Since The Red Moon Appeared - Chapter 879

“Break the cycle?”

Lu Xin slowly recalled these four words, feeling that just these four words had an unusual magical power.

Is this the purpose of mom?

“Yes.”

The Black Queen nodded lightly, carefreely, and said: “My sister is such an arrogant and smart woman, naturally, she doesn’t think about being a so-called **** in reality, or her ambition is so big that she wants it. Ascend to the throne or something.”

“In fact, what she wants has always been to break the cycle of reincarnation, to break the shackles that we ultimately face.”

“…”

When she said these words, her expression seemed to become a little emotional.

Without the usual fierce emotions, the voice was calmer:

“When we woke up from the abyss together and came to reality together, I was actually luckier than my sister.”

“She was caught from the beginning, and even used.”

“And I was free, and became one of the first to come to reality and maintain freedom…”

“Unfortunately…”

The corners of her lips trembled, and it took a long time before she continued: “We are different after all.”

“From my free status, because of my stupidity, I fell into the hands of Alpine Lab little by little and became…”

“…running dog!”

When these two words were said, her resentment could be clearly heard in her voice.

She mocked herself as if she was swearing and mocking others.

After cursing, I even paused, as if I wanted to feel the insult from myself, then looked at Lu Xin, and said, “My sister, from the fate of being restrained, bit by bit. To the freedom of today…”

Lu Xin listened and couldn’t help nodding.

Yes, I didn’t know how my mother was controlled by a generation of researchers.

But she, indeed, seemed to have lost her freedom a long time ago and was imprisoned by her side.

Similarly, there are fathers who have lost authority.

They were detained together and lived in a dilapidated house for many years.

He even couldn’t help but imagine that in those years when he was shrouded in his initial gaze and was on the verge of collapse at any time, there would be anger overflowing from his brain at any time and killing everyone. Mom is a person who can spy on fate, but is controlled by others. Sitting in her room every day, facing the lights outside the window, what are you thinking about?

Maybe there should be unwillingness and resentment, but when she recalled it, she seemed to be laughing all the time.

As long as you appear in front of yourself, you will smile with confidence and gentleness…

Lu Xin suddenly trembled slightly, and thought of something.

If in the process of growing up, there was no mother’s gentle smile, only the shadow of depression and fear from the father…

…Will you grow up like this?

…

“Reincarnation…”

He couldn’t help slowing down his tone, and slowly muttered to himself: “What is reincarnation?”

“Reincarnation is the law…”

The Black Queen nodded slightly and answered his question: “It is the tide that covers reality again and again.”

“It is also the destiny of generations of civilizations.”

“…”

When she said this, Wei Wei stopped, looked at Lu Xin, and said, “Do you understand the beginning?”

“This…”

Lu Xin suddenly found it difficult to answer this question.

I have seen the deepest part of the abyss, the steadfast corpse of the **** who has died but refused to die.

He has even begun to digest the only consciousness with the initial strength.

But what was it in the beginning?

“Heh, you don’t even know what you were in the beginning, you have already started to save the world with others…”

The Black Queen saw Lu Xin’s appearance, and there seemed to be a touch of sarcasm in her smile.

Lu Xin frowned slightly, glanced at her, then twisted his palm lightly.

A piece of invisible mental power unfolded and pressed heavily on the floor next to him. It looked like he had passed out in a coma. In fact, the black child, who had been slowly crawling outwards at an imperceptible speed, crushed his entire body. Wrapped up.

Not only pulled his body back, but also mentioned it in the air, and then drew it heavily to the ground.

The black child suddenly let out a stern moan.

The Black Queen’s face also changed slightly, and she took a deep look at Lu Xin.

Lu Xin had a gentle expression and nodded to her politely.

Probably because of Lu Xin’s politeness, the Black Queen immediately became a little more polite.

Even his body was slightly upright, his expression dignified, and he said:

“In the beginning, it was God.”

“You can also understand it as the ultimate meaning of the birth and development of all life, and it is also the ultimate destination.”

“Do you really think that the initial arrival was accidental?”

“That is inevitable and fate!”

“Actually, it was always there at first.”

“Since the birth of life, since life began to have the ability to imagine, it has been born at the beginning.”

“She is the projection of the human spiritual world, and the incarnation of the subconscious ocean of the human race. You can think of her as the sum of all the lives that have appeared in this world, or you can regard her as the grave where all life and civilization finally pass away…”

“…”

Listening to the words of the Black Queen, Lu Xin’s brows wrinkled.

She understood every word of the Black Queen, but what she wanted to express was difficult to digest for a while.

Because what she said did not seem to be an individual, it seemed to be different from the first one she had seen.

Superposition of life, what the hell?

A projection of the spiritual world? What’s the point?

He couldn’t help but asked: “Why does such a life exist? What is the purpose of its existence?”

“Purpose?”

The Black Queen smiled, and then shook her head: “It has no purpose and no meaning.”

“What I told you was not the monster that you thought was sleeping at the bottom of the abyss.”

“It’s not that you used it as a weapon in the office struggle…”

“What I said at the beginning is the beginning, the most complete, and the beginning that has always affected everyone in reality…”

“…”

When she said this, she even took a deep breath, looked at Lu Xin sternly, and said:

“Don’t understand it with your thinking as a human being.”

“In the beginning was just the beginning.”

“It will come, just because it has been acting in accordance with this law.”

“Like the sun, moon and stars, like everything in the universe, what is the meaning of their birth and destruction?”

“What’s the point of the explosion and retrospect of the universe?”

“Meaning is something talents will pursue, gods won’t…”

“The existence of God is meaning in itself!”

“…”

Lu Xin listened to her and couldn’t help but sit up slightly.

Not the same.

What she said is different from what she thought and understood before.

But it seems that there is a faint intuition that has made myself curious, and I especially want to listen to it.

“In the beginning, it was not a disaster unique to people in your world.”

The Black Queen also paused slightly before looking at Lu Xin, and whispered: “It was born a long time ago.”

“It is a projection of life, and it can also be understood as the dark side of life.”

“In this universe, all civilizations and worlds that belong to the three-dimensional world, where there are thinkers, will have the beginning.”

“From the birth of the first creature in this world, it has been born.”

“It affected the first civilization born in this world and overwhelmed them.”

“Then it affected the second, third, fourth…”

“you…”

She paused slightly, as if she wanted to make a gesture, then gave up, and said calmly: “I forgot how many generations it was.”

“But if there is a civilization number, it may have been ranked to four digits…”

“…”

“?”

This sentence made Lu Xin somewhat astonished and even suspicious.

“it is true.”

The Black Queen whispered: “It has always existed at first.”

“Every ultimate has its own second side, and it actually has it in the beginning.”

“She is both the first and the final.”

“Every time a generation of life begins to be born, she will fall asleep, and her dream is the ocean of human subconsciousness.”

“Her spirit affects the lives of this generation, giving birth to higher wisdom, and then watching the lives of this generation, multiplying her own unique spiritual imprint, and finally, when she matures, she wakes up and leads to life. Back to the mother…”

“Perhaps you only need to flip through the historical annals before the Red Moon event, and you can see the first shadow from it.”

“In the beginning, I have been sleeping in the shadow of your civilization, but occasionally, someone will overlap with her tentacles in dreams.”

“So they woke up and tried to portray the original appearance to others.”

“So, the gods in your mouth appeared, and various religions appeared…”

“In the beginning, your history and legends have always hinted at her existence, although she doesn’t care whether you know it or not.”

“…”

She seemed to have no feelings, and said these words.

Until the end, there was a slight pause, watching Lu Xin quietly, and slowly opening his teeth:

“Before the Red Moon incident, the civilization of your generation has come back.”

“So, you feel the depression and loss. This is because you no longer shelter you in reality at first.”

“…”

“This…”

Lu Xin still found it difficult to understand that this concept was too big.

As a result, he felt that his thinking and cognition had been restricted.

“So…”

He pondered for a moment, and could only ask: “If it really happened at first, what would happen?”

“If it really happened at first…”

A deep smile appeared on the Black Queen’s face: “Then everything can happen.”

“When it first comes, it also represents the return of every consciousness.”

“The result of the return may be that every consciousness has since lived freely in the original matrix.”

“Just like an emperor living in a fantasy country, you have whatever you want.”

“You can regard yourself as the absolute protagonist in your own thinking, in your own fantasy kingdom, and you will have an eternal dream, in which you can satisfy all your desires, no matter if it is good , It’s still bad…”

“Of course, it is also possible that after entering the mother body, you will fall asleep and your consciousness will be completely erased.”

“But it’s not necessarily a bad thing.”

“There is actually no difference between being satisfied with all desires and erasing all desires.”

“Even, to eliminate all desires and consciousness, it is even more advanced.”

“After all, we all understand that in theory, human desires will never be completely satisfied…”

“…”

“…”

From the words of the Black Queen, Lu Xin could hear the obvious ridicule, and even a kind of gloat. He didn’t know why this person was so down and down now, why would he still find any opportunity as much as possible to show his superiority.

He did not follow her words to discuss, but was silent for a while, pondering, and said:

“What about the Red Moon incident?”

“If it first comes, will there be another red moon event, or even… more serious?”

“…”

The third time has come, and it has already happened, and now I and Qinggang are solving this problem.

Although it was a bit laborious and risky, there were several times during the period, which almost led to a complete collapse.

But now, the results are fairly satisfactory.

After hearing the words of the Black Queen, Lu Xin had to think about it, preventing the third coming. Will there be a fourth time?

“no.”

As for the Black Queen, after hearing Lu Xin’s question, she seemed to be fascinated, and her somewhat indifferent expression was broken.

She was silent for a while, and then answered with a strange and complicated expression:

“The Red Moon Incident, in fact, is a sign of your resistance…”

“…”

“Ok?”

This sentence really surprised Lu Xin, and even felt that the words of the Black Queen were a bit outrageous.

Resist?

What resistance?

Now I’m talking about the Red Moon event.

It was the Red Moon event that once smashed the pre-civilization era and caused 70% of all human deaths.

It is one of the biggest disasters since the birth of mankind.

Now, she says this is actually a sign of resistance?

…

…

“You need to understand that the initial awakening, or the return of the spiritual world, is irreversible.”

The Black Queen seemed to see Lu Xin’s astonishment, and said softly: “Before the Red Moon incident, the initial gaze had already turned to reality, and the curse of the human race had begun. At that time, in reality, it had already begun. Many strange events that violate your cognition have occurred, many people with magical abilities have been born, and many mysterious disasters have occurred.”

“The reason is very simple…”

“At first you have begun to wake up, you are already very close to God.”

“At this time, the creatures that are about to return often have two choices. Some believe in the gods. They will not refuse the initial return. Instead, they think that it is a gift from God, like a lamb, quietly looking forward to the return. The moment comes…”

“There is also panic, fear, and madness, and this will only intensify the initial return.”

“The other is to resist, to resist by all means…”

“…”

Having said that, she raised her head to look at Lu Xin: “Unfortunately, in your world, the third type of people played a role.”

Lu Xin’s mind was already slightly tightened, waiting for her to continue.

The Black Queen actually frowned slightly, as if thinking about what to say:

“Perhaps, everything can only be said to be… a coincidence, right?”

“…”

She paused, with no expression of happiness or anger on her expression, and said to Lu Xin: “It can only be said that it is a coincidence that created the Gaoshan Laboratory.”

“At the first glance, most people belonged to the first and second types, but unfortunately, there was a sect on this land that was apparently pious but actually did not believe that the world had gods at all; and Although there is a researcher who studies scientific research, he has always believed that many myths and legends contain researchers who expose the truth of the world.”

“You have seen both of them.”

“…”

Lu Xin was slightly startled, and flashed in his mind the black bishop who looked cold and domineering, and the bishop who was wearing a white coat and smiled when speaking, but it seemed that from the depths of his pupils, there was a certain indifference and ruthlessness. Old researcher.

them…

“When they started making these preparations, I hadn’t woken up yet, so I didn’t know how they did it.”

The Black Queen said: “However, after I came to reality, I saw more of what they did and saw some of their research results, but I can guess how much.”

“It was these two people who, in the desperate atmosphere at the time, organized a large group of people with the same goals and will as them. After the initial eyes were cast on reality, they began to unravel the truth of the world and seek self-help. Methods.”

“What I know is that they have found useful rituals, secrets, and honorable names from many mysterious organizations and sects that have been circulating for thousands of years. These are all in the long history of mankind, through accidental perceptions. The initial existence, and then the accumulation, can communicate with the initial methods and channels. They analyze, sort out, and integrate them.”

“Later, they even carried out a lot of experiments unscrupulously to test the importance of these rituals and the correct way to use them. Through these different experiments, they confirmed the original existence and deciphered different ancient rituals. The code of prophecy left behind by the race determines the time of the end, and then prepares to fight against God…”

“…”

“Fight against God…”

Now, when Lu Xin heard these three words, he felt a little weird.

Even when it comes to reality, countless mental power research results appear, countless powerful people appear, and when it comes to “against God”, they will feel that this is an outrageous idea. Then, at the time, how could they have such an idea? ?

Especially when they flipped through the ancient scrolls, they did not scrutinize any means to verify…

Although I didn’t approve of their actions in my heart, I thought of their meticulousness and boldness in completing these tasks at the time…

…Lu Xin actually admires them faintly!

…

…

“Hehe, the biggest delusion of human beings is that they usually think that they can accomplish some miracles…”

The Black Queen’s face was full of contempt, and then she shook her head slightly:

“But the most interesting thing about human beings is that they do perform some miracles occasionally…”

“…”

Lu Xin almost numbly listened to her words: “These people have admitted a fact after research and discussion.”

“They believe that the initial arrival is irreversible and unavoidable.”

“So they are ready to go up and seize the opportunity.”

“Through the analysis and restoration of the ancient Yueshen instrument, some scientific research techniques of your generation of civilization have been added. They made the creation hard disk and screened a part of the lives, allowing them to be the first messengers to get close to the beginning…”

“Perhaps, what they thought at first was just to ask these people to intercede?”

“When I saw the beginning, I kowtowed and asked you to forgive us?”

“Although it is ridiculous, I think it is very likely to be the case, otherwise I can’t understand why they really did it.”

“It’s just that such absurd and even naive experiments have opened up a new world for them.”

“Because when this experiment started, they discovered that it was initially strong, unrejectable, and irresistible, but in the beginning, there was no consciousness in itself. At first, it was just a sea of ​​chaos. It just existed there, huge and unknown.”

“And they unexpectedly survived with the specially reinforced consciousness code in order to let the selected life see the original.”

“Of course, so many experimental subjects were selected, but only one survived.”

“…”

“But, that’s enough…”

The Black Queen sighed deeply before saying: “After all, that was the beginning, or in the ocean of collective subconsciousness…”

“…The first complete human consciousness!”

“Perhaps this consciousness is very weak, but it is the only consciousness in this ocean after all, so when he entered this endless ocean, it quickly grew and grew to an indescribable level, and it was filled with anger. I want to bite them back.”

“Originally, people in reality have no ability to resist.”

“However, the only consciousness that has survived in the ocean of collective subconsciousness is, after all, to a large extent, influenced by reality and protected by the reality matrix. Those researchers still control his destiny, so in his Before the backlash came, they killed him in reality, which led to the collapse of this consciousness that was about to become the first **** in history.”

“He died in a huge ocean of subconsciousness, dying with hatred, the worst mood, polluting the beginning.”

“So, the pure first disappeared, and the thirteen ultimates were born in the embrace of the first.”

“…”

When Lu Xin heard this, UU reading www.uukānshu.com was already tense, and could not speak for a long time.

The Black Queen looked at him calmly and said, “That’s us!”

“Prisoner of the Night, Peeping Master, Fire Thief, Hidden Rod, Pale Hand, Crowned Clown, Tortured Mother, Sword Bearer, Abyss Worm, Nothingness, Black Queen, Nightmare of God, and, in the split The incompleteness after all kinds of emotions, at first…”

“Every ultimate is the first to enter the initial spiritual body, and then the different emotions and spiritual characteristics possessed by the consciousness that was killed, affect the consciousness that was born after the beginning, with fear and curiosity. There is knowledge, ambition, desire, confusion, compassion for the world, unwillingness and desire for fairness caused by injustice.”

“Of course, the intention to become a god, the greed and the numbness at the moment before death, the ability to be the only one and the distorted perception of facing the huge unknown, are also what he had at the time. mood.”

“As for anger… I think you are the one you know best.”

“This is the origin of the Thirteen Ultimate.”