Si Nian, Do You Want To Kiss Me? - Chapter 58

    The moment Si Nian turned her head, she felt like she could hear the “click” sound of stiff neck, she looked at Xu Ran who hadn’t noticed anything, her voice was a bit dry, “Jiang Hanyu came to my room?”

    Xu Ran nodded, “Yeah! I’ll let her see if you’re awake! But it seems that I didn’t wake you up. Hurry up and eat, today’s fruit is also very fresh, etc. Remember to eat more later!”

    After breakfast, Si Nian went upstairs. She knew that Jiang Hanyu was in the next room now, and now she was standing at the door of Jiang Hanyu’s room, hesitating to know whether to knock on the door.

    But in the end, Si Nian still looked at the tightly closed door, turned around and gave up. She didn’t know what to ask when she saw Jiang Hanyu after knocking on the door. Ask her why she didn’t wake her up when she entered her room? It seemed that Jiang Hanyu didn’t need to wake her up, so what else could she ask, Si Nian didn’t know, and even she still hadn’t figured out where this irritable feeling in her heart came from and how to make it go away.

    Back to the room, Si Nian faced the textbook in front of him, and he couldn’t read it. She obviously didn’t set an alarm clock today, just because she didn’t want to have any more expectations. And in the end, she got what she wanted and didn’t wake up until now, but now sitting at the desk, she still couldn’t help thinking about the day Jiang Hanyu made an appointment with her to go out for the weekend. In a dream, you can temporarily forget your expectations, but now, after waking up, you start to look forward to it again.

    Si Nian had a very hard day, and even when she was eating at noon, she couldn’t help but secretly glance at Jiang Hanyu several times. I don’t know if the other party didn’t notice it or if he stopped focusing his attention on Si Nian at all. Anyway, during this period, Si Nian never collided with the eyes of the person on the other side.

    Lost, at this moment, Si Nian felt a deep sense of loss.

    This feeling is even more profound than when others looked down on using words to slander it many years ago. It was like drowning in my heart, heavy and unable to breathe. Si Nian watched Jiang Hanyu finish lunch first, and after saying “I’m going to bed”, went upstairs without looking at her.

    The weekend started with Si Nian’s great anticipation, and ended with the great disappointment that came late at night. After looking forward to it for a long time, I was finally disappointed. Si Nian sniffed as he lay on the bed. I don’t want to cry, but I still feel wronged. Since she couldn’t make a promise, why should she be expected at the beginning? In the end, she hoped foolishly, and hoped in vain.

    Si Nian’s eyes were a little puffy when he woke up on Monday morning. This time, Jiang Hanyu seemed to have seen it, and said, “There are eye drops at home, can you drop a drop, or go to school in the afternoon?”

    Si Nian shook his head, his voice was a little cold, “No, it was like this before, I’m used to it. Besides, the eye drops that Zhao Qiao gave me before have not been used up, the effect is not bad, I Just use that.”

    When Jiang Hanyu heard this, an uneasy look flashed on his face, “Oh, okay.”

    But Jiang Hanyu’s uneasy Si Nian didn’t see it. She thought about it for a long time last night and knew why she was unhappy. Always have extravagant expectations for things or people you don’t have, and once there is no expected result, you will inevitably lose. She doesn’t want to pin her hopes on others anymore. This is what she understood before coming to Jiang’s house, and she feels that she can keep going like this without being moved, but she didn’t expect that when she met Jiang Hanyu, she had been strictly guarding it. The door in my heart, I don’t know when I secretly opened a small gap for Jiang Hanyu. Then, she devoured herself.

    Jiang Hanyu felt that Si Nian was very cold to him today, but when she asked why, Si Nian had a frank face and replied, “No? Maybe I didn’t sleep well, and I didn’t really want to talk.”

    Jiang Hanyu was not stupid enough to hear that it was perfunctory, she still wanted to find the answer on Si Nian’s face, but Si Nian looked at her with his clear eyes and asked: ” What are you looking at?” Jiang Hanyu instantly dispelled his heart to find out, and sat silently in the back seat, without saying a word to the school.

    Si Nian just got out of the car, and before he took a few steps, he suddenly heard a familiar voice in his ear, and seemed to be a little surprised.

    “Si Nian!”

    When she heard this voice, Si Nian suddenly seemed to have been immobilized by someone, and it seemed to have the effect of petrification, making her stand on the spot, and instantly seemed to move a little Incredible.

    Si Nian thought she would never hear this voice again in her life, and she was willing not to hear it in her life, but, dramatic, when she was caught off guard and had no preparations, God played a big joke on her.

    Jiang Hanyu, who was behind Si Nian, also heard it.

    Jiang Hanyu turned a step faster than Si Nian, and the woman named Si Nian was found at a glance, for no other reason, just because the latter did not wear the school uniform of Nangao, and was dressed in regular clothes, which was very conspicuous.

    A tall, thin girl with short hair and a round face, she doesn’t look like any aggressive girl.

    Jiang Hanyu quickly put her eyes back on Si Nian. She didn’t know much about Si Nian’s past, and she didn’t even know who Si Nian’s former friends were. Now, Jiang Hanyu watched Si Nian walk towards the girl in the long windbreaker step by step, she frowned slightly, not for anything else, but Jiang Hanyu saw that the expression on Si Nian’s face did not look like an old friend The joy of reunion.

    “Si Nian…” Jiang Hanyu finally spoke up. As long as Si Nian needed it, she could drive away the girl in front of her at any time.

    But Si Nian didn’t accept Jiang Hanyu’s kindness, “Go to the classroom first, I’ll come over later, and I’ll have a chat with my friends.”

    Jiang Hanyu gave Si Nian a complicated look, and finally turned and left without saying a word.

    After watching Jiang Hanyu disappear, Si Nian retracted his gaze and looked at the person in front of him, “Jing Huan, why are you here?”

    The girl who was called Jinghuan by Si Nian smiled and said, “Why, you don’t want to see me? As soon as I came to Nancheng, I found out that you were here. I’ve come to find you.”

    Si Nian: “…what do you want me to do?”

    “Is that your new classmate just now? Or who?” Jing Huan looked at Si Nian with narrow eyes, and suddenly approached her, “Hey, Si Nian, you won’t move so quickly Don’t fall in love, right? Could the girl just now be your latest pursuit? Tsk tsk…”

     If it’s boring, then I’ll go first, and there’s no need for us to meet in the future. We didn’t know each other very well, didn’t we?”

    “Si Nian, you are really a little white-eyed wolf!” Seeing her turn around, Jing Huan quickly shot and took Si Nian’s arm. Meant to leave. “Don’t leave in such a hurry. Speaking of which, we haven’t seen each other for half a year, Si Nian, don’t you want to talk to me?”

    At this time, at the gate of the school, it was the peak period of school, and there were many people coming and going. Jinghuan was the only person here who was not wearing a school uniform, which was too eye-catching. Si Nian had no choice but to follow her to sit at the door of the convenience store not far away.

    “What did I talk to you about?” Si Nian’s tone was not very good. Back then, a person who gave her warmth and then trampled on her true heart, she really hadn’t thought about what to do With what kind of mood to face.

    Jing Huan didn’t seem to notice her unhappiness, put one hand on the table, leaned forward slightly, and got close to Si Nian, “Hey, don’t you still like me?”

    Si Nian: “…”

    “Otherwise, why don’t you look at me? Si Nian, I told you a long time ago that your feelings are not right, look, otherwise everyone would have that kind of expression when they knew about it. Right?” Jing said with a smile.

    “Shut up!” Si Nian’s voice suddenly rose twice, she is usually a person who can calm herself down and never gets angry easily, but now, when facing Jinghuan, Between her brows, she couldn’t help but get angry.

     “Have you been hit by me? Si Nian, you don’t have to be so embarrassed.”

    Si Nian sneered, “Are you here to provoke me today?”

    Jing Huan shook his head, “No, I actually just wanted to tell you that I recently transferred to Nancheng to study, and we will be in the same city again. We can meet at any time, and I will take you as your own. Friend. But now that I see you, I find that you don’t seem to regard me as a friend, and I’m a little sad.”

    Si Nian was so angry that she didn’t know what to say, what Jinghuan did to her back then, if she could calm down and sit down and continue to be friends with the latter, she thought maybe now She can change her name to the Virgin Mary!

    Isolated, abandoned, reviled, accused, these too many shadows of the past are all created by the woman who has been good to her and bad to her.

    “Jing Huan.” Si Nian suddenly called the other party’s name at this time, her voice was still soft, and there was a coolness that perfectly matched the season in front of her, “Because you came over today and found that I have I got a new life and met new friends, so you feel dissatisfied and think I should be in **** for the rest of my life? So, let me think, what are you going to do next time? Are you going to live with me now? the circle, and tell everyone that I once liked you?” She fixedly looked at the person in front of her, with a small smile in her eyes, the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes, and she seemed a little cold, “Then you go, I’ll see what else you can do with my life. I don’t care, really. If you can do it.”

     She has come here so many years ago, and she has come the hard way. She no longer had expectations for anyone around her, and didn’t want to think about what others would think of her. At first, it seemed that there was only one person. But since last night, she also decided to keep Jiang Hanyu out of her heart. No one can come in.

    The author has something to say: wow, you are too indifferent! Do not add more do not praise nest? !

    I feel wronged, but I have to say it! !

    The wrong time was set in the middle of the night yesterday. . . emmmmm