She Quit the Air Bag - Chapter 147

There are no less trivial things in daily life, chicken flying and dog jumping, pots and pans, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea are the ordinary daily life of most people.

City A University is the best local school in City A, and it has also been supported by the local government. In recent years, with the continuous expansion of the campus, the old-fashioned buildings have been rebuilt and gradually formed the current appearance.

The specially designated teacher’s residential area is a place that many students will definitely consider when they are about to graduate.

The construction of these houses took place many years ago. At that time, the foresighted leaders reserved a batch of houses, and now the people living here are basically all retired or still-serving faculty members and their families.

Together, they maintain the order and peace of the community. Apart from the beautiful scenery, the biggest feature of this community is the relaxed and peaceful atmosphere.

At noon, every household also started to fire according to the time of daily life.

Professor Song, who is over sixty-six and retired, went to the kitchen wearing reading glasses, preparing to prepare lunch with his old wife.

His cooking skills have always been disliked by his wife, so he can only do some work by washing vegetables and cutting vegetables. The sound of water flow will stop, and he is used to saving water. He is bending over to wash vegetables when he hears his busy wife suddenly opened his mouth.

“What do you think about Xiao Gao’s family downstairs? On weekdays, the family is gentle and gentle, they can’t even hear a quarrel, and the children are taught well.”

Professor Song understood the unfinished words of his wife, who was still struggling with her son and daughter-in-law.

The old couple are not people who have to interfere in the child’s life. As soon as the son gets married, he will let him go out to live. However, the life of the two couples is inevitably bumpy and bickering has happened several times. Just two days ago, the daughter-in-law even specially I came back and complained, saying that my son secretly went out to eat supper in the middle of the night.

Hearing this, the two of them were full of laughter, but the two of them quarreled very seriously. Although they would always reconcile in the end, Mrs. Song was worried and anxious all night. , sooner or later, no matter how good the relationship is, it will break up. Of course, the one who can be the control group is their Gao family downstairs.

“Is it okay? I think our family is pretty good too.” Professor Song wanted to change the subject, “Did the soup start?”

Mrs. Song was completely unaffected by this old-fashioned topic-changing technique. She turned off the fire and said solemnly: “That person is better! Comrade Song, you are not motivated at all. People have to go to high places! Look at people Xiao Gao. Home, Xiao Gao is a dignified person, a talented professor, and he is a very capable professor in school! Xiao Ning is a good-looking person, and he is usually very good, and he doesn’t quarrel with his mother-in-law. “

She said a lot in one breath, unable to hide her envious eyes.

When Professor Gao said that his mother was coming, she was still muttering for Xiaoning in her heart. The relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is not easy these days, and the key growth environment is different. In the middle, there is also the sensitive topic of parenting.

But who would have thought that the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law would get along very well when Mama Gao came. They lived upstairs and downstairs. The soundproofing of this building was broken, and there was no quarrel. Harmony?

However, it is rare to see this mother-in-law and daughter-in-law go out together on weekdays. Mrs. Song explained this by herself. It is always necessary to take the children out to work alone, and there are many generation gaps. It would be strange to go out together every day!

As for hearing people say Ning Chuxia spending money before, Mrs. Song scoffed, her eyes are pointed!

You must know that at that time, when Professor Gao was brought in by the school, it was not long after graduation, and he still hadn’t received a salary. Even if he could save money, it would not be much.

But when he arrived at the school, he bought a whole set of brand-new furniture and a car with a good price. If Xiaoning’s family did not contribute at all, she would never believe it.

Mrs. Song glared at her husband angrily: “You said that Ren Xiaogao is so knowledgeable and temperamental? If we say that family education is so familiar, then our son is not bad, but how did it happen?” It’s your fault written in the glasses.

She was really amazed at the pedantic style of this family. On weekdays, no matter when you enter the house, the house is neat and tidy, there is no noise at all, and it is not the kind of noisy and annoying type. A word of caution.

Professor Song pushed his glasses with the back of his hand: “Then I don’t think so.” Seeing that his wife didn’t hear him, he changed the subject. The TV series he mentioned casually really caught his wife’s attention. Watching his wife talk about the TV series , Professor Song heaved a sigh of relief, but at this moment, he thought of the family that his wife was talking about envy.

He and his wife had completely different views. Instead, he felt that the Xiaogao family downstairs was a little less human.

A family that is really living a good life and is living a happy life doesn’t think it should be like this.

Professor Song had met Ning Chuxia many times, and he always felt that the young girl always had a bit of gloom in her brows, even when she smiled, her eyes seemed to be filled with sadness.

As for the harmonious mother-in-law relationship of the Gao family that his wife praised, Professor Song felt even more subtle. He only knew that every time his daughter-in-law was happy or not, he would definitely call his wife, and his wife had never been complained about her son. When he was angry, he stood by his daughter-in-law most of the time to help soothe his emotions. Sometimes he thought that these two people were mother and daughter.

And the Gao family? Harmony is quite harmonious, but something is always missing.

As for the relationship between husband and wife, he can’t say why, but he knows to look for reference, just like his wife’s worried son and daughter-in-law, who quarrel every day, but every time after quarreling, they stick to each other sweetly, hand in hand, but he Xiao Gao and his wife have never been seen in private.

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Ning Chuxia didn’t know that Professor Song and Mrs. Song upstairs were talking about their home.

I don’t even know that the couple’s views are completely different. One thinks that they are a five-good family, the husband and wife are in love with each other, and the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are happy;

If she knew the thoughts of these two, she would definitely praise Professor Song’s eyes, Professor Song really read it right, this is really strange.

The long memory she received was like crying blood.

At the same time, she also received a novel. This love novel called “It’s Never Too Late to Meet” is lined with the original memory that Ning Chuxia received, which is full of irony.

First of all, let’s talk about this romantic novel called “It’s Never Too Late to Meet”. As for the genre of the novel, it probably has to be labeled with a deep sadomasochistic label. It is an ancient novel that was popular when Ning Chuxia was quite young.

“It’s Never Too Late to Meet” tells the story of Yu Mishuang, a top 10 girl who grew up under the expectations of her teachers and surrounding relatives and friends, after she entered the university campus.

As the protagonist, Yu Mishuang, the heroine, has been endowed with many beautiful qualities. In addition to the halo of being a scholar, she also has a beautiful face comparable to a star. She has long fluttering hair and has been pursued by many school boys, but she She lived by the rules since she was a child, and she never promised to pursue her classmates.

The classmates around her said she was the flower of high mountains, but Yu Mishuang knew in her heart that it wasn’t that she didn’t want to fall in love, but she just disliked the classmates around her for being too naive and immature.

The beginning of the novel was written directly from Yu Mishuang’s admission to graduate school. From Yu Mishuang’s point of view, the author described her professor as unparalleled in the world.

And this mature professor naturally showed his extraordinary charm as a mature man in the following clips. He easily solved the problems of life for Yu Mi Shuang, and guided her academically and in the direction of life forever. , is an existence that is far away and close at hand.

As the story unfolds, Yu Mishuang gets to know the professor more and more, and gradually discovers that the professor she admires and even has unspoken love is actually not happy in real life.

The professor is beautiful, but he has a very worldly wife.

She doesn’t know how to respect the professor’s achievements, and how admirable the person next to her bed is. She spends her free time and doesn’t know how to save the house, and she often quarrels with the professor over trivial matters, which affects the professor’s work.

Seeing this, Ning Chuxia knew the general pattern of the story.

A kind and beautiful heroine meets a “beautiful and miserable” hero, isn’t it perfect? Although he is excellent and powerful, he still needs the rescue and love of the heroine.

Sure enough, in the next story, the professor and the heroine gradually deepened their feelings for each other because of experiments and other things together, but this relationship is also out of love and polite. In the story, this part of the story wants to touch but dare not touch Touch’s ambivalence is particularly well described.

The lips parted as soon as the two met, the hug that lasted less than a few seconds, and the physical contact that seemed to be just an accidental collision, trying to restrain but unable to suppress their feelings.

At this time, the vicious female partner should appear. The professor’s wife destroyed all the romantic atmosphere, and she began to destroy everything around her.

First, she went to the college to make trouble and made Yu Mishuang ugly in public; then she went to the college leader and asked the school to change her tutor for Yu Mishuang… In short, during this period of time, she did almost everything she could to make Yu Mishuang look bad. Embarrassed and humiliated, she finally had to choose to leave the sad place across the ocean. After she went abroad, she forced herself not to listen to the news from China, but some news broke into her ears.

She heard that the professor and his wife were having a divorce, that the professor was constantly reported by his wife and that he lost his teaching position, and that… She knew that the professor had a bad life and wanted to go back to China countless times, but she was afraid of letting her parents Sad, making her friend who used to worry about her unhappy, and finally she and the professor can only send emails to encourage each other in a tacit way that can only be known to each other.

In such novels, a pot of dog blood is always spilled, but this pot was spilled on the first wife. Yu Mi Shuang was preparing for the exam, but found something wrong in the words of her friend who were dodging. She hurriedly asked. Knowing that the professor and his wife had a quarrel on the way to divorce, Xu was distracted by the quarrel, the car directly hit the guardrail next to him, the professor’s body was broken, and the wife died on the spot, the marriage that should have turned into divorce that day directly became. Widowed.

Needless to say, Yu Mishuang naturally rushed back to the country with the person she loved despite her opposition, and her firm behavior finally moved her parents, her persistent waiting paid off, the professor woke up, and the two finally became justifiable. couple.

The book that can be held in the virtual hand is still covered with a book cover, which is a recommendation written by the editor and fellow authors.

“A love that transcends taboos, morals, life and death, the top ten tear-jerking masterpieces of the year.”

“Highly recommended! You and I, who met on campus, will still hold each other’s hands after many years.”

“Pure campus love, I love you just because I love you, I am willing to pay all the price for you.”

Well, Ning Chuxia vaguely remembered that when she was a child, this type of novel was really popular. At that time, this type of novel was quite popular. Although she didn’t like to read it herself, she could understand why this type of novel was popular. .

After all, most of everyone’s fantasies during adolescence are things that they can’t do by themselves, and this type of love is all the more sought after.

It’s just that when I look back on it as an adult, most of these novels have countless slots.

For example, why do well-behaved and cute girls have to be matched with a gangster in the society? It’s okay to be matched. How can there be situations such as abortion and miscarriage, as if they were on a plane and couldn’t be pulled back?

Ning Chuxia thought the novel was ironic, but it was actually because of the hero’s name.

This handsome professor named Kochi Zhuo and the perfect male **** looked at him horizontally and vertically. Isn’t that the original husband?

And in that book, there was a lot of complaints, and it was pointed out by thousands of people that the original wife who deserved it was the original body.

But in her memory, the story was completely another version.

Ning Chuxia was thinking of this when there was a knock on the wooden door, and she got up lazily from the bed. When she opened the door, she saw Gao’s mother who was standing outside and turned away.

Mother Gao turned around quickly, Ning Chuxia’s sharp eyes just caught the fierce emotion on her face, and she looked very angry.

And the direction she was heading towards was Gao Jinxing’s position.

The four-year-old boy has the appearance of a tiger’s head and a tiger’s head. With a round shaved, one can see a round head shape, a little flesh on his face, but his limbs are still slender, and he can see the long eyelashes when he bows his head slightly. , it makes people’s heart soften.

And now Gao Jinxing is sitting on the sofa and playing with the car. The way he plays is very simple. He slides the car from one end of the sofa to the other and goes back and forth. The slightest sound, if not for the slight sound of the car swiping across the sofa, would have made it impossible to notice his presence.

Ning Chuxia looked at Gao Jinxing, and her eyes were full of love. In the original story, this child should be the most unlucky and pitiful one.

Hearing the movement from grandma, Gao Jinxing immediately raised his head, Ning Chuxia just met Gao Jinxing’s gaze.

The boy’s eyes were black and white, so clear that he could see the bottom. He could hardly hide his joy when he saw his mother, but even so, he didn’t dare to get off the sofa.

In fact, for the four-year-old Gao Jinxing, this sofa is definitely not a difficult level to solve. He naturally knows that getting down from it will not hurt.

Gao Jinxing’s hand holding the car didn’t move, his eyes seemed to be looking at grandma, but he was actually looking past grandma and looked at mom, but after seeing grandma’s dark face, he quickly lowered his head and looked back at the car.

When Ning Chuxia saw all this, she couldn’t help but feel pain in her heart. The one who was most apologetic was this son. In fact, this child has indeed suffered a lot of damage.

Anyone who has raised children of this age will know that children do not remember the lessons of adults very much. When they are taught, they are sincerely afraid and sincerely admit their mistakes. They can become goldfish in seven seconds. That is also a complete forgetting with absolutely no water.

The only “beautiful” that can make such children etched in their bones is the continuous output of “violence”. Of course, the educated Gao family members do not use real violence. What they are good at is cold violence. The king of cold violence.

Of course, Ning Chuxia knew why Mama Gao came to knock on the door specially, wasn’t it just for the tableware and unprepared lunch?

But even so, she still didn’t plan to say a word to Ning Chuxia. After all, their Gao family was very good at being dumb.

And this is the source of all the bad things in the original body.

In the memory of the original body, the childhood memories are very dark. After the parents who were barely loving parents started a business together, they became an active volcano that erupted randomly every day from time to time. , but as soon as you go home, no, as soon as you avoid people, there will be an immediate quarrel.

It is said that good friends starting a business together will turn against each other, and lovely people starting a business together, it will never be much better. The only person Ning’s father and Ning’s mother will not avoid is the original body. They quarrel hysterically in front of the original body. All the unpleasant words that come to mind are used on the other side.

Originally, the original body, who was scared and afraid because of the parents’ quarrel, became the sacrifice of the two people’s quarrel.

I don’t know what kind of mentality, Ning’s father and Ning’s mother liked to take the original body and “punished” when they quarreled. It seems that they realized that she was not enough to participate, so they enthusiastically added a place for her, then It is the “sinner” who caused it all.

“Look, at the age of Chu Xia, you can’t even dress up. It’s not because you are a mother who can’t teach? I usually make a mess at home every day, and of course my daughter follows you to learn.”

“Hehe, you talk about how talented you are every day in the early summer, but your selfishness has affected your daughter, right? The teacher in the school told me last time that this child has a special temperament, and I’m afraid she will not get along well with others. , how come you are such a big man that you can’t even take care of children.”

This is not enough, they will also talk to their daughters in private. The content of the conversation is not complicated, that is, they attack each other in front of their daughters, and keep telling the original body that this family was ruined by your father/mother, arguing like this They have no plans to divorce at all, but even when their daughter is an adult, the quarrel has not ended. It just added another charge to her daughter. If it wasn’t for her daughter, they would definitely not stay in this home.

Although the family has more and more money, she rarely feels happy because of it. Ning Chuxia, who grew up in such an environment, is especially afraid of any quarrel. She is almost a temperless person. It must be her.

She is particularly yearning for marriage. She has never known what a happy family looks like. She particularly wants to have a happy family through marriage. When she was nearing graduation, she met Zhuo Kochi.

Soon after the two met, the original body fell under the pursuit of Kochi Taku, and she saw everything she yearned for in Kochi Taku.

Gao’s family is always soft-spoken when communicating, and the family is often quiet, and Kochi Zhuo never vents his emotions to her. Even if things go wrong in study and work, he will resolve them by himself. She feels that she has found her always. She was looking for the right person, so she married Kochi Zhuoshan.

But after marriage, she didn’t wait for Qin Se and Ming, or a happy family, but endless cold violence.

Yes, Kochi Takashi really doesn’t get angry or even curse like his father and mother, and his mouth is full of extremely insulting words.

But silence is no better than scolding.

All she knew was that every cold war was inexplicable, that a man who treated her mildly and could answer a word one second would immediately be silent and indifferent the next, even if she spoke coquettishly, she would never pay attention.

She didn’t even know what she was doing wrong, she only knew that she had made her husband angry.

She was relieved after finally coaxing people, but this kind of peace will not last long, and the next inexplicable cold war will come.

But her maintenance of family and feelings was not passed on to Kochi Zhuona, and it seemed like an insurmountable wall had been built between the two.

The original body cannot be found in it, but Ning Chuxia can clearly see the changes that have happened to her.

She became more and more sensitive and cautious, turning observation into her instinct. When she realized that her husband was unhappy, she subconsciously began to please her. result.

After discovering that she was pregnant, she naively thought that this would be an opportunity for change, but she did not expect that it would only get worse after her son was born.

The mother-in-law who appeared in her life, who she once thought was a good person, is actually a cold and violent person like her husband. The mother and son are carved out of the same mold. When she is angry, she will not have a single accusation, but her face immediately turned cold. Treating you as air, she sometimes feels as if she really is air, as if it never existed.

It was obvious that she had been forced to collapse in the middle of it, but everyone around her thought they were a family that never quarreled. Many people were reading to her over and over again, and she couldn’t find a lantern. To the perfect husband, she should cherish the blessing.

Later, it was the story in the novel. The original body did often quarrel with her husband, but I am afraid no one knew that it was Kochi Taku, not her, who started the quarrel.

She was really hysterical, but she only looked for Yu Mishuang once, and the rest was spent on her husband. Naturally, she also blamed the student who was with her husband, but she blamed her husband more. Whether it was being a teacher who violated the morality of teachers and getting together with students, or being the father of the child, her husband chose to cheat irresponsibly. is sinful.

All her out-of-control is because her husband is unwilling to give her an answer. She can’t figure out what she did wrong to be punished like this. If she is right, then their problem Where is it, she has worked very hard, why can’t she still get a happy home?

But whether she was angry and begging, Kochi Zhuo didn’t say a word, didn’t give her an answer, just played and disappeared, and the original search for someone became one of the evidences that she was persistent and troubled. Everyone seems to be on Kochi Taku’s side, saying that she has such a bad personality, Professor Gao must have endured it for a long time, and if it were them, they would also cheat.

The car accident happened suddenly, Yuan Shi only remembered that her husband made a turn and chose to protect himself, exposing her to danger. Although she never expected it, she was still disappointed when it really happened.

With her soul lingering in the world, she saw her husband and Yu Mishuang came together after “tremendous hardships”. Her ex-wife was called the wrong one. Gao Jinxing, who was left behind, did not forget her mother. He was extremely repelled by his kind stepmother. In the end, she was sent to her original parents because she “hurt” her stepmother and “disobeyed her father’s discipline”. She was in a state of soul with her son for a long time.

She watched Gao Jinxing feel bad about mental violence, but due to the influence of childhood, he unconsciously and uncontrollably carried out such behavior in reality, and then fell into a cycle of self-loathing.

She didn’t even take a look at the unhappy Ko Chi Zhuo and Yu Mi, who was just so eagerly and painfully watching her son struggle, and at this time she realized that she was always living in the shadow of her parents. ——

The happy family she tried to maintain did not bring happiness to her son, only a dark cloud that could not be dissipated.