So You’re Secretly Jealous Again - Chapter 54

This pass of Xu Fengyi, regardless of even some intense verbal output, was like a sharp blade, which suddenly cut through the originally frozen and deadlocked atmosphere between the two.

After speaking, Xu Fengyi closed his mouth for a second, and did not allow himself to continue talking.

His heartbeat became faster and faster, and his mind was in a mess, and he couldn’t understand anything.

So, what are you doing? Seriously speaking, even if the person and that woman are not friends but lovers, it shouldn’t matter to me, so I just keep losing my temper here.

Unless he has a different kind of Xiao thinking about Shu Jinshi.

Such a different kind of Xiao Xiang made her heart skip a beat.

Shu Jinshi looked at her blankly, and after a few seconds of stunned, he quickly grabbed some key words from it.

little princess? Are you talking about Zhao Niannian?

It’s hard to describe how it feels right now.

On the one hand, seeing Xu Fengyi so angry, she was very distressed, on the other hand, her heartbeat was inadvertently pulled up by an inch, and it was soaked in a subtle sense of suspension.

She still remembered that no matter what she did with others in the past, Xu Fengyi never responded. Like deer. Lu Yuan and her are indeed not as close as Zhao Niannian, but in fact, Lu Yuan is the kind that can’t get rid of when she sticks to people. When everyone travels together, they will more or less hold hands.

But at that time, Xu Fengyi was always unresponsive when faced with those pictures.

Not only did she not respond, but she even got along with Lu Yuan. In the end, the two of them walked hand in hand, and she became the one who was alone.

So Shu Jinshi actually always felt that Xu Fengyi might really have no feelings for her.

But she was still looking forward to something. She couldn’t say what it was, perhaps, it was just a matter of concern.

To this day, Xu Fengyi has actually begun to care about whether her contact with others is too close, which means that she has a certain possessiveness towards herself now. Rounding up, it should be considered a concern, right?

We all know that possessiveness does not necessarily mean liking. After all, there may be possessiveness among friends, but it still makes Shu Jinshi feel a little happy.

Possessiveness means that her status and weight in her heart have been improved to a certain extent, right?

Thinking like this, Shu Jinshi stared at her, pressed down the thousands of messy thoughts, and asked softly, “Is it because I let you go to comfort Zhao Niannian when I was in the secret room just now, so you are angry?”

If Xu Fengyi really cares about these things, she can keep a distance from Zhao Niannian in the future.

It’s just that she has to explain to people clearly why she did it before doing it. Otherwise, the other party will definitely feel confused about it. After all, for Zhao Niannian, this is the way they always get along.

Xu Fengyi’s heart throbbed, as if a cat had been stepped on its tail, and immediately alerted: “Why should I be angry about this?”

It’s really a shameful and naive thing to be like this because of jealousy. I subconsciously think that it must be denied.

In addition, her mind is in a mess now, and she feels like there are a lot of things that need to be sorted out, and she can’t figure it out for a while.

Shu Jinshi was silent for a moment, then continued: “If you’re not angry for this, then why are you angry?”

Xu Fengyi was stopped by her question.

If it wasn’t for this, it might be for… But in that direction, she didn’t dare to think about it now.

His whole body trembled inexplicably, Xu Fengyi squeezed his left arm tightly.

Does she really like Shu Jinshi? But how can…

I have clearly warned myself not to be emotional about people anymore, how could I fall in love with someone so quickly? Is the pit you fell into not deep enough?

What’s more, Shu Jinshi’s current signs don’t seem to like his appearance.

Xu Fengyi was scared.

Shu Jinshi slightly opened his lips and teeth, and let out a little gas that had been swirling in his chest: “I don’t know what you think, but I have figured out my own thoughts for a while now.”

Xu Fengyi still didn’t look at her.

Shu Jinshi’s eyes swept across the ground and landed on the other’s shoe. After a while, he said, “I think I’m in love with you.”

In an instant, Xu Fengyi felt that the pause button was suddenly pressed in his mind, and everything in the world entered a state of stagnation.

What Shu Jinshi said sounded extremely unreal, like a dream that came from the wind.

After a long time, Xu Fengyi looked at her and said softly, “You, like me?”

Shu Jinshi nodded, and the anxiety in his heart grew wildly.

In fact, she has always been conflicted about whether to speak out.

Because she was completely unable to determine whether Xu Fengyi had a good impression of herself, so she was very worried about gain and loss.

But she always felt that she should speak out and let Xu Fengyi know.

Although she didn’t know if she would encounter a wall in the next second. But she just thought… maybe, Xu Fengyi should know.

Just like that, the two fell into a long silence together again.

It was so long that everything seemed to stop growing.

But Shu Jinshi was still quietly waiting for the next chapter.

After a while, Xu Fengyi said, “But…”

There was hesitation in his tone.

Then, she looked up at Shu Jinshi suddenly: “I, can’t feel it.”

Shu Jin was slightly startled.

She thought about the many consequences of her rash words. The best outcome is that the other party actually likes you, and the worst outcome is that the other party just regards you as a friend and refuses it.

But she never thought that what she got was such a sentence.

This sentence made her feel that all the doors and windows of her world were covered up and gradually lost their light.

It was as if she was standing in a wilderness, surrounded by a boundless lonely storm, disturbing all her senses.

Such a sentence is almost equivalent to Xu Fengyi unilaterally denying everything to her, making it all seem like a joke.

“Really?” She raised the corners of her lower lip, her voice a little rough.

Xu Fengyi suddenly shook her head and looked at her with a red nose: “Yes, Shu Jinshi, are you really sure that you are not joking, is it really not your own delusion?”

She couldn’t understand, if Shu Jinshi liked her, how could something like that happen just now?

In other words, if Shu Jinshi liked her, how could that kind of thing happen in the secret room just now?

She doesn’t understand, really doesn’t understand.

Shu Jinshi looked at her for a long time, and suddenly laughed: “That is to say, in your eyes, I will not have sincerity, and I don’t even have a good impression of you. What I think I like is just my own illusion, right? “

Xu Fengyi looked to the side and didn’t speak any more, but kept swallowing in his throat.

After a few minutes, Shu Jinshi took a deep breath, and when he looked at her again, his eyes were faintly red: “I understand. You just don’t trust me, you don’t think I’m sincere, and you think I’m the kind of person who would lie to you. Right?”

Shu Jinshi sighed again, with a half-smile but not a smile: “In your heart, I should be similar to Yi Zhiya, similar to Chen Na, and it’s not a good thing, is it?”

Xu Fengyi shook her head: “I didn’t say that…”

Shu Jinshi smiled: “Yes, you didn’t say that, but isn’t that what you mean between the lines?”

At this point, Xu Fengyi covered his head: “I don’t know how to say it, all of a sudden…I don’t know…”

She is so confused now.

Shu Jinshi looked at her, and a mist gradually formed in his eyes.

How to describe this feeling now? Is it sad? Still angry? what is this else? In fact, she doesn’t seem to have the energy to get angry. The only feeling she has now is that the part of her chest seems to be hollowed out.

It’s a wonderful feeling I’ve never experienced before, like a local anesthetic.

I feel like I’m a little ridiculous.

Later, Shu Jinshi pressed the pulp of his index finger on the lower eyelid and said with a smile: “I’m sorry, I was abrupt. Maybe you are right, maybe all of this is really my illusion, after all, I have never been in love, I All my feelings are just my own wishful thinking, I don’t understand emotion, I don’t understand love at all. You…”

Shu Jinshi sighed and turned around in frustration: “Just pretend I didn’t say anything before.”