Shattered Glass (Shang Li) - Chapter 42
I didn’t drink much wine last night, but I got a lot of headaches in the morning. She was afraid that Yunke would be lonely if she didn’t see her mother, so she hurriedly let someone hug him after she freshened up.
Yue Mo reported back and forth that Yunke woke up early and just fell asleep after taking milk. Seeing that her complexion was not good, she was afraid that she had contracted the wind and cold, so she should take a good rest. Mei Li refused, until Yue Mo persuaded her that if she was really sick, she would infect the child, she stopped insisting, and she lay back in bed in a trance, and did not eat breakfast.
There were more people coming to congratulate me than last night, but fortunately I didn’t keep setting off firecrackers.
In the afternoon, Aunt Yu’an came to visit again, Mei Li had already started to have a low fever, and she drank the medicine and lay groggy under the quilt. Aunt Yu’an held her hand and looked at her with pity and tears. “The ancestors were afraid of you, Gege, if you want to open up, you still have Yunke!”
Want to drive? Miri smiled bitterly, do her thoughts still matter?
“Listening to Aunt Yu’an, the days to come will be long. Although Yunke will not be a son of the elder, with the support of his ancestors, it will not be a problem to get ahead in the future.”
“Shizi…” Mei Li murmured and repeated.
Aunt Yu’an frowned, “The emperor has decreed that Suying Gege’s son, Yun Jue, shall be the first son of Prince Qing. Ge Ge, in life, there are a lot of things that cannot be contested. If you can’t fight for your fate, you have to cherish good luck. Many were born in poverty. Because of their inability to raise the children, their parents even abandoned them, saying something that shouldn’t be said. Even the emperor’s sons were not even seen.”
Can’t fight for fate…you must cherish your luck
Miri lowered her eyes and smiled again, her silent smile getting bitter.
She didn’t fight for her life…so she was Fang Fujin, and her son was a concubine. Yunke… can’t he fight for his life? Suying’s son became the eldest son when she was born. What about her Yunke, what will he do?
After Aunt Yu’an left, the house was extremely quiet, and the maids knew she was in a bad mood and were cautious.
The sun in the spring afternoon was so lazy, Mei Li stared at the rim of light shining on her bed, and suddenly cried.
“What’s the matter?” Jing Xuan, who had just entered from the outside, frowned, walked quickly to the bed and sat down, letting her cuddling her chest, she cried and trembled, and tremblingly, she held his arm tightly. Her tears dripped densely on his sleeves, but he wetted his heart. Leaning in his arms, she suppressed the crying, and crying silently made him feel distressed. He sighed and hugged her, he knew why she was crying.
She hadn’t even been so sad for herself… It was because of Yunke again.
Curled in his chest, she was still helpless. This haggard feeling made her lonely and fragile. Even if it was him, she suddenly wanted to rely on and ask for help! Can anyone help her? Who can help her child?
She also hugged him, but in fact she couldn’t figure out who he was. Aloof, the indifferent and ruthless King Qing? Who killed Yong Hyuk? her husband? The beautiful brother she has liked since she was a child? As long as her hands can hold a real person, her body can feel the beating heart, and she has no power to distinguish whether the person in front of her is a relative or an enemy.
“Brother Jing Xuan…” She suddenly felt that she was still the little girl whose parents had both died. Her strength was so weak. She just wanted to find someone who could encircle her chest and listen to her. Now it is true. Yes, no matter who he is.
This sound was like a thunderbolt that pierced his heart, and he felt that the blood would freeze due to it. In this life and this life, he could still hear her call him so and let her rely on it.
“Brother Jing Xuan…I’m so tired…I’m really tired…” She transferred all the weight of her body to him. “I’m tired of life.” She closed her eyes, her eyelashes soaked with tears.
“Miri.” He felt that his voice was shaking. “You still have me.” He stabilized.
“Have you?” Tears more frequently when she laughed, “If it were not for you, for Yonghyuk, and for Yunke, it would be fine.” The sigh seemed to come from the depths of her soul.
“Miri…” His mouth was also bitter, and he understood what she said. Sometimes, he also thinks, if he hadn’t had her in his life, he had never met, and he would never be sad.
“Don’t say it!” She interrupted him, nestling her face deeper into his chest, her arms tighter around his waist, “Don’t say anything! Just hug me like that.”
She wants to keep this moment before he becomes her husband again, Lord Qing.
He sighed and obeyed her. Just as she is the source of his pain, so is he.
I don’t know how long she cried, but she fell asleep in his arms.
He looked at her pretty face that was still crying silently even in the dream, and no matter how reluctant and unwilling, who else could help her in this world… only him!
Crying and falling asleep, when she woke up, she felt uncomfortable. Mei Li felt that her chest was stuffy and her head was about to split. She was used to being alone when she woke up and he was gone.
“Master, master!” Yue Qiang’s laughter rang from afar in the yard. When she ran into the room, Yue Mo also ran in, with a rare expression of ecstasy.
“Congratulations Master! Congratulations Master!”
The subordinates rushed into the room with smiles on their faces, and Mei Li looked at them with a little astonishment.
“Just now the emperor sent someone to declare that Master Yunque was named Baylor! Master, Yunke is now Little Baylor!”
Miri still stared, as if she didn’t understand, Baylor?
Amidst the joy of everyone, Jing Xuan walked into the room, and he was wearing court clothes just after returning from the palace. The people also said joy to him, and gradually walked out with a wink.
Mei Li looked at him suspiciously. He was not happy, her handsome face seemed a little gloomy, but when he walked over and hugged her, she was still the kind of gentleness she couldn’t tell.
“Although Yunke can’t be the son of the elder…” He paused, annoyed by his explanation, “As the eldest son, it is not too much to seal Baylor. With the support and fulfillment of the ancestors, this matter is still It’s smooth.”
She looked at him, not knowing what to say and what to do.
He looked at her for a while, sighed, helpless to her, helpless to himself, he raised his hand to touch her hair. “Miri, I…” He frowned, “I will help you.”
She shook violently.
He…will help her?
Such a simple sentence touched her more than all the emotional words he had said to her.
She was so grateful to him!
He helped Yunke, and he also helped her… He had always been the one who pushed her into the water and drowned alive. This time, he gave her a hand.
“Yue Mo, hold Yunke here.” He pursed his lower lip and ordered loudly.
When he hugged Yunke in his arms, Yue Mo’s eyes widened in surprise, and even Mei Li was unexpectedly speechless.
With a blue face, he took out a small red brocade bag from his arms, opened it, took out the small gold bracelet inside, and put it awkwardly on Yunke’s small wrist, which was not very cooperative, and he squeezed into tears. It made him wrinkle in his court suit.
Miri’s lips trembled, but she didn’t stop.
He was a little embarrassed and put the crying baby in Mei Li’s arms, “I originally wanted to give it to him on a hundred days. Suying gave birth to a child, but I didn’t care about it.”
He stood up immediately after speaking. He was really embarrassed. In order to stop her crying and live so hard, he wanted to be nice to her and another man’s child. He felt awkward and couldn’t help it!
He walked fast, and when he was about to go out, she ran over from the bed and hugged his waist from behind.
He froze, it was not his body but his heart that she was holding.
This is the first time she has kept him since she married him, and it is the first time she put down Yunke and ran towards him!
“Thank you.” Her face was pressed against his back. She really thanked him for what he did for her and for Yunke.
He showed her a glimmer of hope.
His heart is softened into water.
Still useless, still awkward… but he suddenly felt willing.
As long as she hugged him like this, leaning on him… willingly.
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