Shattered Glass (Shang Li) - Chapter 39

Moon Rose was holding the small tray and cautiously walked into the room, because her hands were slightly shaking, a few drops of the medicine in the bowl came out. As soon as he approached the bed, before he had time to speak, Jing Xuan held up the medicine bowl with a calm face.

“Hot!” Yue Qiang subconsciously exclaimed, forgetting the rules, and yelled in front of the master.

Jing Xuan seemed to be holding the bowl without feeling, looking at the expressionless Mei Li lying on the bed, and whispered: “Drink medicine!”

Yue Qiang was anxious and the weather was cold, and the medicine that had just been boiled was brought. In a panic, she almost grabbed the medicine bowl from Jing Xuan’s hands, and quickly threw it on the small table next to the bed, spilling half of the medicine. Just such a short touch had already caused her fingers to burn, and the few drops splashed on the back of her hand were like unextinguished ashes.

She was a little afraid that the prince would be angry with her, but he just looked straight at Fujin and said nothing.

“Go, bring the child.” He ordered in a low voice, without looking away from Mei Li.

Yue Qiang froze for a moment, nodded repeatedly, and ran out in a panic.

It’s been very wrong since the side of Fu Jin came back from the funeral, and the prince is even more! After the imperial physician came to see him, he also said that the side of Fujin was anxious, and the situation was not good. The expression on the face of the prince commanding the child to hold the child made her inexplicably scared, so she hurriedly told Sister Yuemo to ask for an idea.

Yue Mo was helpless, and asked Yue Qiang to call all the mothers. In case there were too many staff, she ran to Kangshou Hall to find Aunt Yu’an.

Five or six people came, and Jing Xuan ignored him. He just stretched out his hand coldly and said, “Child, give it to me.”

Mei Li didn’t respond, and let him go. That child is also his, she suddenly thought evilly, if he killed the child in front of her, she would tell him the truth!

She closed her eyes, did not go to see the child, did not dare to. She was afraid… at a glance, she didn’t even have the courage to die.

The child had just eaten milk and slept soundly, Jing Xuan held him in his arms, his heart felt like torment in boiling oil.

“Miri…” He was so patient that his voice trembled, “Look at him, you look at your child!”

He owed Yonghe, and even her… He never thought that he would fall into such a sad and ridiculous situation. Looking at her lacklustre eyes, he finally admitted that he was wrong. At the beginning… he should let her go and let her and Yong Hyuk go.

Seeing her gentle and smiling face because of Yong Hyuk, he was jealous and hated, but it was better than now. Now… he hurts, she hurts even more.

His fingers were already swollen with blisters, and the sharp pain made him realize that now Miri has become a piece of coal that he can’t hold. It can’t be connected with him. She can only turn into icy ashes in the palm of his hand, slowly dissipating…

The only one who can hold her and warm her is the sweet sleeping baby in his arms!

“Miri, I have already given him a name. According to the ranking, he should be called Yunke.” Her eyes still didn’t open, and her nose suddenly sore. He gritted his teeth, “You are a man without a mother, you Do you want Yun Guk to be like you too!”

Tears slid down from the corner of Mei Li’s eyes. Those without a mother… are too bitter.

He was so embarrassed that he threw the child hurriedly beside her and got up in panic, “All go! All go!” He rushed down to the people and drank, and the mothers backed down. He tightened his lips, and he was unable to look back at the pair anymore. At the first glance, he was too tired, and he also needed to soothe his pain.

Not surprisingly, she was still so indifferent when he left. Retribution, he deeply felt God’s punishment on him. When he maliciously hurt her countless times, threw her down, let her cry out without looking back, and even secretly happy for her loss, he never thought he would have such a day!

The few withered and leafless trees in the snow-covered yard were very desolate, and he suddenly wanted to laugh, so he laughed, really… very funny!

Yunke moved uneasily under the blanket, and started to cry. Mei Li closed her eyes tightly and even turned her back to him, not to smell the good smell of milk coming from him.

She is really tired…

Because no one paid any attention, Yunke cried louder, and kicked like a tantrum in his calf, but he was so weak that he couldn’t even kick the quilt off.

Every time… His cat-like crying cuts her heart like a sharp knife.

If she gives up, he will be a child without a mother… with a father, it is the same as without.

Yunke cried out of breath, and suddenly became silent after a sharp high pitch, as if choking.

When she turned over in horror and picked him up, she also cried and cried… She couldn’t let it go, she couldn’t even die! She patted him, tears dripping on the child’s little face, why didn’t he come later? Why is he less than a month old? Why… can’t he help her?

Just as she hopes that someone can share her hardships, she desperately understands that in the future only she can help Yunke share his hardships!

Concubine, wild species… His road is not a smooth road, how can she let go, how can she throw it away!

The mother and son cried like this, and Yunke returned to her mother’s embrace. After crying for a while, she stopped contentedly, and relied on her mother’s warmth to fall asleep again, leaving her crying alone.

“Miri.”

The ancestors did not know when they came in, how long they have been in.

When she walked over, all her servants were repelled. There were only old women with condensed faces, young women crying in despair, and babies who still didn’t understand despair.

Xiaozhuang didn’t sit down, and quietly watched the tear-stained Mei Li with her disheveled hair. She sighed and shook her head with a bitter smile.

“You haven’t changed, you’re still a stubborn girl!”

Mei Li sobbed silently, holding Yunke stiffly, staring blankly at her ancestor who blamed her and pityed her.

“I have always hoped that you can realize it by yourself, but unfortunately, you have never been a transparent child when it comes to dealing with people and things in a sophisticated manner!” The ancestor shook his head again.

“After so much, you are still so self-willed and don’t know how to plan your life. You still slammed into the south wall according to your own temperament. You have done a good job to Yonghe, why can’t you change to Jingxuan?” Xiaozhuang I am not afraid of her being sad, and she will never be able to think about it unless she says it through! “No matter which man becomes your husband, it’s the same! No one can make you live a carefree, comfortable life! You think Jingxuan didn’t do it. If you marry Yonghe, he can do it. There are so many changes in your life. Haven’t you tasted enough?”

Mei Li was trembling all over, and every word made her heart silent.

“What’s more, you are not only a wife, you are also a mother!” Xiao Zhuang raised his voice, and the accusation in his tone increased.

“You are the only one who can protect the child! No matter what you think of Jing Xuan, he is the child’s father, and the emperor will soon appoint him as Prince Qing. The future of this child is in his hands! What he can give this child, You can’t give it! What are you doing now? Your willfulness will harm your children!”

Mei Li’s heart shook violently.

Yes, I always thought that she had realized the reality of the world, how could she have never thought about it… The ancestors were right, she was still the stupid girl who stood still.

“Mother…” Xiaozhuang smiled coldly. It was the first time that Mei Li saw her indifferent and ridiculous expression, “I am also a mother, do you know…what did I do for my son?” This is not a question. She didn’t need Mei Li’s answer, yes, who didn’t know in the Qing Dynasty.

“Ancestor…” Mei Li’s head was muddled.

“Mei Li, you are still young, Jing Xuan’s heart is still on you, and your situation is not bad.” Xiaozhuang gave her a deep look, “Think about it for yourself.”

miss you……

She is the only one left in the room again, she needs to think about it.

She had only thought about the predicament before, but she hadn’t thought about how to deal with it, how to deal with Yunke!

He is already a bastard. In the future, if he can’t get Jing Xuan’s support and love, his situation is more sad than her… She still has an ancestor who can say this to her, what about him?

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