So You’re Secretly Jealous Again - Chapter 43

After Xu Fengyi asked, she immediately regretted it.

She asked this because for a moment, she thought about the incident of two colleagues in the company.

These two are single dogs and the kind who claim they will never be in love and get married in the future.

But because they couldn’t stand the old people’s urging and even arranged blind dates, the two joined together to play a fake couple to fool each other’s parents.

In the end, who knew that the girl fell in love with the guy when the two acted and acted.

Because they got along very well during the Chinese New Year period, the girl found that she and the guy were in perfect harmony in every aspect, including favorite movies and music, and even clothing styles, etc.,

Not only that, the girl also found that the guy is very good at dealing with people, has a good personality, and is extremely gentle to her.

Over time, the girl fell in love with the guy, and in the summer of the second year, she confessed to the guy with enthusiasm.

But after the confession, the relationship between them quickly collapsed.

Because the guy didn’t like her and never thought of developing with her, the girl suddenly confessed like this, and he was instantly burdened.

In the end, the two of them didn’t even have to be a fake couple.

Xu Fengyi began to think, if this kind of thing happened between herself and Shu Jinshi, would it be the same way?

But when she really asked, she regretted that her bowels were blue again.

It’s true that she asked this question out of curiosity…

However, no matter how I thought about it afterwards, I still felt that this question was a bit too reckless.

Shouldn’t Shu Jinshi feel like a 24k pure idiot?

Ah, what to do?

At this moment, Xu Fengyi really wanted to have a Doraemon time machine.

Anyway, this question doesn’t really need to be asked at all. Thinking with my toes, I know what would happen if I fell in love with her.

If you fall in love with her, the result must be to terminate the cohabitation, right?

What a question.

Under the thick-colored night, Shu Jinshi lowered his head and thought for a while, then smiled.

The night was cold, and the tip of her nose was also glowing faintly red, and when she opened her mouth slightly, white air spread into the air.

Xu Fengyi held her breath for a moment after capturing her subtle movements.

Putting her fingers into the cold hair that was devoured by the night wind, Xu Fengyi lifted her hair and shook it twice, and then changed the topic: “Oh, don’t talk about this, it’s important to eat! Let me see where the barbecue restaurant is. Where is it~”

Xu Fengyi looked left and right, then trotted a few steps to the center of a large crossroad, and pointed to the left: “Here, there!”

Shu Jinshi turned his head to look over there, and saw that it was a small shop with a rolling shutter door similar to a roadside stall from a long time ago. There were orange/yellow/color folding tables and various colored plastic stools at the door and in the house. The overall look is not only a little old, but even a little tattered.

After Yucheng vigorously develops and builds a civilized city, he has already renovated a lot of such flies restaurants, so that when I see such restaurants now, I still feel a sense of age.

However, even in the era when there were many such restaurants before Yucheng, Shu Jinshi didn’t pay much attention to it.

Her family wouldn’t come to such a place to eat, so she didn’t have the habit of coming to such a place to eat.

The steamed bun shop that Luyuan recommended last time was already outdated to her, but she didn’t expect it to be even older than the last place, and it was even broken.

Even the stool deserves to be so perfunctory.

But one thing to say, even though they haven’t even started ordering food, let alone eating them, they are already attracted by the unique aroma of the skewers.

I don’t know what the store put in the meat when it was marinating, but it felt extraordinarily fragrant, similar to a combination of burnt aroma, milky aroma and meaty aroma, which made people salivate.

“You’re right, business is really good here and there are a lot of people.”

Shu Jinshi glanced at the big brother who was having fun at the table next to him, and then looked at the diners at other tables, and found that the seats were already full, and there were no vacancies.

“Really?” Xu Fengyi rubbed her hands beside her, “This is a treasure shop that Yan Yu and I discovered. It tastes more delicious than it smells. And, you know, I am a person who loves spicy food. What should I eat? Everyone likes to mix in a little chili, otherwise I can’t eat it, but here, I was very surprised to find that I can add chili or not, because it is really fragrant!”

While speaking, Xu Fengyi caught sight of a table of diners who had just settled their bills and was about to get up and leave.

“Waiter, please take this table!”

“Okay!”

Soon, a waiter came over quickly, neatly picked up the plates, bamboo sticks and chopsticks on the table, and quickly wiped them with a rag several times to wipe off all the dirt.

In less than two minutes, the table was closed at the speed of light, and a pink menu and pencil were pressed onto the table by the waiter’s fingers.

In the blink of an eye, the waiter had already returned with the basin. This series of movements was so proficient that it could be called a smooth flow of water.

After Xu Fengyi was seated, she glanced at the menu roughly, and then handed it to Shu Jinshi: “You look first?”

Shu Jinshi took his hand and put it in front of him: “What do you recommend?”

“For vegetarian dishes, I recommend roasted sauerkraut, roasted enoki mushrooms and roasted eggplant, which are especially delicious! For meat dishes, I most recommend roasted oily side and roasted pork belly!”

“Okay, then take a copy of everything you said. What else do you want, you can take a look.” Shu Jinshi rubbed his temples and handed the menu back to her.

Her mind is too messy now, and she has been thinking about the question that Xu Fengyi just raised, so her attention is not so focused, she is not very able to see it, and she does not really want to use her brain to choose.

Even though she is hungry now, her thirst for food has not yet reached a very strong level.

This feeling is indescribable.

Xu Fengyi took over the menu, and selected some beef and mutton, grilled prawns, and a small plate of cold fish skin on her basis, and this was the end.

After greeting the waiter again and handing over the menu, Xu Fengyi turned her head, put her arms on the table and held her cheeks, and sighed softly.

Not knowing what to do, Xu Fengyi’s eyes were cast everywhere, and finally fell on Shu Jinshi who was opposite.

Shu Jinshi is rubbing his temples.

“What’s wrong?” Xu Fengyi asked.

Shu Jinshi stopped his hand and raised his eyebrows slightly: “It’s nothing, maybe it’s just because the wind was stronger, and the forehead was blown away.”

Indeed, after tossing for an afternoon, the energy was about to be lost.

Xu Fengyi suddenly felt a little embarrassed: “It’s all because of being with me…”

Shu Jinshi shook her head and interrupted her: “I don’t blame you, I want to accompany myself.”

Xu Fengyi paused for a second: “That’s right… but after all, it was because of me that I was blown like that, wasn’t it?”

It’s all because of her. If it wasn’t for her, Shu Jinshi wouldn’t have tossed around and couldn’t eat for an afternoon, and then became like this.

The most hateful thing is that when it was time for dinner, people asked her if she wanted to eat, and she didn’t eat.

Even if you don’t eat it, you even have to go to the riverside for a walk to evaporate the few calories.

“Hey, why hasn’t it been baked yet…” Xu Fengyi glanced at the phone.

Twenty minutes have passed.

Unable to bear it, Xu Fengyi stood up and walked over to the restaurant: “I’ll go see when things will be ready!”

After all, Xu Fengyi trotted over there.

Shu Jin was slightly startled.

Originally, she wanted to hold Xu Fengyi and say no, but before she raised her hand, Xu Fengyi had already run away.

Just like stepping on the hot wheel on the foot, it slips faster than the loach.

Looking at the slender figure, Shu Jinshi smiled and shook his head.

A few minutes later.

Finally, Xu Fengyi ran back to his seat with a plate of barbecue in person.

“Come on, Jin Shi, try this!” After Xu Fengyi sat down, she picked up a bunch of pork belly and handed it over, “If you eat the meat while it’s hot, you can quickly renew the heat!”

Shu Jinshi was a little stunned when he looked at the skewer of meat, which was beautifully roasted and had an alluring aroma.

“Thank you.” Shu Jinshi took the pork belly.

“It’s really fragrant.” After putting the skewer on his lips and nose and smelling it, Shu Jinshi took a bite.

“Right? Hurry up and eat!” Xu Fengyi urged, and she picked up a skewer and took a bite.

It is still a familiar taste. The overflowing fragrance is wrapped around the lips and teeth, which brings great enjoyment to the taste buds. It is also excellent without spicy.

After swallowing the first mouthful, Xu Fengyi shook his shoulders slightly.

To be honest, Shu Jinshi did feel that he didn’t have much place in Xu Fengyi’s heart many times, but sometimes he didn’t feel that way.

For example, at this time, she can really feel the care of the other party for her.

In any case, Xu Fengyi will spend her time on herself, and will care about her state, whether she is hungry or not. In a sense, she still has a place in her heart.

In a trance, Shu Jinshi remembered Xu Fengyi’s previous topic again.

Then, she spoke again: “You ask me if I’m afraid, what about you?”

She didn’t want to let the topic go to waste.

“Hey?” Xu Fengyi never expected that the other party would ask back.

“Are you afraid that I will like you?” Shu Jinshi asked.

Xu Fengyi stared at her in a daze, as if she had been cast on a body-setting spell.

In fact, she hadn’t thought about it.

Because she has always tacitly agreed that it is impossible for the other party to like her.

There are many reasons.

The first is that they grew up in different environments.

Not only are they different, they are simply two worlds. Under normal circumstances, two people who grow up under such a gap will only become a pair in the novel.

But in real life, it’s definitely hard to see right in the eye. Even if you see the right eye, in the end, you will often be full of contradictions because the difference is too great, and the heart will soon be wiped away.

What’s more, as Shu Jinshi said, she doesn’t want to fall in love.

And, I’ve never been tempted by anyone. How could such a person be attracted to her all of a sudden? She, Xu Fengyi, is not a strange woman, so how can she have such great ability.

Based on the above, Xu Fengyi rolled his eyes and gently twisted his signature: “But I think… things like you like me shouldn’t happen, right?”

Shu Jinshi pursed her lips tightly, wondering what she meant by this sentence.

In the end, she nodded and smiled bitterly: “Yes, as expected of you, you are right, smart. I also think that I will never like you.”

Shu Jinshi narrowed his eyes and looked at the skewer in front of him, and continued: “After all, isn’t the reason why we walk together because we are sure that the other party really doesn’t like you?”

Xu Fengyi’s heartbeat suddenly stopped for a moment as he processed the words Jin Shi had just said.

It stands to reason that I really don’t want to fall in love, and Shu Jinshi’s remarks are also very good for a person who doesn’t want to fall in love. It’s just right, and it’s the kind that can make people feel at ease.

But strangely enough, she still felt a little stunned in her heart.

Even, a strange sour feeling spread to the heart.

I don’t know what caused this series. It’s impossible to be really interested in others, right?

But then why does it feel that way?

Thinking of this, Xu Fengyi was stunned.

Wait, what’s interesting, how could it be interesting, she doesn’t want to fall in love.

Then, Xu Fengyi quickly found a reason for herself: probably because this was the first time someone said to her so bluntly, “I also think I will never like you”.

It’s a bit direct, it makes me feel as if I have no charm at all, haha…

Yes, it must be so.

The reason was perfect, and she managed to convince herself.

Yes, she wouldn’t like Shu Jinshi, so there would definitely be no such thing as that colleague between the two of them.

Who knows, Shu Jinshi said “but” again at this time.

These are two very turning words, which means that all her previous remarks may be overturned.

If a stone is thrown into the lake, ripples are instantly aroused on the water surface, and it cannot be calmed down for a long time. Xu Fengyi’s heart is instantly brought to the front of his throat, and even his breathing becomes short.

Shu Jinshi looked into her eyes, kept watching, and then said softly: “How I feel is one thing, what is the truth, how will it develop, is another. Many times, it is not what I think To control, to control.”

“If I fell in love with you, would you be afraid?”

Xu Fengyi was stunned for a moment, and even breathing, she could hardly hold herself back.

After a long while, Xu Fengyi cleared his throat: “I, I don’t know…”

“You are right, no one can determine what will happen in the future. Even if I swear here today that I am afraid or not, it does not mean that my thoughts in the future will be the same as today…”

“That’s right, I don’t know, that is, I really don’t really want to fall in love now, but in the future I’ll… just…don’t know…”

Xu Fengyi is so nervous now, so nervous that she doesn’t even know what she is talking about.

All she knew was that her face was so hot, so hot.

But Shu Jinshi smiled: “I understand, understand.”

Xu Fengyi let out a “hey” and looked at her blankly.

Afterwards, Shu Jinshi took a deep breath, picked up a skewer of barbecued meat, and gently twisted the sign at the bottom: “You have a shadow on love. Maybe even now, you have a shadow on people, let alone love.”

“So at this stage, you must be unable to accept a relationship even if you think about it.”

“So, you don’t know if you would hide if this happened.”

“So, rounding up your answer is, unknown. Right?”

In a few words, Shu Jinshi summed up what she was thinking.

Xu Fengyi’s eyes were stunned, and she nodded mechanically.

Shu Jinshi smiled: “It’s normal for you to think that way. But I can tell you, if you like me, I won’t be afraid.”

In an instant, Xu Fengyi held his breath.

At night, Shu Jinshi’s eyes seemed to be full of moonlight, and they were extraordinarily beautiful.

Then, she raised the corner of her lower lip: “Not afraid.”

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