So You’re Secretly Jealous Again - Chapter 55
This is a corner on the right side of the third floor of the mall. Several shops on both sides are either closed or not yet open. There are large posters on it. There is nothing to stroll around, and naturally no one comes here. Compared with the hustle and bustle of the outside world, this place is extraordinarily lonely.
After the two were relatively silent for a while, the sense of loneliness was pulled up vertically.
“I just remembered,” after a while, Shu Jinshi stood with her back to her, looked outside, and said softly, “I also have something to do today, so I have to deal with it. When you go back next time, remember to drive slowly and pay attention on the road. Safety.”
After Shu Jinshi finished saying these words, he pulled his right hair over his helix and strode away with his head lowered.
She didn’t know what else she could do, maybe they all needed some time.
Xu Fengyi covered her head and heard the sound of her footsteps gradually getting farther and lighter, until it disappeared, and finally let go of her hand.
Turning around, she looked over there, only to find that there was no one there.
But soon, the sound of new footsteps sounded again, Xu Fengyi was half empty in her heart, and she picked it up tightly.
But when she looked up, she realized that it was her good friend Gu Yanyu.
And the corners of his eyes and brows are all worried.
“What’s the matter with you?” Gu Yanyu shouted at her a few meters away.
Xu Fengyi hesitated to speak, and finally raised her head: “Is she gone?”
“Well, it’s something.” Gu Yanyu put her bag in front of her with both hands, kept observing Xu Fengyi, and asked very worriedly, “Why are your eyes so red? Have you ever cried?”
Xu Fengyi pursed her lower lip and shook her head.
Gu Yanyu sighed, couldn’t help grabbing Xu Fengyi’s arm, and asked carefully: “Fengyi, what happened to you today? ?”
The development of this matter really surprised her.
Xu Fengyi shook her head: “I’m sorry, I was going to accompany you today, but I ended up like this.”
Gu Yanyu sighed: “No, I don’t care about this, I’m more worried about you, what’s wrong with you?”
Xu Fengyi shook his head as always, did not speak, then lowered his eyelashes, lowered his head, and looked at the ground.
Her intention was to prevent Gu Yanyu from seeing her face clearly, but as she lowered her head, tears fell out of her eyes uncontrollably and slipped to her chin.
“Hey, hey…” Gu Yanyu felt a small piece of her heart collapsed because of her tears, she hurriedly took out a tissue and folded it, stood up and wiped her tears for her. “What’s the matter, who is making our little darling unhappy?”
Gu Yanyu is a first-class straight girl, the kind that is straighter than a telephone pole, she can’t see the source of the abnormality between those few people. In her eyes, although Zhao Niannian and Shu Jinshi are close, they should be just like Xu Fengyi and herself, so she never thought that Xu Fengyi’s sudden sadness was caused by those two people.
Xu Fengyi sucked her slightly blocked nose, and finally shook her head: “It’s nothing.”
It’s very strange. In the past, she wanted to share with Gu Yanyu all the bad things, such as receiving a strange task from her boss, a strange request from a customer, etc. She felt that she would not be able to live without sharing. It’s good to curse once.
But today, now, she found that she didn’t want to say it.
My heart is so stuffy and congested, I can’t say it at all, and I don’t know where to start.
Gu Yanyu sighed and had no choice but to pat her on the back, took off the peaked cap on her head and put it on her head, pressed the brim of the hat to cover her wrinkled face: “That’s fine, we Let’s go eat something sweet! Sweet things will help ease your mood. Look, there’s a new milk tea shop over there, can I buy you a cup?”
Xu Fengyi sucked her nose again, but she found that she couldn’t even shake her head or nod her head very well.
The wide-ranging burning sensation of tears and nasal congestion had surrounded her five senses.
She looks like a wooden man now.
Gu Yanyu sighed for a long time, then took her to turn around and walked towards the window of a milk tea shop.
Xu Fengyi followed her all the way to the end of the milk tea shop queue, but her mind was still empty.
After an unknown amount of time, Xu Fengyi woke up from her little world in a trance and said thank you to the clerk after she took the milk tea in her hands.
Holding the warm milk tea and turning around, Xu Fengyi lowered her head and took a sip. Looking at the plastic seal, she muttered, “Am I wrong, am I too sensitive, or am I too petty…”
“What?” Gu Yanyu looked sideways at her who had been mumbling to herself and was distracted, and was a little confused.
Xu Fengyi fell silent again.
It wasn’t until the two of them reached the elevator door that they went down, and Xu Fengyi spoke again: “If, if someone says she likes you, but she makes you feel like… caring about friends is better than caring about you, you would Do you agree with this liking?”
As someone who has been a solo mother for more than 20 years, Gu Yanyu was really caught by her question, she rolled her eyes to think for a long time, and muttered: “I think it depends on what kind of friend, what kind of care, and what kind of friends. the situation?”
“Just like…” Xu Fengyi said here, and shook her head again, “Forget it, I don’t know what to say, so let’s not talk about it.”
“Okay,” Gu Yanyu expressed his understanding, “it doesn’t matter when you organize your language.”
Xu Fengyi nodded.
At this time, the mall was on the first floor.
Shu Jinshi had just chatted a few words with the manager of a snack shop under his own brand, when a sudden hug from behind interrupted his train of thought.
Looking down, Shu Jinshi’s eyes fell on the hands tightly clasped in front of his belly.
This childish gesture, and the pink nails that have remained unchanged for thousands of years… She can really recognize who it is at a glance.
After Shu Jinshi recognized Zhao Niannian, he was silent for a moment and sighed: “Nian Nian, you relax first, I have something to tell you later.”
Yes, only Zhao Niannian will like this look very much.
“Oh, what’s the matter?” Zhao Niannian let go of his hand, stood beside her, and looked at her with his head tilted.
“Go into the car first,” Shu Jinshi said calmly and neatly, “I’ll come over later after I’ve dealt with the matter.”
Zhao Niannian looked at her with a gloomy expression, and then laughed: “Okay.”
After speaking, Zhao Niannian turned around and took a step first.
After Shu Jinshi watched her leave, he shook his head and continued to talk about work.
In fact, her feelings for Zhao Niannian are quite complicated. In the beginning, she was kind to Zhao Niannian because of the monitor’s responsibility, her parents’ request, and her own… a little pity.
In fact, Zhao Niannian’s parents are not her biological parents. She is an orphan.
And it’s not like the kind of orphans who were abandoned from infancy and adopted and raised along the way. Zhao Niannian has changed several guardians since childhood. So she has grown into a very sensitive person, a person with many flaws, who wants to establish an intimate relationship with people but is always difficult to establish, and even gets screwed by her own hands.
Therefore, Shu Jinshi’s attitude towards dealing with her has always been to follow her.
Everything follows. Then, just like that, Zhao Niannian gradually became more and more dependent on her. How dependent is it? When dependent on Shu Jin, I often have the illusion that I have a baby at a young age…
It wasn’t until Zhao Niannian went abroad that the two chatted less due to the time difference, and Shu Jinshi gradually lost that feeling.
But now, as soon as Zhao Niannian returned to China, the feeling of raising a baby appeared again. I really don’t know how to describe it, Shu Jinshi can only sigh tiredly.
Then, Shu Jinshi turned his head and continued to talk to people about business.
A few minutes later, when Shu Jinshi finished talking about business, he went to the garage, walked to his car, opened the door and sat down.
“Come here?”
When Shu Jinshi turned his head, he saw Zhao Niannian sitting beside him with his back straight and smiling at himself.
The corners of her mouth were fixed in a semi-permanent arc, which looked perfect, like a doll.
It’s just that the light in the garage is so dim that it can be ignored, so that everything seems a little weird.
Shu Jinshi looked at her for a moment: “Nian Nian.”
“Huh?” Zhao Niannian nodded, looking very well-behaved and very interested in what she was going to say.
She was used to this, used to please Shu Jin like this.
Shu Jinshi lowered his head and opened the bag, looking for something in it: “I have something to tell you. I fell in love with someone.”
Zhao Niannian’s smile froze.
Shu Jinshi took out his mobile phone, put his bag on the back seat, fastened his seat belt, and continued, “You saw it just now.”
“You mean Xu Fengyi?” Zhao Niannian turned his head to look at her in an instant.
At that moment, her eyes were no longer well-behaved, and she was full of alertness.
Shu Jinshi nodded: “You see that? Yes. Then, you are no longer a child. I believe you should understand some things. I tell you this mainly because she is a more sensitive and insecure person. , so I want to say that when we get along, we still can’t be too casual and intimate. But that’s not to say I have an opinion on you…”
Zhao Niannian raised his eyebrows: “I understand, you are afraid that she will misunderstand that you are not involved with other women besides her, right?”
Shu Jinshi looked at her: “That’s right.”
Zhao Niannian pursed his lips tightly, and suddenly said, “Didn’t you say that you are just living together? Didn’t you say that even if you were to get married in the future, you would just live together as a partner? You told me that yesterday, why are you just living together today? Did you fall in love with her? Or is it that you fell in love with her a long time ago, and you are actually doing it in a fake show?”
His eyes were cold and his voice was cold. Suddenly, Zhao Niannian seemed to have changed.
Shu Jinshi rubbed his brows and said, “I did say that yesterday, because I really haven’t been together with her yet, and I don’t want to be rumored that I like her sooner or later and increase her burden, so no matter who I am, It was just a cohabitation relationship with her. But now…”
“Actually, you have fallen in love with her a long time ago, right?” Zhao Niannian interrupted her when looking at Shu Jin, saying, “You are a liar.”
Shu Jinshi let go of his eyebrows, looked at her sideways, and said inexplicably, “Huh?”
Zhao Niannian’s eyes are like blades: “Is it you who said that you never want to fall in love in this life?”
Shu Jinshi frowned: “I said it, but people are constantly growing and changing.”
Zhao Niannian shook his head stubbornly, and kept sticking to his horns: “But you really said it, didn’t you?”
“You’ve always said and done that, why did you suddenly change? Liar.” Zhao Niannian became more and more excited as he spoke, clenching his fists.
“No, Nian Nian, your logic is not very correct.” Shu Jinshi did not expect Zhao Niannian to be so excited, his eyes fell on her clenched fists, and he said in confusion: “I am a little confused. Then you 15 When you were old, you still shouted not to eat internal organs, and later the fat intestines and pork liver became your favorite, can I call you a liar?”
Shu Jinshi really couldn’t understand Zhao Niannian’s thinking logic, so she tried to reason with her very seriously.
“I…” Zhao Niannian was stunned. She found that she was actually speechless by Shu Jinshi, her mind was blank, and she couldn’t refute at all.
But it was also that minute that she figured out one thing.
That is, in Shu Jinshi’s heart, she is really just a little sister who needs to be taken care of, and she has no other thoughts.
Otherwise, Shu Jinshi should have understood long ago that the reason why she is angry is not because of her Shu Jinshi’s flag falling, but because she doesn’t want her to fall in love with others!
Thinking of this level, Zhao Niannian suddenly felt sorry for himself. Interesting, really interesting. Shu Jinshi said that he didn’t want to fall in love, so he leaned on her and accompanies her as a friend.
As a result, the other party fell in love with others in a blink of an eye, and even came to share it with himself, so that he could get away with his own interests, what people do? !
At that moment, Zhao Niannian felt that he was really cold from head to toe. At the same time, the jealousy towards Xu Fengyi has risen unprecedentedly.
Finally, Zhao Niannian pursed his lips and unfastened his seat belt, got out of the car swiftly, closed the door with a bang, and ran out.
The moment Shu Jinshi looked sideways, the words that Zhao Niannian’s parents said when they asked her to go back to her mind.
For example, when Zhao Niannian is emotionally unstable, he will do many terrible things, and I hope she can help take a look at it and so on.
Indeed, when Zhao Niannian loses control of his emotions, it is easy to do some messy things, such as hurting himself, damaging everything that can be damaged, and so on. Therefore, over the years, Shu Jinshi treated her differently from others and was extra cautious.
But what the **** is this all about? She reached out and rubbed her temples wearily.
After weighing it again and again, in desperation, Shu Jinshi opened the car door and chased after Zhao Niannian: “Niannian!”
At the same time, with the sound of “ding–“, the elevator door of the parking lot opened, and Gu Yanyu and Xu Fengyi walked out together.
It was also at that moment that Xu Fengyi heard Shu Jinshi’s voice.
Almost subconsciously, Xu Fengyi followed the voice and looked over.
Afterwards, Xu Fengyi’s pupils shrank slightly, raised his feet and took a slight step back.
“What’s wrong?” Gu Yanyu asked in confusion. Afterwards, she followed Xu Fengyi’s line of sight and saw that picture as well.
After thinking about the series of events today and Xu Fengyi’s hesitant questions before, Gu Yanyu finally felt as if she had discovered something incredible, and raised her hand to cover Wei Zhang. on the lips…