Shen’s prison love: Sorry for loving you too much - Chapter 1016
Finding that ye Xingyi’s look is not right, Shen Fengming quickly holds Ye Xingyi to comfort him, “it’s OK, it’s OK, it will be OK!”
A huge sob rolled out of Ye Xing’s throat. She was scared. Then, she pushed Shen Fengming away and slapped her face. She slapped her face madly. She was angry and ruthless, merciless!
Once again, she couldn’t forgive herself. The pain of slapping her face was less than one ten thousandth of the pain in her heart. In fact, she hated herself and scolded herself.
“It’s all me. It’s all my fault. I’m useless. I can’t save Aya. I killed her! it’s me! Ah The crazy flow of tears, the world suddenly became very dark, ye Xingyi fell into the black abyss, a strong sink.
When she slapped herself in the face, Shen Fengming seized her. Hei Lu’s eyes were shocked and angry. “Don’t beat yourself. Don’t do this. It’s not your fault at all!”
Once blocked, ye Xingyi suddenly gets angry. Suddenly she slaps Shen Fengming in the face with her backhand and scolds him, beating Shen Fengming on the chest, “why did you come so late? Why are you so late? If you had come earlier, Aya would not have died! ”
“Why don’t you let me die? Why does it happen every time? Why let them die in front of me every time? Why don’t you let me replace you?? Why? Why? ”
She cried miserably, and her great grief beat her to pieces. She thought of many times in the past. There were so many people who died in front of her. She had countless relationships with her. She stood up many times, but was beaten to the bottom by fate again.
The voice in my mind, which had been suppressed for a long time, rolled up again and sneered at her coldly. “Yes, people who are related to you will encounter misfortune. You are a villain. What’s the meaning of your life? You are the one who should die
Sin and resentment rolled like a wave, like the mouth of a monster, devouring her all at once!
“Enough!”
Suddenly, Ye Xing is shocked by the thunder. Her cry stops suddenly. She looks at Shen Fengming dully. She has never seen such a terrible side of a man. Her eyes are sad and cold. Her face is like a sculpture. Without any extra expression, she can make people realize that he is in a rage now.
“How dare you say that? Who are you going to die for? I’m still here. My son and daughter are waiting for you to go back. There are so many important people waiting for you. What qualifications do you have to die! ”
Shen Fengming’s voice was like thunder, as if he was really angry and his chest was up and down.
Ye Xingyi looked at him dully, tears as if free consciousness rolling down.
Seeing her like this, Shen Fengming’s heart aches. He wants to pull her into his arms and hold her tightly, as if to embed her into his own bone marrow. He says with deep pain, “don’t curse yourself like this. It’s not your fault. You shouldn’t feel guilty for anyone’s death. I promise you that I will avenge ya!”
“Revenge?” Ye Xingyi collapsed in Shen Fengming’s arms and put her jaw on Shen Fengming’s shoulder. She unconsciously looked out of the window and cried, “what’s the use of revenge? Aya won’t come back. Aya is no longer there. I’m useless. I’m useless. I shouldn’t bring her back. If I don’t bring her back, maybe she won’t appear this kind of thing. It’s my fault, mine…”
Ye Xingyi wails bitterly. She curls herself up and blocks everything from the outside world until she is exhausted and faints.
From then on, she fell into an endless nightmare. She is now more disgusted than ever before. She doubts whether her existence is the nightmare itself. As long as she is related to her, she will encounter misfortune.
She always dreamed of two little girls, one in a red skirt and the other in a white skirt, hopping along the path full of small stones in the garden, as if playing games. Sometimes she was very happy to see them and wanted to shout, but the two little girls suddenly ran forward.
She was afraid that they would fall, so she followed them all the time. She cried anxiously, “don’t run, don’t run, be careful if you fall down. Would you stop and let me hold you?”
The children giggle, but they don’t stop. They run faster and faster, and then suddenly there is an abyss mouth in front of them. The two little girls fall down without turning back. Ye Xingyi stands on the edge of the abyss, covers her mouth, and is so scared that her heart and mind are scattered.
Then the boundless sea water overflowed, and the cold touch spread from her feet to her mandible, finally drowning her whole body.
Ye Xingyi couldn’t breathe. He floated in the sea, feeling nothing but cold, heavy and hopeless. Suddenly, two little girls were floating not far in front of him. They just fell down. The two little girls were covered with blood, and their faces were white and blue. They were floating in the water, as if they were unconscious.
Ye Xingyi couldn’t move in horror. He watched the two little girls open their eyes fiercely and stare at her with fear and resentment. He opened his mouth and asked in a thin voice full of resentment, “elder sister, elder sister, why don’t you save me? Why can’t you save me? Why? I don’t want to die, sister. I don’t want to die. Sister, sister, help me… ”
“Ah, ah, ah, ah!” Ye Xingyi fiercely pinches his scalp and screams madly!
“No, no, I want to save you, I want to save you, I want to save you, but I can’t save you, I can’t save you! Sobbing, sobbing… ”
The dark room was in a mess. The pale woman in pajamas lay on the floor and screamed wildly. The cry was so fierce that it penetrated through the door and scared the nurses outside.
“Miss ye, Miss ye, would you please open the door?” Through the door panel, the nurses tried their best to come in, but found that the door was blocked by a chair from inside, the door lock could not be opened, and they could not hit the door panel.
It has been half a month. Miss ye, who has been sent to recuperate, will lose control, scream and lose consciousness every day, and her symptoms are getting more and more serious. This time, their heart will stop.
“What’s the matter? What’s the matter? ” Suddenly a reprimand came. The nurses turned back in a hurry and saw a tall figure coming quickly behind them. He Zinan rushed angrily, holding flowers in his hand and some food. Hearing the heartbreaking cry from inside, his heart trembled, “why don’t you go in?”
The nurse was startled by his terrible face. Knowing that the other party misunderstood, she quickly explained, “Mr. He, it’s not that we don’t go in, it’s that the door is blocked by Miss Ye. We can’t go in. Other people have gone to call the doctor and the security guard to come over…”
“Come on, take it away. Get out of the way.”
The scream suddenly stopped. He had a bad feeling in his heart. He immediately stuffed the thing in his hand into the nurse’s hand to let people walk away. He then gathered enough strength to kick the door. With a loud bang, the door was kicked out of a hole by him.
The nurse was so surprised that she couldn’t say anything. He extended his hand along the hole, pushed the contents open and twisted the door handle to enter.
The room was in a mess, everything fell to the ground, the doors and windows were closed, the light was dim, and ye Xingyi’s figure could not be seen on the bed. He Zinan frowned and hurried forward for a few steps. At one glance, he saw the dazzling blood line on the messy ground extending from the bedside to the bath room.
“Damn it! The stars move He Zinan’s pupil suddenly shrinks. He rushes into the bathroom even if he doesn’t want to. He draws a gourd and kicks the door open. Then he sees a delicate figure in a sick suit lying on the edge of the bathtub.
The shower head is splashing down. The water is mixed with Ye Xingyi’s severed wrist, and the blood flows into the sewer. In front of him, there is a mixture of white and red. There is a kind of gorgeous weird feeling.
“Ye Xingyi!” He was so scared that his heart almost stopped. He grabbed Ye Xingyi’s wrist and pressed her wound. He cried angrily, “what are you doing? Who told you to do that? ”
Ye Xingyi was caught in his arms, her head turned unconsciously, her pale cheeks became thinner and thinner, and her blurred eyes became bigger and bigger. She moved her lips to he Zinan, and she could do nothing but cry.
Listening to the woman’s whimper in his arms, he couldn’t bear to blame her any more. He could only hold her firmly in his arms and comfort her by touching her messy hair. “It’s OK. It’s OK. Everything will be OK. We still have Bo ting and Qing Qing Qing, and my little cotton flower. She has no mother since she was a child, and she will treat you as a mother in the future, How could you have the heart to leave them alone? ”
The woman who had just repressed her crying was shaking all over her body. Suddenly she burst out crying. She was shaking all over her body and crying as loud as she could. Her spare hand tightly grasped he Zinan’s chest clothes and almost broke her shirt.
He didn’t care. He felt sad and his eyes were red.
Suddenly, there was a scream in his ear. He turned back and saw the nurses covering their mouths outside the bathroom. He was surprised to see the situation inside. He frowned and yelled, “what are you doing now? Why don’t you call the doctor to clean up the outside?”
“Oh, OK, OK, clean it up now. The doctor will be here in a minute.” After all, the nurses were very professional. They quickly calmed down, cleaned up the outside with the speed of light, and put on new bedding.
At this time, the doctor rushed over and panted for he Zinan to put the patient into the hospital bed. He wanted to check the patient’s condition. When he saw the wound on his wrist, which almost cut the bone, the doctor gasped for air.
What a tough hand it takes! This is my own meat. How can I cut it so deep?
No way, can only take back to the operating room for suture operation.