She forced me to love her - chapter 12
Sarah called Zeke inside her house and tried pulling herself off of him but he only hugged her and cried.
Sarah gave in and wrapped her arms around him and tried cooling him.
He stopped crying and Sarah told him to freshen up and join her for breakfast.
Zeke and Sarah sat down for breakfast and Sarah served him breakfast.
“I have always told you he is a sin child. God he so evil” said Sarah.
“I was talking about Ambryl not Elisio” said Zeke.
“Well. Who ever is close to him they absorb a little of his evilness” said Sarah.
“Sarah I am not doing this again” said Zeke.
“Fine. Now what?” Asked Sarah.
“I don’t know. I just can’t think right now” said Zeke.
“Do you love her?” Asked Sarah.
“Are you serious right now? Sarah she is Elisio’s age. She is our sons age. And not to mention my friends daughter” said Zeke.
“You didn’t answer my question” said Sarah.
Zeke looked at Sarah and said “to tell you the truth. I am scared to feel anything for her. She is a child”
“No she is not. She is an adult and Zeke, when did you start doing the right thing? Didn’t you **** me to make me yours?” Asked Sarah.
“Will you ever forgive me?” Asked Zeke looking down.
“Zeke, I have forgiven you. I wanted to move on and I guess we all make mistakes. I may have even loved you at times and to tell you honestly you were good to me all through our marriage in every way. And you took the punishment I gave you” said Sarah.
Zeke looked at Sarah confused and asked “you punished me?”
“Yes. I punished you to stay married to me for 18 years. I know what I am. I know you were extremely patient with me and withstood me” said Sarah.
Zeke laughed and said “if that was you punishing me. Then you should have published me for the rest of my life.”
“Na. I felt sorry for you so, I thought you had enough. Zeke, because of you I know how it feels to be loved. Now how about you experience being loved. My morals never agreed to accept you. But that was me. Everyone deserves a second chance and I think you should accept when love comes to you” said Sarah.
“She raped me. God I can’t tell this to anyone. Fuck I can’t tell this to dad. I will be a laughing stock” said Zeke.
“That is such a stereotype. So you are manly when you **** and not manly enough being raped? When will everyone start seeing right for right and wrong for wrong?” Said Sarah.
“You are right. And Sarah I want to do the right thing. Ambryl deserves happiness and love in return. She needs a man her age who would grow old with her. I am not for her. I don’t think I can ever love. ” said Zeke.
Sarah looked at him and said “I am sorry I couldn’t love you back”
Zeke looked at Sarah and said “I know what love is because of you Sarah. It’s okay if you couldn’t love me back but there wasn’t a single day I didn’t love you. To tell you the truth I don’t think I stopped”
Sarah had tears in her eyes and said “I really hope someone loves you the way you deserve to be loved.”
Zeke smiled at Sarah.
They both spend the day together.
Zeke didn’t want to leave Sarah and talk about everything and anything.
Sarah and Zeke together cooked, talked, laughed and had a great day together.
It was almost night when Zeke decided to leave.
Sarah and Zeke were cleaning out the dishes after dinner when the doorbell rang.
Sarah opened the door and saw Ellen in front of her.
“Ellen?” Said Sarah.
Ellen ignored Sarah and walked inside her house.
“I can’t believe you could do this to me. Why? Last night you spent it with Ambryl and now you spend the day with Sarah?” Asked Ellen to Zeke.
“How did you know about Ambryl?” Aided Zeke.
Ellen looked behind and Sarah raised her eyebrows and said “I didn’t tell her”
“I did” said Ambryl coming inside the house.
All three looked at Ambryl and she shyly said “hi”
Ellen looked at Zeke and said “Zeke, I had a really great husband. He was loyal to me and if we married I expect the same from you. But I don’t think you can ever be loyal. I really enjoyed our time together but all this is too much. I am sorry. I can’t marry you” Ellen then removed her ring and gave it to Zeke and left the house.
Zeke looked at Ambryl and said “was this necessary?”
“Yes. Now how can you be engaged and marry someone else and love the other” said Ambryl.
“You are right.” Said Sarah looking at Ambryl and continued “Zeke Ellen was not good for you and marrying her would be a big mistake. You should marry for love”
Ambryl smiled and said “yes. Marry for love”
Zeke looked at Sarah and Sarah approached Zeke and circled her hands around his torso.
Ambryl stopped smiling and looked at them in eachothers arms.
Zeke was confused at what Sarah was up to.
“Zeke, we talked so much today and I realised what a big mistake I have commited. Give me another chance and I promise to be better this time” said Sarah and winked Zeke.
Zeke smiled and knew what she was doing.
Sarah leaned in and kissed Zeke’s lips. Zeke welcomed the kiss and the kiss became a heated one.
She wanted to seperate them like she wanted for a long time.
Sarah broke the kiss and both Zeke and Sarah looked at Ambryl.
Ambryl walked close to them and smiled at Zeke and then looked at Sarah and said “one gone. One more to go.”