing Xuan brought her back? Strong anxiety surged in my heart.
“I……”
She had many questions to ask, but was interrupted by Yong Hyuk’s gentle but determined words.
“I’ll be back! Other…” He frowned quickly, and the expression she had been unfamiliar with just now appeared in his smiling eyes again-insistently and resolutely. “…It doesn’t matter! Take care of yourself first. Are you hungry? I’ll ask someone to bring something to eat.”
He walked out the door and told the maid outside the house quietly. She only heard clearly “…Don’t let her see…”
Young Hyuk has something! Her heart became very heavy, and her breathing was hard again. She looked at Hongling who was standing by the bed, and she unexpectedly avoided her eyes.
“What happened?” She asked solemnly, her voice floating because of her weakness.
“It’s okay. Grid, drink some more water.” Hong Ling smiled reluctantly, and turned to fetch water.
“How did I come back?” Mei Li looked straight at her, faintly thinking of the crux of everything.
Hong Ling held the cup with an embarrassed expression. She stood stiff at the table without answering.
“Hongling…” She almost looked at her with pleading eyes.
Hong Ling shook her head in annoyance, and Grid would know sooner or later, and it would be good to tell her earlier that she would have an idea in her mind. “It was Prince Qing who brought you back.” She took a deep breath and simply said all the circumstances.
Because there was an urgent matter for the Qing prince to deal with, everyone discovered that he was missing, and finally alarmed the empress dowager. The matter is very important. The Queen Mother is afraid that Prince Qing will report to the emperor if he has any mistakes. She also ordered a serious investigation of who he met before his disappearance. In this way, an **** named Xiao Binzi was found. Xiao Binzi was frightened and recruited Jingxian Gege and Yindi Gege. Yindi Gege cried and yelled like crazy to save people, and everyone knew the ins and outs. Young Master Yonghe took a large number of guards to salvage and search all night, and finally he was desperate.
Unexpectedly, after daybreak, Prince Qing came back with Gege in his arms. When Hongling said this, she glanced at the pale Meili uncomfortably, but finally couldn’t tell her what happened at the time. Gege didn’t wear anything and was half used by the prince. The wet gown was wrapped and hugged into the tent in front of everyone.
On the way to Chengde, the prince stayed on the carriage, and Master Yonghe could not see Gege until he arrived at the palace. Everyone was talking about it, and all vicious rumors came out. Suying Gege also cried and fell ill. Ying Rufujin came to see Young Master Yonghe several times, and finally quarreled in this room…what did she tell Gege?
“Ying Rufujin… have been here?” Hong Ling stopped talking, and Mei Li didn’t ask further, she asked suddenly after a long time of silent silence.
“Have you heard it all?!” Hong Ling was a little surprised.
Mei Li gritted her teeth, the voice was Yong Hyuk’s mother.
She can’t… she will ruin you!
Miri…I only need you.
She finally knew why there was such a look in Yong He’s eyes, and finally knew the pain when he said that.
The door was carefully pushed open by the palace lady, Jing Xuan walked in with a light smile, and seemed to be in a good mood. He wore a deep blue gown with a fine texture, which made him even more noble and graceful. His face was so handsome to the evil with a proud and proud look.
Should she scold him badly? Should she resent him?
She just watched him stupidly sitting on the stool in front of the couch, Hongling wanted to serve him tea, but he waved lightly and refused, as if he was the owner of this room.
Her indifferent eyes made him sink his face, “You all go out!” He was already three-pointed anger when he ordered the servants.
When the two of them were left in the room, she remained silent and expressionless, staring at him stubbornly.
“Blame me?” He sneered, his good mood was ruined, and his violent and cruel expression occupied his eyes again.
“Why?” She looked at him, she always wanted to ask him why!
“You are sick yourself, can I still throw you on the mountain?” He also glared back at her, without a trace of guilt.
She still looked at him so badly, that was not like an excuse, as long as he thought, he had a million ways to solve this matter properly.
“Why?” She asked stubbornly without even changing her tone.
There was a trace of tyranny in his eyes. Losing that man, she had such an expression that life is worse than death? ! “Why?” He snorted, “As long as I still have a trace of dissatisfaction with you, I won’t let you go with other men!”
She took a sigh of relief, a trace of dismay? She could finally close her eyes with a sneer, yes, this reason was sufficient for him. Abandon her or pick her back, as long as he pleases, he has always lived so freely.
“I don’t force you, I want you to choose by yourself.” He sneered, flicked his hem, and slammed the door away.
The tears that never shed in front of him finally welled up from his closed eyes. How could he use to force her personally! Yonghe concealed it again, the pity that revealed deep in his eyes had torn her heart to pieces! Marry her, his future… will be ruined, ridicule and contempt will follow him forever!
If he scolded her loudly, blamed her, or even abandoned her, she would not be as sad as she is now! What she gave him was so little, so pitiful, now…she can’t afford to give him any more! It’s just a humble family background, just a ridiculous past. She can still persuade herself to believe that she can use his filial piety to manage his housework, give birth to him, and treat him wholeheartedly in return. Now, the price he wants to marry her, she will die hard to pay, she will become his life, the biggest failure in his career…
Without her, his future is Kang Zhuang smooth, he has such parents, he has such good looks and temperament, he can marry the best girl… She has always known it, so she is so understanding that she should be like Fujin’s Complain and regret.
Go to Jiangnan together… She couldn’t help sobbing. When he said that, she felt so happy that she was too illusory. She also secretly jokes that her sufferings and losses have become a heart disease. Finally, this has really become the best and most impossible in her life A dream to pursue.
Yonghe watched the people bring the porridge into the room. He still gently helped her to sit up. His smile was still the same as before. He carefully blew cold porridge for her and fed her a spoonful of porridge, if nothing happened. , The sorrow in his eyes… she was conscious of the fire, because there was nothing in those clear and heroic eyes!
She also smiled and ate the porridge he handed over, and the corners of her smiling mouth always twitched gently in disobedience, because she wanted to resist crying.
He was relieved to see her eating the whole bowl of porridge. He lovingly straightened her loose long hair, helped her lie down, and covered her quilt. “Go to sleep. Ask Hongling to call me if you have something.” He looked at her deeply, misty but with beautiful eyes with a smile. His focused and nostalgic eyes made her want to cry and hold her back. Just a line of tears.
“Yong Hyuk, nothing happened.” She wanted to explain to him that even though she and him were destined to pass by, she also wanted him to understand that the woman he liked did not do anything to apologize to him.
“Well, I know.” He smiled and wiped away her tears with his slender fingers.
She almost used all her patience, not to shake his hand, not to beg him to leave everything behind, and take her away. In her life… there will be no one who can love her so much, can look at her with such eyes! She suddenly wanted to be selfish once, and she really couldn’t bear it.
She finally held back. His warm hands are now so cold. Even if he decides to marry her, he will eventually be ashamed of his parents. He is the pride of his parents, but he is obsessed with a notorious woman. Perseverance has completely failed the expectations of parents. How could she not understand him? He is so kind and filial.
She bit her lower lip and successfully made herself laugh, “Yong Hyuk, you have to be good too.”
He also has to walk his way well…he should live a happy life!
When he walked to the door, he turned his head and smiled at her. All the tears rushed out when he turned around. She cried, but didn’t dare to make a sound, for fear that he would look back when he heard it…she could repay him. Just let him go, just let himself disappear from his life.
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