She is Flirting with the Heroine Every Day - Chapter 227
“I couldn’t have liked you.”
In a trance, she felt that the girl in her memory was watching from the shore, watching her helpless, watching her indulge.
She’s not here to save her.
She said she didn’t like violent women, she said the reason why she would forget her so cleanly was because she didn’t like her much in the first place.
She said that everything that happened between them was of little importance to her.
These answers don’t she know she already knew? I have told her many times in various ways and means, why is it so uncomfortable to hear her say it herself.
Yu Qiling wanted to say that she could change and become what she liked, but the phrase “don’t like women with violent tendencies” was the last straw that broke the camel’s back.
At this moment, she really wanted to pump out all the blood in her body and change it again, she really wanted to get rid of the despicable genes in her body.
In fact, she is also very awake now and knows that she is going to have another seizure. Look, she is such a person, disgusting and disgusting.
She understands that this will only make her more annoying, she needs to calm down.
It is obviously a hot summer, but the surrounding atmosphere is shivering because of Yu Qiling.
Cen Zixiao frowned.
The atmosphere changed from tense to heavy, and it was so heavy that it was breathless, as if it was out of oxygen.
I don’t know how long it took, Yu Qiling raised her eyes again to look at the person in front of her, her eyes became red at some point, her eyes were moist, with a thick layer of water vapor floating, and she was dizzy and sad. A few strands of bangs hang down, a little messy by the wind, with a desolate and gloomy broken feeling.
Cen Zixiao looked at her and felt so uncomfortable.
Unfamiliar, distressed feeling.
She didn’t even realize that she was feeling sorry for her.
Half a sound, Yu Qiling hummed softly, her voice trembled, a tear slipped from her eyes, and was quickly wiped away by her.
She cried.
Cen Zixiao opened her lips slightly, looking at her with a bit of bitterness in her throat.
Yu Qiling couldn’t say anything, she turned around and walked forward staggeringly, she couldn’t hear or see anything.
She knew that she was just a joke. She had lived in her dream for nine years, and now she woke up.
The mice in the sewer, even if they are cleaned, are not worthy of the much-anticipated white swan.
What you don’t get will never get.
A dark light flashed in Yu Qiling’s eyes.
Cen Zixiao couldn’t believe that the person who rejected her personally had the urge to call her back.
But there is still no opening, impulsive sympathy can be suppressed.
She clearly knows that she has no feelings for her, and will never have it in the future.
She drank a lot tonight, but she lost sleep.
Tossing and turning, unable to sleep, my mind was full of the person before he left.
She never did.
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Time and Space Authority.
In the director’s office, there are computers, documents, landlines, and a cup of herbal tea on the mahogany desk.
The secretary knocked on the door and came in and put a stack of casebooks on the desk, “Song Bureau, these are the casebooks of the new batch of patients.”
“Well.” The director took a sip of the herbal tea and looked up at the secretary, “By the way, have you found her identity?”
together.”
“The information shows that she is Miss Cen’s first love, but it seems that the day after the two confirmed their relationship, Miss Cen went out with her parents. Because of her mother’s objection, the two broke up. After Cen The lady was in a car accident.”
The director frowned, recalling something, and said to the secretary, “Do you remember? Xiaoxiao’s parents died a few years ago. Alone, she looks a lot like her.”
The secretary recalled, “It’s really similar, it should be her.”
The director sighed, leaned back, and sighed: “I could tell that night that she really still likes Xiaoxiao. It’s been nine years, and it’s so rare to remember her all the time. Feelings.”
The secretary smiled bitterly for Yu Qiling, “But Miss Cen doesn’t remember anything. According to her character, she should refuse?”
“Yeah…” The director said: “The rejection was decisive, and it was indeed cruel to that child.”
“The Director is… trying to match them?”
The director touched the stubble, his cloudy eyes revealed distress and sighs, “This child Xiaoxiao is actually much more vulnerable than her brothers and sisters.”
“Look at her current life, she seems to be free and bright. In fact, she is empty, lonely and lonely.”
“When she first came nine years ago, she was most afraid of being alone, so she always clings to her sisters. She is also afraid of being alone now, so she always goes out to play with others, But no one can enter her heart, she has not adjusted well, and gradually, she has become what she is now, and I am also responsible. “
“This industry is like an actor, don’t get too deep into the play and can’t get out, don’t redeem others, lose yourself, but become the one to be redeemed.”
The secretary’s mood was slightly down, and after a while, he said, “Would you like to find a time to visit that person?”
The director nodded, “Go, find some time.”
The secretary nodded, “Okay.”
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Cen Zixiao slept very unsteadily these days, and she didn’t know if it was because of what happened that night that she always forced herself not to think about it, and always thought of her.
I haven’t been to the bar these days, and I haven’t been to the cattery I want to go to.
I can’t help but think that she looked sad that night, that she was hurt.
She has rejected a lot of people, her heart is numb, and she still feels sorry for her, why do you care about her so much? Just because she looks better than others?
Cen Zixiao admits that she is a dog.
The best way to stop thinking about her is to find someone who looks better than her. She searched for a very popular pull bar, looking for a better-looking sister.
She has played various roles in various places, what will she play today? poor student? Or a good girl who can’t find her way to a bar for the first time?
She finally chose a poorer role, “the poor little girl who was abandoned by her girlfriend for comfort.”
Changed into a short uniform and skirt, she started today’s nightlife, from the moment she stepped into the bar, she began to look for someone to tell her “sorrow” tonight.
The target was an elder sister with long wavy hair. Cen Zixiao found a seat not far from her and sat down, ordered several glasses of wine, and drank it alone.
The big wave sister quickly noticed her and took the initiative to approach her. She got her wish to drink with her sister and talk to each other.
Because she is really good-looking, Cen Zixiao still has a good impression of her, but at the end of the drink, this person offered to go to the hotel, Cen Zixiao had nausea, and the mood to play was gone. .
Cen Zixiao bought the wine money and left the bar without looking back.
She’s not drunk, it’s hard for her to get drunk.
Each indulgence is followed by a magnified emptiness.
She even made up her thoughts about “talking to each other” with others.
Why she likes to play so much, she is actually afraid of being alone.
But I hate the fast-food love that’s trending right now. She also doesn’t like people who are affectionate to her.
She actually likes the task, so for her, it is better not to let it go.
At least she still has a home in the mission.
Although it was stolen and will leave soon, as long as she continues fast enough, she can always have a home.
Addicted and awake at the same time.
The more you experience, the numb you become.
Tasks are just tasks after all.
The director said that no matter what happens, people cannot lose themselves.
She is long gone.
Walking aimlessly on the street, she couldn’t help thinking of the woman who had liked her for nine years.
She would think, how did she spend these nine years?
Now? Now how is she going to deal with the sadness?
It was such a big blow, she was so sad.
How can I be sad?
For some reason, Cen Zixiao suddenly felt uneasy and guilty, and her heartbeat accelerated inexplicably.
Unconsciously, she came to a bridge with a river under the bridge.
Looking around, you can see the bustling Jincheng at night.
Jincheng, the director said, is where she grew up.
Standing for a long time, staring at the sky in a daze, Cen Zixiao began to think about who she is. She remembered that the last time she thought about this was a long, long time ago.
A year ago? two years ago?
Why did she start to struggle again? Maybe drinking too much.
Perhaps, that person can tell her?
Thinking of this, Cen Zixiao’s heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and her heart was in severe pain. She covered her heart and took a deep breath, lowered her head, and saw something again, her pupils suddenly dilated.
I saw a person standing in the water under the bridge. The water had touched her chest. At this time, the person’s center of gravity was unstable and his whole body fell into the water.
Cen Zixiao immediately realized something and shouted into the water, and everyone around was attracted by her and looked into the water.
“Someone fell into the water!”
“Quick! Quick! Go down and save people!”
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