She’s The Older Sister Of The Yandere Male Lead In A BL Novel - Chapter 31 – Part 2

“I feel sorry for the Saint.”

“So, did the Angel order the saint to pass on the ordeal?”

Francis smiled warmly. As expected, the Angel’s choice has never been wrong.

“It’s the first mission of the two of you who will become Shadows, so this ordeal will be a little easier.”

“Is it the rumors?”

“Let us exaggerate the rumors a bit. Negatively.”

“But if you use your powers, you will be able to quickly prove the rumors are false.”

“It’s called a go-between. If he can’t even do that, he’s not in line with the Angel’s will.”

There was no need to make things grand from the start.

In any case, even in the temple, the Saint was not revealed anyway, and rumors were already circulating that the Saint was not good since childhood.

Whenever something happens, Duke Rogelio or the Pope himself will step up and deny it.

Rumor has it, that the Saint is incompetent, morever, her personality was also rumored to be bad.

Or too timid.

The rumors are extreme, but they usually believed in the former.

Because out of those who have met the Saint, three out of ten of them have pointed out the Saint’s awful personality.

It was clear that if they were to start another rumor to the people who were dissatisfied with the Saint, they would roar with excitement.

Rumors will then spread quickly.

As Patrick listened quietly, he then asked with a nervous look.

“If you make one mistake, you might be considered a witch and be burned at the stake, right?”

“So it won’t be an ordeal. A Saint must transcend that too.”

They thought it was insignificant that even if they failed, there would be an Angel’s will.They believed in the will of the Angel and did not doubt it.

Patrick was silent for a while and soon shook his head.

“But I am a little curious. She is already a child of another god, so why is she asking for an ordeal?”

At his question, Abel slammed the table. Annoyed, he glared back at Abel.

“What now?”

“Are you questioning the Angel’s will? You must have forgotten what would happen!”

“Ha!”

He exhaled as if he were dumbfounded and jumped up from his seat.

“What, are you doubting my faith now?”

Abel also stood up from his seat, not backing down, he raised his voice.

“Why are you asking such a question then?”

“Nothing, I’m just curious…!”

“Stop!”

When Francis shouted, Patrick and Abel got quiet. Sighing deeply, he placed a hand on his throbbing forehead.

“Stop it. This is why I didn’t want to come along with you guys. I thought it’d be a little quieter if I became a Shadow.”

“I-I’m sorry.”

“… I made a mistake.”

The two of them sat down again quietly. He was quite young, but he was appointed as a Shadow because of his outstanding skills.

Only those who have served the Angel for a long time, have a deep faith, and have the skills, are eligible to become Shadows.

However, the two entered quite early compared to the others.

They were recommended by the leader of the Shadows himself, so there was no need to talk about their skills.

However, Francis was slightly dissatisfied with his Master who put the two together.

The two were notorious for biting and fighting each other every day.

On top of that, this is my first mission as a Shadow, and I can’t understand why I am paired with these two.

“Patrick.”

“Yes.”

“Do not question the Angel’s Oracle. Don’t you remember the first thing you learn when you join the church?”

There’s no way he couldn’t have known. All believers who worship the Angel should never have any doubts about the Angel.

“I’m very sorry.”

Francis added, while tapping his fingers on the table.

“This is all the will of the Angel. We just have to follow it. This is the first ordeal of the Saint given by the Angel. We just have to watch how the Saint goes through the trials and inform the Angel.”

Exhaling reverently, Abel and Patrick closed their eyes and put their hands together as if praying at his words.

“Everything is under the will of the Angel.”

* * * 

It had been quite some time since I had talked to Frey after Lisandro’s interruption.

It was because Lissandro was blocking everything.

Even if I really wanted to punch him, the problem was that I had to let it go because he is my brother.

But I couldn’t leave this alone anymore. We had to meet in person and talk.

If I am prevented from meeting Frey this time, I’ll be really angry.

No matter how much I think about it and make assumptions, the truth was with Frey anyway.

The real truth existed closer to me, so I didn’t have to wrap my head like this and think about it.

When he told me it was from a dream, I remembered the first dream I had and the dream in which I died at the hands of Lisandro.

Does that mean, Frey witnessed that scene too…?

When I dreamed of being killed by Lisandro, my emotions raged like a storm.

At that moment, I could clearly feel that I was Yurenia.

Then I stopped.

“…Why did I die back then?” (T/N: in the modern time)

Is it because I was immersed in thought by biting my tail? I was reminded of my death in modern times.

My cause of death was still unknown. And why did I return here?

I mean, my previous life was originally during the modern times, and I was reincarnated and lived here, but has the time doubled back again…?

Does that mean my friend who showed me the book knew everything?

I was confused in my life not knowing which came first.

I had so many questions. I died in modern times, was reborn and lived as Yurenia, and was able to recall the past memories from the life I had in the modern times.

The twisted thread was so tightly tangled, it was impossible to untie the strands.

Frey was the only one who could alleviate this confusion. Talking to him could reveal something I didn’t know.

“As expected, we should meet in person and ask.”

I jumped up from my seat and pulled the summoning rope. After a while, Uta entered.

“I’ll be going out, so get the carriage ready.”

“G-Going out?”

This is unlike Uta, asking her in embarrassment.

My head hurt so much that I couldn’t even notice the strange behavior.

“Yes, quick. Keep it from Lisandro as much as possible.”

“…W-Where are you going?”

What’s wrong with her?

She was originally a child who would do whatever I wanted without question. I stared at her in wonder.

She seemed to be hiding something, she was avoiding my gaze…

But it is far more important for me to meet and talk to Frey right now.

“I’m going to meet Frey. Hurry up.”

“U-uh… Yes, at once. F-For a moment!”

Uta, who was acting strangely, was suspicious until the end, but I quickly calmed my nerves and put on the robe.

Wearing a light purple robe, I left the room to wait in advance at the front door.

I didn’t know that if Lisandro suddenly came in from here, I would be blocked and I wouldn’t be able to go to Frey.

I heard words can become seeds. After standing still, a large man quickly ran from a distance and blocked my view.

Is it an animal-like instinct or something?

“I thought a wild boar was running towards me.”

“Ah, Noonim!”

He stood in front of me and screamed loudly, he then grabbed my robe and pulled at it as if to take it off.

“What are you doing?”

“You are forbidden to go out.”

“Huh? What do you mean forbidden?”

“Do not go outside! Hurry back inside.”

I can’t go outside at this age?

Without breaking a sweat, he pushed me back into the room and I was unable to shake him off, even though my own strength is commendable.

I was dumbfounded, I blanked out and suddenly turned around.